happy. =)

ohwells, im pretty delighted today an also, i jus like blogging my stuffs due to wadeva the case, ahah! it gives me the motivation to blog almost everyday. ohwell, today was my classmate's birthday and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE! however our surprise for everyone was the same so she was kinda expected it. WE'RE SUCH LOSERS! must of cuz, they made mine an advance 1, it wasnt that expecting tho. OMG!ahah. tho its a mini cake but its the thoughts that counts. thanks friends. so sweet of u pretty babes, if i have a wish, i wish u babes can grow alot taller ard my height. haha! i feel like a giant beside u alllll.. =(

so we shopped, do some bonding,r/s gets better,walk, crack stupid lame jokes, buy this buy that, cam-whore.hehe! -->FAV!den makan at e taka pasta stall.it was D-LEE-cious!yumyum. and my stupid friend gona post all the unglam photos of me or us on FACEBOOK! =( no more face. and capella oh capella, how am i gona plan u.headache! should i call alot of pple or afew? shld i make it as a mini party or jus some relax section on friday?man..i dun even noe how big is 77m. mayb i shld find out. alrity, time for bed! aha! ciao beautiful people. =)

bday-yet t come

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Counting down, 4 more days to my birthdayyy. excited! and i guess this year's birthday is gona be a great one. firstly i got no school on a friday, BY RIGHT, den stupid teacher change lab class to friday monring 8-10am. but nvm! its still early as before. And now having the GSS! hurhur! so good, singapore celebrate my birthday for me too. aha! And guess wad, my daddy had his bonus and gave me 3 digits of cashh... hurhur! plus mummy booked a room for me at capella singapore, i've yet to tell my besties about it cuz everything is not confirmed yet. exciteed. ahaha!

Anw my class had a tutorial with our social psychology teacher and our topic was to write what u think of the person and write it at the back of the person with a paper sticking on him/her. and guess wads mine!

people finds me FRIENDLY,MUSCULAR -.-!,PRETTY,SPORTY,FUNNY,VERY LAME,CARING,HELPFUL,KIND,SPORTY again,FRIENDLY again,PRETTY again,PRETTY again,FRIENDLY again,VERY LAME again, SWEET-.-!,LOVABLE,LOVABLE again, SPORTY again,FRIENDLY again, and laughter LOUDD!! -.-! i wonder which bugger wrote me muscular and laughter loud uh! but oh well. more or less i noe im lame.ahah! so goodbye for now. =)

picasa! =D

gona blog a few pictures for the past few days and all...

found this interesting at FOUR SEASONS HOTEL. aha! was lunching for with mummy! marina barrage!

blood donated!thats my arm for ur info! ='( i went it thru MYSELF u noe! all my friends were unfit except me! Look how nb-ly huge the needle! *faintt.

club-ed at rabel. aha!

look who i found at rabel, TRINA! my long lost churchmate. aha!

1 more year to a woman soon. im so excited! ahaha. wth! okayy. =)ciao.

had a great day ytd,may 16

Baby suprised me with a braun buffel wallet! =D

so shocked and happy luh. i din expect it to be a braun buffel wallet. Thanks baby.. muack! heheee..

and yes, we had a day out ytd for our first year anniversary. time really flies. being together for a year now. and den anther year, and another year and ... lol.

gona upload pics soon. =) toodles til now.

craving for that hot body

gee, that is my goal! i wana have that hot bod! am i nearing it yet? here i come hot bod. =D

gona start my diet plans, sports and drink bloody loads of water too. =D im gona give myself 2months! may and end of june!

SIZZILY HOT BOD. =) here i come!

the end of week 3.

hello homo. =)

week 3 is over and week 4 is coming. week 5 im having a test. have to As that. =)

bye homo. =)

=)

im bored and i skipped lecture this morning at 8am, i was slightly late and i din want to attend 2hrs lect and den break for 2hrs cuz im not taking stats. so i pass my student card to my friend to help me tap for lecture and i had to think of lies to lie to my parents that i mistaken that i got class. ohman. i lied.

i suddenly have this random feelings of missing solo sports again. i was from track& field since primary 2 until sec 3,its 7 years alry but initally was from taekwondo since primary 2 until primary 4, til now i still do have the passion for running jus that i like running competitively and not for leisure. i miss running competitively. Then, track and field closed down and i went for netball, i was wondering wad the heck was i doing in netball. the training was fucking slack, they dun do Physical training and endurance training at all. i missed the old me. the strong mentally to perserver and go all out, 110% with the nv give up attitude. now? i think i lost it. or rather, i shld say i din lose it. maybe i jus reserve myself back.

my coursemates are pretty weird, especially certain pple from my class, i dun get why they ahve to act this way, why they wana jump to conclusion and make a big fuss over it. why cant they jsut open their mouth and ask or talk to us abt it? i really feel like telling them off but den again, i dun. cuz i think i shldnt care much abt these kinda pple. this was random, but nvm, back to sports, so i was saying i missed solo sports so i decided to join sprint kayak in poly, i managed to go thru all the shits trials and i was in the school team. but due to bad time management, major conflicts with my classmates and a sudden new commitment, i tot i could handle things myself.But sadly, i was wrong. i tot i dun need anyone but i was dead wrong. i din noe how to handle situations. so den, my results were poor, suppose to retain 1 sem but din i supposed. den quitted sprint kayak(a motivating team of rowers) and did i mention i joined netball in nyp too? and yes. quitted nyp too.

