Thursday, January 31, 2008

ehh..

no deal!the sound of the lady in play in the show no deal.she doesnt have the luck at all.no pt carry on watchin.ha!
went to work at 830 and mum fetch me to work.mum's nt going to for a month and i'll be takin over her job in her office.its gonna be interesting!yea!cant wait man!
anw finally i've finished my work doing the data thing.nv did use excel before but it was so easy to get the hang of it.haha!after my work,janet asked me to take the paper work at the printer,take this and that,pass this and that.=.= i'm like her personal office maid.but i dun mind tho.haha!anw i wore T-shirt dress to work with black long leggings plus socks and my black pointy shoes.den jasmine was sayin that teenagers are very creative in the way they dress,create their own sense of style.she's very open abt ideas.thats good!she influence me.haha!den mum went back to office with me for awahile cuz she had to visit the hospital for some check up.doctor says she have been contracted with cervic cancer.=( its nt that serious tho.der's still cure for it.mummy has got to fully recover!may god,mary be with u all the time!
ate at the xin sha yum something resturant at lucky plaza? i think.the dim sum is darn salty!ouhh.ate at the lucky plaza indian resturant,the brani's yummy!=D
and anw,i wont be sleepin tonite,gonna leave hse at 4plus am!its 11degrees der in gangzhou.=( ohoh..so after work,went to go shop at isetan supermarket for some japanese food!FAV!!!hahahah.bought ice cream home den.it din melt totally tho cuz der were jam at bukit timah road.=(i'm tired.yawwnn.eyes darn tired.gonna wake up again later.update once i'm back!byebye!

go with the flow

Life is like a raging river. There is constant flow. In fact, agitation and movement are essential for life to endure. Stagnant waters breed disease and decay.

So when life decides to throw a rock at us, like when we lose a job or partner, don't lose heart. Don't negatively judge events or circumstances that initially seem "bad" or "unfortunate". Things don't happen by accident, and mistakes or misfortunes are simply precursors for positive change.

We can't control things like losing a job or losing a partner. Loss is essential for growth and survival. When we experience loss or some other stressful change in our lives, we can give in to negative feelings like anger, disappointment, self-pity, self-loathing, trepidation and fear. We can allow these emotions to strain our mind, effectively crippling its ability to discover viable solutions. We can imagine the worst, and let something that may not come to pass affect our present state of mind.

Or we can go with the flow of change. Some things in our lives have to go in order to make way for better things. The Universe has a way of nudging us along when we get too lazy, complacent or comfortable. Occasionally, it gives us a big shove. The Universe knows when stagnation is making us fat and feeble. It knows when something in our lives has to shift in order for us to continue growing. It then arranges for people and events to push us towards what we were meant to be.

Most people however, choose to resist or ignore the signs. They are so firmly embedded in the riverbed that they refuse to let the currents lift them away. The years go by, and along with them, a flood of lost opportunities? and the stubborn rocks are finally left buried under algae and dirt.

If you've recently lost your job, lost a partner or something you felt was valuable to you, think? Were you really happy with your job?

Did you put your dreams on hold because you were trapped in a wake up, go to work, go home, go to bed routine? Had you stopped growing in that job? Did nothing excite you anymore about your work? What about your ex-partner? Were you really good for each other? Or were you hanging on because you were afraid of being alone?

You didn't have the time nor the nerve to go out and do what you really wanted to do. Well, now you do!

Go with the flow of change!

