emily's bday at hardrock. 9feb09!
one happy bday girl!
KIM KIM and mE!so cheasyy..
kumar were there too.
kumar were there too.Friday, February 27, 2009
ended polyclinic posting.
went to club at arena and phuture on ladies nite,
this performer has ABS! i tell you! i love her abs and her abs are fucking DEFINE i so want it! she's my motivation!
ready for the camera...GRIN
i've got my funny side!
samantha!
feeling abit drunk den.
baby bought all these carebears for me.how sweet of him.=)and the one in white is limited edition, its to celebrate 50years of the existence of carebear.should i be happy or sad that polyclinic posting is over.. i think i'm feeling happy and sad. happy that i dun have to jus stand der and observe but sad that i've to leave those staff nurses and operators. just a mix feeling. anyways, this clinical posting is really a great experience for us student nurses. its a great learning experience as it really instill us with more medical knowledge, enabled us to understand further on certain common medical problems that occur in people. its helps us to learn how to advise and note on how to make good use of our medical knowledge to help these people with common problems. 1 week is enuff to gain knowledge, more than that, i think i'll get pretty restless and start being a nuisance there. AHA! 2 more weeks of attachment and voila! 5weeks of holiday! what am i suppose to do these 5 weeks of holiday? i dun wanna stay at home and rot! i have to do something with my 5weeks of holiday.. hmm. i wonder!
Monday, February 23, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
sports!
hello again, its drizzling now and i was lucky that i was back home early from my NETBALL!!=) played with zhenghua sec, wahlaooo..i tell u, come to think of it, its pretty embrarassing that they managed to score goals? thats crazyyyy...and i played horrendously. my stamina was like SHIT! i couldnt go for the balls and run fast and block my opponenent, im seriously weak and i feel lousy. is it raelly becuz of my stamina that let me down? or mentally? I SUCK!!! I TOTALLY SUCK! urghh! i hate myself now. but well, sports indeed bring me life again, it really feels great having to touch the ball in playing FULL NETBALL COURT. =) my passion for sports will never dies becuz it brings me life again. =) til den, adios!
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
WHAT IS REAL TRUE FRIENDSHIP?
What are the qualities of a good friend? True friendships can start instantly but they take time to build. Here are a few qualities to look for when making friends as a teen -- and beyond.
1. A good friend is honest.A good friend may not share every detail of every second of their life, but they do try to be clear about their intentions. This means that they try to present an accurate picture of who they are and of different situations. When something doesn't seem right, they let you know.
zSB(3,3)
2. A good friend is fun, unique and interesting.
OK, this is a given, and probably the reason you became friends in the first place. But there's a lot to be said for chemistry and shared interests.
As for fun, it depends how you define it: Some friends are fun because they're the life of the party, others are fun because they notice every strange little detail about a situation. Some people are fun simply because they see life like no one else does.
3. A good friend is attentive and adaptable.A good friend is at least a fairly good listener and notices how little, day-to-day things affect you. They can't read your mind, but chances are they can usually tell when you're happy, sad, excited, shocked or upset. If they're aware that they're doing something that annoys you, they try to change their ways or at least talk to you about it.
4. A good friend is supportive of you and your goals.Sure, your friend may think you're cool, but are they on the same page as you? Do they know what you want most out of life? A really good friend will know what makes you tick and help you become the person you want to be. They won't try to change who you are or drag you into situations that make you uncomfortable or put you at risk of losing something that matters to you.
5. A good friend is a friend you can trust.A true friend won't try to steal your girlfriend or boyfriend, your job or your personality. They won't gossip about you constantly or try to damage your reputation. They will let you know when they're concerned and do their best to stick up for you when you're in trouble.
6. A good friend makes it clear that they care about you.Different people may have different ways of letting you know that they care about you. One person may give you a big hug whereas another person might gently tease you. A big clue that someone cares is that they talk to you fairly often and, in general, know what's going on in your life and act interested about it.
7. A good friend sticks with you in good times and bad.Loyalty is a quality almost everyone lists when asked what they look for in a friend. A loyal friend will stick with you when your new play is a flop, when you bomb the SATs or when your parents get divorced. If you move or switch schools, they'll do their best to stay in touch with you.
SO HAVE U FOUND UR TRUE FRIENDS??
i think overall, true friends are friends that u truely trust.
i tot i found mine the moment i step into poly, but i'll NV forget what "friends" did to lose the TRUST. there is this saying, forgive and forget. but its sooo hard to forget tho i can forgive. once the trust is broken, things can NV EVER be the same again..NV..its really saddening when u treat them like real friends and they just say things behind ur back. TRUE FRIENDS are indeed hard to find.
