We all have to learn from life lessons and grow stronger, that should be the way. 

However i feel that i am always faulting the same mistakes cuz im not strong enough. In fact, im growing weaker. Which it shouldnt be that way! Wth am i even been thinking. 

gotta learn to see who to give my kindness to wisely. too soft-hearted i am. bad, very bad. 

And there is some issues arised, i need t put it a stop before it grows deeper which i dunwant it t happened. it shall just remain as that. Bye bye and quit S-ing me. 

xoxo.