i think i'm missing vietnam now,its afew more hrs that we're be leaving for singapore.=( tho vietnam is not as good as singapore,i do miss the food,the shops,the people here especially those working in the hotel.i'm so gonna take pictures wit them later.=D after we arrived here at hanoi,we've been shopping everyday.actually,its shopping and eating.i think i'm gonna put on weight again.=( i bought their vietnam traditional clothes and some chinese stuffs.their emboidery is really cheap here in vietnam,its ard 50USD or less.i meant the dresses,blouse.
PHOTOS
i guess i've been shopping for 4days alr and i've gt things that hadnt buy!!my haversack,shoes,pants.i dun seem to get to buy their jeans cuz they dun have my size.=(the max size is only 29.maybe there's 30above but it doesnt have the type of jeans i want.
anw,i think i've gt the best mummy in the world.i have to admit that.she's my banker/ATM for this trip.she paid every cent for the things that i bought and i buy loads of stuff!gonna take pictures of it and post it here.yea!wateva i asked for,she jus say "buy lor"she din say "no" at all for this trip.how amazing!man,she's the nicest mum ever! THANKS MUM!=)i'll repay u back!=)
okayy.i'm gonna leave for singapore really soon and i miss my friends!now i'm missing the people in vietnam too.hahah!okayy..gtg now.adios!
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007
vietnam-hanoi now!
man!i enjoyed this vietnam trip alot.had great fun here!now i'm waiting for a hotel room at hanoi cuz we arrived at 5 in the morning and the tourists get to check out at 8something or so.i've been using the internet for quite sometime now.=)today is DAY 5 of this vietnam trip.we sat franxi express train to hanoi and spent the nite in the train.we were at the last cabin and its was ROCKY!i felt like a baby in the lalleby again.it was practically rocking from a end to another! like in a cruise,i even had difficulties walking to the toilet.our train was deluxe train,it was better than the 1 before.=)let's start from DAY4 onwards,it was the day where i had to go for the HOME STAY at GAVA.it was fun!i get to see wild pigs,baffalos,cows and even roosters.we took a jep to GAVA village from SAPA city,it took abt 40mins and walked to the village for awhile.the tribes followed us all the way to our home stay.aunty betty and lily telling me not to talk to them cuz u dunno if they're nice or nt nice pple.i din really bother cuz afterall they are village pple,nt beggars,they're really nice.so i kept talking to them. PHOTOS during the nite,there were more tourists arriving to the same home as us,i met french pple,brazilians couple and thai couples,they're rather funny.and i saw them at the train station when we arrived at hanoi's train station.happy that i get to see them the last time.=) okay,so we headed to lao cai market to buy some cloth stuffs and every stall we went,they tell the same items!!bought quite afew stuffs from der.took photos of the tribes,they'r called flower soething,i forgt!haha!the food here in vietnam is nt that bad,it was nice!back to saying abt the home stay,the food that was cooked by the village pple was nice too!its some pork,beef,tofu.its more like chinese cusine.thats wad i think.and the table of food was rite under the translucent LIGHT!which means der's lots of flys der.YUCKS!some dropped onto my food.ew!ohayh!the WATER der is freezing cold,its too cold to bath.so i skipped the nite nt bathing. so well,its day 5 and gonna spend the last 3 days in hanoi SHOPPING!hehe!!to be continued...
Friday, December 07, 2007
happy!
darn! guess wad!I PASSED MY UMPIRING TEST!!!HOHOHO!!AINT I SMART?!HAHAH!
but all thanks to god to help me pass this test,i dunno if i could do without him.=D
i gt home from work and needa check my email and the moment i saw my name on the list,i was FRIGGING SCREAMING FOR JOY!haha!super happy can!omgs!aha.thanks lord so much!this was the mail.HAHA!
Hi everyone, congratulations you have passed the theory test.
Chan Hui Mui 87
Daphne Yen Yu Zhen 74
Huang Qian Qin
86
Keshia Serrano Tan 84
Keung Hoi Ling Helen 73
Koh Hin Ann 83
Lim Lee Hoon 81
Lim Yi Jie 73
Marlene Tan Yiting 78
Merina Ng Su Yi 73
Noor Farhani 71
Nur'ain Binte Rahim 78
Ong Pei Shi 87
Santha D/O Selva Raju 73
Serene Peh Hui Ying 76
Suhailah Binte Kariman 78
Vasanthi D/O Gunasekaran 72
We are able to arrange an additional level 1 umpiring course for you to participate. As space is limited, we will take the 1st 20 participants who sign up.
The course dates are
Sat 29 Dec 8am-12 noon,
Thurs 3 Jan 7-10pm,
Thurs 10 Jan 7-10pm and
Sat 12 Jan 8am-1pm
Pls note that 100% attendance is required to complete the course. You are to continue to read up the rules and to keep fit before the attending the course.
after reading the last part,1st 20 to participate the test,i was den like cheyy,i tot i was really that smart to be the few to pass the test.haha! and huimui was smarter.that ass!haha!
okay!i'm happy bloggin my happy stuffs.hah!BYEBYE! tmr have umpiring trg.AHAH
but all thanks to god to help me pass this test,i dunno if i could do without him.=D
i gt home from work and needa check my email and the moment i saw my name on the list,i was FRIGGING SCREAMING FOR JOY!haha!super happy can!omgs!aha.thanks lord so much!this was the mail.HAHA!
Hi everyone, congratulations you have passed the theory test.
Chan Hui Mui 87
Daphne Yen Yu Zhen 74
Huang Qian Qin
86
Keshia Serrano Tan 84
Keung Hoi Ling Helen 73
Koh Hin Ann 83
Lim Lee Hoon 81
Lim Yi Jie 73
Marlene Tan Yiting 78
Merina Ng Su Yi 73
Noor Farhani 71
Nur'ain Binte Rahim 78
Ong Pei Shi 87
Santha D/O Selva Raju 73
Serene Peh Hui Ying 76
Suhailah Binte Kariman 78
Vasanthi D/O Gunasekaran 72
We are able to arrange an additional level 1 umpiring course for you to participate. As space is limited, we will take the 1st 20 participants who sign up.
