today ish such a boring day.gosh.! and its aaron's bday today..HAPPY BDAY!!.soon it will be weixin's and soon it will be mine..hah

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haha..posing fer da camera.LOL totally spastic can.! hah


i'm a monkey hangin der.hah








Lixin..dun act like u're hangin der..LOL


our reflections..haha.spastic




muhaha.! today went rock-climbling at tanjong pagar and i had fun dere..tryin out different walls to climb..i managed to reach da top fer some of da walls and it felt great.haha.unlike my cousin,guess she's too afraid of heights and she will tremble da moment she looks down to see which rock to step on..man.(lixin arh.better overcome ur phobia of heights huh) C = so we reached da climb adventure at 2..suppose to meet at 1 but as usual..i'm late AGAIN.haha. at first i cant climb that wall that we chose cuz it was da most advance ones and i din know that until we saw so many pple kept fallin off that wall.haha. so after climblin a few walls,my hands are all red and my muscles are tired.i cant manage to reach da top of da wall,fallin off da wall like twice or thrice.? haha.but before climbin that walls..i had a hard time teachin my cousin how to belay,askin her to show me da steps of belayin like so many times cuz i dun wanna fall off da wall lying on da ground with broken arms or legs.? hahas.but wad exasperates me was when she din do properly and sayin that she's lazy to do it da right way..man.! wad da hell.! wake up.! and stop tellin me ur lazy when i asked u to do something..!!
But after patiently teachin my cousin how to belay..things went well.haha.so we climbed some of da shorter walls and having fun fallin off da walls..haha.and and we kept taking pictures of each other tryin to climb like pros.hahas.hilarious..today they closed at 6 so we left at 6 and went to bugis to just look at stuffs..aisah joined us later cuz she had her SCGS open house carnival..haha.sorry babe.! din go fer ur carnival..heh.shall continue again..der's a fly in da room.!shit.! hahas..

teehee.!

haha..today i'm so high.! dunno why either..ha.maybe cuz i went skatin today EVER SEENS da last time i've skated? like last decemeber.?.haha..thats pretty long.haha.people have changed so much,okie..not that much..but at least they have changed.ha.saw jackson's primary school friend today and he changed so much.my gosh.! haha..he became so mature and good-lookin..from a fat,annoyin and inmature lookin to someone who looked mature and look good rite now.haha..and serene came skatin too..haven seen her months either and she's changed too..hah..
my cousin has gt new bag and watch.!!sickenin..that lucky guy.! haha..always seein him changin t new stuff and i'm stuck with da old ones..LOL..its alrite..going shoppin tmr with my 2good friends.ha.!okie..enuff abt this..back t business.ha.
this mornin my cousin lied to me that he's in his mummy's car which ish so nt true but i believed him..cuz he knows that i'll be late and lie to me so that i'll be der sooner.sickenin.he grew smarter.haha..went in da rink t skate fer like hours but most of da time i'm spendin my time skatin so slowly cuz of those sickening youngsters who have markin day too..argh.! da rink ish so pack with peopl which pisses me off when i tried to skate faster,i had to slow down like several times.argh!so i had t waste my time skatin slowly fer hours until it reaches 4clock and 7,where i can skate so much faster with no people skatin except da hockey skaters.haha.which ish speed-skatin at that time.!my skills are still der.! haha.not bad not bad..haha..
At 7 clock,da rink ish filled with space rather den people and i had space to practice my crossin at da centre but some annoyin kids kept skatin da opposite direction of that centre,going off and comin back again and again..tho i love kids and they are so adorable but its so irritatin..humph.as soon as da kids have left,i tried doin backward crossin on da leftside which is so difficult but at least i tried and and i din see a figure skater who ish behind me.suddenly knocked into her and she felt on da ice..haha.opps..so i quickly helped her up and we become friends..how cool.haha..she's sabina and she's from SAS.even cooler.haha..
after skatin,went to S-11 to have dinner with da hockey skaters..da old and somehow new skaters too..so chatted fer awhile,went back to da rink after sayin bye to serene,CJ and CJ's friend.haha..opps..waited fer aunty t call my cousin so we can go down t meet her and she can fetch me back too.ha!fahrus called me on da t aunty's car and i was so overjoyed cuz he ish my friend that haven been contactin with each other fer like 5months alr.haha.so suprised that he would call me..haha.so we chatted fer quite long,hangup his call t answer emily's call,went t bath and chat with her again..haha.so much things to talk to her abt..alrite.shall end here..its 2.09AM now.! hahas

