Sunday, April 26, 2009

=)

together forever. perfect picture. flawless.=)

Friday, April 24, 2009

nv felt like that after so long.



wow. i nv felt like me again after the incident of my clique's conflict. i realised that if i dun compare and want my friends t be wad i expected and how they shld behave as a friend, i realised that they are like that. After so long, i told myself, its year 2 and i shld jus get over it. new year, new beginning, dunno and dun want to noe and care less. when i do, i can be myself. be it they wana be with me or nt. i used to feel so insecure that they wouldn't like me but why am i so sensitive? Now i cldnt b bothered abt them. jus move on with my life as happy and as me! im not tat bad. who could ever dislike merina? haha! wth... okayy. prolly i shld leave that t let u judge, its soo nt for me to judge myself.or prolly i shld say, i shld leave it up to u to decide wad kinda person am i.


and i tot i can jus forget abt somethings and stop thinking so much but recently incidents made me think again and again. its frastrating, so frastrating!=(
tomorrow will be a better day. =)

Sunday, April 19, 2009

happy bday sis! haah!

HAPPY BDAY SIS! this idiot brother wanted to push me down the poooll!!ROARR! lucky im fat enuff.hahha!wth









capella singapore.
Held her bday lunch at capella singapore,sentosa. its beautiful and she was happy. =)

Saturday, April 18, 2009

school's gona start.

i love Les mis sings, shown alot of emotions der.

anw, school's starting and der's alot to write about, but jus gona summarise it all in all. this weekend has been an educational weekend. Due to my appeal wise, im tryin to appeal again, been it if its gona works or not but at least i tried and fight til the end. thats wad that matters rite? at least i noe i tried. And im really glad to have this friend who wakes me up abit. i think im not as positive thinking as i tot, i shld be and i must be! i must be optismistic about every situation, der's hope, nth is impossible. being pessimistic disgusts me. i dun like people telling me "cannot" this word. i really detest this word "cannot" why is der this word anyway? this word disgusts me. Being optimistic and nv give up shld be the key. things happen for a reason, we shld all be optimistic about it. things happen not to get u down but to make u stronger, to let u see,hear and learn more. its not that bad that bad things happen sometimes. its to get us stronger. so be strong and move on. if the lesson is not learnt, prolly it will happen again and u jus have to learn it b4 it jus keeps happening. ohwell, wish me luck once again to fight for my case. FIGHT ALL THE WAY. i must and i have to. jiayou merina.

anw this weekend had alot of counsilling with my brother, he told me alot of stuffs which make me realise that im really not as independant as i tho i were or i cld. i can, but not now. i jus realised that im still very dependant on people. i suck.

school starting soon and its time to get busyy with my studies and mayb my new cca? i really cant do without sports, its my passion and its my life, without sports i can diee..i miss the competitiveness, leadership, push,support basically everything which i cld take forever to explain. sports is my passion. asking me to stop sports is jus like asking me to stop living. too bad i cant go for my dream. cant make me $ fast.sighh.. nvm! jus hav to jiayou! still young, long way to go. jiayou jiayou ba. haha!

this is an amazing video.

susan boyle-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY
LONDON (AFP) - - Talent show judge Piers Morgan offered Friday to kiss Scottish charity worker Susan Boyle, who said she had never been kissed before becoming an international YouTube sensation this week.

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Boyle, whose stunning singing performance has so far been viewed over 19 million times on YouTube, lived on her own with a cat called Pebbles before her appearance on the Britain's Got Talent television show last weekend.

The dowdy-looking, plump 47-year-old said in a pre-performance interview that she had never been kissed.

But in a video on his website, Morgan -- a former British tabloid newspaper editor who has become a star in his own right as a talent show judge in Britain and the United States -- said he was ready to change that.

"I've decided to extend an invitation to Susan to take her out for a meal -- a very romantic restaurant, I think, with some roses, some fine wine, some glamorous waiters, and to offer her the chance to break her kissing duck with these little things.

"So Susan, if you're watching, I'm available," he said.

US actress Demi Moore was apparently moved to tears by the YouTube clip, while the story has been picked up around the world, with US, Australian and other broadcasters reportedly queuing up for interviews.

In the video, the down-to-earth Boyle walked on stage, saying she dreamed of emulating West End star Elaine Page.

When she began to sing, the panel of three judges led by music guru Simon Cowell appeared visibly taken aback, and the audience in Glasgow rose to its feet as her voiced soared through "I Dreamed A Dream" from "Les Miserables."

Friday, April 17, 2009

sad!

SAD! jus went to buy books and i found out that the yr 1 modules dun have safety in healthcare, the thought of repeating 6 months due to the fact of mistaking my paper is regretful. i appealed twice alry and the pain of it hurts tremedously, so i want to appeal again, i do not understand why my school's system do not approve students to continue taking the repeat module tgt with all the current modules, like this, it will be easier for students to catch up. but to delay the studies of it, i will not be able to catch up with the modules. shitty school, seriously, tho the academic teacher says nth can be helped, i really have to fight for it tho its my fault for not doing well, lesson learnt, regretted, this lesson is a painful lesson. sighh.. god, please help. please make this appeal letter successful for once. tho it will be 0.1% chance that i can get it thru but pls pls help for that 0.1% chance to get it cross. plsSSSs! =( giving another shot.