1. A good friend is honest.A good friend may not share every detail of every second of their life, but they do try to be clear about their intentions. This means that they try to present an accurate picture of who they are and of different situations. When something doesn't seem right, they let you know.
zSB(3,3)
2. A good friend is fun, unique and interesting.
OK, this is a given, and probably the reason you became friends in the first place. But there's a lot to be said for chemistry and shared interests.
As for fun, it depends how you define it: Some friends are fun because they're the life of the party, others are fun because they notice every strange little detail about a situation. Some people are fun simply because they see life like no one else does.
3. A good friend is attentive and adaptable.A good friend is at least a fairly good listener and notices how little, day-to-day things affect you. They can't read your mind, but chances are they can usually tell when you're happy, sad, excited, shocked or upset. If they're aware that they're doing something that annoys you, they try to change their ways or at least talk to you about it.
4. A good friend is supportive of you and your goals.Sure, your friend may think you're cool, but are they on the same page as you? Do they know what you want most out of life? A really good friend will know what makes you tick and help you become the person you want to be. They won't try to change who you are or drag you into situations that make you uncomfortable or put you at risk of losing something that matters to you.
5. A good friend is a friend you can trust.A true friend won't try to steal your girlfriend or boyfriend, your job or your personality. They won't gossip about you constantly or try to damage your reputation. They will let you know when they're concerned and do their best to stick up for you when you're in trouble.
6. A good friend makes it clear that they care about you.Different people may have different ways of letting you know that they care about you. One person may give you a big hug whereas another person might gently tease you. A big clue that someone cares is that they talk to you fairly often and, in general, know what's going on in your life and act interested about it.
7. A good friend sticks with you in good times and bad.Loyalty is a quality almost everyone lists when asked what they look for in a friend. A loyal friend will stick with you when your new play is a flop, when you bomb the SATs or when your parents get divorced. If you move or switch schools, they'll do their best to stay in touch with you.
SO HAVE U FOUND UR TRUE FRIENDS??
i think overall, true friends are friends that u truely trust.
i tot i found mine the moment i step into poly, but i'll NV forget what "friends" did to lose the TRUST. there is this saying, forgive and forget. but its sooo hard to forget tho i can forgive. once the trust is broken, things can NV EVER be the same again..NV..its really saddening when u treat them like real friends and they just say things behind ur back. TRUE FRIENDS are indeed hard to find.
Monday, February 02, 2009
okay.. the picture tells it all.CITY ALIVE! indeed, it was aliving enuff,especially for the angmohs, it was time for their sexual desire to be ALIVE! should change it to sexual ALIVE instead.AHA! wth..im crapping here alrite.. anw, it was great fun doing this cityalive and indeed, the bond btw my friends were closer now den before. so its good to do more events.AHA! totally.. we stayed up til 6am for the first train so we cld save up the 40$ transport fee. im soo gonna do it again next year! those who din come and help have missed a lifetime of fun and great bonding! anyway, this cityalive is like a club street dance and everyone will be like dancing, gee..it was great fun to have the 3 guys der. and the best thing is we get to drink for FREEEEE..HEIHEI! cup up barcadi mixed. got super high and we formed our circle and everyone took turns to dance in the spot INDIVIDUALLY.i think that was the best fun! AHA!..den came this grp of white indians occupying our centre spot. =.=! irritating. den after that this indian pulled me to dance with HIM!!! OMGOMGOMG!! it was hard to reject so jus dance..
OVERALL! GREAT FUN!=D
Anw i skipped school today for my Final theory test and i PASSEDD!!!! YEAHH!! can go for my practical alr.HEIEHI! and i saw my bio practical results, i got a B, okay luh..not bad. last semester i gt a D luh. jumped to my joy..AHA! so always aim high to achieve higher results. =D
NOW HAVE TO PREPARE FOR MY SEMESTRAL EXAMS, MAN! MUST SCORE A! and also chiong for my psycho project! last 1 for this semestral period den HOLIDAY! ehh..no, ATTACHMENT!DARN IT!
EXAMS COMING LUH!! gonna have to pack my hse with plenty of redbull already.AHA!
