tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88861692024-03-06T02:03:58.802+08:00Thou shall not be poor. Thou shall be thereje'mapelle Merina alexismEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.comBlogger499125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-19600440008995440132013-03-20T15:05:00.003+08:002013-03-20T15:05:48.834+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">LAZILY LEADS TO PROVERTY AND FRUSTRATIONS. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Time to work hard! </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Gona start being emotionally strong and not helpless. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">And finally, im gona smile no matter how hard life throws at me! </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">okay. im writing this cuz someone gave me a life. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">thanks farouk! ;)</span></div>
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Happy times together. But behind these happy loving look, it says alot more to it. its the overcome of differences. And also he's the best thing God given to me. He is always there to battle down all tough situations yet still holds a smile on his face. Hope this last forever. :) </div>
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Its true that choices have consequences, i learnt that the hard way. Really really hard way. i shldnt have gone for my surgery, i kinda regret it. i had everything that god has given me, i shld be happy but i wasnt satisfied. i wanted more, better perfection. i went ahead. To do it. now tho i have my straight teeth, slim body, am i happy? why am i not? that is wad i wanted. straight teeth, slim body, nice complexion but why am i not happy? oh! i think i noe. cuz i miss the past me and den again, its the transition period that ive to face. its always the transition period that is the struggle. After that. it'll all be good. i'll get used to it. Used to the life of the pure, demure looking girl. No more hot looking woman anymore. i should be satisfied and play towards my potential. </div>
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God bless me! please! </div>
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XOXO</div>
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Hi everyone! :) </div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-46703342107489601822012-08-07T11:44:00.004+08:002012-08-07T11:44:31.346+08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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hottie. haha!</div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-35653013777393589832012-08-07T11:36:00.001+08:002012-08-07T11:36:25.139+08:00just to update! :)<div style="text-align: center;">
morning blog! </div>
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Today is a good sunny day ;)</div>
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Let me update on my facial progression first! still have abit of swelling. but its ok. dr. says the swelling will reduce towads the end of august. And den on the 15th of sept is the dnd, its once every two years so yea! i can wear nice after so long!! :) </div>
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And it was nice to head back to work these days. i feel happy working where i am. WHICH IS BAD! i'll miss all of them after i leave. i raelly do!And i feel like i do not want to leave! But i cant. ive already made the decision to go means i have to go! For the better of my future and my dreams. i have turn into someone that i do not want to be or maybe it took me awhile to learn all of that. the characteristics of a true nurse. PATIENCE,COMPASSION,EMPATHY,KINDNESS,A HEART OF GOLD. And to be able to FEEL with my heart. i thank my job for teaching me all that but i think its time for me to go to do what i want to do to explore myself more! Should i go into property or marketing? seriously..i do not know! life's short and i only get to live once. hmm. passion does not give you money and its true. only money can give you passion. Gee. help!</div>
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toodles for now. Its jus a thought of the day. :) And yay! now i weigh 55kg. cant believe me not exercising actually lose more den exercising. okk. update soon again. :) have to go work now! </div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-56853466426271395452012-07-26T18:22:00.001+08:002012-07-26T18:22:41.880+08:00She opened me up more<div style="text-align: center;">
Today i went for the private agency nursing interview at Amk. it was successful! however! the cases that i will be taking will be very few i guess since im new to it. Anw the interviewer had a long chat with me. In that amount of time, ive already learn alot from her about ethics and values. It strike me hard as i realised this is where i have been lacking. ethics and values. i realised wen we're so into our lives so much, on getting what we want, improving ourselves. i realised i forgot about ethics and values. she made me realised how important all that are. Responsibility,trust,quality! i must really thank her for waking me up alot! it made me realised ive lost the responsibility, trust and quality as the days gone by. I need to thank her alot! </div>
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Thank you K. </div>
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ok! so ive decided to post up my progress for the long awaiting JAW SURGERY! just ignore the back of me. please just focus on M.E! not the best picture. i admit! cldnt find a better one. :( As you can see, my Jaw is slightened to one side which is called jaw mid-line is off and my orthodontist said it was best to get the JAW CORRECTED else in long term, it'll affect me and he also mentioned my biting will be off too. tho you can see its abit mild slighten but ive wanted to correct it since i was young, just din get to find the right doctor. So all thanks to dr. soh jen from novena medical centre. :) Helped me alot to find a good surgeon as well. so prior to the jaw surgery. my orthodontist has already extracted 4 wisdom tooth and took out 2 teeth from me. yes. thats a total of 6! which i still keep it in my drawer til now! haha! </div>
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And i donated 2pints of blood for my own surgery. funny isnt it. but thats their protocol. yes! donate ur own blood for ur own surgery! i tot dey got it wrong or smth. but its not! </div>
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So it was it. i was warded in ward 55 for a night. if i din rmb wrongly. its ward 55. yea! went to the admission office alone and before that. the best part was i was told to stay at home til the admission office side called me up and says she'll call me back once the bed is ready. sooo. ok! i waited patiently!</div>
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And the call came, went down myself and admit myself there. </div>
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mom,dad,cousin and her friend came to visit me. And some nice people who texted me and wished me GOOD LUCK!</div>
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So there it is. the op day! the anxiety to the max day, the day that u'll start to feel anxious and scared. its called people call it as pre-anxiety surgery! Yes. i was feeling that. i was all prepared,kinda! prayed at night and pray that the surgery went well. fasted 12mn. bathed and wore the blue OT gown! 8am, you could already hear the OT trolley coming for you to take you in. prayed even harder once i was at the OT. the drs,anesthetist checked on me. anesthetist inserted an arch line in my left hand which until now there's a scar. i duno why for me, the healing process always seem to leave scars behide. my mom dun have it tho. i can have someone scratched me on my arms and there is it. a scar now. duno why either. ok. back to track. hah! the dr said the procedure will take about 5hours or so. But it take me 8hours! </div>
