thank lord.=)

i'm so effing pissed!

to start with wad i did this morning,its just plainly sleeping thruout morning and afternoon just zoom by.it was 12pm sharp and i was sleeping in the masterbed room all by myself.*shiokness.dad and mum left for bangkok since friday and coming back this evening.i was jus so excited waiting fer them to comeback.without them at home left me all so isolated and lonely.
so woke up,did all my necessary needs and off to mugging on the masterbed bed.ehh.sounds wrong.but wateva!XD while studying,i dozed off and woke up cuz sis ring me,asked me to buy some dumb sotong and prawn balls fer her dumb gathering and says she needs it at ard 6pm.so i decided to go to the supermarket at 3plus and the balls will defroze by den.but today the weather was like FUCKK.it was extremely hott and humid.i can die.the moment i got out of the air-conditioned room,i can sweat immediately.the sun was blazingly hot!so i decided to leave my hse at 5plus, by den the sun had gone down alittle.went to supermarket just beside medeira condo,wahlao.sweat while walking.gd exercise!HA.den bought 3packets of balls which i tot cost abt 3.90,so cheap.but it was 10.99 when the cashier scan the code no.*jaw dropped* bought a tub of blueberry yogurt,2bottles of daisy milk and oat milk and a healthy packet of kegglog cereal.spent a total of $44.90.*finally i can rmb someting in full=D)and i paid with my own $$ but later gonna claim.HA.den,on my way home,saw my *sis,weixin.hahah!still as skinny.i think skinner.chatted fer awhile with the stuffs on my hand,so heavy and i was sweating here and der.nvm.gd exercise.=D
once reached home,i quickly opened up the balls and wash it so that the ice will melt and soak in water to make it defroze faster and my maid was arguing with me.she say:miss!why u soaked in water!later no taste.
miss:huh?no taste?but inside alr gt ice wad,ice melt become water,apa difference?den why u need to soak the fish,later the fish also no taste.
maid:no,dun put water,after the oil will pik piah pik piah.
miss:the fish also will pik piah pik piah wad,fish and ball,sama sama.
LOL.come to think of it.kinda hilarious.haha.den she gt nth to say.so carried on with wad i was doing.finally the balls defroze.but she was cooking all the dishes first.*faint.my sis wants it like at 6plus and she was still cooking the dishes.wahlao.but nvm,let her cook,anyway the balls take a short time to get it done.dad and mum and sis and diana were on the way home.was excited and impatient so helped my maid to cook and wash the pan.she seem to take yrs washing the pan.LOL.den, when she threw the meat in the pan,it stucked on it and iwas like "daywin.mati,stucked"LOL.den she took the spatula from me and toughly pushed the meat to the centre of the pan.i was like"wah,daywin,bagus!"den i helped her cooked,stir stir here and der so the dishes will be done asap.i wanna cook the balls one leh.
so finally,i was able to cook the balls.it was fun cooking the balls.haha!daywin asked me to throw 1 ball to see if the oil is hot enuff,so i threw.ha
miss:eh.daywin,shit!how come the ball stuck in the oil?
maid:ahh.u lah,soak in water.
played ard the ball first.
miss:daywin!u see arh,ikan u wash,why balls cannot wash?ikan and ball sama sama,balls gt ice,defroze become water.ikan gt ice,also gt water.also need to fry in oil.sama sams wad.
she gt nth to say again.LOL.hilarious.so continued to wad i was doing.finally the oil's hot enuff and i throw more balls into the oil.*fun fun=D*den,they all came back and sis gt kinda pissed cuz it wasn't ready yet and she sort of scolded me.i din care at first.left the last batch of balls to be fried.
sis came into the kitchen again and scolded me.
sis:mei!until now u still cooking the balls,i told u wad time to get ready the balls?!by 6plus rite!
mei:wad?the balls need to defroze also rite.
sis:who asked u to leave the hse so late.
mei:wahlao.the weather so hot.hao xin mei hao bao!cook fer u still wanna scold!shouldnt have gone down to buy the stupid balls fer u!
super pissed off with her den.din even say gd things yet wanna scold me.FUCK!
i dun wanna help her anymore!everytime also like that.*pissed*
so the balls were done and they left while my sis said thanks in an sincere way.stupid!
so time to ask wad my parents gt fer me,so happily asked my dad if he bought anything fer me.
mei:papa!why u all went to bangkok like din buy much things one?
papa:u also din say wad u want.
mei:wahlao,initiative luh.
papa:mummy asked u wad u want u also din tell her
mei:she wheregt asked me wad i want,she only ask jiejie lor
papa:den u been to bangkok u shld noe wad is der wad.
papa:u shld noe that we're going to bangkok,u shld alr tell mummy wad u want wad.
mei:aiyah!ya lah ya lah.my fault luh.all my fault lah
papa:yay wad!its ur fault wad.
-_-!
my dad is ferever the right one and i'm always at the wrong.its nt the first time alr.he nv change.he thinks he's an angel!arse!so darn pissed off!der was once where my maid din wake me up and i told my dad abt it and he effing scolded me.and he also scolded my maid.wth.he shld scold the maid and nt me!its the maid's responsibilty to wake me up else wad's a maid fer!pissed off.and i said:ya luh ya luh.its my fault luhh!"and he said:yay luh.ur fault luh.den? WTFFF!!everything is my fault.der's still loads of senariors but too many to put it down.i just dun seem to be able to talk things to my dad cuz everytime i do that,he just blame its my fault.AIYAH!WATEVA LUH!!he's the angel and i'm the devil.its all my fault and anything happened,its always my fault!!!!!URGH!FUCKING PISSED!!!!he still dare to complain to me that mummy always side other pple den her own family member.he is jus no difference from her.i think he's worse.he sides no one accept himself cuz he thinks he's the angel!nvm lor.blame other pple lah.push all the blame more to other pple and u'll never improve!URGH!too pissed to eat my dinner alr so started blogging.ha!so thats all.shall end my blog now.

