missing my maid alot now.

Today Dahwin(maid) has left us for her family.she's with us for abt 2yrs or so.i really begin to miss her alr. the moment she left us at the departure hall, i teared wen she left. sis and i was hopin that she'll turn ard and wave goodbye but she din.=( once we reached home, she called! im really happy and sad at the same time that i din wanna hear her voice den. she'll make me tear wen cuz i miss her very much.
sigh...why she doesnt wanna stay?the feeling of departing with a person is really saddening, i alr treat her like one of our family member, the moment she left, i jus feel like something is missing, the whole family is not whole anymore without her. wen my grandma left, dahwin is still with us...and now dahwin has left..sighh..she's 1 unique maid we had and i'll always rmb her in my heart.how i wish she'll come back to be with us again.sighhh..

i miss my maid alot now that she's not here anymore with us.she's alr part of the family and now it doesnt feel like the family is complete without her with us.sighh. it jus feel so something is missing now.

i guess der's alot to adapt to now. from today on, i have to wake my ass up immediately wen my alarm sounds, no more human alarm clock anymore. from today on, i've to face my house without laughing and smiling, from today on, nomore dahwin to tell me her amazing and weird stories from those bangaladesh incident she and her friend encountered.from today on, no more tasty dishes for breakfast,lunch and dinner over the weekdays. from today on, no more dahwin to help us with the housework. from today on, no more dahwin to do things that i dun wanna do. from today on, no more saying "BYE DAHWIN" wen i'm off to somewhere. from today on, no more calling"DAHWINNNN" wen im back from somewhere. from today on, no more sharing of tasty hot chilly with me. from today on, no more seeing someone soo happy and laughin at home anymore. from today on, der will only be 5 instead of 6pple at home now. from today on, no more dahwin to play with me anymore. from today on, no more dahwin to joke with me anymore.from today on, no more dahwin to make the house feel warm anymore.

i really am starting to begin to miss you dahwin. please come back!