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When i was at the OT table, the anesthetist gave me nasal decongestion so that they cld put the breathing tube in. after den, i already see twinkle twinkle stars already and the next moment. you're totally knocked out! the next thing you noe, you're in the recovery room with ur mouth tied up! The op i went for is Le fort 1 surgery. </div>
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i cld tell you! thats the worse day of my life! i dun wana recall the nightmare! i wanted to be back to HD so the specialise nurses can take good care of me instead of them! When i was in the recovery room, i was literally fighting with myself mentally. you have to be mentally tough on this. For me, i know i was weak or something cuz i was already having all sort of crazy thoughts running thru my head. that day and night was a mentally challenged time. its way worse den i thought. Guess i was already having alittle depression,that was why. always thinking about what could the worse happened. oh well! so there it is! me! in HD ward 57!</div>
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YES! my teeth were all tied up with rubber bands! lots of it. two drains for the blood to drain out. the nurses have to clear it once its full. And cuz i was given loads of morphine cuz the dr. tot i was in so much pain in the recovery room which i wasnt.i was jus feeling really nausea which i din noe. i was feeling damn lousy and i think i wanted to vomit but i was lying supine with my teeth tied up and i cldnt TALK!!!!! so yea. made me vomitted 6times! dried blood. how? thats right. with my teeth tied up! damn tough but managed to vomit them out. i was utterly suprised myself that i cld do that. i was worried sick that my jaw cld come off or smth. there were a suction beside me so i can suction all the secretions as and well i feel like it. the moment i vomit, my nose bleed too. called apistaxis. Do i look cute in the picture btw? haha! i think i look cute tho. lol. mom and dad came to see me and their heart really ache to see me in such state. So yea. there were also a urine catheter in me. so i dun have to move much to pee. phew! there were alot of pee inside that bag tho! </div>
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like i said. it was a mental tumoil for me post-op!i do not know wads the reason for me to keep thinking things so negative and thinking whats the worse could happened. i had to consciously tell myself that everything is fine and stop that horrible thought!<br />
But usually after surgery, not just Jaw surgery, any kind of surgery, the first post op day is always the most painful day. but be sure that you have family and friends to support you and help you get thru the day! after that day, it will be all just fine, the road to better me! those who are comtemplating on doing their surgery, this post is based on MY OWN EXPERIENCE AND WHAT I FELT. :)</div>
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"wake up! time to take ur blood pressure and temperature" said the nurse, its morning already! Really glad that i survived that nightmare! Im tough somehow aint I. hehe! lucky mom came ytd to support me else it will be tough i admit it!</div>
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"Hi, merina! im Dr. A, this is my assistant, Dr.B, today i think you are ready to take off the two drains and the rubberbands, my assistant will help me to take it off for you ok." "sure, but please be gentle" said the mentally weak patient- yes! i admit. its ME! </div>
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"ok good! dun worry, i will be gentle. just bear with me alittle ok! said Dr.A with a wide smile.</div>
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"ok good, its off. After Dr.peck sees you, he will most likely send you to the dental clinic to do some cleaning for you and you can most prob take off the urine catheter as well." okkk! i was glad! </div>
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There! i was on the way to the dental clinic at the basement. i din noe the clinics in SGH basement existed!hah!sooooo. the dentist was late cuz he was caught in the heavy traffic and i was there waiting for him quietly and tortureously! the dentist was really nice! He was very patient and he taught me how to take care of my teeth and stuff and tell me not to worry much. i felt like he's more of a friend den a dr. haha! soooo yes. its all swollen. i look like the lizard in spider-man 4 show! </div>
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Dr. peck(maxillary surgeon) said i cld start on my liquid diet already. awesome! </div>
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i was using the syringe and the iv drip tubing to syringe in my Ensure. Headed back to HD, moved about with my swollen face. gee! the nurse said i was the only one that vomitted the most and also the one who can talk very soon. haha! </div>
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Aunt and cousin came to see me! brought soya milk let me drink. :)) </div>
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Go home day! wee! after that. And my mom's colleague got that for me. :) thanks aunty Janet! Made my day tho i got major problem smiling! haha! </div>
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Soooo yea. i had to be on liquid diet for 2 weeks til the next appt my dr. says i can eat porridge. i lost like 4kg! i tot i cld lose more but apparently cannot already. GeeGee!</div>
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so yea. i was on a month MC! stayed at home resting. :)</div>
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so yea. so these are the gradual progress day by day!</div>
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People says i look like kid! :( have to wait like 1more mth for the swelling to go down! </div>
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those who wants to go for surgery, i hope this helps and gives you a good idea about the process of the surgery and how it is like so you can be mentally prepared for it. :) </div>
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So far IM HAPPY WITH IT. no pain no gain right. haha. </div>
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OK! thats all folks! there are actually more but ive been sitting here for hours typing this up. so yea. </div>
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haha! next week heading back to work! i guess i wouldnt have peace for like the first few days! ppl will be asking me about my face! Gee! will update this post again prolly tomorrow or wad. :) My english is terrible! i know! spare me! haha! </div>
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mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-5694775447729006782012-07-12T23:18:00.000+08:002012-07-12T23:18:34.318+08:00beautiful skin?<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Wana know how to get beautiful facial skin?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange; font-size: x-large;">Go on liquid diet for a week or two! no joke! it really works! </span><br />
This jaw surgery that i went for is really worth it! its a big stone kill many small birds and of cuz i thank my surgeon for making the surgery so successful! :[|) braces smiley. hehe!<br />