The course dates are
Sat 29 Dec 8am-12 noon,
Thurs 3 Jan 7-10pm,
Thurs 10 Jan 7-10pm and
Sat 12 Jan 8am-1pm
Pls note that 100% attendance is required to complete the course. You are to continue to read up the rules and to keep fit before the attending the course.
after reading the last part,1st 20 to participate the test,i was den like cheyy,i tot i was really that smart to be the few to pass the test.haha! and huimui was smarter.that ass!haha!
okay!i'm happy bloggin my happy stuffs.hah!BYEBYE! tmr have umpiring trg.AHAH
Thursday, December 06, 2007
the world is so small!
worked at conrad today and it was fun having prem around.and guess wad,singapore is really that small!prem was my table server for that nite during my cousin's wedding and he gave me a lasting impression cuz of his super long speech!it takes 1 deep breathe to finsih saying and that pt of time i was quite impress with him cuz of his speech!haha.but chey,it was told to do so,i tot he came up with it.HAH! so today,i was his partner.how coincident.haha! and even more coincident is that i noe her sister as well!gosh!this is creepy!and i still do keep in contact once awhile,i shld say quite goodfriends.MAN!wad goes ard,comes ard.ha!anw work today was fun,especially with prem livening up the atmosphere.GD JOB!haha!k!i'm getting tired now.so nites.!
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
unforgetable nite.
JOHNSTON! STOP LAUGHING! xD
today was a suay day,i saw something that is unusual to see and dun get to see it that often everyday and its from an indian guy and it was sucha disgusting thing to have my eyes on it.OMGS! oh god,please bless my eyes.okay,so this indian man was sitting directly in front of me with his hands covering his manhood in the train to clark quay,so i was looking at him and suddenly i was wondering why his hands were lifted up so i looked down and OMGS!this stupid old indian man was wearing shorts without UNDERWEAR!freak man!his manhood was apparently seen by me.WAHLAO!why did i even wanna post this?freak freak freak!!wash my eyes and memory with holywater! der goes my virgin eyes.hai.very sad indeed.so after which,i told 1 of my friends abt it and he burst into laughter of how i put it.thanks huh.lol!STUPID OLD AHPEK!SICK IN THE HEAD!!URGH!!!
den meet up with cousin and seek for job.she never fails to make me wait everytime we meet up.i think i spent my 1/3 of my life waiting for her.haha!so we headed to boat quay for pub job.der were afew pubs we went but the environment dun look presentable.but the pay is GD!the least at boat quay that we went was 10/hr plus commission and taxi fare.but somehow,i dun like the unpresentable environment.so we went to look for another pub which is called jab1,it dun even look like pub,somehow,it looks like a bar.they pay 12bucks/hr and plus commission 5%-7% on the bill but sadly,no cab fare.man!tat is double my conrad pay pls!i dun mind working at jab1 cost they respect the waitresses,no contact with waitresses like touching and all.but other unpresentable pubs will hve customers havin itchy hands to touch waitresses.if i ever gonna work at those pubs,i think i've to sterilize myself every now and den.HA! but in the end,i decided not to work.i only wanted jab1 but cuz of the taxi fare so it wasnt worth it.SAD!!! have to go back to conrad still.=)
it was 12plus den and lixin left me going to the bus stop on my own.=( moreover der's no bus hm.=( so cabbed home.tonite seem to be jus accompany cousin go out nite.haha! stupid cab fare.SO EX!!='(
today was a suay day,i saw something that is unusual to see and dun get to see it that often everyday and its from an indian guy and it was sucha disgusting thing to have my eyes on it.OMGS! oh god,please bless my eyes.okay,so this indian man was sitting directly in front of me with his hands covering his manhood in the train to clark quay,so i was looking at him and suddenly i was wondering why his hands were lifted up so i looked down and OMGS!this stupid old indian man was wearing shorts without UNDERWEAR!freak man!his manhood was apparently seen by me.WAHLAO!why did i even wanna post this?freak freak freak!!wash my eyes and memory with holywater! der goes my virgin eyes.hai.very sad indeed.so after which,i told 1 of my friends abt it and he burst into laughter of how i put it.thanks huh.lol!STUPID OLD AHPEK!SICK IN THE HEAD!!URGH!!!
den meet up with cousin and seek for job.she never fails to make me wait everytime we meet up.i think i spent my 1/3 of my life waiting for her.haha!so we headed to boat quay for pub job.der were afew pubs we went but the environment dun look presentable.but the pay is GD!the least at boat quay that we went was 10/hr plus commission and taxi fare.but somehow,i dun like the unpresentable environment.so we went to look for another pub which is called jab1,it dun even look like pub,somehow,it looks like a bar.they pay 12bucks/hr and plus commission 5%-7% on the bill but sadly,no cab fare.man!tat is double my conrad pay pls!i dun mind working at jab1 cost they respect the waitresses,no contact with waitresses like touching and all.but other unpresentable pubs will hve customers havin itchy hands to touch waitresses.if i ever gonna work at those pubs,i think i've to sterilize myself every now and den.HA! but in the end,i decided not to work.i only wanted jab1 but cuz of the taxi fare so it wasnt worth it.SAD!!! have to go back to conrad still.=)
it was 12plus den and lixin left me going to the bus stop on my own.=( moreover der's no bus hm.=( so cabbed home.tonite seem to be jus accompany cousin go out nite.haha! stupid cab fare.SO EX!!='(
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
worked
ytd was the first day of work at conrad and once again,i'm back in banquet again.i tot it was a sad thang cuz i've to go thru the shit to earn that 6bucks/hr.but afterall,its nt that tough tho.working at conrad is really sucha relieve and slack.they dun demand alot unlike pan pacific hotel.And the managers in conrad do treat u much nicer with respect.unlike pan pacific,they literally dun give a darn abt ur feelings and vent their frustrations on us.they dun feel for us,waitress and waiter.but for conrad,its a total opposite i shld say.
today was OJT and joven was the one briefing us,he really do show us respect.During the training,i almost wanna cry cuz it was so darn touching especially with the background music playing.aww..like i din noe der's managers who really do care for us.i'm really touched by wad he said.felt like tearing at that moment.=') it was indeed touching.he noes how to handle humans.=)
conrad was much much or maybe a million times better den pan pacific.even the canteen cleaner wasn't as grumpy as pan pacific and the food was nice,der were even cream of mushroom,salad and fruits.=) and gurls usually do much lesser work den the guys.haha!thanks boys!and the waitresses and waiters help each and other.its really nice of everyone.unlike pan pacific,they work their own,scold u and get impatient of u when u dunno anything.scold u when udunno how to do ur thing.they do theirs and we do ours.it was so individualistic at pan pacific.thank god i'm at conrad.the pple der are nicer and friendlier.but of cuz,der's still some flirters and suckers der.but its minority.unlike pan pacific.haha!i'm totally against pan pacific hotel.maybe cuz its 5star and they demand more.pity the aunties and uncles working at pan pacific like hell.and i'm here so happy that i'm in conrad!haha!
