frisbee!

ultimate frisbee training after attachment

had hat tourney.(draw lots)
told ben that i din see the blog cuz i was busy and he says der should be no excuse to NOT SEEING THE BLOG.* he says "if anyone gona say nv see blog again, everyone have to run and sms that person until that person makes sure that he/she recieves it." gee! i wouldnt want that to happen!its not the kind of attention that should be seek!
our group was the weakest. =( and i was completely lost!
totally! i was DAMN DAMN RUSTY with it. but today was a total experience. sadly someone din come for training today! missed out alot

frisbee gurls outing on THIS SUNDAY afternoon! details will be sent by email! =)

today's training we had a fruitful one.=) im glad that i came down for training tho.
LEARNT
-back hand in/out
-fore hand in/out(now it totally makes sense now.)
-up!
-5/2, 4/3 (m/f)
-something point. i forgt! meant teams draw and play again.
-On "O"-horizotal, 2wing(at the sidelines),mid(centre back and fro)/vertical/end zone
-On "D"- zone play.(include cups-L shaped)force home/away-all face in-centre controls game,sideline trap(will be called)-sides D on dumps and cuts while centre block e thrower, MAN MARK MAN
-team team?
-(name) X, everyone mark him/her.
anything else that i missed out?

i realised that i was that lost and adam has to repeat a few times and i had to ask a million people den i understand. i dunno wad happened but i dun seem to be able to get what they are saying or even focus. i lack focus recently ever since the conflict btw my classmates occured. i dun seem to be bothered to anything at all. i dun even think of other people now.cuz wen i do, pple jus dun like me and gang up to say nasty stuff against me. i can never ever forget that it had became a huge impact on my life. every moment i met new friends, every moment i want to talk friendly, every moment i want to help others. this incident jus kept reappearing and i doubt i can ever inprove myself the way i want it to. my learning process became so slow! i messed up sentences with my mind and wad i typed all the time, i forget things instantly and i dunno wad to do now. i dun wana jus flow it through. i jus want things fixed.sigh. guess i just have to remain behind the curtains until i found an angel to make me move out of my pithole. i dun trust myself anymore. sigh.this is a bad emo-ing method, it really makes u feel like 1 and u can nv get out of it.i need counciling sessions badly. =(