apparently this jaw surgery not only solve the medical side of the issue which is the clicking,headches in the future. it also solve my jaw line which i haven really been fond of. also. it solve my skin problem too! now my skin hasnt got any pimples! thanks to the liquid diet for a week now! And it also solve my weight issue! i lost 4kg now. :[|) Gona start exercising and lose more weight. apparently im 56kg now. 4more kgs to go! And infact, there are more benefits to it. my sleeping pattern has changed from sleeping late to sleeping early and waking up early cuz i had to take my medication on time! gee. Also i get t rest for long periods of time. dun hav to work and still get paid. how awesome isnt it. hehe! But the only bad side of it is the pain,removal of stitches! heavy moodswings! it really plays with ur head. but the good side! it test ur mental strength. it really does! to see how strong a person you are.<br />
So its already the 8th post op day. :[|) HAPPY! Cant wait for the final look. hehe! Im plannin to have my hair dyed. change of colour too. :[|) k. thats all folks. toodles! hehe<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-82293464697387261952012-01-21T22:28:00.002+08:002012-01-21T22:28:21.129+08:00article of employee abuse<div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Employee abuse in the workplace is emotional and psychological abuse not covered by law and occurs among employees, managers, and customers.</span></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Examples of Employee Abuse</span></b></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">This type of verbal and emotional abuse includes put-downs, bullying, intimidation, harassment, shame, coercion, exerting values of power, being overworked to extreme, lying, condescension, creating feelings of powerlessness, being made to feel insignificant or inferior, excessive demands of perfection, inconsistent application of practices, not providing employees sufficient information to perform, depriving of rights/ benefits, inappropriate nonverbal behaviors, ignoring, belittling, talking down to another, making judgments, setting up situations for failure, and double binds.</span></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Employee abuse occurs among employees, managers, and customers.</span></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Why People Act Abusively</span></b></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Reasons people act abusively include to protect themselves, to get their portion, to manipulate, to intimidate, to defend themselves, to maintain their territory, for revenge, having a mental health disorder, acting out, control, fear, modeling from the organization, feeling threatened, insecurity, acting the only way they know how to act, habit, feeling devalued, feeling trapped, being in a culture that condones abuse, anger, impatience, using abuse to achieve results, lack of social skills, having been treated like an object themselves, not having developed the ability to empathize, and viewing others as a means to an end.</span></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">How Recipients of Abuse Feel and Act</span></b></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Recipients of employee abuse may feel harassed, insecure, intimidated, protective, rebellious, devalued, suspicious, uncomfortable, withdrawn, embarrassed, trapped, hurt, worthless, unappreciated, exploited, powerless, angry/furious, revengeful, unacknowledged, hopeless, oppressed, lack of motivation, fearful, and inadequate.</span></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Recipients of abuse may have a variety of behaviors or reactions such as the following:</span></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">• If an employee, manager, or customer abuses an employee, that employee’s reactions may include desire to retaliate, absenteeism, withdrawing, and low productivity.</span></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">• If an employee abuses a manager, the manager’s reactions may include labeling the employee as a troublemaker, taking disciplinary action, or believing the employee is trying to make the manager look bad.</span></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">• If an employee or manager abuses a customer, the customer’s reactions may include desire to retaliate, leaving, asking to see an upper level manager, and filing a complaint with the Better Business Bureau.</span></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Costs and Consequences of Employee Abuse</span></b></div><div style="color: #222020; font: 11.0px Times; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Costs or consequences of abuse can affect everyone involved. Consequences to the organization may include absenteeism, turnover, retraining, replacement, inefficiency, low morale, disruption, lawsuits, and lower productivity. Consequences to the recipient of abuse may include low self-esteem, loss of sense of belonging, and lower productivity. Consequences to the abuser may include lawsuits, time for meetings to resolve conflicts, and potential loss of friends. If an organization ignores abuse, expects that the abuse may escalate or spread, and/or employees may take sides.</span></div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-72111842142797126732012-01-18T22:34:00.000+08:002012-01-18T22:34:23.916+08:00terrorised<div style="text-align: center;">Why does stupid things happened? i felt like crap honestly. but Mr chang said something that i will ever and forever remember, you cause your own death. i will never and forever forget about it. now for that, i will always rmb. And Benedick says :learn from the best. after so much have happened, i think i have developed inferior complex, my balls can strink when i see the director of nursing, if dun behave, she can jus strip me off immediately. i was literally having the adreneline rush. </div><div style="text-align: center;">nursing is a job where you have to be very careful or not careless. after that hard incident, it really taught me alot. the NC,staff nurses and everyone that scolds,nag and do wadeva is for the pt's safety, some idiots may hold some grudges against me but i dun care, so long i do my job properly. shits does happen when you are not careful,not being meticulous about it. </div><div style="text-align: center;">indeed i was trying to run out of nursing, my heart all along wasnt with nursing.. i wana do the jaw surgery and get out. but apparently, things have gone different and things aint really going as planned. i was supposed to plan for the probation to end, den go for HL. but now i have to push everything back cuz of that shit incident, the carelessness of my work really got me killed. i killed myself.. already feeling very bad about it, dun rub it in please. for these past 3mths, i had to stick my foot in my mouth so long i can pass this 3mths.. tolerate all the shit people give me, taking in all the attitudes people show, jus so i do not get any stupid complaints. i wana talk and be friendly to people but i cant for now, have to lie low. shut up and follow and do my work meticulously with puny pay. need to relly focus on my job. i dunwana think about anything else yet. This jeopardy that i am facing right now can cause my future, so i decided to postpone it. director of nursing has spoken. so no choice. </div><div style="text-align: center;">its only normal that my balls will strink rite, cuz she's the one that decides if you stay or go, who wouldnt have balls strinking rite? i hope its jus normal for reacting to the situation but not cuz i developed inferior complex, or mayb i do. i duno. always have mixed feelings all the time. </div><div style="text-align: center;">i must forever rmb about the incident so it pushes me to do my work properly. i honestly felt the care and concern from the NCs, i was really touched that all the NCs support me... that is the heart that felt. but for the rational side.. i duno why do they wana help me so much. </div><div style="text-align: center;">And i duno why i have friends and my family around yet i felt like i have no one to talk to about my problems but actually i do. why do i wana keep it to myself and solve it myself? issit becuz i am such a prideful person or what? hmmm.. there is something not right. maybe cuz i dun wana disappoint and worry them and make them feel like im a problem person. that is the likely reason im feeling.i have alot to think about. 