choices have consequences, choose wisely

Its true that choices have consequences, i learnt that the hard way. Really really hard way. i shldnt have gone for my surgery, i kinda regret it. i had everything that god has given me, i shld be happy but i wasnt satisfied. i wanted more, better perfection. i went ahead. To do it. now tho i have my straight teeth, slim body, am i happy? why am i not? that is wad i wanted. straight teeth, slim body, nice complexion but why am i not happy? oh! i think i noe. cuz i miss the past me and den again, its the transition period that ive to face. its always the transition period that is the struggle. After that. it'll all be good. i'll get used to it. Used to the life of the pure, demure looking girl. No more hot looking woman anymore. i should be satisfied and play towards my potential. 

God bless me! please! 

XOXO

Hi everyone! :) 

hottie. haha!

just to update! :)

morning blog! 

Today is a good sunny day ;)

                    Let me update on my facial progression first! still have abit of swelling. but its ok. dr. says the swelling will reduce towads the end of august. And den on the 15th of sept is the dnd, its once every two years so yea! i can wear nice after so long!! :) 

And it was nice to head back to work these days. i feel happy working where i am. WHICH IS BAD! i'll miss all of them after i leave. i raelly do!And i feel like i do not want to leave! But i cant. ive already made the decision to go means i have to go! For the better of my future and my dreams. i have turn into someone that i do not want to be or maybe it took me awhile to learn all of that. the characteristics of a true nurse. PATIENCE,COMPASSION,EMPATHY,KINDNESS,A HEART OF GOLD. And to be able to FEEL with my heart. i thank my job for teaching me all that but i think its time for me to go to do what i want to do to explore myself more! Should i go into property or marketing? seriously..i do not know! life's short and i only get to live once. hmm. passion does not give you money and its true. only money can give you passion. Gee. help!

toodles for now. Its jus a thought of the day. :) And yay! now i weigh 55kg. cant believe me not exercising actually lose more den exercising. okk. update soon again. :) have to go work now!