soft-hearted

One thing for sure, i get bullied, i get taken advantaged of is because im too soft. im too soft to people who are dear to me. im too soft to people who are close to me. i tolerate and swallow all the nonsense, i dun complain much. so its becuz of those, people think im stupid and gullible. Maybe? Maybe not? im trying to learn to be strong, which i was.. but im weak now. i have to learn to be strong again. May the lord give me strength and power to do what i need to do. Amen!
Me being soft hearted is stupid and coward of me. where is the hard-hearted side of me? its missing somewhere in me.