way back into the past

outside of apartment.

so tomboyish.hah!i'm missing my cute face.LOL



LOL!!


took some photos from my photo album.no time to scan it tho.the pictures are darn hilarious!haha!maid took all the photo album to clean and see thru. haha!i missed my LONG HAIR.i was like only primary 4.and i snap it off cuz of some friend who always play with my beautiful hair and i gt so irritated and snap it off. =(| now i'm so missing it.haha. those photos were taken in gold coast.haha!i was so skinny and cute pls!!

i miss the past.hanging out with my 2 cousins tgt and go insane tgt and stuffs.how fun!and now xianguang is like ard my height.we rarely meet and spend time tgt alr.gee! one fine day shall hang out tgt again.:D

=)

its been awhile since the last time i blogged.today had my maths paper 2 and i left out 2qns.damn!wadeva luh! its just prelims.i'll do uber well for O's no matter wad.And and O's really gettin me fat.SHIT!the whole time i did was just kept on junking den study.sian luhh.its like i'm lifeless. :D.NVM!i'll endure for another month or so and then its shanghai,ohh.hopefully i dun bring bk the food stored under my fats home.aha.den i'll work my body til i get jessica alba's hot bod.haha! :DD

today after maths,something major happened.why must she do such things to herself,i really wonder the things she does,is it really worth it?no matter wad, its still her body and she has to take good care of it.its ur responsibility to take care of ur body, if u dun,no one can really help except urself.dun do such things to urself,u'll make me feeling all worried sick and sad and hurt.i teared when u blacked out.please dun do this to urself ever again!i dun wanna see a single tear from u again,u've cried enuffed.but no matter wad happens,i'll be with u 24hr-ly with my hotline open fer u.rmb that alrite. :DD

joke time! MUST LAUGH!

HE:can i buy u a drink?
SHE:Actually i rather have the money.

HE:i'm a photographer,i've been looking for a face like urs
SHE:i'm a plastic surgeon,i've been looking for a face like urs

HE:hi.din we go on the date once? or was it twice?
SHE:must be once, i never make the same mistake twice.

