Monday, July 23, 2007

She left to a peaceful place,my beloved granny =)

she looked so fine past few days ago.her tender hands were so warm,her eyes were so bright,her systems is still working.but everything seems to go wrong.i can sense that her time is running out.her shitting system goes hay-wired and her inner system reject what she takes in,even water.Her grand daughter tried to psycho her to swallow her food as well as her drinks,however everything was just on the surface of her tongue.And all she does was just nod her head.
for the past three days,her stomach was only filled with acids.she went without food and water.daywin asked for advise but i cant do anything,no one can help even the doctor.this was not the worse scenario.Her faeces kept flowing like river.no matter how many times daywin clean,it just kept flowing.her faeces was no longer brown,it turned to greenish then greenish black.
everyday seeing her,noticing the difference in her physical appearance really kills my heart.she became skinnier.her face got smaller and her eyes lids were so heavy.one glance,you maybe think that she sees life no purpose anymore.she was resting on her bed with her eyes closed all the time.she started to suffer from bed sore due to the heat that transfer to her back bone.my heart really kills.(pain)
then,i asked my dad izzit she only left with days to live?and he nodded.today after school,i got home and looked for food,i had my hungry pangs going.her door was close so i assume daywin was cleaning her up as there were guest in my hse.As my dad mentioned to me she was died.i was shocked,i din expect her to leave so soon.i just asked my dad that question yesterday.yet,she cant even live for days.
she looked exactly the same when how i used to look at her.it seems like she was sleeping.her hands turned icy cold and her body temperature started to drop.i felt nothing while my sister's eyes were swollen.daywin had the greatest impact.uncles and aunties came.sons and daughters of hers cried even my dad.i tot he was strong,but the moment he said his last words for her,he burst into tears.every man cried.i was standin rite beside my dad cryin with him really badly.seeing her leave by the trolley,away from the hse,away from the block and away from us ferever physically.we weaped our hearts out.something is missing now.her presence,her naggings,her advise,her listening ears,her tender loving care,her cookings,her scoldings,her evil mouth,her chasin-after-us-to-stop-runnin-ard-the-table,her presence,her cuteness,her concern-ness.='( i'll miss you granny!i'm glad u left in peace to a better place.U'll always be rmbed til my very last breathe tho u're gone.

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