22 is not young. And why does she wana observe me for another 6mths? its damn long! i am history already! even in NYP-history! </div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-5720779822852773872012-01-08T00:59:00.001+08:002012-01-08T00:59:15.687+08:00looks can fade but brains will not.mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-37900558030260884592011-11-14T01:23:00.000+08:002011-11-14T01:23:16.697+08:00i swam like i think i would and i made it! :D<div style="text-align: center;">ohya ohya! cannot forget about this little acheivement i had too. i cant believe that i actually could swim freestyle in laps! at the start, (the initial as mention in the physics law, requires more effort and its always the tougher part to overcome but after the initial, things will go more smoother) it was pretty tough, i cldnt take it that i cldnt swim like how the other swimmers do! swimming in laps, so i seek for help and i recieved really great tips and advises. at the start when you tried what they said, it doesnt make sense and it seem like the person is talking crap. but apparently, its not. it worked! so happy with myself. i used to pant like a dog after jus swimming half lap okay, i was pathetically shit. so i guess practice makes perfect dun they? its a walk a talk pharse. ;) now i achieved to swim 15laps in an hr. my biggest achievement alr! with the fact that i pant like shit after half a lap or mayb even 1/4 lap. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>"its the hands that control your swim"</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b></b>now i wana learn how to do butterfly. gona look for people who knows to teach me how. :) </div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>"All i need is hope,confidence and support from others, when people doubt my ability, i doubt my own capablities as well.. thats how i am i guess. "</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>xoxo my dear people. :)</b></div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-16189702533691747832011-11-14T01:00:00.000+08:002011-11-14T01:00:08.136+08:00Life being an adult now.<div style="text-align: center;">After hitting the legal age of 21,an official age which you can make your own decision like an adult, life after that was rather rough, especially when you step into the coperate world, i feel that i am a rather different person now. i feel that i am being more sensible,mature and knowing when and what to do things at the right time and situation. reflecting back on my previous self, i was always doing things at the wrong time and situation. my priorities was always not right and i guess my dad was really pissed off by me. he scolds me all the time. i feel that i was pretty playful den and i din really help out much in the family, all i was thinking was to improve on my daily self and reflect on each day,apparently i neglected the most important thing, FAMILY. i think i have grown more sensible after my sis and my bro is not around, the responsibility of taking care of the house and my parents has weigh on my shoulders now so i had to do what i have to. my parents aint getting any younger either, having them complaining about their condition pains me all the time. it left me reminded that i have to take really good care of them so at least when they are not around anymore, i will let them leave with no regrets in my heart. :) that pushes me to take care of them even more and try my best to not anger them and relief their worries for me. ( supposingly the most insensible one) tsk! </div><div style="text-align: center;">okok, kinda side track. so mentioning about the corporate world, those previous posts were saying how dreadful work can be, i realised it really boils down to how you look at things and how you wanna handle and take it. those months has really made me figure out what sort of person i am and what my learning curve is like. there were so many things to learn den and everyone expects you to learn fast and when you dun, they get really pissed. sometimes it made me figure out what made them react differently from me to others and why others can learn faster den me and stuff? i den realised that i was pretty task-oriented and i forget that people has feelings too. when i was task-oriented, i forgt to be people oriented as well. its true that my jobscope has to be really people-oriented, it taught me the power of it. people will really close an eye and help tho. i guess i was too harsh at the start cuz the top were giving me alot of stress,i should have used people skills den task skills instead.Also, it taught me that i must humble myself down too.i wasnt humble and that giving those people a whole load of stress. tsk! felt bad! there were no communications done much as well. it was after everything was done den i started voicing out, things were pretty kinda late den. ohwell. And its great that things are getting better now, its smoother like out of the blue. prolly i decided to look at things in a different light and treating people like people again. tsk. i am feeling really really nasty inside. :( sorry man people that i was kinda an ass. haha. <b>"people are creatures of emotions and i should respect that" Dun ever underestimate the power of emotions! thats how beggers and sales people manipulate the emotions of human being unknowingly.. </b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Nursing is really a great job, the sense of satifaction,worth and happiness for helping people and making sure that the people are healed under the nursing care of ours. However, the $ is too little for me, i am seeking for more $. ambitious side of me just cant sit on that little $ and i want to learn about the business aspect of the world. be it advertising, marketing, sales, finance etc. my interest and heart has been seeking to that direction all the time recently. like machiam a calling siak! hahah. cant blame, surrounded with too many business pple. And also, i wana wear nice outfits to work too! can showcase my style. nursing only can showcase the uniform. no uniqueness at all. i guess ive made up my mind. im gona head to the business direction and wana know why? today i flipped the HER WORLD MAGAZINE, i saw the status of the woman and the way they were dressed, i told myself, i wana be like that. so yea. </div><div style="text-align: center;">This lengthy posting is to recuperate the MIA of my posts which i shld be bloggin in!tsk. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;">"The outside world is another learning process which school do not teach."</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b>another humble learning. what lee ky says is true, "its a life-long learning process" til the day we die. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">the last few words is by me. tsk! cheerios all. ;)</span></b></span></span></div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-51803492011558997642011-11-14T00:07:00.000+08:002011-11-14T00:07:40.986+08:00imma loving it.<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">My hair was severely damaged by the digital perm that i did in m'sia! And i needed some help to restore my hair condition again. so guess wad, there was this sales person that sold me Jbeverlyhills hair product and i was pretty skeptical about the product as i NEVER CAME ACROSS before but she was saying it will really help with my hair condition to a soft and sleeky feel.so i just gave it a try, at a moment of desperation to save my hair! so i bought a shampoo, largest bottle of conditioner,serum (all platinum line) and iden hair mask which cost me like 162bucks. i bought it at a fair which is slightly cheaper den the store. soooooooo. i head home and started using the product immediately like a despo that needed to save my hair! And guess wadddddddd. the product is freaking GOOOOODDD imma telling you. my hair is really so much softer now and i think ive fallen for the product already. omg! good recommandation seriously. :) rate 4/5. e 1/5 will be after long use den will see if it will be a 5/5. haha! awesome product. made a right choice and investment. ;) </span></span></div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-48965346667814220162011-08-25T03:23:00.000+08:002011-08-25T03:23:05.085+08:00life's not all sunshine and rainbows.<div style="text-align: center;">Lets just face it, </div><div style="text-align: center;">The world is cruel,</div><div style="text-align: center;">The world is never kind. </div><div style="text-align: center;">its a matter of how hard you get up and fight again when you get hit soooo bad and so hard.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Life is hard, real hard, incredibly hard.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Nothing is free and nothing easy</div><div style="text-align: center;">you failed a hundred times more often then you win and nobody is handing you anything. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Wana more than you have now? Prove it. </div><div style="text-align: center;">We all wana win, run faster, dream bigger and better than now.</div><div style="text-align: center;">prove it to yourself, do it for yourself. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Never give in, never give in, never give in and never give up. Never be defeated and surrender.You know what you want, go get it. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Inch by inch, play by play, til we finished.we're in hell. trust me. </div><div style="text-align: center;">we can stay or kick out of this, OR we can fight back and climb out of hell. </div><div style="text-align: center;">One inch at a time, back to light. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Being perfect,live the best you can and do the best you can.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">The world aint all sunshine and rainbows,its a very mean and nasty place that no matter how tough you are,it will beat you til your knees and keep it permanently down if you let it. You'll be a nobody,gona hit as hard as life,but it aint how hard you hit it,its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward,how much you can take, and keep moving forward!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">know if you know what you're worth.. then go out and get what you're worth ... and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him or her or anybody, COWARDS DO THAT.. AND THAT AINT YOU.. YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT!!"</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666; font-size: 22px; white-space: pre;">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ujMP41Rphzc&feature=related</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 22px; white-space: pre;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre;">All those quotes are taken from youtube videos. Life is indeed hard, lets just stop complaining and whining, need to start taking charge of my life now. i've saw the light, finally.. dream bigger and make your worth,worth it!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre;">work is indeed tough for me, but from now on, i will not let it. </span></span></div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-70373723134658977892011-08-15T02:24:00.000+08:002011-08-15T02:24:04.843+08:00My job<div style="text-align: center;">As the days passes, you'll be mould into something that you will be when you spend alot of times onto it, and can you imagine when you do not have something to fall back on, you tend to get influenced and changed, just to fit into the industry. its stupid but that is how things work. Welcome to the coporate world where any single adult will be dreading and talking about how shitty is the corporate world and thinking of being their own boss and not being screwed by other people. I think everyone has the same thinking as everyone else. Who doesnt wanna be their own boss. Now i miss studying life. You can be your own boss and manage your own way of studying and met your goals. But HAHA! im in corporate world now. the dreadful side of being a human. Sigh. that is what every adult will be going through. Every tom, dick harry wants to make big but can they? where is the motivation? SHARKS! i lost mine to be frank. ive been lazing all day long. sharks! i shouldnt be doing that. the most successful person alive is those who are hard working and wise! it all boils down to ATTITUDE. ok. this year's belated resolutions is....... </div><div style="text-align: center;">MOTIVATE, DISCIPLINE, WORK HARD BY PRESERVER, AND NEVER GIVE UP. </div><div style="text-align: center;">who cares man, just a rejection, its gona make me fall? FUCK SHIT, that shows that im weak! </div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-15680037406679729242011-08-15T02:05:00.000+08:002011-08-15T02:05:57.284+08:00my brain is deadI think im having brain dead soon. All i want to do is relax and nothing else. That is bad because when i was younger, i am much driven and motivated. But as you start to grown, when you do not get the right mentor or right guidance, you lost your path and you lost your motivations. My brother is totally right, nursing are people who are stupid, only stupid people will work in such industry. The day i chose my path as a nurse, im totally screwed, my brain is totally dead. the people i met are different now. ive changed to someone very laid back. very very! Which i do not like. i do not like nursing. But also, nursing is a very good place to train up my working skills with people. i get to see all sorts of people and how they come up with shit excuses to get away with their work not done. Excuses many, that is something they are good at. i do not want my brain to die so early. im only 21. Whenever i do things fast, they stop and slow me down. Now my pace is so slow but sometimes i do tend to go fast but they slowed me down again. sigh. i want to know my sister's point of view so i can climb the ladder faster. im not being on track with my objective. im not stress anymore. Which is bad. i hate that. im no longer stress and it sucked! it means the motivation drive is gone. im nothing now. sucks ! im lost! oh lord, please help me!mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-22369893479807486632011-08-12T01:52:00.000+08:002011-08-12T01:52:44.189+08:00soar<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana, arial, helvetica; font-size: 11px;">When they push, when they pull<br />