Saturday, January 31, 2009
CNY-ed
chinese new year was over a few days back and my ANGBAO wasnt received satisfyingly. every year angbao's collection seem to reduce alot more now. however, angbao at my mother's side seem to maintain.=) ever since my uncle gotten rich, he took care of every single family member of the GOH and gave everyone a job,now my cousin is well feed,even drives a car,bought a hse and living happily. how nice!
anw,life is uber boring these days.my life doesnt have full of spice. nowaday i jus dun seem to be interested in anything at all. i dun have the desire to work hard, dun ahve the motivation to study, dun have the drive to do wad i want to do. i lost all that now. i feel useless..like a total loser! i feel like a nth now. im a nobody! NOBODY!!!! and it totally suck. i need to get back doing sport to train my character and grow as an individual. its still not time for me to understand the world yet when i've not fully develop my characters as in individual. i no longer have the drive and care absolutely NOTHING at all. this year i've alr missed like a few lessons my timetable is effing messy. I NEED A CCA! gonna make time for it. i hate this sort of mandane life, without sport, i lost my disipline and determination. totally lost it. AHHHH!!!!!! frustrating.. really frustratingggggg!!!!
anw,life is uber boring these days.my life doesnt have full of spice. nowaday i jus dun seem to be interested in anything at all. i dun have the desire to work hard, dun ahve the motivation to study, dun have the drive to do wad i want to do. i lost all that now. i feel useless..like a total loser! i feel like a nth now. im a nobody! NOBODY!!!! and it totally suck. i need to get back doing sport to train my character and grow as an individual. its still not time for me to understand the world yet when i've not fully develop my characters as in individual. i no longer have the drive and care absolutely NOTHING at all. this year i've alr missed like a few lessons my timetable is effing messy. I NEED A CCA! gonna make time for it. i hate this sort of mandane life, without sport, i lost my disipline and determination. totally lost it. AHHHH!!!!!! frustrating.. really frustratingggggg!!!!
Saturday, January 24, 2009
FRIENDSHIP..
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps herself.
A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parent or children's first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in her address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after she has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about their problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it (but wouldn't).
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight. (Even if it was with them).
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!
SADLY, some people just utterly disappoint me with their actions and the trust is no longer there btw us anymore. just have to move on and find new once.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps herself.
A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parent or children's first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in her address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after she has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about their problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it (but wouldn't).
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight. (Even if it was with them).
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!
SADLY, some people just utterly disappoint me with their actions and the trust is no longer there btw us anymore. just have to move on and find new once.
Friday, January 23, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
adventure raced
i jus synergy-ed this
yr like ytd? and my calf muscles and shoulders are killing me! its soring now seriously! the whole entire adventure race was from bukit timah to macritchie to lower seletar reservoir park..we ran lke mad and my partner was alr half dying.. and i can rmb vividly abt this particular task whereby we have to choose btw bread with wasabi and mustard sauce OR 2 raw eggs with shell.GOSH! it was terrible! my partner and i teared like mad,cough like mad and our stomach were alr dead burning! wen we run,we can feel the burning sensation.FUCK that task seriously..lol.it was killing us.and along the way, we had nice pple who offer us water! thanks rich aunty! and pple who direct us to the place!the whole race may be tiring and all but i definitely enjoy the race with my partner.i think i've made my partner annoyed with me quite a few times and my partner was also brave enuff to take the courage to have the paints on this face while he conplains his face itches really badly.BRAVO PARTNER! YOUR THE BEST!=)
this race we gt ourselves WET totally,cuz of the pool game,i had to swim sitting on the float and the freaking float was soo small! the gal was tellin to put ur butt in and i was like ya..it was in and i still capsize! APPARENTLY! my butt was too BIG for tat float!AIYERRR!! wasted!we ran for hours,bus-ed,kayaked,ran again,cycled,swim,climb,abseiled.slide,pain?(my skin tear at the back of my ankle and it was bleedin that my shoe had some blood stains on it.
but overall,it was a great experience and race and the last part wher we were able to enjoy the task,its t actually slide all the way down from wereva and the funny thing is that after that,a couple came over to interview us abt the race!! SHIT MAN! of all pple,they chose us!man! i prolly look fugly and answered some fugly answers!OHDEARRR!!all thanks to my partner man!.! and lastly!that picture was taken on the 25th floor!thanks to the adventure club! we climb that up i think b4 our wasabi bread.but prolly i would wanna join synergy2010 again!=)
CHEERS TO SYNERGY 2009 AND ADVENTURE CLUB THAT MADE THIS SYNERGY RACE A SUCCESS!GOOD JOB!=)
Saturday, January 10, 2009
missing my maid alot now.
