pesta sukan-mixed team

today was a fabulous and distracting saturday! cuz i had netball games today. .haha! abandon sprint kayak for netball game.ohwell! it was a tournament! But din managed to get into the second round of the mixed team tho.SIGH!OUHOUHOUH!!i had seriously MUSCLE CRAMPS after a few games,DARN IT! it was the first time where i actually sees my muscle contracts!INTERESTINGG!HAHA!okay..back to my topic!hmmm.. every year we've been losing and not getting into the second round when we played,what we lacked of is disiplinary,commitment and the fighting spirit! everyone wants to win! to be a winner,the top team,its not easy,jus like studying for the very last min u dun see good grades..the most,i'll say jus pass? And if those who said that they din study at all and still can get good grades, those pple who simply says that,i think its all BULLSHIT! today certain player in our team thought of switching to a better team which,i think its painful to the ears upon hearing it.that person is not the first who said indirectly that our team isnt one of the better teams compared to some teams.

I still remember the first time when i joined the netball team,i was driven to improve, to push myself, to get well and win during tournament games.but its very frastrauting to see our teammates do not have the fighting spirit and seems not prepared or nervous for the game at all.it was very disappointing as well.our coach is really a very nice coach,or i shld say,a very good listening ear but when it comes to training,no comments!haha!and i think she feels disappointed that der's so few pple coming for trainings..initally i still rmb that i came for every single training after graduating from sec 5,i found a strong motivation to actually continue in team games and wanting to excel in it.But when u see ur teammates not driven and shows u attitude yet u dunno how to influence and inspire them to have the fighting spirit,how u felt is like giving up on the team,just accept the fact that its a recreational team.
But den again, when we join those competitive games and still maintain our standards and not pushing forward,it will not get us anywhere.the guys indeed has improved alot and the good thing is that THEY HAVE THE STAMINA! their stamina is der,it feels so depressing when u see urself going for tournaments in KNC and not getting into the second round,ITS DISGRACING! pple gonna label us as the loser team,which is not very pleasing to hear.
we really lack of the fighting spirit! ! totally!

i think we should do something abt it.if other clubs can do it,i strongly believe that we can do it too!
TEAM SEIRIOS! ALL THE WAY!