So den, i wasnt in any sports for 1 semester and i felt like a total loser.i felt lousy. but i managed to pull up my results tho. from lousy to average student or even better. mentor even praised me and said that im an above average student. haha! hmmm.. well thanks mentor! wad a compliment. i'll nv forget.haha! i wanted to join back sprint kayak but i dun think i've the time to commit myself into sports these days. i dun want anything to affect my results now. my studies is damn important for this crucial semester. im depending on this crucial semester to pull me thru whether i'll be retaining 1 semester or not. so yea, merina, u shldnt feel bad abt urself. u are still u, just that this crucial period u gt to reserve yourself alot. its the crucial period. dun pray prayy!! i dun want to retain.

but den after that 2nd semester without sports, i cannot tahan alry, im damn bloody desperate for competitive sports. so i joined ultimate frisbee. tho u must be wondering, huh? frisbee competitive meh? well our sch nyp is playing frisbee competitively tho. its a combination of land sports, of cuz der's no sea sports in it tho. haha! i din want to play competitively at first but my friend tempted me with her desperation to get into school team. alrighty! prolly i'll jus give it a shot but i've to remind myself that no matter wad, my studies have to come first, THE TOP! den anything else. merina buck up! be YOU! jus be YOU! i need myself to rise again. come on! i miss the old merina. dun change for someone except for urself. jus be YOU. =)

i'll be dead back damn soon. DESPERATION.

insanity with love

one day before humans were created
vices and virtues roamed this world
so 1 day all of them gathered together and decided to have a game of hide and seek
insanity being so insane, volunteered to be the seeker
so all the vices and virtue started hiding
happiness hid in a bed of roses
lazy was too lazy to hide so he just lie down behind insanity
greedy hid in a bottle of cookie
hatred hid in a furnace of fire
so it came to love
love being so undecisive as it is
kept wondering where to hide
n didn't know
so in the end when insanity counted to 10
love just quickly jumped into a bush nearby
so 1 by 1
all of them were found by insanity
until there was 1 more left
...............love
after a few hours of searching, love stil couldn't b found
n envy.....being the envious vice that he is
told insanity of where love was hiding
n being a crazy fucker tat insanity is
he quickly took a branch n kept poking into the bush nt stop
until suddenly a loud scream came out from the bush
insanity have accidentally poked love's eyes
so from that day onwards
love is blind
n being remorseful
insanity decided to become the eyes of love n follow her wherever she went
tats y love is always accompanied by insanity as well.

founded by: lixin. =)

jai ho- im loving it.

(Jai Ho) (Jai Ho)I got (I got) shivers (shivers),When you touch away, I'll make you hot, Get all you got,I'll make you wanna say (Jai Ho) (Jai Ho) I got (I got) fever (fever),Running like a fire, For you I will go all the way, I wanna take you higher (Jai Ho) I keep it steady Cuz steady is how I feel it. This beat is heavy, so heavy, You gon feel it. (Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho) You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho) You are my destiny, Jai Ho! Uh-uh-uh-oh! (Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho) Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho) So come and dance with me, Jai Ho! (oohh) Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me, I want you now, I know you can save me, come and save me, I need you now. I am yours forever, yes, forever, I will follow, Anywhere in anyway, Never gonna let go. Jai Ho (Jai Ho) Escape (escape) away (away), I'll take you to a place, This fantasy of you and me, I'll never lose the chase. (Jai Ho) Yeaahhhh (Jai Ho) Yeaahhhh I can (I can) feel you (feel you), Rushing through my veins, There's an notion in my heart, I will never be the same. (Jai Ho)Just keep it burnin', yeah baby, Just keep it comin', (Jai Ho) You're gonna find out, baby, I'm one in a million. (Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho) You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho) You are my destiny, Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh! (Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho) Nothing can ever come between us(Jai Ho) So come and dance with me, Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it's destiny) Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me, I want you now, I know you can save me, come and save me, I need you now. I am yours forever, yes, forever, I will follow, Anywhere in anyway, Never gonna let go. Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho I need you, Gonna make it,(Jai Ho) I'm ready, So take it! (Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho) You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho) You are my destiny, Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh! (Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us,(Jai Ho) Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho) So come and dance with me, Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it's destiny) Jai Ho! Baila baila! Baila baila! Jai Ho! Baila baila! Jai Ho!

im so into indian songs, in fact, i like watching indian shows, always tune in to my indian drama wen im bored.hmm. i wonder, do i have indian blood? and the best thing is do i look like an indian? i could even attract indian guys. -.- hmmm.. ENJOY! =D

pissed!

Gosh, so damn pissed rite now tat it dampens my mood for studying, definitely have to blog this to cool my hottness down. urgh! this stupid classmate of mine is horrible! help! can somebody jus enlighten me about her actions so at least i feel better towards situation like this? urghh!
this stupid classmate of mine is so unhelpful. i missed my tutorial class not on purpose and no one tells me abt what is going on in class, nvm. mayb is my fault for not asking. i shld have asked but i forgt. nvm. forget abt that. den today i asked my stupid classmate over msn and she says she's going off soon so i quickly ask her abt the tut class and she dun seem to be bothered abt telling me clearly. jus telling me the sake of telling me. so wtf la! urghhh. the worse thing is, she haven tell me clearly and she says gtg, bye. -.-! WTFFFF!! why cant she jus say sorry, i have to go now, i'll tell u soon. but she din la. so bloody uncouth of her!
urghhhh..not like im the sort of dun take my studies seriously.wth wth wth wth!!! somebody! tell me wad shld i do with her seriously. does she have a stupid attitude problem or wad?! fucking pissed. feeling better now. have to head to my books. please, someone enlighten me! =(