it was wednesday 90mins ago

gonna blog abt ytd.supposingly not intending to work ytd but cuz i've to fly off on the friday morning and loads of work is nt completed yet.i cldnt wake up in the morning,probably cuz i slept at 2 plus and my bio-clock din seem to get used to my body system now.haha!i din even hear my phone ring twice and even my alarm.how tired i was.=D den headed off to do my systematic work.everyone wasnt at the office except cucu,the manager of hills pet company.she's an indonesian btw,i bet she's filty rich!haha!
the office was so quiet without the pple ard,especially jasmine,janet and YC.they're my fav!hahah!it was so quiet tat i cldnt take it so i went over to janet aunty's place to switch on her radio!darn!it was 933chinese station =.= i din wana swtich it to other station cuz the radio is afterall hers,so i slowly adapt to that cheena station.
got kinda bored,went to walk around,lookat the newspapers den browsin thru my cleo mag,back to work.later janet aunty gonna need me to clear her store!gosh!i've gt things to dooo!!i haven even finsih the work that was given to me.i left 1more file to go,which is gonna take me 3hrs or more to do.cannn luhh.able to finsih!haha!
so den,at 5plus,went to borders t get some books.ANW,i LOVE reading books,alot especially those that will let me gain more knowledge.HAHA!after that cousin called up and said wanna meet after my work so we decided to meet up last min.haha!i was darn HUNGRY like monster!so i order the omelette which doesnt taste good but i was too hungry that i din really bother!haha!den bought donuts from donut house at taka.i still think the donuts tasted better den dunkin donuts or wadeva donuts that were popular,the once at raffles place.
siann luhh!!!!the temp at gazhou is 5degrees,which means we're gonna freeze like ice!we cant go to ocean park anymore..=(cant ride the extreme ride that make my heart drop.=((cant scream at the top of my lungs and feel the arena rush.one word to describe my feelings.DEVASTATED!
anw cousin was funny today,actually its everyday!haha!ouhh.something funny i saw today when we're at mango.
me:wahh,i think the gal use eye liner to draw her eye browns.
cousin:HAHAHAHAA!!
me:so dark!i think she wants to save $.use eye liner draw her eyes den use that to draw her browns.her own 2in1 invention.we broke into huge laughters.hahah!
shiitt!its 2am.DIE!i need to get up at 6.30?!okayy.byebye!
last thing,the curtain man or wadeva came over to my place to fix the curtains up which cost at least 900bucks.spent alot for the renovation for the hse!i love my curtains nehh.XD.thats it for now.

Monday, January 28, 2008

Why Be Positive?

Why Be Positive?

Why be positive? Well, being positive puts you in a state of mind and body for higher productivity, greater success, better health and relationships and more joy.

Just ask yourself? would you enjoy being around a perpetual sourpuss? Most people wouldn't; unless they're grouches themselves. When you're negative, with a sullen and gloomy disposition to boot, you're sending out signals to others to stay away from you. Since you seem to judge almost everything badly, people assume you'll feel the same way about them. But if your demeanour is cheerful and embracing, people naturally resonate with your open and optimistic vibe. Having a positive attitude helps you attract and develop relationships.

The body takes its cues from the mind. What the mind believes to be true, the body seeks to align itself with. That's why in clinical trials, placebos have been shown to be effective for patients who thought they were taking the real medication. This is also the reason for athletes picturing their victory even before the game starts. Even if it's all baloney, you've got nothing to lose if you think positively. On the other hand, if it's true, imagine how much damage you could do to yourself if you have a negative mentality.

When we adopt a positive outlook, we strive to look for the good in every situation. We try to find the lesson, or at least the fun. We learn to laugh at ourselves, and even in the face of adversity. We recover faster and are back on track sooner. And because we tend to see the good in everything, we also experience more joy. That's why positive persons also tend to be happy persons.

You are what you think. That's why after a lousy day, an exhausting ordeal or after receiving bad news, sometimes all it takes for you to feel a whole lot better is a line from a song, a book or magazine, or a remark by a friend; a phrase that sums up what you're feeling but shows it in a wholly different light.

I once heard that even if we didn't achieve any pleasure or joy today, at least we learnt something. Even if we didn't learn anything, at least we didn't get sick. And even if we did get sick, at least we didn't die. Indeed, most of us have a lot to be thankful for. If we can turn our attention away from what we don't have and focus on what we do, we will naturally be positive!

