finally i'm bloggin again

gosh..finally i can remember my password by luck..haha.finally and i try not to let my blog rot..lolx..its like so so long ever seens e last time i blog..hmm..ohwell.today ish friday and we had student leaders meetin at 230..so school ends at 1230,shirley,catherine,emily and me went to mayim in westmall to eat..haha,its a resturant by the way..lolx.we are high class pple..so we go to resturants to eat..lolx..well actually we catherine and me had only 17bucks altogether but luckily shirley din go to sch today so we called her to eat with us..haha..and asked her to bring some money too and she bought 20bucks..so we had 37bucks..emily has got no money with her..haha..unloaded.den da pple who are working dere din welcome us in to mayim,i think.like wad the hell..e workers said welcome fer the adults and not us.! wad ish this! Think we have gt no money.! bloody hell.! but wateva..haha..so catherine,emily and me called la-mien with spices and stuff and shirley called la-mien with beef briskets..haha but ours taste better,..so they give us pao-cai(korean) as appertizer and it tasted real good..gosh..i din knoe that it would be so nice..yummie.hah.so before the pao-cai was served,we were kinda worried that we had not enough cash so we calculated da recipt that was placed on da table,shirley calculated e bill at 37.40cents and emily said there's till GST and service charge too..so we got kinda worried..okie..very worried that we had nt enough cash to pay e bill..den catherine was like.."die la,hv to wash plates alr" but guess wad,we saw ANG CHIN CHUAN in mayim too..haha..i'm so so happy to see him.so i was like telling catherine to ask ANG CHIN CHUAN to borrow 5bucks from him and catherine was so not gonna walk and ask him fer the money but i kept askin her and she eventually went to him..haha..and catherine whispered to his ears cuz he's friends were dere too,i think..nt sure if they are his friends..so ANG CHIN CHUAN asked her who she came with and she told him,so he moved he's head to look at US, i was so embarassed..haha..covering mah face with my hands.gosh..so he was kind enough to lend us 10bucks..haha..and he's friends saw so he's friend was tellin catherine that we dun hv to pay ang chin chuan back..lolx..10bucks to him ish wad man..? aiyo..haha..okie..ang chin chuan rocks..he saved our day..but nt really..lolx..so after the food,the drinks and appertizer and stuffs,we called fer bill, e lady calculated that da total bill was 34.90! gosh..so we actually had enough money,but cuz emily was like sayin wad she used to eat with her family and cost abt 40bucks..hello..even if i eat with my parents,i can eat til like 50bucks over..so i told catherine to return angchinchuan e 10bucks but she,emily and shirley insist on monday and 1 dunno fer wad freakin reasons,he friend ish dere and i properly thinks that he wun accept that 10bucks cuz he's friends were dere,and he might feel kinda embarassed i think..haha..but still,they insist on monday..so fine..monday den..and cuz shirley wents to buy chocolates so..okie...she buys and catherine had to accompany her cuz they had to rush back to sch fer student leader meeting..we were kinda late..but nt very late and on the way to sch..we saw sarheran..dunno how to spell his name..haha..so we walked together to the AVA room,i dun really thinks that its embarassing to be late cuz i'm too used to the feelin..haha..i'm always late fer sch..but i cant now,i only have last chance,after that last chance i have to go fer detention..gosh..thats worse..and my collar-pin mihgt be taken away..but wadeva..gonna end this now..hands are getting numb and its true..not crapping.haha..yeah..ending this

describe n ocassion when u acheieved something which you had always found very difficult to do

describe an ocassion when u achieved something which you had always found very difficult to do?

during my secondary one life,my coach for my cca,track and field, used to be miss fiona tan.She is very strict about disciplinary but she is very humourous and she was a teacher in dunearn too.people respect her and with her around in track and field,no one would do any thing withour discussing with her. she knows how to coach her althletes well.althought knowing not much about long distance,shot put and long jump.she only knows how to train althletes for short distance.coaching sprinters is at her finger tips.she would train me and my fellow sprinters from 16seconds of running 100m to 14seconds.she would train us untl we achieved the timing for national level.(103)

A year later,she transferred to fairfield methodists school.Wehn i first saw my new coach,mr tan, i was in despair.first impression matters for me.he was not wearing branded clothes,he looked old and he was not fit.i did not respect him much and so is his training.during the 4k run,i would walk when i felt abit of exhaustion.but during miss tan's training,i never did or dare to walk.(80)mr tan was too lenient and he's training was not tough enough.i begin to looked down on him.but everytime after training,there would be a theory session where he will speak out and say things like how you manage your time,how to excel in both sports and studies and there was a time when he said he coach commonwealth secondary school.so i begin to looked upon him.from then no,i went for every single trainings althought i distest running long distance.