And i forgt to tell my parents that i was working today,they waited for me to be back home.opps!and they tho i was working at pub.haha!imma good gal mummy.aha!anw everyday balcony dun calls,everyday the marker dun update me abt my result,everyday i dunno wads my O's result,everyday i get worried,everyday i'm thinking how well did i fare.its tiring to be left in suspense.=(
ohwell.i just cant stop thinking.anw,i ate ice cream at 1am.GAWD!its fattening mian!haha!k.shall end my post now.so byebye!
today was OJT and joven was the one briefing us,he really do show us respect.During the training,i almost wanna cry cuz it was so darn touching especially with the background music playing.aww..like i din noe der's managers who really do care for us.i'm really touched by wad he said.felt like tearing at that moment.=') it was indeed touching.he noes how to handle humans.=)
conrad was much much or maybe a million times better den pan pacific.even the canteen cleaner wasn't as grumpy as pan pacific and the food was nice,der were even cream of mushroom,salad and fruits.=) and gurls usually do much lesser work den the guys.haha!thanks boys!and the waitresses and waiters help each and other.its really nice of everyone.unlike pan pacific,they work their own,scold u and get impatient of u when u dunno anything.scold u when udunno how to do ur thing.they do theirs and we do ours.it was so individualistic at pan pacific.thank god i'm at conrad.the pple der are nicer and friendlier.but of cuz,der's still some flirters and suckers der.but its minority.unlike pan pacific.haha!i'm totally against pan pacific hotel.maybe cuz its 5star and they demand more.pity the aunties and uncles working at pan pacific like hell.and i'm here so happy that i'm in conrad!haha!
And i forgt to tell my parents that i was working today,they waited for me to be back home.opps!and they tho i was working at pub.haha!imma good gal mummy.aha!anw everyday balcony dun calls,everyday the marker dun update me abt my result,everyday i dunno wads my O's result,everyday i get worried,everyday i'm thinking how well did i fare.its tiring to be left in suspense.=(
ohwell.i just cant stop thinking.anw,i ate ice cream at 1am.GAWD!its fattening mian!haha!k.shall end my post now.so byebye!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
catherine's bday ytd
had fun at fish&co at imm.it was catherine bday the day before but we couldnt celebrate it so we decided to celebrate it the day after her bday.hoho!
photos!
sabotage her with creams!hoho!cute nor she!hahas
i think fish and co is an awesome place to celebrate somebody's bday.they will have their tradition where they will sort of sabotage that bday gurl/boy.make them stand on the chair and hold the fire cracker stick or something.haha!it as cute tho.and they workers will start to do some rugby cheers with their fish and co vision of happy bday song.haha!it was totally cute.preferably celebrate it when der's a lot of pple.like more fun!the more the merrier!hahaha
the usual fish and chips is awesome too.anw issac and bom was cute!haha!den they will give the bday gal/boy some lame bday gift.haha!anw hopefully catherine had fun that day!much loves.=D
soon after,somebody abundon me for dance lessons and left me to go fer the dance lessons on my own.i'm so poorthing and lonely.=( but wateva..haha!
went for pilates and girls hip hop class ytd.pilates can really make u sweat cuz it makes u stretch ur tough muscles A LOT!and der was many a times that i wanna burp! haha!my stomach still have the fish swimming ard in my stomach.after that was girls hip hop.ytd's class was more of the hips and arms and poses.the sharpness of the dance is for showmanship.yea.this dance class really made me learn quite abit.der's the waves and body ripple.=D.to be continued.too tired!yawn
photos!
sabotage her with creams!hoho!cute nor she!hahas
i think fish and co is an awesome place to celebrate somebody's bday.they will have their tradition where they will sort of sabotage that bday gurl/boy.make them stand on the chair and hold the fire cracker stick or something.haha!it as cute tho.and they workers will start to do some rugby cheers with their fish and co vision of happy bday song.haha!it was totally cute.preferably celebrate it when der's a lot of pple.like more fun!the more the merrier!hahaha
the usual fish and chips is awesome too.anw issac and bom was cute!haha!den they will give the bday gal/boy some lame bday gift.haha!anw hopefully catherine had fun that day!much loves.=D
soon after,somebody abundon me for dance lessons and left me to go fer the dance lessons on my own.i'm so poorthing and lonely.=( but wateva..haha!
went for pilates and girls hip hop class ytd.pilates can really make u sweat cuz it makes u stretch ur tough muscles A LOT!and der was many a times that i wanna burp! haha!my stomach still have the fish swimming ard in my stomach.after that was girls hip hop.ytd's class was more of the hips and arms and poses.the sharpness of the dance is for showmanship.yea.this dance class really made me learn quite abit.der's the waves and body ripple.=D.to be continued.too tired!yawn
Monday, November 26, 2007
netball-ed
Saturday, November 24, 2007
busy week!
well well well.it feels good to blog once more,maybe many more.=D
i've been busy recently this week,there's so much things to get done with such as getting prom stuffs,work stuffs,dance lessons,netball trgs etc etc.gonna give a quick summary for the past few days.
i got back from shanghai and borrowed from ms hazel lee her jay chou(secrets) CD.gosh! its greatly recommended to all to watch over again.jay do have the X-factor and the charming charismatic look when he plays the piano.(he'll melts my heart)LOL.and i bought his secret soundtracks.its totally awesome!greatly in love with his songs now.=D
so last week was shopping spree week.the whole of the week was shopping fer prom dress,bag and stuffs.i think i need to look for jobS this coming week.i spend way too much $ and i need to earn back wad i spent like seriously.i cant just having to splurge my money and nt earning it back. i think i spent abt 800over inclusive the expenses for shanghai trip.GAWD!thats alot!we spend our whole time shopping and thankgod i managed to shop for my red dress wit my sister.hoho! i felt exhilarated den.alas,i found the dress i've been looking fer.=D.okayokay.i think its too much of the elaboration.so i'm gonna update it as soon as my friends send those pictures.anw,i think i look too fair! the make-up artist is really too "professional" to "change" my face color.she put way too much of the foundation.(sad u noe!) at tat pt of time,i jus felt like cleaning it off,it made me look so plastic,dead and gay.urgh!wadeva! friends managed to get a room on the day of prom nite at the hotel and after the make-ups all.everyone look glam.damn! i wana upload the freaking beau pictures but no pics with yet.