Monday, April 13, 2009

i hate pple says that im stubborn!!!!

what kind of girl/guy are you?
Your Result: You wear your heart on your sleeve
 

You're too sweet and caring...it's not a bad thing it's just that you give your heart to just anybody and you get hurt easily...you shouldn't let people take advantage of you because you're too good of a person

You're close to perfect
 
You're a heart breaker
 
You can't trust people
 
what kind of girl/guy are you?
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i hate people who says that im stubborn! its not like other pple not stubborn at all. everyone will be stuborn in their own ways. only you noe urself, u noe wad u can or want to do and wad u want in life or noe. people jus dun understand cuz i dun explain and tell them what i am thinking. sigh. what is wrong with seeking advices and not taking them? all you want is jus seeking advices and reflect on the situation and the prons and cons, its wad u want to do or can do and that is why u din take those advices. you take some and u let go some. what is wrong with these people. urgh!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

quizzes =)

You Are A Relationship Rescuer!
You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together
The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think.
You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule.
And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that
Do You Ruin Relationships With Men?





You Are A Little Scared of Commitment



You're open to getting serious with someone... though you can't entirely imagine it.

Maybe you haven't met the right person. Maybe you haven't gotten to the right point in your life.



Your reaction to commitment is very normal - especially if you're young or have been burned before.

Give it time. You'll probably be ready for a serious relationship sooner than you think.






Your Love is Based on Friendship



For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility.

Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships.

Whoever you love should be your best friend.

And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question.



Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you



Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you






Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating



You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.

But you may be ready in a couple of years.

You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.

And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.






You Go for Brains



When it comes to attraction, you go for more than meets the eye.

Eye candy is all fine and good, but you need more good looks to be into someone.



You're looking for a deep connection, and that can only happen when you meet someone who thinks like you.

That's not to say you don't appreciate sexy people. You just prefer sexy and smart!






You Follow Your Heart



You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.

You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.

Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.

You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.

Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind






Your Heart Craves Love



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.



In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.



You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.



You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.



Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.



Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.



You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.



In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.






You Would Be a Upstanding Superhero



You are alert and observant. You can see through people easily. You know who's evil and who's good.



You need a lot of freedom in your life. You like to do your own thing, and you don't fit into any normal mold.



You understand people quite well and often know what others are thinking. Because of this, you can get people to do what you want.



You are a shapeshifter who fits in with almost any group. You can get along with anyone. You're quite flexible.



You are a true intellectual. You are thirsty for knowledge, and you are curious about the world.

Friday, April 10, 2009

Affection - Passion - Love


The field of daisies... Imagine the field of daisies... Spring... and you are passing the way just by that field. Suddenly one daisy drives your attention. She is one from the thousands but you come near her... there's something in her that attracts you... you pick it up... you want it to be yours, only yours. You don't think about that she will die because of this, and you go away from that field. This was sudden desire, maybe a little bit selfish but wonderful and unstoppable. This is PASSION.
Again you are passing the field of daisies... and again the one from the million drives your attention. You go near this daisy... you want to touch it, but you can't. You feel like you want to die near her. But, suddenly, a breeze blows into your face and brings you the smell of another flower. It is so amazing that you can't stand and go to the place where this scent came from. As about the daisy she is left in one corner of your heart. You haven't shared many things, and you will never forget about her, but also you cannot come back to her. This is AFFECTION.
And again the same field... one daisy that attracts you. One from the million, but you go to her... and you stay there. You will do your best to not let her die. The only thing you want is to be near her. You believe that there's nothing that can make you leave this place... and you will be there... you will be there 'til her last day... and that's LOVE.
Sometimes:
Sometimes you smile just to quell that grief inside you.
Sometimes you speak with your eyes, because you know that words cannot explain the love you keep inside.
Sometimes you try to touch the one to be sure that your love is real, but you don't dare to.
Sometimes even though you want to scream "I love you", you whisper it.
"In every drop of rain I see you... you know what? I want this rain to never stop."
"Do you want to know how much I love you? Try to catch all that rain drops falling on earth. The ones you catch is your love, the ones you don't - is mine."

korea missed. =(















































































pictures at JEJU island in korea. seen cherry blossom? no worries, u can see it here in my blog! hahha! =) enjoy! der's alot of pictures but i dun think i am able to upload it here. too many alry so jus show a little here. =)




i miss korea now, =( clean country, beautiful people, both male and female. not oily food, nice weather, well mannered,polite and friendly people. i love well mannered and polite people.=) great korean woman too. independant woman. wow! i miss korea. =(