Friday, December 26, 2008

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Energetic Doers are cheerful and spontaneous persons. They are charming and full of energy and real persons of action. They keep a clear head and the overview even in difficult situations. This makes them popular problem solvers. Their ability of being able to absorb and process information is phenomenal. Energetic Doers also have strong powers of observation and a keen sense when dealing with other people. They are very perceptive, witty and clever. They have a natural ability of convincing others of their point of view. Energetic Doers live completely in the here and now and make spontaneous decisions from one moment to the next. They love being together with other people and are sensuous, lively and amusing conversationalists. It is no problem for them to be the effervescent centre of attention at a party and they are generous, skilful and good hosts. They do not brood over consequences for long; they quickly grasp all the relevant facts, make a pragmatic decision and enforce that decision vigorously. Should a decision later turn out to have been wrong, one can always make new plans.

Energetic Doers magically attract fun and action. They need the kick - as far as possible with other people. Many representatives of this type have dangerous hobbies or go in for extreme sports. They quite consciously put themselves in dangerous situations again and again. At work too, Energetic Doers seek fun and variety above all. They are bored to death by routine, safety and calculability. Crises are their elixir of life and really bring their strong points to light. They react to new challenges flexibly and effectively. They gain their confidence from their imperturbable self-assuredness that they will be able to cope with them. Energetic Doers prefer practical activities which lead to visible results rather than theoretical fields of work. Endless discussions with colleagues quickly get on their nerves and they do not have the patience for interpersonal niceties. They say how something has to be done and that’s that!
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Energetic Doers keep their friends in suspense with their wit, esprit and quickness in repartee. They mostly have a large circle of friends and acquaintances but often remain non-committal in their relationships. They expect a great deal of reliability and tolerance from their really good friends but are also willing to give the same to them. However, due to their spontaneous nature, they always remain a little surprising and unpredictable, also for their partners. Energetic Doers need a lot of space and time to themselves; they quickly feel hemmed in if their partners cling too strongly to them. But if you give them plenty of leeway, they are generous, cheerful and extremely imaginative life companions with whom you can have a lot of fun and enjoy life to the full. They do not avoid conflicts but address them openly and sometimes sparks can really fly. But this is typical for Energetic Doers and, afterwards, they are all the more devoted and loving.
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The Energetic Doer is an extroverted Doer. You have fantastic powers of observation, which permit you to sense people’s motivations long before others do. That is the basis of your ability to gage your counterparts quickly and correctly, and adroitly respond to everybody. You also enjoy being with others, you would not be happy working in solitude. You are most effective as a team member. Your life’s elixir is dealing with other people, communication, discussions and as much action as you can get.

Here is one of your most important abilities: You are an excellent diplomat and negotiator, and especially when you need to convince others of an idea and - literally or figuratively - sell something on somebody. With your charisma, eloquence, charm and persuasiveness, you could be one of those personality types who would be able to manipulate others for your own purposes. And yet by nature, you are much too open and direct to negatively outfox someone. Any intrigue is foreign and unappealing to you.

You also astutely observe your environment, and immediately register even the smallest changes. You rarely miss anything important, because you approach everything with curiosity and interest. Your memory for details and facts is legendary. You absorb everything of interest to you like a sponge, and then store it for possible later use. Occasionally, you may not take the time to sufficiently search your memory prior to making a decision or starting a project. However, the reason for that is not that you are overlooking something, it is just that you are sometimes in too much a hurry to get going and lose your focus for the small print as a result.

Charismatic, lively, and passionate, you have no problems finding a partner to charm. By pushing an imaginary button, you can develop vibes that almost no one can withstand. You want someone on your side with whom you can share lots of fun and action, who loves life as much as you, and is ready for any adventure. Always the same routines are an absolute horror for you in your relationship, as well.

If it were up to you, your life and your relationship would be a never-ending roller coaster ride: pure thrills are what count! The same applies to sexual matters. “Born to be wild” is your motto and you trigger fireworks for yourself and your partner that simply takes one‘s breath away. For your passion, no position is too outlandish, no experiment too unusual, and no location too risky, or uncomfortable. With that, you are perfectly comfortable in putting up with the lows in return for the highs. You can even enjoy the drama and excitement inherent in a real fight. Malicious rumors have it that you occasionally even pick a good fight because then the sparks fly and you love the passionate making up ...

All too complicated harmony-needy, and security-minded personalities are not a good choice for you in the long term. They’ll bore you very quickly, and then you’ll get restless and start looking for something (or somebody) new. You belong to those types for whom the occasional affair is a possibility, anyway. If you are looking for your permanent love, your partner better share your need for variety and excitement, and know how to take care of it. You will be faithful as long as the excitement between you is alive and well. Take a little more time before you commit yourself to someone for good (despite your spontaneous nature of letting yourself be carried away to imprudent actions in the moments of passion).

wow.majority of it sounds like me,i think..wad do YOU think?am i really like wad it says??TELL ME!=)

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

supperclub-ed




one was in supperclub, the other was after supperclub.it was a celebration of my best bud's bday! CATHERINE CHUA! HEIHEI.of cuz,the most effort done for her bday is my other best bud,EMILY ANG!ahaha.like some award winning ceremony.lol.And me?gee,come to think of it,i hadnt done much tho.gee..i feel BAD!VERY!wad kinda best bud am i man?but ohwell,at least i managed to appear for her bday celebration.8D.To catherine:"miner,hope u enjoyed ur 18th bday!if ur reading this, by crook or by hook,im or we(me and emily) gonna bring u go clubbing!wed is lady's nite!aha!this is sucha belated post.oh still,late is better den nv! (8|