HE:how did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE:i must be given you my share.

HE:will you go out with me this saturday?
SHE:sorry,i'm having a headache this weekend.

HE:your face must have turn a few heads
SHE:and your face must have turn a few stomachs

HE:okay, dun be shy, ask me out
SHE:okay. get out!

HE:i think i can make you very happy.
SHE:why? are you leaving?

HE:what would u say if i asked you to marry me?
SHE:nothing. i cant talk and laugh at the same time.

HE:can i have your name?
SHE:why?don't you already have one?

HE:shall we go see a movie?
SHE:i've alr seen it.

HE:where have you been all my life?
SHE:hiding away from you.

HE:haven't i seen you some place before?
SHE:yes.that's why i dun go there anymore.

HE:is this seat empty?
SHE.yes.and this will be when you sit down.

HE:so, what do you do for a living?
SHE:i'm a female impersonator.

HE:hey baby,what's your sign?
SHE:Do not enter.

HE:your body is like a temple.
SHE:sorry, there are no services today.

HE:if i could see you naked, i'd die happy.
SHE:if i saw you naked,i'll probably die laughing.

LOL!!

okayokay.enuff of that.
pictures time.

went to grandma's place.

went to malaysia to study with cousin.madness u may think.but thats wad we did.however,we din study like the whole morning til night luh.had breaks in between.GAG!Had so much with Lixin and xianguang,he have a tiny little nipples.HAHA.when we were der studying,my back aches cuz we din have proper study room to study.we snacked sleep and study,SSS and SSS again.its boring over der!still, NOTHING IS BETTER THAN HOME!!!muhaha.
pictures time!

i was totally bored when lixin was snoring.HAHAHA.

it was midnite den,eyes are damn tired.

little cousin's hamster.


hamster trying to crawl away from lixin,scared to die from her kiss.its deadly!:D




this is rather hilarious.mum says i could!=D

and this is rather awesome!

You Have Good Manners 72% of the Time

Your manners are quite excellent. You are well versed in etiquette. Of course you have the occasional slip up, but you even apologize with grace.

How Are Your Manners?happy!

=(

i realized something,deep emotions i had made me remembered my blog.it is time to blog my sadness again.this is rather insane to blog all things negative about what had happened!but somehow,happy moments do not make me blog unless it is an extreme one.but who cares?
i'm feeling all so pissed,sad and irritated.its a mixture of emotions which made me blog.its frustrating to know what people says about you,behind your back.somehow,the best solution is to act ignorant or dumb,dont even use your brains to think at all and everything will be the same as what you thought it is every single day,nice people.its rather weird how people could actually treat their friend as their "diary" topic.spilling out EVERY single thing that happened,EVERY thing that is done.it is like after drinking the water,not even a drop of water should be left in the cup.its all human's nature,perhaps my perception was wrong,perhaps its woman's nature.am i not one?that's insane!i am just different from them.and even more insane to post this up.shalln't further elaborate on it more.i wondered who am i.anw,the hairdresser nearby my hse do not know how to cut a simple hairstyle!its dumb of her to cut at my eyebrows length then to my eyelids.WAKEUP!dont u even noe how to differentiate which is the eyebrows and eyelids you dumb shit!ur price is $1 more than jeanyip and u cant even pull thru ur cutting skills,maybe i should say u cant even understand simple english.i am darn pissed with the hairdresser!WADEVA!
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and STUPID LIES
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

certain lyrics describe me.ZOMG!this post made me so emo.no!!i'm a happy person!i am!
quotes for the morning"winners NV quit, quitters NV win"

thinking...

