CNY-ed

chinese new year was over a few days back and my ANGBAO wasnt received satisfyingly. every year angbao's collection seem to reduce alot more now. however, angbao at my mother's side seem to maintain.=) ever since my uncle gotten rich, he took care of every single family member of the GOH and gave everyone a job,now my cousin is well feed,even drives a car,bought a hse and living happily. how nice!

anw,life is uber boring these days.my life doesnt have full of spice. nowaday i jus dun seem to be interested in anything at all. i dun have the desire to work hard, dun ahve the motivation to study, dun have the drive to do wad i want to do. i lost all that now. i feel useless..like a total loser! i feel like a nth now. im a nobody! NOBODY!!!! and it totally suck. i need to get back doing sport to train my character and grow as an individual. its still not time for me to understand the world yet when i've not fully develop my characters as in individual. i no longer have the drive and care absolutely NOTHING at all. this year i've alr missed like a few lessons my timetable is effing messy. I NEED A CCA! gonna make time for it. i hate this sort of mandane life, without sport, i lost my disipline and determination. totally lost it. AHHHH!!!!!! frustrating.. really frustratingggggg!!!!

FRIENDSHIP..

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps herself.
A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parent or children's first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in her address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after she has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about their problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it (but wouldn't).
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight. (Even if it was with them).
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

SADLY, some people just utterly disappoint me with their actions and the trust is no longer there btw us anymore. just have to move on and find new once.

the bride walking in St mary's of the angel church..




These pictures are taken during my cousin's wedding..the male cousin i mean,and tats the wife(joyce)..gee,happy for them that they got married.a whole new phase of life..=)

NITE OUT WITH ELAINE! MY GIRLFRIEND!HEIHEI!

HAD PLENTY OF FUN WITH THIS HYPER-WOMAN HERE! CANT WAIT TO GO DIVING WITH THIS BITCH.!AHA!XOXO

adventure raced

i jus synergy-ed this

yr like ytd? and my calf muscles and shoulders are killing me! its soring now seriously! the whole entire adventure race was from bukit timah to macritchie to lower seletar reservoir park..we ran lke mad and my partner was alr half dying.. and i can rmb vividly abt this particular task whereby we have to choose btw bread with wasabi and mustard sauce OR 2 raw eggs with shell.GOSH! it was terrible! my partner and i teared like mad,cough like mad and our stomach were alr dead burning! wen we run,we can feel the burning sensation.FUCK that task seriously..lol.it was killing us.and along the way, we had nice pple who offer us water! thanks rich aunty! and pple who direct us to the place!the whole race may be tiring and all but i definitely enjoy the race with my partner.i think i've made my partner annoyed with me quite a few times and my partner was also brave enuff to take the courage to have the paints on this face while he conplains his face itches really badly.BRAVO PARTNER! YOUR THE BEST!=)

this race we gt ourselves WET totally,cuz of the pool game,i had to swim sitting on the float and the freaking float was soo small! the gal was tellin to put ur butt in and i was like ya..it was in and i still capsize! APPARENTLY! my butt was too BIG for tat float!AIYERRR!! wasted!we ran for hours,bus-ed,kayaked,ran again,cycled,swim,climb,abseiled.slide,pain?(my skin tear at the back of my ankle and it was bleedin that my shoe had some blood stains on it.

but overall,it was a great experience and race and the last part wher we were able to enjoy the task,its t actually slide all the way down from wereva and the funny thing is that after that,a couple came over to interview us abt the race!! SHIT MAN! of all pple,they chose us!man! i prolly look fugly and answered some fugly answers!OHDEARRR!!all thanks to my partner man!.! and lastly!that picture was taken on the 25th floor!thanks to the adventure club! we climb that up i think b4 our wasabi bread.but prolly i would wanna join synergy2010 again!=)

CHEERS TO SYNERGY 2009 AND ADVENTURE CLUB THAT MADE THIS SYNERGY RACE A SUCCESS!GOOD JOB!=)

missing my maid alot now.

Today Dahwin(maid) has left us for her family.she's with us for abt 2yrs or so.i really begin to miss her alr. the moment she left us at the departure hall, i teared wen she left. sis and i was hopin that she'll turn ard and wave goodbye but she din.=( once we reached home, she called! im really happy and sad at the same time that i din wanna hear her voice den. she'll make me tear wen cuz i miss her very much.
sigh...why she doesnt wanna stay?the feeling of departing with a person is really saddening, i alr treat her like one of our family member, the moment she left, i jus feel like something is missing, the whole family is not whole anymore without her. wen my grandma left, dahwin is still with us...and now dahwin has left..sighh..she's 1 unique maid we had and i'll always rmb her in my heart.how i wish she'll come back to be with us again.sighhh..

i miss my maid alot now that she's not here anymore with us.she's alr part of the family and now it doesnt feel like the family is complete without her with us.sighh. it jus feel so something is missing now.

i guess der's alot to adapt to now. from today on, i have to wake my ass up immediately wen my alarm sounds, no more human alarm clock anymore. from today on, i've to face my house without laughing and smiling, from today on, nomore dahwin to tell me her amazing and weird stories from those bangaladesh incident she and her friend encountered.from today on, no more tasty dishes for breakfast,lunch and dinner over the weekdays. from today on, no more dahwin to help us with the housework. from today on, no more dahwin to do things that i dun wanna do. from today on, no more saying "BYE DAHWIN" wen i'm off to somewhere. from today on, no more calling"DAHWINNNN" wen im back from somewhere. from today on, no more sharing of tasty hot chilly with me. from today on, no more seeing someone soo happy and laughin at home anymore. from today on, der will only be 5 instead of 6pple at home now. from today on, no more dahwin to play with me anymore. from today on, no more dahwin to joke with me anymore.from today on, no more dahwin to make the house feel warm anymore.

i really am starting to begin to miss you dahwin. please come back!

bday chalet a ECP!

DURING CYL'S BDAY CHALET! WE ALL MADE NEW LITTLE FRIENDS! ILANA AND BRENDON! =) HAD GREAT FUN DER! ATE TIL 3MIDNITE!=)