Today Dahwin(maid) has left us for her family.she's with us for abt 2yrs or so.i really begin to miss her alr. the moment she left us at the departure hall, i teared wen she left. sis and i was hopin that she'll turn ard and wave goodbye but she din.=( once we reached home, she called! im really happy and sad at the same time that i din wanna hear her voice den. she'll make me tear wen cuz i miss her very much.
sigh...why she doesnt wanna stay?the feeling of departing with a person is really saddening, i alr treat her like one of our family member, the moment she left, i jus feel like something is missing, the whole family is not whole anymore without her. wen my grandma left, dahwin is still with us...and now dahwin has left..sighh..she's 1 unique maid we had and i'll always rmb her in my heart.how i wish she'll come back to be with us again.sighhh..
i miss my maid alot now that she's not here anymore with us.she's alr part of the family and now it doesnt feel like the family is complete without her with us.sighh. it jus feel so something is missing now.
sigh...why she doesnt wanna stay?the feeling of departing with a person is really saddening, i alr treat her like one of our family member, the moment she left, i jus feel like something is missing, the whole family is not whole anymore without her. wen my grandma left, dahwin is still with us...and now dahwin has left..sighh..she's 1 unique maid we had and i'll always rmb her in my heart.how i wish she'll come back to be with us again.sighhh..
i miss my maid alot now that she's not here anymore with us.she's alr part of the family and now it doesnt feel like the family is complete without her with us.sighh. it jus feel so something is missing now.
i guess der's alot to adapt to now. from today on, i have to wake my ass up immediately wen my alarm sounds, no more human alarm clock anymore. from today on, i've to face my house without laughing and smiling, from today on, nomore dahwin to tell me her amazing and weird stories from those bangaladesh incident she and her friend encountered.from today on, no more tasty dishes for breakfast,lunch and dinner over the weekdays. from today on, no more dahwin to help us with the housework. from today on, no more dahwin to do things that i dun wanna do. from today on, no more saying "BYE DAHWIN" wen i'm off to somewhere. from today on, no more calling"DAHWINNNN" wen im back from somewhere. from today on, no more sharing of tasty hot chilly with me. from today on, no more seeing someone soo happy and laughin at home anymore. from today on, der will only be 5 instead of 6pple at home now. from today on, no more dahwin to play with me anymore. from today on, no more dahwin to joke with me anymore.from today on, no more dahwin to make the house feel warm anymore.
i really am starting to begin to miss you dahwin. please come back!
Saturday, January 03, 2009
bday chalet a ECP!
DURING CYL'S BDAY CHALET! WE ALL MADE NEW LITTLE FRIENDS! ILANA AND BRENDON! =) HAD GREAT FUN DER! ATE TIL 3MIDNITE!=)
Friday, December 26, 2008
(Just visiting? Take the free personality test and determine your iPersonic type!)
Energetic Doers are cheerful and spontaneous persons. They are charming and full of energy and real persons of action. They keep a clear head and the overview even in difficult situations. This makes them popular problem solvers. Their ability of being able to absorb and process information is phenomenal. Energetic Doers also have strong powers of observation and a keen sense when dealing with other people. They are very perceptive, witty and clever. They have a natural ability of convincing others of their point of view. Energetic Doers live completely in the here and now and make spontaneous decisions from one moment to the next. They love being together with other people and are sensuous, lively and amusing conversationalists. It is no problem for them to be the effervescent centre of attention at a party and they are generous, skilful and good hosts. They do not brood over consequences for long; they quickly grasp all the relevant facts, make a pragmatic decision and enforce that decision vigorously. Should a decision later turn out to have been wrong, one can always make new plans.
Energetic Doers magically attract fun and action. They need the kick - as far as possible with other people. Many representatives of this type have dangerous hobbies or go in for extreme sports. They quite consciously put themselves in dangerous situations again and again. At work too, Energetic Doers seek fun and variety above all. They are bored to death by routine, safety and calculability. Crises are their elixir of life and really bring their strong points to light. They react to new challenges flexibly and effectively. They gain their confidence from their imperturbable self-assuredness that they will be able to cope with them. Energetic Doers prefer practical activities which lead to visible results rather than theoretical fields of work. Endless discussions with colleagues quickly get on their nerves and they do not have the patience for interpersonal niceties. They say how something has to be done and that’s that!
» Learn more about the Energetic Doer at work ...
Energetic Doers keep their friends in suspense with their wit, esprit and quickness in repartee. They mostly have a large circle of friends and acquaintances but often remain non-committal in their relationships. They expect a great deal of reliability and tolerance from their really good friends but are also willing to give the same to them. However, due to their spontaneous nature, they always remain a little surprising and unpredictable, also for their partners. Energetic Doers need a lot of space and time to themselves; they quickly feel hemmed in if their partners cling too strongly to them. But if you give them plenty of leeway, they are generous, cheerful and extremely imaginative life companions with whom you can have a lot of fun and enjoy life to the full. They do not avoid conflicts but address them openly and sometimes sparks can really fly. But this is typical for Energetic Doers and, afterwards, they are all the more devoted and loving.
» Learn more about the Energetic Doer in love ...