our school cross-country was held at macrichite reservoir and the distance is 3.2km.our coach train us and kept doing time trials for us.i was doing 25mins and then 20mins constantly.i did not improve or deprove in my timing.during that day,i was not prepared for my race and had stitches.i did badly and came in 3rd with the timing of 21mins.i was disappointed with myself but i told myself that even though i cannot beat the 1st girl in position,i will beat the girl's timing which is 18mins.(362)

i meant what i said and i train very hard.every training i put in my 100percent of strength to it and even did my own runnings during the weekends.During the inter-school cross country,i was ready and prepared.it was held in turf city and the distance is 3.7km.Althought i did not win the race but i achieved my timing.i did 17mins and it was even better then the gal that came in 1st for our schools cross country. i was very overjoyed,i felt that i was the dark horse.no one would expect that i would do so well.(470)

so happy..!!

today i went to church..again..haha..cuz its the holy week and i have to attend mass like everyday..haha..the mass starts at 9pm..and today ish easter..i think?? and we have to hold candles and light em up..sing songs and stuff..haha..but there's more..today ish the baptism of the catechumens..and they have walk in the small pool..i didnt know it was deep..haha..and kneel in the water..the father was in the pool too..haha..so the father touch the catechumens head and pushin the head in the water..gently of course..haha..3 times..the person ish still wearing the clothes but without the shoes..after that..the person stands up and walk out of the pool..haha..and zhiguang was dere sayin its cool and stuff..haha..and i was dere laughing..haha..imaginin if the father forced the person's head in the pool and the person keeps struggling..LOL..evil me..haha..the youth group peeps were helping out the church..and they wore so formally..how nice..haha..feel like joinin the youth back..missing those days..where i go home late..having fun..feelin so busy..tired..haha..love those days..but now?? its like i'm so free to do anything..i hate this kinda life..slacking ard..doing nth..getting fatter..and mah good buddies are nt sporty..thats the worse part..I MUST CHANGE FOR THE BETTER...haha..gonna get busy again..i must..i hate this kinda do nth life..haha..ohwell....shall carry on..haha..so after the stuff and everything...it ended abt 12plusplus.. i told mah sista that its still early..and i didnt feel like going home yet..therefore..she brought me to somewhere near the school NUS to eat prata with my 'father',ethan..LOL..ethan ish a real cool guy..as in he ish real humourous..he ish forever making my sista and me laugh and he's cool..haha..i luv him..haha..so ethan parked his car at the side of the road near the cheese prata shop and we went in to get seated..haha..mah sista called the man..and i ordered mushroom prata and potato cheese egg prata..its like WOW!! cant stop eating it..haha..its real nice..haha...and mah sista ordered teh si,teh O and and teh cipno..haha..its nice too..haha..bet i put on weight today..haha..i ate LOTS and LOTS of chocolates in the afternoon..mah sista bought em..haha..dunno wat got into her..she bought 3boxex of meji chocolate..a few packets of meji chocolates again..1 box of cheese biscuits..2 packets of meji strawberry and white chocolate...and 1 roll of chocolate jelly...haha..those stuff cannot last more den 3 days..cuz of mah brother..that idiot..!!haha..shall carry on..haha..
so after eating the prata..we chatted..crapped about stuff and i took picture wit mah 'father' LOL..cool..haha..den..he drove us home..its so fun havin him ard..haha..especially in his BMW car..haha..his back seats are made from real leather and everytime he suddenly steer his stoopid steerin wheel...i will be sliding from left to right..and den right to left again..but its fun...haha..i was like laughin and laughin..haha..and he blast his musics so loudly..i mean only for the song superstar by jamelia..haha..thats his favourite song..haha..he blast that song and we sang the song real loud..haha..he basically just rawks..haha..so he drove us home..said bye to him..and went home to bath and stuff...i dun like to go home nowadays..seriously..its just so sudden and i dunno why..haha..but wateva..haha..oh well..shall stop here..its real long..and mah fingers are telling mah brain cells that they are tired of typing..LOL..mah fingers needa rest..haha
'father' rawks..!!

aight.!

geez..! gonna blog again..haha..hmm..wat else to write?? ohya..i remembered..gosh..!! nationals ish on the 13th of april and its like ard the corner..haha..i feel that i'm nt prepared yet...cuz the trainings are like twice a week..helLoOo..how can that help.?? i used to run quite fast when Ms fiona tan ish still ard..that was last time..and now..i'm really slacking..cuz mr tan's training ish too slacking and i wasn't used to his slacking training..and his training ish only twice a week..nt like ms tan..3 times a week....mah mentality ish nt dere anymore..i cant run fast..and i used to like having tough trainings..but now..i prefer it to be more slacking..cuz of the coach..i guess he ish too lenient..thats why..almost EVERY monday's training ish always running 4k and then strengthening..i know he wants to build our stamina up..and mah stamina ish alr up..only that i cant run fast anymore..i cannot take tough trainings anymore..seriously..i dun understand wat happened to me..sigh...maybe because coach ish so disappointed in me and i kinda become the 'lousy' 1..sigh..miss those days where coach have high expectations on me..the feeling ish real good..but i took that for granted..argh..*feelin so regreted*
I'M SLACKING!! argh...sucks..haha..really slacking...wat happened to me..!! wake up wake up wake up..!!

next next next..

