SHS CAPTAINS BALL

INJURED MY THUMB! THX TO CAPTAINS BALL! lucky i gt a medal.aha

look like?

my friend says i look like grace park.. -.- he's the first to mention that. look like meh?hmm..she's the sexist woman in FHM.aha..

nyp ultimate frisbee party

we had lots of fun over at ben's place. he damn rich, his family owns the whole fish farm, even that land that we're on and he's our coach alrite. =) and i bought my nike tiempo ligera soccer boots. heihei. excited! cant wait to wear it for wed's trg.

JERANGKANG WATERFALL

Jerangkang waterfall trip. 14-18june.
Finally it was over and we had came back 1 piece. But of cuz we brought back more den jus 1 piece, i came back with more friends, more experiences and memories and also, more leadership quality. We all had lots of fun der.
Day 1, everyone was very ui, I tried to start the conversation to make everyone talk, the organizes were saying tat our group was really quiet. So den, day 1, we left school at 8pm and off for the long bus ride to Malaysia. We had restpoint on the way and we ate ramly burger in the nite. Omg! It tasted superb tho its unhealthy to eat at nite. And den off to our destination. We reached the place in the morning and we had our breakfast-milo and mash potatoes. We used mass tins to cook it. Some went to change their clothes n wash up. Cooking session is always the most memorable time spent wif my berkelah 1 group. It was den, wer we get to bond even stronger wen cooking, everyone will come up with their own suggestions on wad to cook first and wad not to cook next. So we took the lorry up and reach our waterfall destination, it was so beautiful. We pitched our tents and groundsheet and we team up tgt t get things done. It was very satisfying for me to get things done and the guys were quite cooperative in the sense that they will help wen we asked them to. So we finished setting up the tents and off we went to change into wet clothes and jump off at the waterfall area. walking on the huge stones were scary, it felt like u can jus slip and fall off any moment.how scary! so day 1 was water jumping day.

day 2 was trekking and we trekked all the way UP like we're climbing ladders. it was that steep..we saw ants ants and more ants. der wasnt any much flies,beetles or mosquitoes der. and the ants der were like 3cm big alrite. and my mean friend went to smack it dead. omg! how mean! i never bear to kill any insects der cuz its wer they belong. if they are in our urban land, i'll definitely kill it. cuz its disgusting! going der is having the mentality of appreciating NATURE, coming back is killing PEST! loll.

so yea, had lots of fun and made alot of new friends, being der is so distressing, can jus put everything behind and have fun! and guess wad!! OUR GROUP WON THE TALENTS NITE AND THE FOOD TASTING! HEIHEI! we decided on the song,stand by me. aha! the theme was nature so we changed the lyrics. every other grp was acting. so boring. aha! and our food we had 3 course meal. how smart rite.. der's potato salad, meesiam, my egg onion and fruits. =) others only have 1 course meal. ahah!!! we rock. okayokay. enuff of self-praising now... =)

ENJOYED MY TRIP TO JERANGKANG WATERFALL. =)

busy liek a bee!

wah. this whole day i am damn busy. wednesday i gt campus roadrun, after that still have the jerangkang waterfall light and wet trg to test out our fitness,after that der's freebies, but i doubt im going. dunno if i shld go. man, den i'll be missing trainings yet again. i'm gona be lack behind everyone else. urgh. i hate that seriously. never did i felt so pressurized and stressed wen i'm doing sports. this is the first time that im experiencing such feeling. i think that is a VERY BAD thing. i got no time! #%@#$^^* den next week gona miss trainings again. i damn sad! =( yet again, lack behind everyone else. bloodyhell, merina wad are you doing? it feels like i cant commit for now la. sian.. den once attachment starts, i dun even noe if i've got time to go for trainings. damn!

den thursday need to go down kallang for 1 stupid netball game den head hm, den friday hanging out with my friends or either baby if he's free. den saturday i got captain's ball den going for freebies bbq at cck. so wth! i've to come all the way back the west side. -.- den sunday church, netball. sian. i dun feel like going netball. and my stamina is like #%#$^, i have to start running and training my stamina alry. my endurances seriously cant pull thru. i suck! and presentation on friday. wah... busy like a bee. okay. update more soon. byebye

stressed.