Tell me can you hold on<br />
When they say you should change<br />
Can you lift your head high and stay strong<br />
<br />
Will you give up, give in<br />
When your heart's crying out "that is wrong"<br />
Will you love you for you at the end of it all<br />
<br />
Now in life there's gonna be times<br />
When you're feeling low<br />
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control<br />
We start to look outside ourselves<br />
For acceptance and approval<br />
We keep forgetting that the one thing we should know is<br />
<br />
Don't be scared<br />
To fly alone<br />
Find a path that is your own<br />
Love will open every door<br />
<br />
See in your hands the world is yours<br />
Don't hold back and always know<br />
All the answers you will unfold<br />
What are you waiting for<br />
Spread your wings and soar<br />
<br />
The boy who wonders, is he good enough for them<br />
Keep trying to please them all<br />
But he just never seems to fit in<br />
Then there's the girl who thinks she'll never ever be<br />
Good enough for him<br />
He's trying to change and<br />
That's a game she'll never win<br />
<br />
In life there will be times when you're feeling low<br />
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control<br />
We start to look outside ourselves<br />
For acceptance and approval<br />
We keep forgetting that one thing we should know is<br />
<br />
Don't be scared<br />
To fly alone<br />
Find a path that is your own<br />
Love will open every door<br />
<br />
See in your hands the world is yours<br />
Don't hold back and always know<br />
All the answers they will unfold<br />
What are you waiting for<br />
Spread your wings and soar<br />
<br />
In the mirror is where she comes<br />
Face to face with her fears<br />
Her reflection looked forward on to her<br />
After all these years<br />
However how she's tried to be<br />
Something besides herself<br />
Now time has passed and she's ended up<br />
Somewhere else with regret<br />
<br />
What is it is that makes us feel the need<br />
To keep pretending<br />
Gotta let ourselves be<br />
<br />
Don't be scared<br />
To fly alone<br />
Find a path that is your own<br />
Love will open every door<br />
<br />
See in your hands the world is yours<br />
Don't hold back and always know<br />
All the answers you will unfold<br />
Don't wait no more<br />
Spread your wings and soar<br />
<br />
Find your road<br />
Love will open every door<br />
See in your hands the world is yours<br />
Don't look back in the window, you'll find your way<br />
Always know all the answers will unfold<br />
<br />
Oh don't wait<br />
Spread your wings and soar<br />
Don't wait no more<br />
You've got to soar<br />
Spread your wings and soar<br />
Don't wait no more<br />
No don't you wait no more<br />
Spread your wings and soar<br />
You've can soar<br />
<br />
So what you waiting for<br />
Don't wait, Don't wait<br />
Soar </span>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-84348238255035062432011-07-10T22:53:00.000+08:002011-07-10T22:53:07.106+08:00work<div style="text-align: center;">work is draining me out but i should think it as opportunities and challenges instead of problems.! that is the right mindset that everyone should have! so GAMBATE! so matter how tough the situation can be or how pressurizing and stressful, there will always be light. :) so fight on man!</div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-36443474824517771532011-07-07T01:23:00.001+08:002011-07-07T01:23:15.173+08:00positive attitude<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444; font-family: Verdana, 'Trebuchet MS', Tahoma, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 17px;"></span><br />
<h1 style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: initial; background-image: url(http://www.positive-attitude-tips.com/bk_dotted.gif); background-position: 0% 100%; background-repeat: repeat-x; color: #111111; font-size: 2.2em; font: normal normal normal 2.1em/normal Georgia, 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; letter-spacing: -1px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 15px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">A Positive Attitude In The Workplace Can Do These 10 Things</h1><div class="float-right" style="float: right; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 15px; margin-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><ins style="border-bottom-style: none; border-color: initial; border-left-style: none; border-right-style: none; border-top-style: none; border-width: initial; display: inline-table; height: 250px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: relative; visibility: visible; width: 250px;"><ins id="aswift_1_anchor" style="border-bottom-style: none; border-color: initial; border-left-style: none; border-right-style: none; border-top-style: none; border-width: initial; display: block; height: 250px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: relative; visibility: visible; width: 250px;"><iframe allowtransparency="true" frameborder="0" height="250" hspace="0" id="aswift_1" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" name="aswift_1" onload="var i=this.id,s=window.google_iframe_oncopy,H=s&&s.handlers,h=H&&H[i],w=this.contentWindow,d;try{d=w.document}catch(e){}if(h&&d&&(!d.body||!d.body.firstChild)){if(h.call){i+='.call';setTimeout(h,0)}else if(h.match){i+='.nav';w.location.replace(h)}s.log&&s.log.push(i)}" scrolling="no" style="left: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: absolute; top: 0px;" vspace="0" width="250"></iframe></ins></ins></div><div style="margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 15px; margin-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">A positive attitude in the workplace can help you whether you own your own business, work as an employee, or manage others within a business environment. You’ll enjoy your work more and achieve your workplace or business related goals more easily and faster.</div><h4 style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Here’s a picture of a work environment I’ve experienced. I’m sure many of you can relate to this in some way or another.</span></h4><ul style="margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 30px; margin-right: 30px; margin-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 15px; padding-right: 15px; padding-top: 0px;"><li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Meetings in which most of the discussion is on what is going wrong rather than about ideas on how to solve the problem.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Groups of people complain about the way the company is being run and how the company is “screwing them over.”<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Upper management seems to care only about how they are measured (usually by short-term profits) rather than about the long-term success of the company.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">General conversations occur around the workplace almost daily in which people complain to each other about how this, that, or the entire company is doomed to fail. Or about how much they “hate working here.”<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Employees backstab each other in attempts to “get ahead” in the company.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">People leave their workplace at the end of the day feeling drained and lifeless from all the negative energy.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Customers receive poor service due to the negativity of the company representatives. These customers do not become repeat customers or refer new customers.</li>