Developing a positive attitude will not be easy for everyone. But if you can become more conscious about when you're turning to the negative, arrest that thought and flip it over to see the positive, you're well on your way to higher productivity and joy, greater success, better health and more rewarding relationships!

its still a monday

'chiwa wa..chiwa wa..chiiwaaa waaa'.ji la ji pua..bla bla..haha!heard my sister's ringtone jus now.uber hilarious.its in hokkien btw.xD
today worked at my mum's office and did nth for the first 4hrs cuz the laptop had some probs starting.HAHA!so i sat at another table to cut out newspapers for the company.btw the time the laptop is able to log in,it was lunch time!haha!din eat much tho cuz the food wasnt that nice.so den,work finally start and i was so exited to start! soon,it gt kinda mundane.i yawned quite a few times but luckily Janet sister kept talking to me to keep us awake.she was tired due to the death of her colleague,everyone was shocked and sad.they jus kept blaming themselves.=(
work was fun having janet and jasmine der.they're really caring and nice!work end at 5plus but left at abt 7 cuz uncle boonsan asked me to wait for him to go back tgt.=D yea!free transport backk..hehe!
tmr gotta reach office at 8.30 and end at 5,den off to work at balcony again at 6 to 11.gosh!imma workaholic! haha! i wanna go outtt!!!!

anw i'll be leaving for macau on the 1st of feb,which is a friday.how soon huh.mum jus told me abt it like ytd.THANKS mum!thats an early notice eh!=.=
RULESSS...

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.



TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to
talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as
any other.



THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend
all you have or sleep all you want.



FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.



FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look
the person in the eye.



SIX. Be engaged at least six months
before you get married.



SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.



EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams.
People who don't have dreams don't have much.



NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to
live life completely.



TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly.
No name calling.



ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their
relatives..



TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.



THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a
question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'



FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and
great achievements involve great risk.



FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear
someone sneeze.



SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the
lesson.



SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect
for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.



EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute
injure a great friendship.



NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a
mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.



TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.




TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

balcony-ed

yawn.got home at 12plus today and here i am,blogging wad i did today!=D
so work started at 7 and sam called me when i was on the way to work cuz i was 5mins late.SHITTT!the senior waiters said that everyday for i am late 5mins or more,i wont have the tips at the end of the month.=.=! andy,anish and i was working at level 1 and ANDY IS SUCH A NAGGER!he jus kept on naggin at people and its so ANNOYING!the worse thing is that he'll criticize u in front of the managers and nv think of others.like wad the managers will think of me?a lousy,slow waiteress now?must sure that i'm better den u andy! and make sure that i'll be the one ordering u ard!so worked til 9 and raymond suddenly asked me to walk to the stairway with him,i was thinkin,die,did i do something wrong this time?but cheyy,he wants me to go level 2 to work.=( the atmosphere was so dark! its so busy upstairs and the arrangement of the seats and all are so confusing especially the ones along the sides.='( i din like it at first cuz i've to relearn everything again.the new arrangements,push to sell certain drinks.push to sell mineral waters.learn to adapt the new environment.level 2 gets busy all the time.so i was quite confused with the seats along the sides of balcony but the senior waitress was patient with me.2thumbs up for her!haha!still,i prefer doing downstairs tho.i can get to do my own ice mocha,get to eat wedges and all.but upstairs cannot..='( hahaha!shitt luhh..i dun seem to be able to write tons now.WHYY??!! and ohh,balcony is a monthly pay thing and i haven get my pay yet.=( i wonder how much will my pay be.heheh!ohh.anw,gonna work at my mum office for a week or so cuz she says they need pple to do some admin work.and lastly,jenny aunty,my mum's colleague,jus passed away due to heart attack.its really saddening.god bless her and rest in peace.=)

Thursday, January 24, 2008

petrified!