The Energetic Doer is an extroverted Doer. You have fantastic powers of observation, which permit you to sense people’s motivations long before others do. That is the basis of your ability to gage your counterparts quickly and correctly, and adroitly respond to everybody. You also enjoy being with others, you would not be happy working in solitude. You are most effective as a team member. Your life’s elixir is dealing with other people, communication, discussions and as much action as you can get.
Here is one of your most important abilities: You are an excellent diplomat and negotiator, and especially when you need to convince others of an idea and - literally or figuratively - sell something on somebody. With your charisma, eloquence, charm and persuasiveness, you could be one of those personality types who would be able to manipulate others for your own purposes. And yet by nature, you are much too open and direct to negatively outfox someone. Any intrigue is foreign and unappealing to you.
You also astutely observe your environment, and immediately register even the smallest changes. You rarely miss anything important, because you approach everything with curiosity and interest. Your memory for details and facts is legendary. You absorb everything of interest to you like a sponge, and then store it for possible later use. Occasionally, you may not take the time to sufficiently search your memory prior to making a decision or starting a project. However, the reason for that is not that you are overlooking something, it is just that you are sometimes in too much a hurry to get going and lose your focus for the small print as a result.
Charismatic, lively, and passionate, you have no problems finding a partner to charm. By pushing an imaginary button, you can develop vibes that almost no one can withstand. You want someone on your side with whom you can share lots of fun and action, who loves life as much as you, and is ready for any adventure. Always the same routines are an absolute horror for you in your relationship, as well.
If it were up to you, your life and your relationship would be a never-ending roller coaster ride: pure thrills are what count! The same applies to sexual matters. “Born to be wild” is your motto and you trigger fireworks for yourself and your partner that simply takes one‘s breath away. For your passion, no position is too outlandish, no experiment too unusual, and no location too risky, or uncomfortable. With that, you are perfectly comfortable in putting up with the lows in return for the highs. You can even enjoy the drama and excitement inherent in a real fight. Malicious rumors have it that you occasionally even pick a good fight because then the sparks fly and you love the passionate making up ...
All too complicated harmony-needy, and security-minded personalities are not a good choice for you in the long term. They’ll bore you very quickly, and then you’ll get restless and start looking for something (or somebody) new. You belong to those types for whom the occasional affair is a possibility, anyway. If you are looking for your permanent love, your partner better share your need for variety and excitement, and know how to take care of it. You will be faithful as long as the excitement between you is alive and well. Take a little more time before you commit yourself to someone for good (despite your spontaneous nature of letting yourself be carried away to imprudent actions in the moments of passion).
wow.majority of it sounds like me,i think..wad do YOU think?am i really like wad it says??TELL ME!=)
Energetic Doers are cheerful and spontaneous persons. They are charming and full of energy and real persons of action. They keep a clear head and the overview even in difficult situations. This makes them popular problem solvers. Their ability of being able to absorb and process information is phenomenal. Energetic Doers also have strong powers of observation and a keen sense when dealing with other people. They are very perceptive, witty and clever. They have a natural ability of convincing others of their point of view. Energetic Doers live completely in the here and now and make spontaneous decisions from one moment to the next. They love being together with other people and are sensuous, lively and amusing conversationalists. It is no problem for them to be the effervescent centre of attention at a party and they are generous, skilful and good hosts. They do not brood over consequences for long; they quickly grasp all the relevant facts, make a pragmatic decision and enforce that decision vigorously. Should a decision later turn out to have been wrong, one can always make new plans.
Energetic Doers magically attract fun and action. They need the kick - as far as possible with other people. Many representatives of this type have dangerous hobbies or go in for extreme sports. They quite consciously put themselves in dangerous situations again and again. At work too, Energetic Doers seek fun and variety above all. They are bored to death by routine, safety and calculability. Crises are their elixir of life and really bring their strong points to light. They react to new challenges flexibly and effectively. They gain their confidence from their imperturbable self-assuredness that they will be able to cope with them. Energetic Doers prefer practical activities which lead to visible results rather than theoretical fields of work. Endless discussions with colleagues quickly get on their nerves and they do not have the patience for interpersonal niceties. They say how something has to be done and that’s that!
» Learn more about the Energetic Doer at work ...
Energetic Doers keep their friends in suspense with their wit, esprit and quickness in repartee. They mostly have a large circle of friends and acquaintances but often remain non-committal in their relationships. They expect a great deal of reliability and tolerance from their really good friends but are also willing to give the same to them. However, due to their spontaneous nature, they always remain a little surprising and unpredictable, also for their partners. Energetic Doers need a lot of space and time to themselves; they quickly feel hemmed in if their partners cling too strongly to them. But if you give them plenty of leeway, they are generous, cheerful and extremely imaginative life companions with whom you can have a lot of fun and enjoy life to the full. They do not avoid conflicts but address them openly and sometimes sparks can really fly. But this is typical for Energetic Doers and, afterwards, they are all the more devoted and loving.
