i swam like i think i would and i made it! :D

ohya ohya! cannot forget about this little acheivement i had too. i cant believe that i actually could swim freestyle in laps! at the start, (the initial as mention in the physics law, requires more effort and its always the tougher part to overcome but after the initial, things will go more smoother) it was pretty tough, i cldnt take it that i cldnt swim like how the other swimmers do! swimming in laps, so i seek for help and i recieved really great tips and advises. at the start when you tried what they said, it doesnt make sense and it seem like the person is talking crap. but apparently, its not. it worked! so happy with myself. i used to pant like a dog after jus swimming half lap okay, i was pathetically shit. so i guess practice makes perfect dun they? its a walk a talk pharse. ;) now i achieved to swim 15laps in an hr. my biggest achievement alr! with the fact that i pant like shit after half a lap or mayb even 1/4 lap. 

"its the hands that control your swim"

now i wana learn how to do butterfly. gona look for people who knows to teach me how. :) 

"All i need is hope,confidence and support from others, when people doubt my ability, i  doubt my own capablities as well.. thats how i am i guess. "

xoxo  my dear people. :)

Life being an adult now.

After hitting the legal age of 21,an official age which you can make your own decision like an adult, life after that was rather rough, especially when you step into the coperate world, i feel that i am a rather different person now. i feel that i am being more sensible,mature and knowing when and what to do things at the right time and situation. reflecting back on my previous self, i was always doing things at the wrong time and situation. my priorities was always not right and i guess my dad was really pissed off by me. he scolds me all the time. i feel that i was pretty playful den and i din really help out much in the family, all i was thinking was to improve on my daily self and reflect on each day,apparently i neglected the most important thing, FAMILY. i think i have grown more sensible after my sis and my bro is not around, the responsibility of taking care of the house and my parents has weigh on my shoulders now so i had to do what i have to. my parents aint getting any younger either, having them complaining about their condition pains me all the time. it left me reminded that i have to take really good care of them so at least when they are not around anymore, i will let them leave with no regrets in my heart. :) that pushes me to take care of them even more and try my best to not anger them and relief their worries for me. ( supposingly the most insensible one) tsk! 

okok, kinda side track. so mentioning about the corporate world, those previous posts were saying how dreadful work can be, i realised it really boils down to how you look at things and how you wanna handle and take it. those months has really made me figure out what sort of person i am and what my learning curve is like. there were so many things to learn den and everyone expects you to learn fast and when you dun, they get really pissed. sometimes it made me figure out what made them react differently from me to others and why others can learn faster den me and stuff? i den realised that i was pretty task-oriented and i forget that people has feelings too. when i was task-oriented, i forgt to be people oriented as well. its true that my jobscope has to be really people-oriented, it taught me the power of it. people will really close an eye and help tho. i guess i was too harsh at the start cuz the top were giving me alot of stress,i should have used people skills den task skills instead.Also, it taught me that i must humble myself down too.i wasnt humble and that giving those people a whole load of stress. tsk! felt bad! there were no communications done much as well. it was after everything was done den i started voicing out, things were pretty kinda late den. ohwell. And its great that things are getting better now, its smoother like out of the blue. prolly i decided to look at things in a different light and treating people like people again. tsk. i am feeling really really nasty inside. :( sorry man people that i was kinda an ass. haha. "people are creatures of emotions and i should respect that" Dun ever underestimate the power of emotions! thats how beggers and sales people manipulate the emotions of human being unknowingly.. 

Nursing is really a great job, the sense of satifaction,worth and happiness for helping people and making sure that the people are healed under the nursing care of ours. However, the $ is too little for me, i am seeking for more $. ambitious side of me just cant sit on that little $ and i want to learn about the business aspect of the world. be it advertising, marketing, sales, finance etc. my interest and heart has been seeking to that direction all the time recently. like machiam a calling siak! hahah. cant blame, surrounded with too many business pple. And also, i wana wear nice outfits to work too! can showcase my style. nursing only can showcase the uniform. no uniqueness at all. i guess ive made up my mind. im gona head to the business direction and wana know why? today i flipped the HER WORLD MAGAZINE, i saw the status of the woman and the way they were dressed, i told myself, i wana be like that. so yea. 

This lengthy posting is to recuperate the MIA of my posts which i shld be bloggin in!tsk. 

"The outside world is another learning process which school do not teach."

another humble learning. what lee ky says is true, "its a life-long learning process" til the day we die. the last few words is by me. tsk! cheerios all. ;)

imma loving it.

My hair was severely damaged by the digital perm that i did in m'sia! And i needed some help to restore my hair condition again. so guess wad, there was this sales person that sold me Jbeverlyhills hair product and i was pretty skeptical about the product as i NEVER CAME ACROSS before but she was saying it will really help with my hair condition to a soft and sleeky feel.so i just gave it a try, at a moment of desperation to save my hair! so i bought a shampoo, largest bottle of conditioner,serum (all platinum line) and iden hair mask which cost me like 162bucks. i bought it at a fair which is slightly cheaper den the store. soooooooo. i head home and started using the product immediately like a despo that needed to save my hair! And guess wadddddddd. the product is freaking GOOOOODDD imma telling you. my hair is really so much softer now and i think ive fallen for the product already. omg! good recommandation seriously. :) rate 4/5. e 1/5 will be after long use den will see if it will be a 5/5. haha! awesome product. made a right choice and investment. ;)