it took the artist 4 hrs or so to finish the make-up and hairdo.how superwoman she is!=D
everyone arrived and left us,the gurls, to arrive the last.we needed each other a lot so we walked in arms in arms together.we had ourselves settled down at table 19 and everyone was looking at our table direction.(shy luh pple!)
after we settled down,they commence the prom with a video where sec5s were LEFT OUT!(unfair)it was our night as well.so den,i felt something wet underneath,it jus kept flowing,and i assume that my menstruation came and indeed it came.unlucky! but when i gt back,very lucky! i gt a lucky draw prize of a 10 dollar taka voucher.-.-! i gt like 14 of it at home.XD
the main course wasnt tat tasty except for the dessert,especially the apple crumble and egg pudding.aftermath,played table games den stuffs and alas,everyone has been waiting fer.phototaking!
after that went back hotel room,dressed more casual,went out,came back,bathed,needed to catch more sleep cuz der's umpiring course the next freaking morning.
PHOTOS
that was on friday nite.its just same for now.der'll be more comnig up.
flashbang few days back,i went for dance lessons with cuz at studiowu again.it was superb!den worked 10bucks/hr fer some stuffs but its only fer 2hrs every alternate days.HOW SAD! its really slow $$.kay.afterall,its not a summary,its a long post and der's still many more incidents to type down for the past few days.haha!i suddenly rmbed having the freaking huge lizard dropping rite on my shoulder and hit my bum,my gd friend den tell me its a freaking lizard crawling away on the floor.i hit XueLing like nobody's business.jumping and ee-ing ard the bus-stop.EW! kay.shall continue when i feel like to.tired!haha!
i've been busy recently this week,there's so much things to get done with such as getting prom stuffs,work stuffs,dance lessons,netball trgs etc etc.gonna give a quick summary for the past few days.
i got back from shanghai and borrowed from ms hazel lee her jay chou(secrets) CD.gosh! its greatly recommended to all to watch over again.jay do have the X-factor and the charming charismatic look when he plays the piano.(he'll melts my heart)LOL.and i bought his secret soundtracks.its totally awesome!greatly in love with his songs now.=D
so last week was shopping spree week.the whole of the week was shopping fer prom dress,bag and stuffs.i think i need to look for jobS this coming week.i spend way too much $ and i need to earn back wad i spent like seriously.i cant just having to splurge my money and nt earning it back. i think i spent abt 800over inclusive the expenses for shanghai trip.GAWD!thats alot!we spend our whole time shopping and thankgod i managed to shop for my red dress wit my sister.hoho! i felt exhilarated den.alas,i found the dress i've been looking fer.=D.okayokay.i think its too much of the elaboration.so i'm gonna update it as soon as my friends send those pictures.anw,i think i look too fair! the make-up artist is really too "professional" to "change" my face color.she put way too much of the foundation.(sad u noe!) at tat pt of time,i jus felt like cleaning it off,it made me look so plastic,dead and gay.urgh!wadeva! friends managed to get a room on the day of prom nite at the hotel and after the make-ups all.everyone look glam.damn! i wana upload the freaking beau pictures but no pics with yet.
it took the artist 4 hrs or so to finish the make-up and hairdo.how superwoman she is!=D
everyone arrived and left us,the gurls, to arrive the last.we needed each other a lot so we walked in arms in arms together.we had ourselves settled down at table 19 and everyone was looking at our table direction.(shy luh pple!)
after we settled down,they commence the prom with a video where sec5s were LEFT OUT!(unfair)it was our night as well.so den,i felt something wet underneath,it jus kept flowing,and i assume that my menstruation came and indeed it came.unlucky! but when i gt back,very lucky! i gt a lucky draw prize of a 10 dollar taka voucher.-.-! i gt like 14 of it at home.XD
the main course wasnt tat tasty except for the dessert,especially the apple crumble and egg pudding.aftermath,played table games den stuffs and alas,everyone has been waiting fer.phototaking!
after that went back hotel room,dressed more casual,went out,came back,bathed,needed to catch more sleep cuz der's umpiring course the next freaking morning.
PHOTOS
that was on friday nite.its just same for now.der'll be more comnig up.
flashbang few days back,i went for dance lessons with cuz at studiowu again.it was superb!den worked 10bucks/hr fer some stuffs but its only fer 2hrs every alternate days.HOW SAD! its really slow $$.kay.afterall,its not a summary,its a long post and der's still many more incidents to type down for the past few days.haha!i suddenly rmbed having the freaking huge lizard dropping rite on my shoulder and hit my bum,my gd friend den tell me its a freaking lizard crawling away on the floor.i hit XueLing like nobody's business.jumping and ee-ing ard the bus-stop.EW! kay.shall continue when i feel like to.tired!haha!
Monday, October 29, 2007
had english papers and maths P1
english paper wad alrite today.i chose expository,heroes.its quite interesting to write about.but darn luh.i only wrote 2 for and 1 against.i had no time to carry on.but phew.lucky wad mr thompson tho works.hahah!my angel.but when it comes to P2.its frigging difficult.i felt like sleeping when i was reading the passage.its abt some astronut thingy.
maths paper 1 was nt easy today.i dunno why some of my friends could say it was easy.hmm.how confident.but i definitely not.=( underestimated P1.anw its P2 tmr.better get my beautiful butt to my beautiful books now.HHAA!
maths paper 1 was nt easy today.i dunno why some of my friends could say it was easy.hmm.how confident.but i definitely not.=( underestimated P1.anw its P2 tmr.better get my beautiful butt to my beautiful books now.HHAA!
Friday, October 26, 2007
Dealing With Disappointment
Dealing With Disappointment
Someone once said, "No appointments, no disappointments."
We experience these somewhat similar emotions when we have created expectations concerning what we will receive from others, life or even from ourselves. We might also feel such emotions concerning our own abilities or efforts when we are unable to achieve the goals we desire.
We feel this way when things do not happen the way we expected, or more often, when others are not who we expected them to be. We develop expectations, and then feel cheated when we they are not fulfilled.
When we succumb to such feelings, we often give up making any further effort, which in turn obstructs our growth. In order to handle disappointment, we have to first understand that we are all in a process of evolution and that no one is perfect. It is unreasonable to expect or demand perfection from ourselves or others. We would not be here in this evolutionary process if we did not have much to improve.