:O

brudder's masterPIECE!=D
felt like blogging again.been counting for my prelims and O's levels, i kept thinking how much time is needed for revision and how much time i had studied,how much time had passed,how much time i slept and how much time i interacted with my friends lately.i realised that i left little time for my revision to O's.people take a few months to years to prepare for their o's,they take consistency in their work.but for me? i've yet to start,knowing i left with few more weeks to my major exams,it really got me thinking how stress i could be.i got back my Chinese o's result and i did bad.i got a shocking D7.seriously, i din expect myself to get a D.maybe a C,that,i wouldn't be surprised.but i got a D.i cant accept the fact that i got a D.2 more weeks to Chinese prelims,i better do well to prove to myself that i can do better in my chinese.decided to retake my Chinese again.
time really flies,a week has alr gone by and 8 more weeks to O's.indeed am counting.every single day, i told myself that i can't relax.the moment i reached home,bathed and everything,i started to mug.seriously, i have so much things to catch up.can i really get an A?sometimes i really felt so useless and lousy.sometimes i dont even know who am i, what kinda person am i.sometimes i really wondered wad my future will be like.people says your character is ur destiny.the characters that i carries now may lead me to no better future.
after track&field had closed down and step down from student leadership, i felt so lost and useless.i felt that i can't make decisions and suddenly felt that i have low self esteem.i am feeling so lost now. i tried to think of my good qualities in me, but i realised i have none which is extreme and outstanding.*sigh. track and field really build my characters up, it helped me to find me.but who am i now? i feel so lousy now. i am always following people ard and making decisions without thinking.wanna noe wads my feelings now? i am feeling oh-so-dumb,feeling so dependant on people,feeling so fat and stress and lonely and friendless and low self esteem and so not out-going and so whiny, so gossipy, so bad saying pple behind their back, so confused, so slow so...(it just will nv finish)
why have i became like this?wad made me to be like this now?i wanna be the old me again.where is the old me now?*sigh.wad gotten into me this year.
anw,my class has seriously loads of conflicts.its more than any other classes,thats wad i feel.my class is definitely been split into 2 cliques.the guys with the gurls and the gurls with the gurls.only i understand wad i am typing.ha!and somehow,it really makes me wondered why a class that has been together since sec1,seems to be difficult to hang out or even talk to sometimes.its been 4yrs and more that we have come together as a class,wad should i exactly call them?just classmates?literally plain classmates?or should i even call them my friends?i really dunno.why are der still so many backstabbing and talking behind classmates's back?come to think of it, i realised i dun even noe much abt them.hopefully shanghai trip could better understand them.
okay, i must start mugging now.GOOD LUCK!

alone

gee!my prelims are like in 2 weeks time and i'm still procrastinating my time away.i seriously need motivation and help from people now.In 2months time i'll be taking my major exam and i haven begin my revision yet.i've gt loads to catch up with.my amths suck and my teacher's der to help me out but when i understands it,soon i'll jus fergets cuz i din revise.omgs! time is really short.2months of revision til o's come.will i be able to score As? omgs!i need help seriously.2months of endurance,i believe i can bear fruit for my efforts.it must pay off.its only 2months.i tell myself i must get As fer my maths and science.i need all the help i can get by teachers and friends.i really do.pls help.friends, keep up wit the pace,i'll be driving really fast this time round.=))its only 2months. so yea.lets score well in our O levels.no time to play,we're really running out of time so we have to stop procrastinating,seriously.JIAYOU MANS!

finally its done!

its 4.24 am now and i've to go school in like 3 hrs time.hoho. i haven slept for 2 nites straight.man! aint i a real nocturnal?haha. dnt's really killing me.today is the final dateline and i've finally finish it all.but its kinda like last mins work. i dunno if i could score A1 for last min work like that.sigh!my efforts kinda got down the drain... ytd was the dateline but i haven finish my work yet so yea..beg my dumb teacher or extension.dnt really gt me so stressed up that i kinda broke down ytd. its all ur fault mr t!made me so effing pissed with u.anw yea.gtg draw my problem situaions now.=D taha

stressed up!

