Out with this Crazy Women for dinner and "gossip" session. haha! We had alot of past secondary school memories and we had hell lots of things to laugh and share and of cause cam-woring.. haha.. =D (taken from manli.)LOLLL..lazy to type luhh..
Saturday, June 28, 2008
dinner with manli!
Out with this Crazy Women for dinner and "gossip" session. haha! We had alot of past secondary school memories and we had hell lots of things to laugh and share and of cause cam-woring.. haha.. =D (taken from manli.)LOLLL..lazy to type luhh..
umpired energizer national league
i guess i jus sent myself to death.i hadnt umpired for quite sometimes and i agreed to umpire for national league.that was an insane decision.my court umpire is also a cadet and she's kinda rusty as well.so den,we been screwed by not only the coach,july but also the players.i guess we'll be the hated umpires ever..haha!but wad to do..we din even practice at all and wack for national league.thats insane! july kept saying that we need to get positioned and run fast.and the team players of one of the team were so violent and scolded vulgarities to the other team.we cant do anything..stop all of them from playing?cant do that..man.den july took down both our names.SHIT! we cant umpire for netball singapore anymore unless we go for refreshment course.BLOODY..!i dun wantt if der's a need to pay.its so unfair for us.
the more i think of it,the more i get pissed with julie.how can julie actually not let us umpire anymore games?she wanna black list us from umpire in netball singapore.how are we gonna practice our umpiring ever again?!she pass us so that we can umpire the games for practice and now we did,she wanna black list us for not umpiring properly,sayin we made a fool of ourselves. ARGH!PISSED!
the more i think of it,the more i get pissed with julie.how can julie actually not let us umpire anymore games?she wanna black list us from umpire in netball singapore.how are we gonna practice our umpiring ever again?!she pass us so that we can umpire the games for practice and now we did,she wanna black list us for not umpiring properly,sayin we made a fool of ourselves. ARGH!PISSED!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
depressed
hello blog.in fact,it looks like i got time to blog again,well,der's always time if u were to squeeze in some time for something u wanna do.(MAKE TIME)=)
haii..i've been really emo for the past few days,ever since sch reopens.am i gonna continue to live under that negativity radar from her for the whole of my remaining yrs in polytechnic?i wouldn't care if u were to hate me to the core,i will care ALOT if u were to hate me in the clique.which will affect not jus me,but both the parties.
sometimes its really depressing and saddening when you have that someone disliking you and giving you cold shoulder ALL THE TIME.the friends i got in poly now is so different in sec sch.maybe becuz the clique is bigger and smaller grps are formed within.i aint close with any after getting into r/s.the friends that i were closed with seems to drift apart,which i seriously do not want that.somehow,i still put friends before my r/s.
now its jus btw the both parties to solve the situation but it seems like i want it to be resolved and she seems like being in this awkward situaion is fine with her.guess my last and only solution is to confront her.if this dun work,guess i've to use my back up solution den..which may be quite mentally and physically exhausting.
Guess its just part and parcel of life,god is jus being fair.he cant possibly giving you good time for ur entire moment.its some obstacles taht is needed to be overcome and be stronger.
thigns now have been a little rough for me.thinking of the conflict and how i've been treated really saddens me that sometimes i teared during my sleep.i jus need to get over it and its fine. i get really demoralised and feel like a loser when things aint going my way.guess i have to learn that tahst jus life,hvae t accept it that sometmies things just dun always go wad u want it to be.
shit man,my english jus SUCKKKKK!!!
i'm so tired now.tired busy and lazy.ahh..i hadnt been listening in lecture and my trg is like 4times a week?the moment i reached home,i din even touch my book.
man,poly life really needs a lot of self-discipline.shall continue again.ciao.
haii..i've been really emo for the past few days,ever since sch reopens.am i gonna continue to live under that negativity radar from her for the whole of my remaining yrs in polytechnic?i wouldn't care if u were to hate me to the core,i will care ALOT if u were to hate me in the clique.which will affect not jus me,but both the parties.
sometimes its really depressing and saddening when you have that someone disliking you and giving you cold shoulder ALL THE TIME.the friends i got in poly now is so different in sec sch.maybe becuz the clique is bigger and smaller grps are formed within.i aint close with any after getting into r/s.the friends that i were closed with seems to drift apart,which i seriously do not want that.somehow,i still put friends before my r/s.
now its jus btw the both parties to solve the situation but it seems like i want it to be resolved and she seems like being in this awkward situaion is fine with her.guess my last and only solution is to confront her.if this dun work,guess i've to use my back up solution den..which may be quite mentally and physically exhausting.