Have faith in the flow of life. There is a wisdom greater than ours. Something drives the salmon upriver. Something unfurls the flowers at dawn and closes them in the evening. Something makes the crystals grow in almost perfect asymmetry. We don't yet fully understand what that something is, but there's no denying it's there. So instead of demanding results immediately, we need to learn that change, manifestation and creation are usually slow organic processes.
Now this is hard to do when faced with disappointment - having confidence that with patience, practice and perseverance, we can manifest the changes we seek. But it's crucial that we develop greater trust in our ability to manifest our goals and life purpose with or without the help of specific persons.
See how you can achieve greater self-sufficiency. When we are independent, we need less from others and will expect less from them. What are the gaps in your life you now require others to fill? How can you work towards filling them yourself?
Someone once said, "No appointments, no disappointments."
We experience these somewhat similar emotions when we have created expectations concerning what we will receive from others, life or even from ourselves. We might also feel such emotions concerning our own abilities or efforts when we are unable to achieve the goals we desire.
We feel this way when things do not happen the way we expected, or more often, when others are not who we expected them to be. We develop expectations, and then feel cheated when we they are not fulfilled.
When we succumb to such feelings, we often give up making any further effort, which in turn obstructs our growth. In order to handle disappointment, we have to first understand that we are all in a process of evolution and that no one is perfect. It is unreasonable to expect or demand perfection from ourselves or others. We would not be here in this evolutionary process if we did not have much to improve.
Have faith in the flow of life. There is a wisdom greater than ours. Something drives the salmon upriver. Something unfurls the flowers at dawn and closes them in the evening. Something makes the crystals grow in almost perfect asymmetry. We don't yet fully understand what that something is, but there's no denying it's there. So instead of demanding results immediately, we need to learn that change, manifestation and creation are usually slow organic processes.
Now this is hard to do when faced with disappointment - having confidence that with patience, practice and perseverance, we can manifest the changes we seek. But it's crucial that we develop greater trust in our ability to manifest our goals and life purpose with or without the help of specific persons.
See how you can achieve greater self-sufficiency. When we are independent, we need less from others and will expect less from them. What are the gaps in your life you now require others to fill? How can you work towards filling them yourself?
Thursday, October 25, 2007
geo paper .
sigh.tho its over,i'm deeply depressed now.i shldn't have asked how well my other friends did for the paper cuz its such a wrong decision.=( crying my hearts out.the moment i gt the paper, i flipped to the last page to check out the tourism and environmental qn.i was actually laughin at environmental qn 1.cuz its super easy.but the second qn din have much things to think of and i think the 3rd qn was diff so i moved on to tourism qn.the first two qns were alrite.but i din really apply wad mr thompson taught.not all!sigh!!i'm such a loser!am i dumb or wad?i really wondered.=(
why din i use the things that he taught,why?!anw manli definitely gonna do well for the paper.its so shitty!i'm gonna disappoint mr thompson.sigh.=( anw,when i'm done with the first two parts of the qn, the major qn was killing me.
"environmental demage from tourism outweighs the economic benefits.is it true for singapore?"i was like huh?! wad it bloody means? i kept reading thru over and over again and i din get wad the qn meant.so i just slam everything i noe in the paper.so much fer slamming my answers,i got it partially or more WRONG! my contents were partially right but my stand contradicts my contents.FUCK!it was a 12mark qns.sigh!am i dumb or wad?i really wondered.
its so shitty! i interpret the FREAKING qn wrongly!urgh!i'm so pissed and disappointed in myself.dumb dumb dumb!!!=((i doubt i can get a pass or better now.=(
i was so depressed that i cried when i got home.kinda lame.HA.why did i even ask ard.it kills my hope even more.i tot the bloody paper was easy.AHHH!who noes i wrote craps in der.so much for slamming my answers now.everyone wrote like 1page or less.i wrote more den 1page of CRAP!*crys.
if my O levels not gonna do well.i might consider retaking my o's.afterall,its not where you start,its where you end.=)and its kinda lame crying over spilt milk.so now i've to do well in my bloody Social studies.i noe i can do this! i cant let my geo pull me down.tho it did.but i must do well for my social studies.i must!!!=((*crys.
why din i use the things that he taught,why?!anw manli definitely gonna do well for the paper.its so shitty!i'm gonna disappoint mr thompson.sigh.=( anw,when i'm done with the first two parts of the qn, the major qn was killing me.
"environmental demage from tourism outweighs the economic benefits.is it true for singapore?"i was like huh?! wad it bloody means? i kept reading thru over and over again and i din get wad the qn meant.so i just slam everything i noe in the paper.so much fer slamming my answers,i got it partially or more WRONG! my contents were partially right but my stand contradicts my contents.FUCK!it was a 12mark qns.sigh!am i dumb or wad?i really wondered.
its so shitty! i interpret the FREAKING qn wrongly!urgh!i'm so pissed and disappointed in myself.dumb dumb dumb!!!=((i doubt i can get a pass or better now.=(
i was so depressed that i cried when i got home.kinda lame.HA.why did i even ask ard.it kills my hope even more.i tot the bloody paper was easy.AHHH!who noes i wrote craps in der.so much for slamming my answers now.everyone wrote like 1page or less.i wrote more den 1page of CRAP!*crys.
if my O levels not gonna do well.i might consider retaking my o's.afterall,its not where you start,its where you end.=)and its kinda lame crying over spilt milk.so now i've to do well in my bloody Social studies.i noe i can do this! i cant let my geo pull me down.tho it did.but i must do well for my social studies.i must!!!=((*crys.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
o's chemistry paper 3 is over.
chemistry paper was pretty alrite fer me.but some of my friends said it was pretty easy.it worries me.cuz i might nt get a good grade.=( they will probably moderate the marks and i end up to be in the average band.but seriously speaking,the paper was really alrite.especially section B.i find it too easy and it seriously makes me worried because how can section B be easy?!gosh! and i got the section A,mass qn's answer wrong!urgh!it brought it further away from my A.=(nvm! i'll work harder on my physics.it should be easy peasy.yay!
Believe in Yourself
Believe in Yourself
To achieve any goal in life, you must believe you are going to be successful. This conviction gives you the strength and resilience needed to achieve your objective. It also helps you to actively seek and recognise opportunities and stepping stones.
So how can you develop a powerful sense of self-belief?
Before you begin any endeavour, you should be confident that the end result is possible. Don't focus on whether it's been done before or not. Don't listen to others who might be feeding you with negative thoughts. Be clear in your own mind that the goal can be achieved.