» Learn more about the Energetic Doer in love ...
The Energetic Doer is an extroverted Doer. You have fantastic powers of observation, which permit you to sense people’s motivations long before others do. That is the basis of your ability to gage your counterparts quickly and correctly, and adroitly respond to everybody. You also enjoy being with others, you would not be happy working in solitude. You are most effective as a team member. Your life’s elixir is dealing with other people, communication, discussions and as much action as you can get.
Here is one of your most important abilities: You are an excellent diplomat and negotiator, and especially when you need to convince others of an idea and - literally or figuratively - sell something on somebody. With your charisma, eloquence, charm and persuasiveness, you could be one of those personality types who would be able to manipulate others for your own purposes. And yet by nature, you are much too open and direct to negatively outfox someone. Any intrigue is foreign and unappealing to you.
You also astutely observe your environment, and immediately register even the smallest changes. You rarely miss anything important, because you approach everything with curiosity and interest. Your memory for details and facts is legendary. You absorb everything of interest to you like a sponge, and then store it for possible later use. Occasionally, you may not take the time to sufficiently search your memory prior to making a decision or starting a project. However, the reason for that is not that you are overlooking something, it is just that you are sometimes in too much a hurry to get going and lose your focus for the small print as a result.
Charismatic, lively, and passionate, you have no problems finding a partner to charm. By pushing an imaginary button, you can develop vibes that almost no one can withstand. You want someone on your side with whom you can share lots of fun and action, who loves life as much as you, and is ready for any adventure. Always the same routines are an absolute horror for you in your relationship, as well.
If it were up to you, your life and your relationship would be a never-ending roller coaster ride: pure thrills are what count! The same applies to sexual matters. “Born to be wild” is your motto and you trigger fireworks for yourself and your partner that simply takes one‘s breath away. For your passion, no position is too outlandish, no experiment too unusual, and no location too risky, or uncomfortable. With that, you are perfectly comfortable in putting up with the lows in return for the highs. You can even enjoy the drama and excitement inherent in a real fight. Malicious rumors have it that you occasionally even pick a good fight because then the sparks fly and you love the passionate making up ...
All too complicated harmony-needy, and security-minded personalities are not a good choice for you in the long term. They’ll bore you very quickly, and then you’ll get restless and start looking for something (or somebody) new. You belong to those types for whom the occasional affair is a possibility, anyway. If you are looking for your permanent love, your partner better share your need for variety and excitement, and know how to take care of it. You will be faithful as long as the excitement between you is alive and well. Take a little more time before you commit yourself to someone for good (despite your spontaneous nature of letting yourself be carried away to imprudent actions in the moments of passion).
wow.majority of it sounds like me,i think..wad do YOU think?am i really like wad it says??TELL ME!=)
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
supperclub-ed
one was in supperclub, the other was after supperclub.it was a celebration of my best bud's bday! CATHERINE CHUA! HEIHEI.of cuz,the most effort done for her bday is my other best bud,EMILY ANG!ahaha.like some award winning ceremony.lol.And me?gee,come to think of it,i hadnt done much tho.gee..i feel BAD!VERY!wad kinda best bud am i man?but ohwell,at least i managed to appear for her bday celebration.8D.To catherine:"miner,hope u enjoyed ur 18th bday!if ur reading this, by crook or by hook,im or we(me and emily) gonna bring u go clubbing!wed is lady's nite!aha!this is sucha belated post.oh still,late is better den nv! (8|
AND GUESS WAD?! FEW MORE WEEKS TO 2009!
and wad have am i done in 2008?wad have you done in 2008?this yr is coming to an end,time flies...seriously.come to think of it,actually alot has happened within jus 1 yr.Many things have happened,sadness,happiness,anger,disappointed,guiltiness.seriously,i've grown alot more now i guess.especially after meeting him. he definitely changed my life alot,he helped me to see things differently in life now,he's sucha knowledgable man,i dun even understand what his family been feeding him,so brainy.damn it.im far from an itch of his brain.okayy..im not that bimbo-tic.jus exagerating.hei!8.D (my smiley has a mole!COOL!) okay,back to where i was saying,hmm..and not jus my life have changed,even the world has changed alot too. the movies are now showing all the disruption of the Earth, the economic crisis of the world, the thai crisis, the mumbai terrorist attack.gee,doesnt all this frighten any human beings? is this an indication that the World's gonna end? are brainy human beings the culprits to destruction of the Earth?and even the US president is no longer George Bush,but barack obama,i dun like him becuz he's black. is the world gonna led by more blacks now?is the world gonna be ruled by blacks soon?geee,thats insane!the world is soon to be gone.i shld do more donations,sin less and go church more,before anything occurs.i wanna go to a peaceful place and end all sufferings.