Guess its just part and parcel of life,god is jus being fair.he cant possibly giving you good time for ur entire moment.its some obstacles taht is needed to be overcome and be stronger.
thigns now have been a little rough for me.thinking of the conflict and how i've been treated really saddens me that sometimes i teared during my sleep.i jus need to get over it and its fine. i get really demoralised and feel like a loser when things aint going my way.guess i have to learn that tahst jus life,hvae t accept it that sometmies things just dun always go wad u want it to be.
shit man,my english jus SUCKKKKK!!!
i'm so tired now.tired busy and lazy.ahh..i hadnt been listening in lecture and my trg is like 4times a week?the moment i reached home,i din even touch my book.
man,poly life really needs a lot of self-discipline.shall continue again.ciao.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
i coughed my heart out
eh shit,now i've to seriously take good care of my health now.i'm coughin like der's no tmr and i'm coughin so much worse due to things i've done that i'm not suppose to do.things that i've taken that i'm not suppose to take..i realised that i cant afford to be sick at all..once i'm sick. der's alot i cant do and alot i cant eat.=( practically everyday i'm having physical training,when ur sick,ur not suppose to go for trg yet i went..ur not suppose to eat fried food,chilli,fruits,cold drinks,but i took.man!i have to seriously get recovered.
anw i went for sea trg in the morning,shiok!my strokes are way better now,guess i've improved,jus that i cant paddle straight,who cares!practice makes perfect. anw..after sea trg, i was at sch doing the shit assignment and den headed off for land trg while i'm still sick..kept coughing.i tot it was jus a mere cough,so i decided to go..who knew that that cough also got me killed!i was den emotionally affected,which i dunno why.we did circuits today.2rounds of joggings and den 6rounds of circuit.it was hell for me den.wth! i breathe like as tho i'm suffocating..the me today wasnt the usual me during trgs.always being so motivating,kept encouraging,kept counting,kept keeping up,today i was lagged behind and stuff..cant blame rite,i'm sick.haha!but i kept pushing myself cuz i tot i wasnt that sick.and did i really push over my limits?did i?can somebody jus tell me?
after the circuits,we did cool down..and cool down from the head?thats abit weird..it should be cool down from the legs and up.they did it wrongly..anw..ohyah!during the run,when they din motivate each other,i gt the urge to really scold them and say.darn it,can u all motivate each other?!we need some encouragement and motivation here!but still,i held back..if i cldnt take it,i think i'll jus shout.shit! why am i so weak?okayokay back to my story.
so when doing the cool down,i was alr kinda out of breathe and din have the strength to continue,i felt like tearing den.i felt like why am i so weak?SHIT!
so den it was rest time and everybody can grape their water bottles and drink up,maria asked me along to the toilet. i was darn sick!i took on the bench and went quite and dead,breathing really hard to grasp for air.so we went to the water cooler and wanted to refill water.who noes i felt a sudden breakout.i felt like crying,so i left halfway to cry and cool down abit b4 i return.went up and said i cant take it anymore.need to have a break.gee!i teared like shit den.i cant control my tears..it kept rolling down my pretty eyes..
i moved off awhile and left alone to tear my hearts out.thats for real..i literally cried for dunno wad reasons!seriously..i cant be the training,all the more i'll jus whine,i wont like breakdown..its stupid!the coach?hell no.he only met us once?he wont rmb our face and whose good and all and thinks not good and cant catch up.it cant be denise again?i've jus complaint my unsatisfaction to my friend alr.so wad izzit?! i must be definitely cuz i'm sick!thats it.!