</ul><div style="margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 15px; margin-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">If you’ve ever worked in an environment like this, you know how easy it is to get sucked into the negativity. I even had days when I went into work feeling upbeat and positive but was quickly sucked down by the negative attitudes surrounding me. Attitudes are contagious!</div><div style="margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 15px; margin-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">A positive attitude in the workplace can make a big difference...</span></div><h2 style="color: #74743d; font-size: 1.8em; font: normal normal normal 1em/normal Georgia, 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; letter-spacing: -1px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 15px; margin-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">10 Things That a Positive Attitude In The Workplace Can Do.</h2><ol style="margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 30px; margin-right: 30px; margin-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 15px; padding-right: 15px; padding-top: 0px;" type="number"><li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><b style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Career success:</b> Who is more likely to get promoted? Those who think positively and get results, or those who constantly complain and say something isn’t their job?<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><b style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Stress reduction:</b> You feel stressed when you see events or situations as stressful. Change your perception to something more positive and the stressful feelings will go away. Instead of problems, see issues as challenges, for example, from which you and your company can ultimately benefit. Try asking yourself how you can make something easier or more enjoyable. It's amazing what you come up with when you start asking yourself these types of questions.</li>
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<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="font-weight: bold; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Less sick days and better productivity:</span> This is a side benefit of stress reduction. Stress can have a serious negative impact on your health. If you can reduce your stress, or the stress of everyone in your organization you'll enjoy better health, less sick days, and better productivity.</li>
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<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><b style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Improve customer relations and improve sales:</b> Customers would rather deal with someone positive. Research has also shown that sales professionals who think positively and believe in the benefits of their product have much better sales performance.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><b style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Become a better leader:</b> If you own a company or if you manage people, those who report to you usually get more from watching you than they do listening to what you’re saying. Be a good example of having a positive attitude in the workplace. Set goals and ask for people’s support in achieving them. Take a positive attitude approach to achieving those goals and to overcoming challenges. Your attitude and enthusiasm will spread throughout your workplace. A positive attitude is just as infectious as a negative one. Be careful about which one you’re fostering.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><b style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Improve the attitude of other employees or those who report to you:</b> As I said, positive attitudes are infectious. Even if you’re an employee you can help create a positive attitude in the workplace by being the change you want to see. Refuse to participate in negative conversations. When you’re in a meeting or when you encounter a challenge, instead of dwelling on who’s fault it is or on the challenge itself, steer the conversation to focus on how the issue can be overcome. You might seem a bit odd to others at first, but your attitude will begin to affect change. Keep at it and keep focused on your goal of affecting change. Soon people will be drawn to you because they can’t help but like being in the company of somebody positive. And soon the attitude will spread throughout the workplace. Or at the very least, those who insist on staying negative won’t bother you anymore because they know you won’t entertain their negativity.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><b style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Improve teamwork:</b> Teams are much more effective when the members are united in overcoming challenges and figuring out how they can achieve their objectives rather than dwelling on all the problems and obstacles that stand in their way.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><b style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Improve motivation for yourself and others:</b> If you have a positive attitude about achieving goals and success in general, you will be much more motivated to take action. If you look at what you would like to accomplish and you see only the obstacles, your motivation diminishes pretty quickly. Ask yourself what might spur you to action.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><b style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Improve decision-making and overcome challenges:</b> See challenges as opportunities to grow and become better. When you’re making a business decision, you can use this same approach and your options will really open up.<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /></li>
<li style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><b style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Improve Interpersonal Relations:</b> People like positive people. They’re automatically drawn to a pleasant and upbeat demeanor. Your business and personal relationships will definitely improve when you employ a positive attitude. There are also techniques you can use to help improve other people's reaction and attitude toward you. (<span style="font-style: italic; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">check out: </span><a href="http://www.positive-attitude-tips.com/interpersonal-relations.html" style="background-color: inherit; color: #cb4721; font-style: italic; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-decoration: none;">11 Can't Fail Tips for Improving Your Interpersonal Relations Skills</a><span style="font-style: italic; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> for more information</span>)</li>