More crucially, believe that the end result is possible by you. We often hold limiting beliefs about our own ability to achieve goals. We may believe the goal is possible, but we often don't think it's possible for us to achieve it. So identify those beliefs that are holding you back and take time to address them.
Now that you know you can achieve your objective, how much do you want it? The more we want to achieve a goal, the bigger the hurdles we'll jump over to get there. So choose a goal you really want; take the time to ask yourself why you want it and how badly you want it. What are the values underlying that goal? Is it a desire to help people? A yearning to be your own boss? Or is it to do something that allows you to spend more time with your children?
Next you have to believe that you deserve the end result. Hidden under the surface in many people is a belief that they do not deserve to succeed. Because of some deep-rooted experience that caused their self-esteem to decline, these people often choose to remain where they are, or even slide, because they feel that they are not worthy of success and happiness. When they try to take action, this belief restricts them, they lose motivation, and fail. But always remember that if you work consistently toward your goal, you deserve all the success you get.
Also, achieving your goal should not contradict any other beliefs or values you have. For example, if you believe strongly that rich people are greedy, you'll probably not be motivated enough to build a successful business. Try aligning your goals with your values. An entrepreneur perhaps could work towards making a lot of money so that he can use part of that money to help the needy.
Believing in yourself and your ability to achieve your goals is the first step towards building a better future for yourself.
To achieve any goal in life, you must believe you are going to be successful. This conviction gives you the strength and resilience needed to achieve your objective. It also helps you to actively seek and recognise opportunities and stepping stones.
So how can you develop a powerful sense of self-belief?
Before you begin any endeavour, you should be confident that the end result is possible. Don't focus on whether it's been done before or not. Don't listen to others who might be feeding you with negative thoughts. Be clear in your own mind that the goal can be achieved.
More crucially, believe that the end result is possible by you. We often hold limiting beliefs about our own ability to achieve goals. We may believe the goal is possible, but we often don't think it's possible for us to achieve it. So identify those beliefs that are holding you back and take time to address them.
Now that you know you can achieve your objective, how much do you want it? The more we want to achieve a goal, the bigger the hurdles we'll jump over to get there. So choose a goal you really want; take the time to ask yourself why you want it and how badly you want it. What are the values underlying that goal? Is it a desire to help people? A yearning to be your own boss? Or is it to do something that allows you to spend more time with your children?
Next you have to believe that you deserve the end result. Hidden under the surface in many people is a belief that they do not deserve to succeed. Because of some deep-rooted experience that caused their self-esteem to decline, these people often choose to remain where they are, or even slide, because they feel that they are not worthy of success and happiness. When they try to take action, this belief restricts them, they lose motivation, and fail. But always remember that if you work consistently toward your goal, you deserve all the success you get.
Also, achieving your goal should not contradict any other beliefs or values you have. For example, if you believe strongly that rich people are greedy, you'll probably not be motivated enough to build a successful business. Try aligning your goals with your values. An entrepreneur perhaps could work towards making a lot of money so that he can use part of that money to help the needy.
Believing in yourself and your ability to achieve your goals is the first step towards building a better future for yourself.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
science practical.o levels
hello blog.just came back from the o levels science practical.gosh!i must thank the lord and also god fer helping me during the science practical.thankyou for the luck.=)and also peter mark thompson.(my angel).chemistry's science practical was so difficult,the moment i flip to the chemistry page,i was like huh?! i din even understand wad the instructions meant.why do they wanna put test-tube and hard-glass test-tube to confuse students?so i tot the hard-glass test tube was the boiling tube so i put the solid Q into the boiling tube and the pipette din fit into the boiling tube and another tube which had calcium hydroxide.and i tot the pipette is the droplet.so i gt a little confuse with the instructions and i took the droplet and suck the gas from the boiling tube into the calcium hydroxide.i was wondering why the experiment is so weird.why i din get any ppt.lucky i was smart enuff.haha! i changed the boiling tube to a small 1 so that the pipette can fit exactly the size of it.thank god i had my salt.hah!its zinc carbonate.phew!i was so lucky that i had read that page on appearance of solid just the nite before.phew!
den after once we were release from the lab.ohoh.1more thing,the lab is FISHING hot!i was sweating while i was doing my experiment.wahlao!haha.so annoying.den after that we had to be quarantine in the hall fer like an hour.most of my friends din get the answer salt and some of them din had the time to finish.gosh!thats really sad.hopefully the markers will lower the percentage or somethng.
den after once we were release from the lab.ohoh.1more thing,the lab is FISHING hot!i was sweating while i was doing my experiment.wahlao!haha.so annoying.den after that we had to be quarantine in the hall fer like an hour.most of my friends din get the answer salt and some of them din had the time to finish.gosh!thats really sad.hopefully the markers will lower the percentage or somethng.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
you an extroverted or introverted girl?
You Are An Intro-Extrovert! |
Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time. Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need variety! Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along. |
hoho!i din think that it will be so true.
what's my personality type?
You Are An ENFP |
The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused |
Saturday, October 06, 2007
o's nearing
MERINA
creative, versatile and imaginative you appreciate beauty in all forms. You have great inner strength and courage and have the ability to accept large responsibilities or challenging situations with patience and humility. Others admire these qualities and follow your lead. You are honest, discerning and self-disciplined and need to have a peaceful environment. Putting others before self your talents are used to make life better for everyone.
LOL.wad a nice name i have.
anw,o's fishing nearing! like 16more days nt including practical and i've gt loads to revise on.S***
MUST PRESERVER,O'S WIll END SOON ENOUGH.
I LOVE TO STUDY!! YEAH!!especially DNT,HUMANITIES and AMTHS.!woohoo!!this year is the last year to touch on those notes,textbooks every single day.i'm sure gonna miss it.=D
screw you o levels.=D
anw,i miss the torture that i had during track and field trgs.DAMN!i want to get tortured with TOUGH TRAININGS again!=D might be thinking that i'm insane but WHOCARES? i'm so gonna join tennis when i enter poly and get tortured with the intensive runnings and hitting the tennis ball.HAHAHA.torture,wait fer me.
oh.its time fer mugging again.YAYNESS.=DD
creative, versatile and imaginative you appreciate beauty in all forms. You have great inner strength and courage and have the ability to accept large responsibilities or challenging situations with patience and humility. Others admire these qualities and follow your lead. You are honest, discerning and self-disciplined and need to have a peaceful environment. Putting others before self your talents are used to make life better for everyone.
LOL.wad a nice name i have.
anw,o's fishing nearing! like 16more days nt including practical and i've gt loads to revise on.S***
MUST PRESERVER,O'S WIll END SOON ENOUGH.
