so happy..!!

today i went to church..again..haha..cuz its the holy week and i have to attend mass like everyday..haha..the mass starts at 9pm..and today ish easter..i think?? and we have to hold candles and light em up..sing songs and stuff..haha..but there's more..today ish the baptism of the catechumens..and they have walk in the small pool..i didnt know it was deep..haha..and kneel in the water..the father was in the pool too..haha..so the father touch the catechumens head and pushin the head in the water..gently of course..haha..3 times..the person ish still wearing the clothes but without the shoes..after that..the person stands up and walk out of the pool..haha..and zhiguang was dere sayin its cool and stuff..haha..and i was dere laughing..haha..imaginin if the father forced the person's head in the pool and the person keeps struggling..LOL..evil me..haha..the youth group peeps were helping out the church..and they wore so formally..how nice..haha..feel like joinin the youth back..missing those days..where i go home late..having fun..feelin so busy..tired..haha..love those days..but now?? its like i'm so free to do anything..i hate this kinda life..slacking ard..doing nth..getting fatter..and mah good buddies are nt sporty..thats the worse part..I MUST CHANGE FOR THE BETTER...haha..gonna get busy again..i must..i hate this kinda do nth life..haha..ohwell....shall carry on..haha..so after the stuff and everything...it ended abt 12plusplus.. i told mah sista that its still early..and i didnt feel like going home yet..therefore..she brought me to somewhere near the school NUS to eat prata with my 'father',ethan..LOL..ethan ish a real cool guy..as in he ish real humourous..he ish forever making my sista and me laugh and he's cool..haha..i luv him..haha..so ethan parked his car at the side of the road near the cheese prata shop and we went in to get seated..haha..mah sista called the man..and i ordered mushroom prata and potato cheese egg prata..its like WOW!! cant stop eating it..haha..its real nice..haha...and mah sista ordered teh si,teh O and and teh cipno..haha..its nice too..haha..bet i put on weight today..haha..i ate LOTS and LOTS of chocolates in the afternoon..mah sista bought em..haha..dunno wat got into her..she bought 3boxex of meji chocolate..a few packets of meji chocolates again..1 box of cheese biscuits..2 packets of meji strawberry and white chocolate...and 1 roll of chocolate jelly...haha..those stuff cannot last more den 3 days..cuz of mah brother..that idiot..!!haha..shall carry on..haha..
so after eating the prata..we chatted..crapped about stuff and i took picture wit mah 'father' LOL..cool..haha..den..he drove us home..its so fun havin him ard..haha..especially in his BMW car..haha..his back seats are made from real leather and everytime he suddenly steer his stoopid steerin wheel...i will be sliding from left to right..and den right to left again..but its fun...haha..i was like laughin and laughin..haha..and he blast his musics so loudly..i mean only for the song superstar by jamelia..haha..thats his favourite song..haha..he blast that song and we sang the song real loud..haha..he basically just rawks..haha..so he drove us home..said bye to him..and went home to bath and stuff...i dun like to go home nowadays..seriously..its just so sudden and i dunno why..haha..but wateva..haha..oh well..shall stop here..its real long..and mah fingers are telling mah brain cells that they are tired of typing..LOL..mah fingers needa rest..haha
'father' rawks..!!

aight.!

geez..! gonna blog again..haha..hmm..wat else to write?? ohya..i remembered..gosh..!! nationals ish on the 13th of april and its like ard the corner..haha..i feel that i'm nt prepared yet...cuz the trainings are like twice a week..helLoOo..how can that help.?? i used to run quite fast when Ms fiona tan ish still ard..that was last time..and now..i'm really slacking..cuz mr tan's training ish too slacking and i wasn't used to his slacking training..and his training ish only twice a week..nt like ms tan..3 times a week....mah mentality ish nt dere anymore..i cant run fast..and i used to like having tough trainings..but now..i prefer it to be more slacking..cuz of the coach..i guess he ish too lenient..thats why..almost EVERY monday's training ish always running 4k and then strengthening..i know he wants to build our stamina up..and mah stamina ish alr up..only that i cant run fast anymore..i cannot take tough trainings anymore..seriously..i dun understand wat happened to me..sigh...maybe because coach ish so disappointed in me and i kinda become the 'lousy' 1..sigh..miss those days where coach have high expectations on me..the feeling ish real good..but i took that for granted..argh..*feelin so regreted*
I'M SLACKING!! argh...sucks..haha..really slacking...wat happened to me..!! wake up wake up wake up..!!

next next next..

aight..!! went skating last saturday..and the feelin ish good..yea..haha.haven been skating seens sch starts..haha..being lazy and busy..haha..and guess wat..i learn new stuffs again..haha..so happy..!! aight..!..haha..suppose to learn hockey stop..but instead of that..i did backwards snow plow..haha..actually its anyhow stop..but its cool..haha..i'm so happy..gonna skate regularly..can practice mah anyhow stop and learn new stuffs..haha...

shall end..