</ol>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-592789581680780472011-07-01T01:24:00.000+08:002011-07-01T01:24:41.294+08:00The working stage of llife<div style="text-align: center;">We all go through different stages of our lives. And apparently, mine is the adult working stage of life. Its definitely not easy coping with it at first but im sure i can get the hang of it soon,its just a matter of time isnt it? When we were younger, we play, we have fun, we feel carefree and we do not have to fret about much things for our parents can take care of things for us isnt it? Sometimes when you cant make choices and you do not know your directions in life, parents gona come into the picture and direct you to your path.. </div><div style="text-align: center;">And whats my directed path? </div><div style="text-align: center;">Nursing..</div><div style="text-align: center;">( a very stressful job for a person like me, disorganised,straight-forward,sensitive person) imma a ENTF/ENTJ</div><div style="text-align: center;">i had a horrendous beginning til i met friends,teaching nurses along the way to alighten my thoughts. it is definitely very helpful. This job is going to be very challenging for me. But since im in it, i have to take it. What i really worry about is that will i stay on after 2 years? Based on myself, im sure i'll stay when i get the hang of it. But i want to move off from nursing. Nursing indeed do teach me alot,patience especially. </div><div style="text-align: center;">And being about to do things at the right time,right place and right person. There is so much to learn in nursing. SO MUCH! And one thing for sure that ive learnt is this "AS NURSES, WE MUST ASK!" i think its the nurses duty to open mouth and ASK! becuz we are dealing with patient's life and definitely do not want to risk patient's life. </div><div style="text-align: center;">After the 3 months probation, we RNs will face bigger,greater challenges ahead of us, which is responsibilities of our patient's life. i feel that i will grow stronger each day! it teaches me to be firm as well,which is something that i lack. im too soft and people do take advantage of me. </div><div style="text-align: center;">And one thing for sure, nursing do make me stupid. even more! i must tell myself that i am going to switch job to something else,office job maybe? But im beginning to like shift jobs tho. the best part of shift work is you do not have to fight with other working adults for food,shopping? movies? hah. </div><div style="text-align: center;">I jus want to earn more and lead a well-to do life. Gee! im only 21 and im talking like a old adult. gee! </div><div style="text-align: center;">May all nurses be happy and work smart too! </div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-37783096557581842462011-06-20T18:09:00.000+08:002011-06-20T18:09:41.696+08:00dreams<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #757575; font-family: Arial, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px;"></span><br />
<div style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 12px; line-height: 24px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nowadays it’s difficult to look at life positively.</span></b></div><div style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 12px; line-height: 24px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I stopped watching the news a long time ago, because it’s simply to depressing. Recession, disasters, war on terror, plain stupid decisions the politicians make. Plenty of things that can either make you cry or piss you off. Add to that your personal life – bills, work, relatives, relationship issues, etc. – and it’s almost enough to have yourself admitted to a mental institute.</span></b></div><div style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 12px; line-height: 24px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">What is that one thing you always wanted to achieve? Successful career? A published book? To take your family on a trip to Disney World Japan? Or maybe you’re dreaming of buying a yellow Lamborghini one day?</span></b></div><div style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 12px; line-height: 24px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Whatever it is, it’s good. Even if you’ll never make it. You did good.</span></b></div><div style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 12px; line-height: 24px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I dream. I dream of happiness. I dream of one day one person walks up to me and thanks me because I changed his life. Only one.</span></b></div><div style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 12px; line-height: 24px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">That’s why I blog. To pursue that dream.</span></b></div><div style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 12px; line-height: 24px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">A dream isn’t necessary an illusion. Sometimes they come true. Sometimes they don’t. But they always stimulate you t keep going. They occupy your mind when times are hard.</span></b></div><div style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 12px; line-height: 24px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Dreams are thoughts that you can always fall back on. So you won’t feel empty. You won’t feel useless. You’ll feel better. Good enough to deal with whatever you’re dealing with. Even the most difficult of times.</span></b></div><div style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 12px; line-height: 24px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">You might not achieve that one dream. But you’ll achieve many others.</span></b></div><div style="-webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 12px; line-height: 24px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Chase it for all that it’s worth. Because then, and only then, you can be sure that when you’re old and grey you’ll be able to look back on life and have no regrets.</span></b></div>mEr|nA.NotUrNalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02584979762529637912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8886169.post-27534950645996343422011-06-06T16:50:00.001+08:002011-06-06T16:56:42.122+08:00stressed<div style="text-align: center;">The older i get, the more liabilities ive to pay. there isnt much difference btw getting more pay or less. i think i shouldnt say that. in actual fact, i am spending more and hardly able to save much at all. Having tension headaches thinking of all these. im not in control of my own life. i need to earn more $. My shift work is killing me but i shldnt let that hinder me. Im giving excuses and blaming about everything else but the only person that can change the situation is ME! me,myself and i! Why shld i blame others and hving excuses for such sucky situations that i am in? its not gona change anything about my life. i need to strive and motivate myself! i need to tell myself that its a challenge for me to get thru this stronger. wow. writing really helps me to clear up my thoughts, without writing, i got a hard and blurry fragments of thoughts. dismotivated, unhappy,stress and pressured. thats what im feeling right now. im not exactly lost. i mean i always thought i am when im not writing to clear up my thoughts. But in fact, i need the cash to do investments. i need to save up the $! there's so many things to think about,that explains why he always say im stressed cuz i grind my teeth very loud at night everyday. Am i gona end up in my sister's plight? stress,unhappy,pressured and dismotivated as well? i think im alr behide her running in her journey. i need to talk to her to understand how she feels exactly but we hardly able to communicate like older sister guiding her younger one. she doesnt have the time to guide me and tell me whats wrong. For him, he's always saying me, he doesnt bother to do smth sweet and simple to make me smile. he gets pissed when im pissed. ive got my own pressure and problems but he doesnt understand and he get pissed for i blowin up at times which makes me even more stressed and pressured. shouldnt have celebrated my 21st as its the year where you're gona face alot of responsibilities. tough challenge god has given me but just gotta pull thru this and fight! Thinking of a bigger picture scares me. lets just take things one step at a time.<br />
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