WAIT! wth with me?i'm seem to be soooooo weird these days.ohwell..prolly its my process of growth.finding the true MERINA!AHAHA!crappish! SALUT! 8 )
Friday, December 19, 2008
hello blog
i guess i've decided,and tho it thru.wads the pt to dwell on situations?wads the point of thinking so hard whats the prob and where's the prob lies?the probs might be with i all this while,jus that i might not have realised it.i may be blinded by my positive mindset to keep making myself think that im great and i can make things great,i can make every single thing great.But in actual fact,thats all that i want.i cant handle everything yet.life is indeed a learning process,wateva setbacks that happened on a person,i jus have to move on,it hurts to dwell on it too much.maybe i can have abit of reflection here and there,getting a solution.but wads the point of dwelling and thinking it over and over again?we jus have to learn to move on.The person that i'm with now is definitely guiding me thruout my halfway to adulthood pathway,and i thank you alot.For being der all the time,even when i said im fine,that person will still be there.thank you.=)
From today on,i guess i've understand and learnt that god is kind to me,god is just testing me if i could handle all these shit,to let me grow up to be a better and wiser adult,i guess.haha.and also to make me much mature den the rest.but it definitely gonna take time,i dun wanna grow up still,i still wanna be protected by the ball of shide.But how long can i stay inside?not any time longer.
daddy jus came in and said:"mei,your future is in ur own hands,we're here jus to guide you,dun ruin your own future hor."
i find that living in this world is alr a brave thing we humans are doing.its soo scary living on Earth,i wonder when will the world gonna end?and all the sufferings and pain will end.every happy soul will be up with god,sharing the joy the painless,eternity life with him.
time now is 6.33am and im still awake,indeed i am a nocturnal,my brain works well at nite,its calm and quiet and peaceful in the nite.i jus like it when the sun the down.(only during holidays)nite is the best time where you can have all the time in the world to urself,doing all the things u want,not being distracted,getting away from all the shit that is gonna go on when the sun is up.how scary is that.urghh...the river flows with you soundtrack is making me really thinking alot of crap now.
gee,the sun is rising soon.its a brand new day.Have to learn to take things in my control,in my hands.MY HANDS!!=)
From today on,i guess i've understand and learnt that god is kind to me,god is just testing me if i could handle all these shit,to let me grow up to be a better and wiser adult,i guess.haha.and also to make me much mature den the rest.but it definitely gonna take time,i dun wanna grow up still,i still wanna be protected by the ball of shide.But how long can i stay inside?not any time longer.
daddy jus came in and said:"mei,your future is in ur own hands,we're here jus to guide you,dun ruin your own future hor."
i find that living in this world is alr a brave thing we humans are doing.its soo scary living on Earth,i wonder when will the world gonna end?and all the sufferings and pain will end.every happy soul will be up with god,sharing the joy the painless,eternity life with him.
time now is 6.33am and im still awake,indeed i am a nocturnal,my brain works well at nite,its calm and quiet and peaceful in the nite.i jus like it when the sun the down.(only during holidays)nite is the best time where you can have all the time in the world to urself,doing all the things u want,not being distracted,getting away from all the shit that is gonna go on when the sun is up.how scary is that.urghh...the river flows with you soundtrack is making me really thinking alot of crap now.
gee,the sun is rising soon.its a brand new day.Have to learn to take things in my control,in my hands.MY HANDS!!=)
twilight
gee,twilight simply melts me.indeed,it is an "awesomic" movie i ever seen,especially those parts where Edward Cullen's declare his love for bella.it simply melts me completely.And additional to this "awesomic" movie,is also the "awesomic" soundtracks.especially the "river flows with you"by Yiruma,"flightless bird,American mouth" by iron&wine and "Bella lullaby"by carter burwell.
im trying to get a way to let me learn how to play those 2 piano songs, i'll be simply melted by that person who plays those as well..twilight ooh twilight,u definitely make me draw memories and imagination badly whenever i hear the soundtracks or the declaration of the love or both,it made make me tear as well..
gee,I'm getting emotional at 5.36am,on a Friday..simply lying on my double Decker bed,using IBM laptop listening to"river flows with you" and having birds chipping.my dad gonna come in any min.
