my hands are aging. i can see wrinkle. O.M.G! (very bimbotic i noe) omg! i must soak it in milk and den put dons of moisturers and sleep with gloves on. omg!! getting old, die die!

Anw, last paper of my entire sch day is just few hrs from now! im serious! And off for my attachments! 18weeks which is 4months! 4deadly months! :( am i gona be a nurse forever? :( shift work is tiresome. i wana work at raffles city in one of those office tho. it seems pretty awesome actually seeing all the working people out for lunch at a specific timing. it jus felt like ur in sch and time for recess. And everyday same place,same time and seeing same people. :) new bond is form. :) that will be called my working school now.

neway, im gona head to bali in like a wk's time and den 2/3wks break and off to Europe with family and cousins. awesome. mom intended to bring me to japan during Dec. but sadly, i gt attachments. i miss sch, i mean secondary school. i dun seem to have any vivid memory of fun days in polytechnic. it seems miserable for me. My classmates are all weird people. Cuz they came from all different backgrounds. Will working life be the same as polytechnics? or it'll be like secondary school when you meet nice and fun people?which will it be common or uncommon. im quite worried about the working world tho. All the jobs that i did was temporary. Now this coming job will be for abt 2yrs! will the people be nice and family-like? or bitches eat bitches? Gee. im scared!

nom nom! pas peur! (nono, not scared!)Im brave! Im brave!

aight. off to studying. :) Tous les meilleurs merina!. (all the best merina!)