have a sudden urge to blog again.sigh! i just wanna blog my stress out.been really busy doing my DNT project.its forever dnt that i've to get all stressed up over.my classmates are way in front of me and tomorrow's the dateline.sigh! its tedious doing quality work.today,i skipped school cause i needed to finish up my dnt. i've alr burned my 1 week of school due to my fever,cough,flu,help out in granny's wake after that.i cant even do my dnt for that week at all cuz the table is all occupy with food for cousins to eat,full of clothes and books and besides,i dun even have the bloody mood to do when granny passed away and feeling all so sick and drowsy after the medication.now, doing it so last min really kills.its been a week for sleeping at 3 to 4 almost everynight rushing for my dnt.weekends,i've gt my netball trg and tournament.the tournament alone has alr burned off my whole evening.rush home,bath,eat and stuffs.cousins came and started to talk til like 10!crap!the noise and stuffs,how to do my work.wahlao!! and today i've to skip school for my bloody DNT.FUCKKK!!!!! urgh.!i'm sooo way behind everyone now.=(( tmr's the dateline.i'm so worried i cant finish up my dnt and i haven been consistent in my studies.the whole darn week is dnt dnt dnt!!!AHHHHH!!!!somebody pls help me!sigh...i am left with another 13 hrs to finsih up my dnt.so i shan't take up too much time bloggin now.so yea.feel better blogging my stress.haha.okay!now its time to drive forward again.good luck merina.LOL

She left to a peaceful place,my beloved granny =)

she looked so fine past few days ago.her tender hands were so warm,her eyes were so bright,her systems is still working.but everything seems to go wrong.i can sense that her time is running out.her shitting system goes hay-wired and her inner system reject what she takes in,even water.Her grand daughter tried to psycho her to swallow her food as well as her drinks,however everything was just on the surface of her tongue.And all she does was just nod her head.
for the past three days,her stomach was only filled with acids.she went without food and water.daywin asked for advise but i cant do anything,no one can help even the doctor.this was not the worse scenario.Her faeces kept flowing like river.no matter how many times daywin clean,it just kept flowing.her faeces was no longer brown,it turned to greenish then greenish black.
everyday seeing her,noticing the difference in her physical appearance really kills my heart.she became skinnier.her face got smaller and her eyes lids were so heavy.one glance,you maybe think that she sees life no purpose anymore.she was resting on her bed with her eyes closed all the time.she started to suffer from bed sore due to the heat that transfer to her back bone.my heart really kills.(pain)
then,i asked my dad izzit she only left with days to live?and he nodded.today after school,i got home and looked for food,i had my hungry pangs going.her door was close so i assume daywin was cleaning her up as there were guest in my hse.As my dad mentioned to me she was died.i was shocked,i din expect her to leave so soon.i just asked my dad that question yesterday.yet,she cant even live for days.
she looked exactly the same when how i used to look at her.it seems like she was sleeping.her hands turned icy cold and her body temperature started to drop.i felt nothing while my sister's eyes were swollen.daywin had the greatest impact.uncles and aunties came.sons and daughters of hers cried even my dad.i tot he was strong,but the moment he said his last words for her,he burst into tears.every man cried.i was standin rite beside my dad cryin with him really badly.seeing her leave by the trolley,away from the hse,away from the block and away from us ferever physically.we weaped our hearts out.something is missing now.her presence,her naggings,her advise,her listening ears,her tender loving care,her cookings,her scoldings,her evil mouth,her chasin-after-us-to-stop-runnin-ard-the-table,her presence,her cuteness,her concern-ness.='( i'll miss you granny!i'm glad u left in peace to a better place.U'll always be rmbed til my very last breathe tho u're gone.

MAKE CHANGES HAPPEN

Everywhere you go, you hear people talk about the changes they want to make in their lives.

"I want to lose weight."

"I want a better job."

"I want to make more money."

"I want to make a film."

"I want to write a book".

Maybe for you, it's to travel round the world, to get higher education, or improving a current relationship. We all have goals and changes we want to make and we talk a lot about wanting them, but how many of us really do something?

Sometimes, the talking turns into complaining. Because we accumulate so many wants, but never go about resolving them, we begin to feel dissatisfied. We start to make up excuses why success is not possible. Is it time? Is it money? It's family then, isn't it? We begin to blame other people, we blame events, we blame bad luck, and sometimes we blame ourselves. At the end of the day, this builds up into a massive store of regret.