gosh.its like 5.22am and i'm still not tired!i guess i'm too worried for my results later at 2pm?!i really am.='( nvm!i'll do good!i hope i'll post my good grades here.
well,its alr 24th of jan and all i've been doing is WORK WORK WORK! i din even have time to catch up with my friends and all.when i've gt time,i jus wanna relax at home and turn to couch potato for the rest of the day.HAHA!and my maid will forever fill my stomach with tasty FOOD.=)love her!!
anw,if i were to go poly,sch will starts on the april.which means i've gt 2more months to enjoy?i meant work.=( but nvm,lookin at the brighter side..when i work,i've gt $$ and i'll be able to buy the things that i want.hopefully!cuz i still had to pay my brudder back his $1000 so actually i'm glad that i get to work everyday!
goshh..wad happened to me?i used to be able to blog everything down in my blog.but why recently i jus seem to blog so little?sigghh..i think i know why.CUZ I GT NO LIFEEE.ya,wateva..i wanna go club!i so wanna dance!so cant wait to turn my legal 18 and make FULL USE of my IC!muhaha!
anw i've gt umpiring at 4.30 at RV.i'm gettin uneven tans now.SHITTT!i need some suntanning myself someday!oh..mummy get to book a room at amara sanctuary resort at sentosa.WOOHOO!so gonna stay der for a nite!

oh.mentionin abt taking results at 2pm,i'm quite excited to see how my friends have changed since the last time i saw them.haha!cant wait tho.but on the other hand,the results,it scareSSss meee..I MISS SCH ALOT!! i miss muggin late at nite,i miss school uniform,i miss having tutorials.i miss being so busy!i miss the sch food! i miss the teachers.i miss disturbin teachers.i miss everything abt school.definitely had great fun der.DIE LUH!i dunno how to blog anymoree...=(its so random here.so byebye!

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

blog blog

hello blog!recently i attended the cadet umpiring test and i passed!=D the tester shld be lenient to all of us i guess.so now we are a lisence umpire!today was the first game taht i umpired.dunearn VS yuanching.dunearn c dis was nt up to my expection.they were much worse den the batch before.no fighting spirit,no communication,no team spirit,practically nothing.i feel for amelia,their coach and my friend.so cadet umpiries were team up with a level 1 umpire.i was with bernice.when i am a umpire,i start to see things at our side of view.oh..umpires are the CONTROLLERS!muhah.i'm still working on the controlling tho.i dun like to take control but it was a gd experience.one fine day,i'll be a control freak.haha!shall elaborate on it more next time,gonna get to work soon.
so it rained for the 2nd quarter and pospone it tmr.after i passed my cadet test,i've gt so many calls from the coordinator.they're so despo for umpires.so i'm lucky!i get to umpire everyday!good exposure and great for my learning as well.control the game.so dun play play with umpires.
after the game,went back to dunearn for awhile.everyone was happy and surprised to see me!haha!i felt liek a student again.everyone tot i was coaching.i want to.but i dun think i've gt the time to commit in coaching,seriously!so yea,SPORTS IS MY PASSION!!! byebye blog.gonna be late for work now.=D

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

=)

hello blog.its been quite awhile since i last blogged.i'm getting my results in 2 weeks time and i'm still worryin abt my results.i really do!i do not know wad course to choose,maybe nursing?thought its the lowest cut-off pt.den go to uni to study doctorate with my cousin.i wanna noe EVERYTHING!but had to MASTER somthing.at least something!since this yr is yr 2008,i shall have my resolutions.
my resolutions is to do something great,master something and be the best of the best!i need to master at least something!this shall be my only resolutions for this yr and onwards.AND I SHANT GIVE UP! if i ever gonna fall,i shall stand up and take it again.I MUST AND I WILL!

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Wednesday, January 02, 2008

worked

man,i've been rushing for time almost everyday.worked in balcony today and i'm so pissed with someone today.URGH!constantly asking me to do things for her and when i asked her to do something,she seems relunctant.wow!wad a friend i found.a selfish 1.urgh!dun wanna further elaborate on it.it pissed me off alot!And i'm tired now.
anw time seems to be short for the past few days.perhaps cuz i was tryin to rush everything and make myself busy.work work and work!i can work for 12hrs a day at nite.i'm active at nite!and ya!its 2008! and its our legal age!gosh!i've been waiting for this yr to come for donkey yrs.finally it came,and definitely der'll be more responsiblity on my own now.=)this yr gonna be an interesting yr.der'll be more to accomplished.i wanna do something outstanding and head for something higher to achieve.
anw,working in service line suddenly gives me the feeling of this concept which is i need to take good care of my customers and provide satisfying service for them.okay!der's more to blog actually but blog it someother time!=)tats all for now.byebye blog.