how to get to my goal?

Umpired tonite's Div 6 game, E. said that ive improved. :D

Gotta continue t keep practicing and learn from the Best. Indeed its about the journey, not exactly the destination yet. Its not easy getting to the destination but thats wad u want, so u gona stay focus and fight it hard. Humans are judgmental and im guilty of that,however ive been learning not to judge but to understand what made them be this way. u get scoldings, u get backstabbing, u get criticizing, u get people complaining about u. u get people judging you that you're hopeless. But who cares. really, at the end of the day, u got to know what exactly u want, what exactly is your goal. Be it if people are faster. so what?! at the end of the day, you still get what you want, just that u're slower. but really SO WAD? i guess im beginning to understand what it takes to get to your goal. ive to stick to these and finish up what i intend for since ive decided to get it started, i shld finish it. Thats my principle of life.

And today, ive got a friend who said this: enjoy now, you dunno wen u're gona die, what if u die tmr?"

i wasnt really pondering over this qn cuz i say that wad if god wants you to continue to live until u're old and withered? If i were to die tmr, it means that im a god damn kind person that god decided to take me back with him. As far as possible, i wana live for a meaning and not give in to temptations.

Til date, my long term goal is still stuck in my head, thinking..all the time and how am i gona get there.

i dun love $, ive got a goal, or rather many goals and tat requires me t have $$.

i jus wana retire in Australia or somewer that is paradise! i wana own a horse stable and let handicapped kids to ride horses! i wana be in paradise. And how the hell do i get there? no $ no paradise! i wana scuba dive everyday, i wana be financially free so that i can travel werever i want, explore this whole EARTH that god has created and help the kids in poorer countries. Am i born to do all that?

ohwell, just letting my thoughts run thru to get me back on track, on my goal.

til den. :)