Besides, these reasons are mostly inventions of fear and laziness. If you look at your excuses critically, how many of them are genuine? People who feel stuck are always saying "I can't afford an hour's workout a day!", or "I'm too forgetful!", or "I'm not a business person!". Basically, this is an admission of one's lack of control over one's life.

If someone gave you a million dollars to run on the treadmill for 20 minutes a day, could you do it? How great is your desire to have a better physique? How much is that worth? Very often, it's not because we can't, it's because we haven't found the motivation.

With the right motivation (and it doesn't have to be money), you can change and create winning actions in your life. You are not locked into any behaviour. Stop placing limits on yourself and talking about the reasons why you can't make changes happen. Nothing defines you except you yourself. Do you really need that extra cup of coffee? Or that extra mug of beer? What about your quota of three cigarettes a day? Or that new mobile phone? What's really stopping you from being more loving to your partner? Is the romance really fading? Or are you giving more priority to other areas?

Take back your own power and decide to get into action to achieve the results you want.

friday 13

indeed!friday 13 is a very suay day.gawd!i left my shoebag cuz of some beetle flying IN the darn 985bus.wahlao!i was suppose to get down like 3 more stops away but cuz of da dumb beetle,i alight immediately when da door open.And guess wad's da suay thing.i realised something missing until i was at the door of my hse.guess wad! I LEFT MY NEW BALANCE SHOE BAG WITH MY STINKY SHOES IN DA BUS!!!wahlao.and its my fav colour ORANGE luh.crap!i called up for the lost and found hotmail but no one ans.SIAN! den today is da very very first time i drop my phone on the floor like twice.friday 13 is no good day.anw,after sch,cat came over my place to like wait fer emily to reach da bus stop den head to gym.i wanted to go but i have netball trg at 5.30pm so nt.else i'll be tired. ST and SQ came for netball trg with me and it was uber fun but tiring tho.i think cuz we played da full court.usually we only get to play like half the court but der's so many pple came today.cik siti was stricter in her empiring.And today's performance were like suck.i think i did bad.
and today's really weird.i answered this call who i duno who i'm talking to and nv talked to this person before and he jus starts talking and talkin like i knew him.like a stranger who both of us noe common stuffs and this person jus started talking his shit.weird.why would this person actually calls?and this person started his angmoh slangs and all that.today's really weird.and i'm way way tired.so nites.

anw i think this gal is rather cute.haha!

newzealanders.

oh gee!i din expect foreign students to actually visit our school.hahaha.All thanks to bukit batok sec.these students are at the age of 12 to 13.why dun have my age?! hahaha.so they are all kids,some are really pretty and i jus love the way they talk.the accent of their english.hahaha.
ohyah.manli bought me avril lavigne CD as a bday gift!gee.thanks a million.now i can listen to all her musics alr.tahaha.

swammed

I GOT PIG'S LEGS!!






it was on friday.catherine came to my place,studied and headed to medeira to swim.HAH.HAD FUN

oh gee!

i'm bored.so i shall blog.well,mum and sister came back from chu hai and they bought "sibei" loads of stuffs.i think my sister is mad.haha!she bought like 20pairs of shoes,loads of clothes,loads of earrings,belts and all.i'll get more pics up soon.omg!i think i'm da luckiest living thing living on earth.why am i so fortunate?gee!Now i feel kinda guilty for having sooo many pairs of shoes.=( wateva it is.i must study hard and hold a good job in da future and repay my parents all.i wanna be rich in da future!live in a luxerious life.**dreaming...hahah. ohoh.my sister found this quote which i find it rather true "when you keep saying u're busy,u will NV be free,when you keep saying you have no time,then you will Nv have time,when you keep saying you're do it tmr,then your tmr will nv come."-->like so true rite..thats wad i think.haha.okay.i'm telling myself that i'm good in amaths and dnt and da papers are uber easy.so it should be easy and i'm good at both.=D.


ohoh!this is really random,i think AVRIL LAVIGNE'S SONG-when u're gone, is really nice.avril lavigne will always be my fav.hahaha.XDD