life's not all sunshine and rainbows.

Lets just face it, 

The world is cruel,

The world is never kind. 

its a matter of how hard you get up and fight again when you get hit soooo bad and so hard.

Life is hard, real hard, incredibly hard.

Nothing is free and nothing easy

you failed a hundred times more often then you win and nobody is handing you anything. 

Wana more than you have now? Prove it. 

We all wana win, run faster, dream bigger and better than now.

prove it to yourself, do it for yourself. 

Never give in, never give in, never give in and never give up. Never be defeated and surrender.You know what you want, go get it. 

Inch by inch, play by play, til we finished.we're in hell. trust me. 

we can stay or kick out of this, OR we can fight back and climb out of hell. 

One inch at a time, back to light. 

Being perfect,live the best you can and do the best you can.

The world aint all sunshine and rainbows,its a very mean and nasty place that no matter how tough you are,it will beat you til your knees and keep it permanently down if you let it. You'll be a nobody,gona hit as hard as life,but it aint how hard you hit it,its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward,how much you can take, and keep moving forward!know if you know what you're worth.. then go out and get what you're worth ... and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him or her or anybody, COWARDS DO THAT.. AND THAT AINT YOU.. YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT!!"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ujMP41Rphzc&feature=related

All those quotes are taken from youtube videos. Life is indeed hard, lets just stop complaining and whining, need to start taking charge of my life now. i've saw the light, finally.. dream bigger and make your worth,worth it!

work is indeed tough for me, but from now on, i will not let it.

My job

As the days passes, you'll be mould into something that you will be when you spend alot of times onto it, and can you imagine when you do not have something to fall back on, you tend to get influenced and changed, just to fit into the industry. its stupid but that is how things work. Welcome to the coporate world where any single adult will be dreading and talking about how shitty is the corporate world and thinking of being their own boss and not being screwed by other people. I think everyone has the same thinking as everyone else. Who doesnt wanna be their own boss. Now i miss studying life. You can be your own boss and manage your own way of studying and met your goals. But HAHA! im in corporate world now. the dreadful side of being a human. Sigh. that is what every adult will be going through. Every tom, dick harry wants to make big but can they? where is the motivation? SHARKS! i lost mine to be frank. ive been lazing all day long. sharks! i shouldnt be doing that. the most successful person alive is those who are hard working and wise! it all boils down to ATTITUDE. ok. this year's belated resolutions is....... 

MOTIVATE, DISCIPLINE, WORK HARD BY PRESERVER, AND NEVER GIVE UP. 

who cares man, just a rejection, its gona make me fall? FUCK SHIT, that shows that im weak! 

my brain is dead

I think im having brain dead soon. All i want to do is relax and nothing else. That is bad because when i was younger, i am much driven and motivated. But as you start to grown, when you do not get the right mentor or right guidance, you lost your path and you lost your motivations. My brother is totally right, nursing are people who are stupid, only stupid people will work in such industry. The day i chose my path as a nurse, im totally screwed, my brain is totally dead. the people i met are different now. ive changed to someone very laid back. very very! Which i do not like. i do not like nursing. But also, nursing is a very good place to train up my working skills with people. i get to see all sorts of people and how they come up with shit excuses to get away with their work not done. Excuses many, that is something they are good at. i do not want my brain to die so early. im only 21. Whenever i do things fast, they stop and slow me down. Now my pace is so slow but sometimes i do tend to go fast but they slowed me down again. sigh. i want to know my sister's point of view so i can climb the ladder faster. im not being on track with my objective. im not stress anymore. Which is bad. i hate that. im no longer stress and it sucked! it means the motivation drive is gone. im nothing now. sucks ! im lost! oh lord, please help me!

soar

When they push, when they pull
Tell me can you hold on
When they say you should change
Can you lift your head high and stay strong

Will you give up, give in
When your heart's crying out "that is wrong"
Will you love you for you at the end of it all

Now in life there's gonna be times
When you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that the one thing we should know is

Don't be scared
To fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door

See in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers you will unfold
What are you waiting for
Spread your wings and soar

The boy who wonders, is he good enough for them
Keep trying to please them all
But he just never seems to fit in
Then there's the girl who thinks she'll never ever be
Good enough for him
He's trying to change and
That's a game she'll never win

In life there will be times when you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that one thing we should know is

Don't be scared
To fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door

See in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers they will unfold
What are you waiting for
Spread your wings and soar

In the mirror is where she comes
Face to face with her fears
Her reflection looked forward on to her
After all these years
However how she's tried to be
Something besides herself
Now time has passed and she's ended up
Somewhere else with regret

What is it is that makes us feel the need
To keep pretending
Gotta let ourselves be

Don't be scared
To fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door

See in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers you will unfold
Don't wait no more
Spread your wings and soar

Find your road
Love will open every door
See in your hands the world is yours
Don't look back in the window, you'll find your way
Always know all the answers will unfold

Oh don't wait
Spread your wings and soar
Don't wait no more
You've got to soar
Spread your wings and soar
Don't wait no more
No don't you wait no more
Spread your wings and soar
You've can soar

So what you waiting for
Don't wait, Don't wait
Soar