so den daniel and jingting came over..and asked me to go to the benches to rest,when i moved,i cried like FUCKKKK!!seriously! and clutch my teeth very hard and tie!FUCK UP! and i suddenly felt like the exact moment when i was drunk and its emotionally drunk.FUK UP! i think in conclusion..i'm very very emotional.so yea..haha!i can cry a bucket of salt water for ya.no worries u're out of fluid.HAHA!darn it.now my head hurts like hell..guess many have known and its ugly to let them see it.SHIT! time to recover.rest and loads of rest.!that is wad i need..i'm gettin more stubborn abt my health.SHIT!alriteee...time to sleep. and thanks for daniel,jingting and damien for making me laugh alittle..and gossips!hahah!
anw i went for sea trg in the morning,shiok!my strokes are way better now,guess i've improved,jus that i cant paddle straight,who cares!practice makes perfect. anw..after sea trg, i was at sch doing the shit assignment and den headed off for land trg while i'm still sick..kept coughing.i tot it was jus a mere cough,so i decided to go..who knew that that cough also got me killed!i was den emotionally affected,which i dunno why.we did circuits today.2rounds of joggings and den 6rounds of circuit.it was hell for me den.wth! i breathe like as tho i'm suffocating..the me today wasnt the usual me during trgs.always being so motivating,kept encouraging,kept counting,kept keeping up,today i was lagged behind and stuff..cant blame rite,i'm sick.haha!but i kept pushing myself cuz i tot i wasnt that sick.and did i really push over my limits?did i?can somebody jus tell me?
after the circuits,we did cool down..and cool down from the head?thats abit weird..it should be cool down from the legs and up.they did it wrongly..anw..ohyah!during the run,when they din motivate each other,i gt the urge to really scold them and say.darn it,can u all motivate each other?!we need some encouragement and motivation here!but still,i held back..if i cldnt take it,i think i'll jus shout.shit! why am i so weak?okayokay back to my story.
so when doing the cool down,i was alr kinda out of breathe and din have the strength to continue,i felt like tearing den.i felt like why am i so weak?SHIT!
so den it was rest time and everybody can grape their water bottles and drink up,maria asked me along to the toilet. i was darn sick!i took on the bench and went quite and dead,breathing really hard to grasp for air.so we went to the water cooler and wanted to refill water.who noes i felt a sudden breakout.i felt like crying,so i left halfway to cry and cool down abit b4 i return.went up and said i cant take it anymore.need to have a break.gee!i teared like shit den.i cant control my tears..it kept rolling down my pretty eyes..
i moved off awhile and left alone to tear my hearts out.thats for real..i literally cried for dunno wad reasons!seriously..i cant be the training,all the more i'll jus whine,i wont like breakdown..its stupid!the coach?hell no.he only met us once?he wont rmb our face and whose good and all and thinks not good and cant catch up.it cant be denise again?i've jus complaint my unsatisfaction to my friend alr.so wad izzit?! i must be definitely cuz i'm sick!thats it.!
so den daniel and jingting came over..and asked me to go to the benches to rest,when i moved,i cried like FUCKKKK!!seriously! and clutch my teeth very hard and tie!FUCK UP! and i suddenly felt like the exact moment when i was drunk and its emotionally drunk.FUK UP! i think in conclusion..i'm very very emotional.so yea..haha!i can cry a bucket of salt water for ya.no worries u're out of fluid.HAHA!darn it.now my head hurts like hell..guess many have known and its ugly to let them see it.SHIT! time to recover.rest and loads of rest.!that is wad i need..i'm gettin more stubborn abt my health.SHIT!alriteee...time to sleep. and thanks for daniel,jingting and damien for making me laugh alittle..and gossips!hahah!
Sunday, June 08, 2008
bday bash!
hello blog!oh well,i wanna blog abt my 18th bday!hmm..bday falls on 29of may and sadly,thats on school days!but well,some friends still rmb and i'm quite suprised and elated as well..greetings from friendster, msges and letters.haha!and this yr is the only yr that i get to eat so many CAKES!!omg! ate like 6cakes.okayy.3 of them is a minicake tho,but its still cakess riteee..lol.alrite,actually der's plenty to write but i dun have the time to.
anw its my 2weeks study break now and i haven start my revision yet.darn it! i scare i couldnt make it!sighh..shall blog more soon enuff!=)
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