I LOVE TO STUDY!! YEAH!!especially DNT,HUMANITIES and AMTHS.!woohoo!!this year is the last year to touch on those notes,textbooks every single day.i'm sure gonna miss it.=D
screw you o levels.=D
anw,i miss the torture that i had during track and field trgs.DAMN!i want to get tortured with TOUGH TRAININGS again!=D might be thinking that i'm insane but WHOCARES? i'm so gonna join tennis when i enter poly and get tortured with the intensive runnings and hitting the tennis ball.HAHAHA.torture,wait fer me.
oh.its time fer mugging again.YAYNESS.=DD
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
i'm so effing pissed!
to start with wad i did this morning,its just plainly sleeping thruout morning and afternoon just zoom by.it was 12pm sharp and i was sleeping in the masterbed room all by myself.*shiokness.dad and mum left for bangkok since friday and coming back this evening.i was jus so excited waiting fer them to comeback.without them at home left me all so isolated and lonely.
so woke up,did all my necessary needs and off to mugging on the masterbed bed.ehh.sounds wrong.but wateva!XD while studying,i dozed off and woke up cuz sis ring me,asked me to buy some dumb sotong and prawn balls fer her dumb gathering and says she needs it at ard 6pm.so i decided to go to the supermarket at 3plus and the balls will defroze by den.but today the weather was like FUCKK.it was extremely hott and humid.i can die.the moment i got out of the air-conditioned room,i can sweat immediately.the sun was blazingly hot!so i decided to leave my hse at 5plus, by den the sun had gone down alittle.went to supermarket just beside medeira condo,wahlao.sweat while walking.gd exercise!HA.den bought 3packets of balls which i tot cost abt 3.90,so cheap.but it was 10.99 when the cashier scan the code no.*jaw dropped* bought a tub of blueberry yogurt,2bottles of daisy milk and oat milk and a healthy packet of kegglog cereal.spent a total of $44.90.*finally i can rmb someting in full=D)and i paid with my own $$ but later gonna claim.HA.den,on my way home,saw my *sis,weixin.hahah!still as skinny.i think skinner.chatted fer awhile with the stuffs on my hand,so heavy and i was sweating here and der.nvm.gd exercise.=D
once reached home,i quickly opened up the balls and wash it so that the ice will melt and soak in water to make it defroze faster and my maid was arguing with me.she say:miss!why u soaked in water!later no taste.
miss:huh?no taste?but inside alr gt ice wad,ice melt become water,apa difference?den why u need to soak the fish,later the fish also no taste.
maid:no,dun put water,after the oil will pik piah pik piah.
miss:the fish also will pik piah pik piah wad,fish and ball,sama sama.
LOL.come to think of it.kinda hilarious.haha.den she gt nth to say.so carried on with wad i was doing.finally the balls defroze.but she was cooking all the dishes first.*faint.my sis wants it like at 6plus and she was still cooking the dishes.wahlao.but nvm,let her cook,anyway the balls take a short time to get it done.dad and mum and sis and diana were on the way home.was excited and impatient so helped my maid to cook and wash the pan.she seem to take yrs washing the pan.LOL.den, when she threw the meat in the pan,it stucked on it and iwas like "daywin.mati,stucked"LOL.den she took the spatula from me and toughly pushed the meat to the centre of the pan.i was like"wah,daywin,bagus!"den i helped her cooked,stir stir here and der so the dishes will be done asap.i wanna cook the balls one leh.
so finally,i was able to cook the balls.it was fun cooking the balls.haha!daywin asked me to throw 1 ball to see if the oil is hot enuff,so i threw.ha
miss:eh.daywin,shit!how come the ball stuck in the oil?
maid:ahh.u lah,soak in water.
played ard the ball first.
miss:daywin!u see arh,ikan u wash,why balls cannot wash?ikan and ball sama sama,balls gt ice,defroze become water.ikan gt ice,also gt water.also need to fry in oil.sama sams wad.
she gt nth to say again.LOL.hilarious.so continued to wad i was doing.finally the oil's hot enuff and i throw more balls into the oil.*fun fun=D*den,they all came back and sis gt kinda pissed cuz it wasn't ready yet and she sort of scolded me.i din care at first.left the last batch of balls to be fried.
sis came into the kitchen again and scolded me.
sis:mei!until now u still cooking the balls,i told u wad time to get ready the balls?!by 6plus rite!
mei:wad?the balls need to defroze also rite.
sis:who asked u to leave the hse so late.
mei:wahlao.the weather so hot.hao xin mei hao bao!cook fer u still wanna scold!shouldnt have gone down to buy the stupid balls fer u!
super pissed off with her den.din even say gd things yet wanna scold me.FUCK!
i dun wanna help her anymore!everytime also like that.*pissed*
so the balls were done and they left while my sis said thanks in an sincere way.stupid!
so time to ask wad my parents gt fer me,so happily asked my dad if he bought anything fer me.
mei:papa!why u all went to bangkok like din buy much things one?
papa:u also din say wad u want.
mei:wahlao,initiative luh.
papa:mummy asked u wad u want u also din tell her
mei:she wheregt asked me wad i want,she only ask jiejie lor
papa:den u been to bangkok u shld noe wad is der wad.
papa:u shld noe that we're going to bangkok,u shld alr tell mummy wad u want wad.
mei:aiyah!ya lah ya lah.my fault luh.all my fault lah
papa:yay wad!its ur fault wad.
-_-!
my dad is ferever the right one and i'm always at the wrong.its nt the first time alr.he nv change.he thinks he's an angel!arse!so darn pissed off!der was once where my maid din wake me up and i told my dad abt it and he effing scolded me.and he also scolded my maid.wth.he shld scold the maid and nt me!its the maid's responsibilty to wake me up else wad's a maid fer!pissed off.and i said:ya luh ya luh.its my fault luhh!"and he said:yay luh.ur fault luh.den? WTFFF!!everything is my fault.der's still loads of senariors but too many to put it down.i just dun seem to be able to talk things to my dad cuz everytime i do that,he just blame its my fault.AIYAH!WATEVA LUH!!he's the angel and i'm the devil.its all my fault and anything happened,its always my fault!!!!!URGH!FUCKING PISSED!!!!he still dare to complain to me that mummy always side other pple den her own family member.he is jus no difference from her.i think he's worse.he sides no one accept himself cuz he thinks he's the angel!nvm lor.blame other pple lah.push all the blame more to other pple and u'll never improve!URGH!too pissed to eat my dinner alr so started blogging.ha!so thats all.shall end my blog now.