AND GUESS WAD?! FEW MORE WEEKS TO 2009!
and wad have am i done in 2008?wad have you done in 2008?this yr is coming to an end,time flies...seriously.come to think of it,actually alot has happened within jus 1 yr.Many things have happened,sadness,happiness,anger,disappointed,guiltiness.seriously,i've grown alot more now i guess.especially after meeting him. he definitely changed my life alot,he helped me to see things differently in life now,he's sucha knowledgable man,i dun even understand what his family been feeding him,so brainy.damn it.im far from an itch of his brain.okayy..im not that bimbo-tic.jus exagerating.hei!8.D (my smiley has a mole!COOL!) okay,back to where i was saying,hmm..and not jus my life have changed,even the world has changed alot too. the movies are now showing all the disruption of the Earth, the economic crisis of the world, the thai crisis, the mumbai terrorist attack.gee,doesnt all this frighten any human beings? is this an indication that the World's gonna end? are brainy human beings the culprits to destruction of the Earth?and even the US president is no longer George Bush,but barack obama,i dun like him becuz he's black. is the world gonna led by more blacks now?is the world gonna be ruled by blacks soon?geee,thats insane!the world is soon to be gone.i shld do more donations,sin less and go church more,before anything occurs.i wanna go to a peaceful place and end all sufferings.
WAIT! wth with me?i'm seem to be soooooo weird these days.ohwell..prolly its my process of growth.finding the true MERINA!AHAHA!crappish! SALUT! 8 )

Friday, December 19, 2008

hello blog

i guess i've decided,and tho it thru.wads the pt to dwell on situations?wads the point of thinking so hard whats the prob and where's the prob lies?the probs might be with i all this while,jus that i might not have realised it.i may be blinded by my positive mindset to keep making myself think that im great and i can make things great,i can make every single thing great.But in actual fact,thats all that i want.i cant handle everything yet.life is indeed a learning process,wateva setbacks that happened on a person,i jus have to move on,it hurts to dwell on it too much.maybe i can have abit of reflection here and there,getting a solution.but wads the point of dwelling and thinking it over and over again?we jus have to learn to move on.The person that i'm with now is definitely guiding me thruout my halfway to adulthood pathway,and i thank you alot.For being der all the time,even when i said im fine,that person will still be there.thank you.=)
From today on,i guess i've understand and learnt that god is kind to me,god is just testing me if i could handle all these shit,to let me grow up to be a better and wiser adult,i guess.haha.and also to make me much mature den the rest.but it definitely gonna take time,i dun wanna grow up still,i still wanna be protected by the ball of shide.But how long can i stay inside?not any time longer.
daddy jus came in and said:"mei,your future is in ur own hands,we're here jus to guide you,dun ruin your own future hor."
i find that living in this world is alr a brave thing we humans are doing.its soo scary living on Earth,i wonder when will the world gonna end?and all the sufferings and pain will end.every happy soul will be up with god,sharing the joy the painless,eternity life with him.
time now is 6.33am and im still awake,indeed i am a nocturnal,my brain works well at nite,its calm and quiet and peaceful in the nite.i jus like it when the sun the down.(only during holidays)nite is the best time where you can have all the time in the world to urself,doing all the things u want,not being distracted,getting away from all the shit that is gonna go on when the sun is up.how scary is that.urghh...the river flows with you soundtrack is making me really thinking alot of crap now.
gee,the sun is rising soon.its a brand new day.Have to learn to take things in my control,in my hands.MY HANDS!!=)

twilight

gee,twilight simply melts me.indeed,it is an "awesomic" movie i ever seen,especially those parts where Edward Cullen's declare his love for bella.it simply melts me completely.And additional to this "awesomic" movie,is also the "awesomic" soundtracks.especially the "river flows with you"by Yiruma,"flightless bird,American mouth" by iron&wine and "Bella lullaby"by carter burwell.
im trying to get a way to let me learn how to play those 2 piano songs, i'll be simply melted by that person who plays those as well..twilight ooh twilight,u definitely make me draw memories and imagination badly whenever i hear the soundtracks or the declaration of the love or both,it made make me tear as well..
gee,I'm getting emotional at 5.36am,on a Friday..simply lying on my double Decker bed,using IBM laptop listening to"river flows with you" and having birds chipping.my dad gonna come in any min.
gee,it seems so different when i blog this entry at such late hours with such romantic soundtrack im listening to.Getting emotional,yes..yes i am.im definitely missing someone rite now,at this very moment.

Friday, December 12, 2008

its dec and my holiday mood are all hype up!

Gee,my blog was temporary dead for a month or so..prolly cuz i dunno what i've been doing with my life and i jus nv felt like blogging den..

After so much have happened and so many negative impact on me,it hurt me mentally,hurt my pride and it made me lose confidence of myself..going to school everyday bores me with classmates not opening up and treating me like a stranger.i need to move on,i tot i did..but i din..its so hard when u only go to sch jus to study..everyday i've been gazing and daydreaming and not being pro-active in class.it hasnt been "me" recently when im in class.its not easy being me with my cliques now.

Finally 2weeks of study holiday has jus started and it was the very first time i ever felt soooo happy that i wanted to celebrate for this holiday.this is insanity.i need to get my engine,my mood,my energy all started again.its tiring not to be able to be yourself and its tiring not having people to believe you in your clique.it spoils my mood all the time.
MY ONLY AIM now after this holidays is to be me again,if that is possible..no,i must! but im having some self-doubts here.sigh.

merina is a real emo-shit!its emotionally tiring not to have pple der to listen you out.i lost my pride and im feeling inferior now.i jus wanna sleep and never gets up.EMO-ING!!! WTH! i shld stop emo-ing..i need to go running now.toddles! =D