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i realized something,deep emotions i had made me remembered my blog.it is time to blog my sadness again.this is rather insane to blog all things negative about what had happened!but somehow,happy moments do not make me blog unless it is an extreme one.but who cares?
i'm feeling all so pissed,sad and irritated.its a mixture of emotions which made me blog.its frustrating to know what people says about you,behind your back.somehow,the best solution is to act ignorant or dumb,dont even use your brains to think at all and everything will be the same as what you thought it is every single day,nice people.its rather weird how people could actually treat their friend as their "diary" topic.spilling out EVERY single thing that happened,EVERY thing that is done.it is like after drinking the water,not even a drop of water should be left in the cup.its all human's nature,perhaps my perception was wrong,perhaps its woman's nature.am i not one?that's insane!i am just different from them.and even more insane to post this up.shalln't further elaborate on it more.i wondered who am i.anw,the hairdresser nearby my hse do not know how to cut a simple hairstyle!its dumb of her to cut at my eyebrows length then to my eyelids.WAKEUP!dont u even noe how to differentiate which is the eyebrows and eyelids you dumb shit!ur price is $1 more than jeanyip and u cant even pull thru ur cutting skills,maybe i should say u cant even understand simple english.i am darn pissed with the hairdresser!WADEVA!
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and STUPID LIES
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

certain lyrics describe me.ZOMG!this post made me so emo.no!!i'm a happy person!i am!
quotes for the morning"winners NV quit, quitters NV win"