BIOSCIENCE PRACTICAL on this monday and im damn stress, last min studying kills. trying to ace the practical. wish me luck once again. and may god be with me during practical test. stay calm and relax. anw for some stress-reliever. i found this video so damn hilarious. aha! have a great laugh. adios! =)

busy bee

gosh, im like a busy bee. dun even have time to pee even. gosh! der's so many things to do. damn,

1. project research
2. research for pharmaco tutorial
3. lab skills
4. driving-TP 4/6( must pass)
5. bioscience practical on MON
6. prepare for beep test- physical training for netball. damn, STRESS,der's 7lvls to pass and each lvl has 7-10sections and each section is 20m. wt#%#&. physical on weekends.
7. ICA presentation next week,thursday.
8. call up teacher about missing my pharmaco drug test cuz TP
9. call up teacher to change timetable
10. checkout the malaysia camp trip.
11. sign the bldy idemity form
12. sign up volunteering work-(done)
13. sign up cambodia missionary trip
14. plan for overseas trip
15. wait for friend to check my project.

wah..can u see how many times i have to complete.damn!

im damn fucking pissed

im so damn fucking pissed with this OLD HAG for my today's skill test. so wtf, its so unfair, she claim that i did not practice and i "beg" for second chance and she refused. she says that i wasnt sure,i mean even if i was sure, she jus kept asking and asking to make students confuse. assessers are either der to keep quiet or to prompt you and not making you confused! i was like wth is this teacher doing? firstly, she asked about wad is the size for aspiration tube? i said 16-18 and i repeat myself again and again, i was wondering if i was right, why is she insising to ask over and over again, asking if im right. wth. she's making student even nervous, its no joke to play a fool.i was damn pissed,im definitely gona fight back for my chance for 1st attempt again, its so unfair, if she wants to be strict, the school shld either have let us book more lab practice or let us like learn lesser procedures lor. wtf! who the hell can rmb every single step for all procedures unles u've done it a million times. its bldy unfair and she failed me, if im that despo and daring, i might take a knief and stab her. damn angry. now i understand how cum students will murder their teachers, i finally understand. urgh! gona confirm to my teacher tmr. BLDY OLD HAG!-sharon fong,tats her name!

i was sad den.

30th may was his bday and of cuz i nv forgets.

but the day b4 we quarrelled over stupid thing and he walked away from me, making me think that is it really entirely my fault? but the way he spoke to me made me feel like im some "xiao nu ren" only the man and speak and the woman has no say at all. it was really saddening den. but i din chase after him since he decided to leave, i tot we cld think of sm other plans but he chose to walk away from me. all i wanted was to bring him and eat with my parents, mayb its partly my fault too tat i pushed him to meet wen he's not ready, but i hope he's not gona take 2years later to meet them. i dunwant my parents not knowing who this anonymous guy im dating.

so den, i celebrated this 19th bday without him automaticly wishing me happy birthday, doing sweet stuffs but ohwell. we went to eat at some fancy restuarant and yah.tats it..den we quarrelled and den byebye.

i din noe wad to tell him or wad and all my friends were waiting.

the next day which is his bday, i din evn have time to celebrate so i decided i'll do it in the evening, went to look for him and wanted to treat him at a restuarant yet he went to foot the bill.-.- but den i suprised him with a cake! but he doesnt seem to have any feelings or appreciation for the things i do for him all the time. he treat the cake as some food he eats everyday. i felt dissappointed. he does it all the time. i guess i shld not do anything for him anymore cuz he doesnt knoe how to appreciate wad others have done for him.he din do it once, he did it so many timessss......!! urgh.cant he jus show some appreciation?urgh. angry. but after that things have resolved but of cuz the appreciation thingy is jus stuck in my head til now. so decided to blog this.hope he gets the msg. =) tootles.

happy 19th bday merina!

aha.its hilarious that im wishing myself happy 19th bday,anw it has alry passed. and my 19th bday was a great one, i mean its no better day den spending this special day with ur loved ones and close ones, so wad if the whole world celebrates ur bday and those special and loved ones are not der to celebrate this special day with you. rite?

so yea, i shan't be so long-winded today, i shall let the pictures tell you wad a great 19th bday i had. enjoy! =)

brother bought for me gifts, i was really surprised cuz he hardly get anything for me on my bday, so i guess i noe wad he means, he wants me to get the hse floor clean...no luh.aha

from him, and my closest bestied! muackckkkk!!heheh.made my wishes came true.

sis bought my a gift too, a sports shoe, i was surprised too tho. haha..thx sis

card made by my closest besties!! so damn touched wen i read it...=')

there you go, my besties revealed.aha

daddy and mummy bought my a COACH BAG! omg! i was damn suprised too. i din expect so many things on my bday, really. i tot its jus cake cutting, dinner, blow candle and thats it. omg.=) thx mum and dad.

daddy and mummy revealed.aha

aunty came along too.=)

classmates "celebrated" my bday too. tho its jus a mini cake, but its the thoughts that counts. =) thx gals.so sweet of u.but damn, my friend photoshopped my eye until i look like some alien..=( not pretty alr.

tadaaa.bday girl! me!

cousin and i!

besties again. =)

thanks people for celebrating my bday. appreciated it alot.

me again! aha! you besties made my 19th bday a memorable one. =)

the end!hoped you enjoyed.aha