Tuesday, July 29, 2008

random

hello! i'm being random here again!haha!now in nyp's mac using baby's laptop to kill some time.and he's like watching me typing this post.haha!and pretending to look distracted.LOL!

"blood-ed" this video is darn hilarious.haha!
man,30 more mins to lecture and i soooo dun wanna go,if not for exam tips,i'll jus study in school for my test next week.=)lecture for safety and healthcare is sooo boring!gosh!
ohwell,gonna go for lecture soon,BORING!!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

lost

walaa. i'm here blogging again!!=D after so long?man,i made a no school for myself tmr!wee!i can rest and relax as home!how happy i am,and guess wad,i am awake like i used to.i think i'm a real nocturnal,i dun seem to be able to change my habit of staying up so late and being so hype at nite?oh dearrr,i'm not one of the norms here.XD! btw,its 3.02AM FYI.i jus love staying up late at nite,wher everyone is asleep?and u got no one disturbing u?u get to be in a world of ur own,do wateva u want at nite without people deciding for u whether ur doing the right thing or which to do first,u dun have pple naggin at ur ears,u dun have to talk to people,u jus can relax ur mind,do some self-reflection and reflect on the things u did the day/s before AND have the nite world for urself!can u feel me?how nice to have sometime for urself,its healthy mentally,for me!!=D insane u might say.. FAVOURITE RAMLY BURGERR!!HEHH!der's alot to blog about and its gonna be a really wordy post here,okayy,let me upload some pretty pretty pictures!=>one is enuff!its my sprint kayak gals!muha!=)*ignore my sexy tighs and legs,pardon for opening so big!how obsence!ALEMAKK.haha! anw!i think i noe why i'm feeling so lost!feeling like my life is spinning out of control,having too much to do and not enuff time for myself and my family,too many priorities pullin me apart,leaving me unprepared and pressurize somehow and all,its the cause of no time management!gosh!definitely i'm lacking of it.its time to do up an organizing system to manage my time properly!=D kayaking's trg getting tougher and everyone is puttin their commitment in sprint kayak soon enuff,gosh!the more i need to learn how to manage my time!and sch for me is no good,practically i'm depending on my friends on everything?wads going on in sch and all,when is exam and all,dun even noe wads going on like most of the time?haha!i think they're getting more and more annoyed of me asking them qns ALL THE TIME!geee!time to revamp myself and take charge and be independent for my own life and not the other way round.=)will i actually have the energy to do that?i wonder!goosshhh,i'm emo-ing now..lalalala! I MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!=( thats so random!hahah!gonna upload some sec sch pictures!how i wish i can nv grow up..=(






have u ever tot of wad's ur future gonna be like?i like to think alot,abt alot of things..i like to think abt the pass and present as well,i like to think of the happy moments and moments that make ur life full of roller coaster rides.if u got siblings,will u think if when they all get married and have their family,will they gonna be ever so close to u again?.i really wonder wad has god planned for me for my future,am i gonna be a somebody? or a nobody? i wonder if i gt kids,when they grow up,will they be outstanding kids?have u ever wonder how is death like?how is heaven like?how u gonna look when u die and enter the gates of heaven?having ur parents,ur grand parents,great grand family waiting for u?der's SOOO many qns i wanna ask but yet no one has the answers for it.except god and time.i wonder will i die young or old?i wonder will i be a hippy grandma,i wonder will my kids put me in old folk home,i wonder wad the world coming to in the future,i wonder will the future generation gonna be really brainy.i'm excited and at the same time,scared..hmmm..past,present and future,i wonder...ohwell!!i can nv get those answers,back to reality now,no pt thinking so much..all i have to do now is priortize my impt matters uhh!


and stupid phonee!!i cant transfer pictures into my com!bloody hell! anw mummy bought macbook and many ipod for each of us(siblings)muhaha!LOVE MUMMY!
mum gives us comfort and dad gives us love..wad a purrfect family i have.=)i miss granny.AHHH.i miss alot of things.=( haha!random.okayy..its a long post indeed,i shall stop now.gonna go study,din noe 1 cup of coffee could last me so hype until now.TEHE!

Thursday, July 10, 2008








ehh..my previous post like so scary,shouldnt have put in red font.haha!SCARYYY!!
TIME TO UPLOAD SOME BEAUTIFUL PICTURES HEREE!!!
MUAHHAHA!! WE WERE SO BORED IN THE BIOLAB THAT WE STARTED TAKING PICTURES>HEHE!

BABYYY!=D

Hello blog! man.its been ages ever since the last time i blogged,been sooo busy lately with so many things.Now i've gt an extra commitment and its not easy juggling it all.i'm still trying to adjust the life of being in a r/s,it's definitely not easy being in a r/s,der are many things u have to worry,jus so many..but lucky i got some supportive friends ard me.=)thanks a million friends...=)ohwell,suddenly i got nth much to blog,unlike the past.maybe cuz i got too many things in my head and baby with me all the time that i dun necessary find a need to blog it here.but wadeva it is,i'll still try to blog cuz i wanna rmb all the life experiences and incident that i had encounter.hmm..now i've gt my r/s to commit,my studies,my cca(sprint kayak) and i got no time for my friends at all.i'm feeling rather down that i got not much time to bond with them.='(
everyday i only manage to reach home after 9?usually its always after 9.mon,thurs and sat is our sprint kayak compulsory training and wed is not official.OHYAH! guess wad,today i completely forgt that der's trg today,seriously!how can i actually forget?man!thats how busy and tired i was den.too much things running in my mind that der's so many things i blocked out from my head.sighh..i'm getting more and more forgetful,sometimes it really made me wonder if i would have dementia when i grow old.hmmm..i wouldnt want that!!!
tuesday usually end sch after 6,den baby will always accompany me home.talking about baby,i feel so fortunate having him by my side like ALL THE TIME? he definitely put in alot of effort in this r/s.he's just so sweet and all,sometimes i'm really touched by certain things he says or do.uhh...nv felt so loved before.=)everyday he wakes up early in the morning jus to accompany me to school and he had to come all the way down from novena to bukit gombak and walk afew distance to my place and den accompany me to school at YCK.he din even mind waking up so early and all.and after school,he would rather accompany me home den to be on time for his appt.and he's always der for me when i'm down.thanks alot baby...after 16th this month is our second month,time really flies..and i'm glad tat i got him.i dunno why but i feel like as tho we're meant to be together,it feel like god planned this to happen.everything that happened seem to be so coincidental and things jus goes smoothly.there were many a times whereby we din plan to meet up and suppose to meet up and den again,we jus managed to bump into each other.HAHA! are we really fated to be together?hmm..if it is,i'm really really glad!=) and thank god for letting us be together.=) love baby alot of more now.