aight..!! went skating last saturday..and the feelin ish good..yea..haha.haven been skating seens sch starts..haha..being lazy and busy..haha..and guess wat..i learn new stuffs again..haha..so happy..!! aight..!..haha..suppose to learn hockey stop..but instead of that..i did backwards snow plow..haha..actually its anyhow stop..but its cool..haha..i'm so happy..gonna skate regularly..can practice mah anyhow stop and learn new stuffs..haha...

shall end..

sigh..

haiz..its been so long seens i've started blogging again..so many unlucky stuff happened each day...mr toh made me either write 1000 lines or write 1000 words of compo just becuz i didnt write mah content page..how unlucky ish that..and i have to finish writing it on that day..and i wrote until abt 6plus i guess its was alrite..i dun mind..and yesterday i was drawing mah DNT folio..and i have to hand it in by that day...gonna finish soon.and mah friend spill the cup of lemon barley on the table and mah papers kena..so ish mah pencil box..i did it for like so long and there goes 1 cup of barley spill on the table.mah papers kena the barley..but nt alot..the ink smudge...mah eyes was filled with tears..but it didnt roll down..i almost cried nt becuz of the papers..but many unlucky things happened..and yesterday i went to run for the cross country..and i some sort of being said by mah coach..of why i was late and stuff...but that was alrite..the race started..and in the forest..mah shoe lace dropped,i was patting while tying it..afew seconds pass..in the forest.there ish this very upsteep slope..and its like 65degree..it was high..i ran like a ghost..all the way up the time i reach the top.i was patting hard..mah coach was there giving me water to drink and pushing me hard to chase after the person infront of me and i did..but the person was nt from dunearn....at the pathway of the road i almost vomited...doing the vomit action 3times..that ish bad..i almost wanted to give up...but i continue..was singing song in mah mind..kept pushing mahself..telling mahself that i can do it..and i did..i came in 3rd..huiyi was 1st and jasmine was 2nd..i was so tired after the race and i dunno why..its like so sudden..okie..maybe its nt sudden..maybe its becoz i didnt rest b4 mah race..mah coach was really really dissapointed..he said our timing ish like shit and 20mins is other schools' joggin pace.other schs are like doing15mins plus plus.....but i will continue to improve..i promise myself i want to aim at least 18mins i must..okie.back to where i was..after the race..i went to the toilet and cry..i cannot take it anymore..i wanted to cry 2times alr..but i hold on to mah tears..nt because of the position..its because of the "unluckyness"..somethings happened...mah goodfriends know wat happened. im so screwed..sigh..i felt like dying when such things happened..not that matter..but the unluckyness happened..i knew something will happened..i knew it..but it was far more den wat i thought..sigh..shall carry on..and i was alrite after i came out of the toilet and darn..darren asked me something..i forgt..and when i say it out and tell him..i burst out into tears again..because i was recalling it again..and den he confort me..he kept sayin that abt the position and stuff..but its bt the position..i dun care abt the position..really..and soOo many pple saw me cried...that was worst..and XX saw me cried..thats even worst..and i'm nt sure if XX saw 'it' or nt..sigh..I'M SO SCREWED!! but whatever it ish..i am metally prepared....so bring that stupid 'unluckyness' thingie on..i'm nt afraid already!!

aching everywhere!!

argh..after the intensive training on monday..run from the 1st tree to the 4th tree and slow jog from the 5th tree to the 1oth tree..it keeps going until the 4k distance ish over..and darn..after the whole thingie of that training ish over..i have aches everywhere..everytime i invert mah feets in...like a duck?? and the pain ish like cramps..real painful cramps..and i walk at the side of mah feet..i seems to cant walk using the full feet..mah tighs aching too..sigh..need to rest..but i dun wanna rest..cuz mah stamina has alr increase and i shall nt let mah stamina drop..nono..i wun let that..i shall endure the pain..but will it get worse if i just ignore it??? sigh...its just getting worse..help...............trackers rawks..haha.

i'm so stress...freaking stress..almost everyday i didnt do mah maths homework and go school to copy from others...everyday have maths..argh..stress stress..i hate MR ANG!!..everyday hv to see that freaking annoying face of his..hate him..
shall continue the next time..so sleepy..*yawns*

i haven been blogging since dec,all because of mah dad...keep asking me to study and study and study...lolx..so now i quickly write..before he bloody nags at me again..lolx...its 2005 and i'm sec3..and mah darn class maths teacher ish horrible...my gosh..its MR ANG CHIN CHUAN..and our class have to see him like EVERY WEEKDAYS..argh...he's unlucky to have a student like me..haha..cuz i gonna complain abt him..he's horrible..argh....he teaches our class so slow..and we dun understand a single bit..haha...dun dare to ask him to repeat..cuz he's freaking impatient and keep making that stupid sound..sickening freako..ops..but wateva..haha..life's getting more fun..and i love going to school..haha..so nice to be back to school..but hate it when there ish homework..especially maths..argh..so darn difficult..but wateva..haha..

today we have training..(track &field)in school and its so fun..my gosh..even though its tough and i'm tired..its still fun..haha..cuz the spirit ish dere and i kept teasing mah juniors...those part-timers came for training too..and i think they wont stay for long either..i love track&field..only when the spirit ish dere..muhaha..i'm loving it..