so woke up,did all my necessary needs and off to mugging on the masterbed bed.ehh.sounds wrong.but wateva!XD while studying,i dozed off and woke up cuz sis ring me,asked me to buy some dumb sotong and prawn balls fer her dumb gathering and says she needs it at ard 6pm.so i decided to go to the supermarket at 3plus and the balls will defroze by den.but today the weather was like FUCKK.it was extremely hott and humid.i can die.the moment i got out of the air-conditioned room,i can sweat immediately.the sun was blazingly hot!so i decided to leave my hse at 5plus, by den the sun had gone down alittle.went to supermarket just beside medeira condo,wahlao.sweat while walking.gd exercise!HA.den bought 3packets of balls which i tot cost abt 3.90,so cheap.but it was 10.99 when the cashier scan the code no.*jaw dropped* bought a tub of blueberry yogurt,2bottles of daisy milk and oat milk and a healthy packet of kegglog cereal.spent a total of $44.90.*finally i can rmb someting in full=D)and i paid with my own $$ but later gonna claim.HA.den,on my way home,saw my *sis,weixin.hahah!still as skinny.i think skinner.chatted fer awhile with the stuffs on my hand,so heavy and i was sweating here and der.nvm.gd exercise.=D
once reached home,i quickly opened up the balls and wash it so that the ice will melt and soak in water to make it defroze faster and my maid was arguing with me.she say:miss!why u soaked in water!later no taste.
miss:huh?no taste?but inside alr gt ice wad,ice melt become water,apa difference?den why u need to soak the fish,later the fish also no taste.
maid:no,dun put water,after the oil will pik piah pik piah.
miss:the fish also will pik piah pik piah wad,fish and ball,sama sama.
LOL.come to think of it.kinda hilarious.haha.den she gt nth to say.so carried on with wad i was doing.finally the balls defroze.but she was cooking all the dishes first.*faint.my sis wants it like at 6plus and she was still cooking the dishes.wahlao.but nvm,let her cook,anyway the balls take a short time to get it done.dad and mum and sis and diana were on the way home.was excited and impatient so helped my maid to cook and wash the pan.she seem to take yrs washing the pan.LOL.den, when she threw the meat in the pan,it stucked on it and iwas like "daywin.mati,stucked"LOL.den she took the spatula from me and toughly pushed the meat to the centre of the pan.i was like"wah,daywin,bagus!"den i helped her cooked,stir stir here and der so the dishes will be done asap.i wanna cook the balls one leh.
so finally,i was able to cook the balls.it was fun cooking the balls.haha!daywin asked me to throw 1 ball to see if the oil is hot enuff,so i threw.ha
miss:eh.daywin,shit!how come the ball stuck in the oil?
maid:ahh.u lah,soak in water.
played ard the ball first.
miss:daywin!u see arh,ikan u wash,why balls cannot wash?ikan and ball sama sama,balls gt ice,defroze become water.ikan gt ice,also gt water.also need to fry in oil.sama sams wad.
she gt nth to say again.LOL.hilarious.so continued to wad i was doing.finally the oil's hot enuff and i throw more balls into the oil.*fun fun=D*den,they all came back and sis gt kinda pissed cuz it wasn't ready yet and she sort of scolded me.i din care at first.left the last batch of balls to be fried.
sis came into the kitchen again and scolded me.
sis:mei!until now u still cooking the balls,i told u wad time to get ready the balls?!by 6plus rite!
mei:wad?the balls need to defroze also rite.
sis:who asked u to leave the hse so late.
mei:wahlao.the weather so hot.hao xin mei hao bao!cook fer u still wanna scold!shouldnt have gone down to buy the stupid balls fer u!
super pissed off with her den.din even say gd things yet wanna scold me.FUCK!
i dun wanna help her anymore!everytime also like that.*pissed*
so the balls were done and they left while my sis said thanks in an sincere way.stupid!
so time to ask wad my parents gt fer me,so happily asked my dad if he bought anything fer me.
mei:papa!why u all went to bangkok like din buy much things one?
papa:u also din say wad u want.
mei:wahlao,initiative luh.
papa:mummy asked u wad u want u also din tell her
mei:she wheregt asked me wad i want,she only ask jiejie lor
papa:den u been to bangkok u shld noe wad is der wad.
papa:u shld noe that we're going to bangkok,u shld alr tell mummy wad u want wad.
mei:aiyah!ya lah ya lah.my fault luh.all my fault lah
papa:yay wad!its ur fault wad.
-_-!
my dad is ferever the right one and i'm always at the wrong.its nt the first time alr.he nv change.he thinks he's an angel!arse!so darn pissed off!der was once where my maid din wake me up and i told my dad abt it and he effing scolded me.and he also scolded my maid.wth.he shld scold the maid and nt me!its the maid's responsibilty to wake me up else wad's a maid fer!pissed off.and i said:ya luh ya luh.its my fault luhh!"and he said:yay luh.ur fault luh.den? WTFFF!!everything is my fault.der's still loads of senariors but too many to put it down.i just dun seem to be able to talk things to my dad cuz everytime i do that,he just blame its my fault.AIYAH!WATEVA LUH!!he's the angel and i'm the devil.its all my fault and anything happened,its always my fault!!!!!URGH!FUCKING PISSED!!!!he still dare to complain to me that mummy always side other pple den her own family member.he is jus no difference from her.i think he's worse.he sides no one accept himself cuz he thinks he's the angel!nvm lor.blame other pple lah.push all the blame more to other pple and u'll never improve!URGH!too pissed to eat my dinner alr so started blogging.ha!so thats all.shall end my blog now.
Monday, September 17, 2007
way back into the past
outside of apartment.
so tomboyish.hah!i'm missing my cute face.LOL
LOL!!
took some photos from my photo album.no time to scan it tho.the pictures are darn hilarious!haha!maid took all the photo album to clean and see thru. haha!i missed my LONG HAIR.i was like only primary 4.and i snap it off cuz of some friend who always play with my beautiful hair and i gt so irritated and snap it off. =(| now i'm so missing it.haha. those photos were taken in gold coast.haha!i was so skinny and cute pls!!
i miss the past.hanging out with my 2 cousins tgt and go insane tgt and stuffs.how fun!and now xianguang is like ard my height.we rarely meet and spend time tgt alr.gee! one fine day shall hang out tgt again.:D
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