i feel good..nahnah nahnah nahnah nahnah nah...felt so fresh and good after netball.=D man!sports keep me alive again.=D i wonder how am i gonna adjust myself without sports when i get so much older.every morning i'll walk to the mrt to take train to work and i always see these same old ladies gather tgt and doing their daily workout.i wonder when i get older,will i be jus like them?am i gonna be the next them?if until den,i'm still blogging,perhaps when i ever gonna read this post again,i'll go "i am already them" haha.that is if i still blog during that age and den reading the post that was written many many yrs back...all the memories will be kept here.how sweet to read them and letting my kids read someday,even their kids and their kid's kid.hah!okayy.enuff of that.
went for netball trg and HM was sayin that we need to win the inter-com competition else we will nt get sponsorship from the community centre.thats bad.all the while,we've been playing leisurely,without any goals to achieve and tahts wad i hate about the team.we do not have enuff pple to even get committed.perhaps cuz we dun have a goal.so now,we have a goal and we must achieve!gonna do this for HM cuz of her passion,gonna do this for the many that were playing in netball before and came in and out of it.gonna keep it sustaining.its really hard on HM to actually organise and pushing and saying everyone's fault and getting everyone doing wad she said and players jus dun like being "controlled" guess the way she does it make pple feel that way.so now,we have a goal and i'm exhilarated to hear about the competition but wad worries me is the players in the team.we have to make it! anw,today J gt frastrated of certain players.finally somebody is feeling wad i had always been feeling..haha!now i'm stronger.u take hard effort to go for the ball,doing all the runs and running more then the rest and the next thing is that they dun get a darn when the ball jus flies off and letting the ball go.it makes players who did their 110% angry!very!suddenly i think that i shldnt sort of go against hm since she's really trying hard to build the team and so is J.Really admire HM somehow.hah!
i'm writing this down cause i think the dragonboat in NYP is like the netball team that i'm in.and i'll be the next HM.that is if i join the nyp dragonboat.=D cant wait for school to start like literally.i dun wanna be an average band sportswoman.i've higher goals to achieve now.der's just so many goals i wanna achieve!especially this goal that i had this year on.spend my money to get my car and bike licence.diving,umpiring and dance courses.man!its gonna cost me a bomb.i'm a very poor lady so pple,please dun say that i'm RICH cuz i'm not!saving $$ for my future needs!=D anyhow,its time to shower and back on learning my work later!
Guess the story indeed gonna begin when i get into poly.i can anticipate that days in poly gonna be a tough one.wadeva it is,bring it on!haha!i shall end here now.byebye!
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