gee,it seems so different when i blog this entry at such late hours with such romantic soundtrack im listening to.Getting emotional,yes..yes i am.im definitely missing someone rite now,at this very moment.
im trying to get a way to let me learn how to play those 2 piano songs, i'll be simply melted by that person who plays those as well..twilight ooh twilight,u definitely make me draw memories and imagination badly whenever i hear the soundtracks or the declaration of the love or both,it made make me tear as well..
gee,I'm getting emotional at 5.36am,on a Friday..simply lying on my double Decker bed,using IBM laptop listening to"river flows with you" and having birds chipping.my dad gonna come in any min.
gee,it seems so different when i blog this entry at such late hours with such romantic soundtrack im listening to.Getting emotional,yes..yes i am.im definitely missing someone rite now,at this very moment.
Friday, December 12, 2008
its dec and my holiday mood are all hype up!
Gee,my blog was temporary dead for a month or so..prolly cuz i dunno what i've been doing with my life and i jus nv felt like blogging den..
After so much have happened and so many negative impact on me,it hurt me mentally,hurt my pride and it made me lose confidence of myself..going to school everyday bores me with classmates not opening up and treating me like a stranger.i need to move on,i tot i did..but i din..its so hard when u only go to sch jus to study..everyday i've been gazing and daydreaming and not being pro-active in class.it hasnt been "me" recently when im in class.its not easy being me with my cliques now.
Finally 2weeks of study holiday has jus started and it was the very first time i ever felt soooo happy that i wanted to celebrate for this holiday.this is insanity.i need to get my engine,my mood,my energy all started again.its tiring not to be able to be yourself and its tiring not having people to believe you in your clique.it spoils my mood all the time.
MY ONLY AIM now after this holidays is to be me again,if that is possible..no,i must! but im having some self-doubts here.sigh.
merina is a real emo-shit!its emotionally tiring not to have pple der to listen you out.i lost my pride and im feeling inferior now.i jus wanna sleep and never gets up.EMO-ING!!! WTH! i shld stop emo-ing..i need to go running now.toddles! =D
After so much have happened and so many negative impact on me,it hurt me mentally,hurt my pride and it made me lose confidence of myself..going to school everyday bores me with classmates not opening up and treating me like a stranger.i need to move on,i tot i did..but i din..its so hard when u only go to sch jus to study..everyday i've been gazing and daydreaming and not being pro-active in class.it hasnt been "me" recently when im in class.its not easy being me with my cliques now.
Finally 2weeks of study holiday has jus started and it was the very first time i ever felt soooo happy that i wanted to celebrate for this holiday.this is insanity.i need to get my engine,my mood,my energy all started again.its tiring not to be able to be yourself and its tiring not having people to believe you in your clique.it spoils my mood all the time.
MY ONLY AIM now after this holidays is to be me again,if that is possible..no,i must! but im having some self-doubts here.sigh.
merina is a real emo-shit!its emotionally tiring not to have pple der to listen you out.i lost my pride and im feeling inferior now.i jus wanna sleep and never gets up.EMO-ING!!! WTH! i shld stop emo-ing..i need to go running now.toddles! =D
Sunday, November 16, 2008
c'est la vie
HELLO!
its been a long time since i last blogged,okay..so wad was i really busy with that i had no time to blog?hmm..
ohwell,i miss my two buddies and apparently,i dun even noe wad im busy with that i got no time to meet them up.=(
and monday is my bioscience MCQ! so have to score a D.ouhouh..D*distinction okay..haha!i have and i must! no other choice,gonna go back studying again..BIOSCIENCE!here i come to conquer you!
this semester isnt going so well for me.=(i miss having CCAs,miss being really active in school and miss laughting like crazzyyy.
i dun even noe wad the hell am i doing with this semester 2.its so depressing knowing that you're not one of the best in class and others are much better?you jus feel soooo lousy.Going to sch jus for academic is really depressing..I MISS MY SPORTS!!! =(
i miss having competitions,i miss having to compete wit others to noe where you stand,i miss all the fun,i miss the friends that i used to make earlier before this semester..but looks like they're all disappeared to another world.
my belief is..To be an asset,not a liability to others.And everything is solved.life is just so simple.why do others have to make it sound so complicated and narrow and blar blar blar..its jus so simple!
urghh..my blog is really boring pple out.HAHA!
anw i started my french,let me teach some french here..
je'mappelle Gisele(i am gisele)
salut!(hi,bye..in a friendly way)
tu't pelle merina(you are merina)
elle't pelle(she is)
c'est la vie(life's like this)
bonjour(hello)
bonsoir(good afternoon)
bonnuit(good nite)
comment ca va(how's life)
thats all folks for now!
SALUT! =D
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