today i woke up late again.! gosh..brush my teeth and change into my fbt shirt and shorts and off i go fer street netball..haha.da game was fun..it was specially fer mothers and daughters to play so their bondin will be closer..haha..sarah was in her auntie susie's team and durin da game,sarah called her mum,mummy which is so cute la..haha..after da whole game,da mummies played with da Saint Franciscan Friars and they are all so tall and mummies are so short..haha.everyone had fun and made new friends with all da wonderful mummies..haha..especially marissa, she ish one unique mum..love her lots la..haha..she has 4 earholes on each side, hightlight her hair brown and dyed green at her fringe area and she even wore da trendy specs..man.i guess she's only 30over? hmm..marissa rawks.! haha..hope to see her again in da next practice..haha. our team has got marissa,samantha,lyane and rebbecca.lyane and rebbecca are only sec1s and they looked so mature,guess its their height that made them look older..haha..lyane ish ard my height and she's from commonwealth,knew it when i saw her shoes..HAHA.adidas.hmm..and and samatha's netball skill ish still so good can.! after nt playin netball fer like 4years?? seens primary school?? haha.
so after da whole game,there was prize presentation and incredibles won 1st and i cant rmb which team gt runner-up.haha..slack at church fer awhile,had fried corrot cake which ish free fer mummies and daughters who played netball..woohoo..! hahas..played with cookie(dog) til 1230 and went fer mass..as soon as da mass ended,met my brudder at da carpark and seat his bike to westmall to buy some stuff,he bought a stalk of rose which has happy mother's day on it..cool.haha..he ride me home and gave my mum da rose and den gave my grandmum da same rose again..LOL..save money..HAHAs.crap..but at least she was puttin a smile on her face..haha.
everyone was happy today..ha.and i have to stop now cuz i still have amaths and emaths on mon and tues..wth.! haha..

Da day before MOTHER'S DAY!!

hmm..today suppose to wake up like ard 10 but i guess i was tired cuz i slept pretty late yesterday..haha..so i woke up at 12,had my breakfast and prepare fer my tuition at 2..LOL..so i had tuition fer 2hrs but i extend 30 more mins cuz teacher caren has so much to go thru fer my amaths and my amaths is on monday..thats why.haha..so it ended at 4.30...after my tuition,i rang lixin up to see where she is so she told me she's on her way to JE..i quickly change my clothes and off iwent..suppose to meet them at da platform but i was late..haha..so they went to entertainment to play DDR la..sickening..haha..they are like superb now..can play another and tricks..WTH..haha..after that,we went to da bakin store to buy da ingredients fer da tarts..LOL..da tarts are made fer our mothers can..haha..after gettin our stuff..went to take MRT to victoria's house..and her room ish so pinkish la..haha..we slack at her room fer awhile cuz her mum was in da kitchen cookin some food and we had to wait..LOL..
after mins of waiting..my cousin and i went to da kitchen to prepare da ingredients..haha..we mixed da custard powder with hot water and aisah,me and lixin took turns to stir fer like 5mins..LOL..it sort of tasted like flour tho..haha..but after uncount of tastin..it tasted better.haha...weird..hmm..we put da custard cream into all da crusts..lixin put hers and i put mine..haha..den we put some sweetening stuff on top and lastly..we placed da peach nicely on top of all..tada..my FRUIT TARTS were done and it put it on some plastic trays and in da box but before that,we wrote some words on da plastic trays..my mother's day present was all done..haha..but we sort of made a mix in da kitchen..haha.leavin all da "shit" fer da maid to clean..opps..but..wad is maid fer?? haha.. :x
we went back to victoria's pinkish room and slack fer awhile.we played UNNO cards and i won fer da 1st round but lost in da second..haha..but it was fun..haha..lixin's mom phone her and we had to leave vic's house and i tho lixin's mum could fetch me home but she wasn't that free..how sad..haha..so i took da bus instead..carryin da box of fruit tarts that i made..woohoo.!haha..opps..
after i stepped into my house,i looked fer my sista to ask wad should i do..haha..should i pass it to her now or tmr..so she said now and i agreed too..i took da fruit tarts to my mum and gave her a kiss and she was so surprised..haha..she doesn't believed that da fruit tarts were made by me..haha..she tot i bought them..haha..which means it looked good so she ate half of da tart and she said it was good..HAHA..nice.! my maid tried it so as my sista and they all said good..haha..guess i can make my own fruit tarts myself and sell it off on da street..LOL. as if..!! haha..
love my mummy so much..!! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS.!! hahas..

gee.!

man...today had chinese paper1 and 2 and it was so difficult..haha..especially da comprehension.gosh.!i kept readin it thru over and over again like more den 5times den i sort of understand wad is it about..haha..finished my paper2 30mins before time and i spent my extra time checkin and readin thru my compre..haha..hopefully i'll pass my paper2 mans..haha..and my paper1 was no good either..i had no time to fill in da words from my dictionary into my compre and Ms samanthatan asked us to put down our pens or it considered cheating..WTH.!cant she just give us more time to finish our last sentence.?urgh..
But talkin abt her..haha..she was so lame today..haha..she said to our class that she will start da paper early and guess wad..haha..she started da paper at 7.59am..LOL.after she finished sayin that,our class laughed at her real loud..haha..it was hilarious..LOL..how lame..so after da cheena papers,i went to look fer mr ng t teach me some last minute work with CATtherine and emily..and they kept teasin me and mr ng.like WTH?? haha..but wateva..so after that my friends and i went to da bookshop and thinkin whether t buy da chem's answer booklet cuz they only left 1..and da auntie sort of make decisions fer us and asked us to buy but CAT bought it cuz she has da cash..haha..anyway its just 1.70..haha..no big deal..haha..so we walked to da bus-stop and i waited fer them fer their bus to come before going home..after i reached home,changed,revised my maths while waitin fer teacher caren to come..ate my lunch and all that..teacher caren ish a great teacher,she teaches me well but i used to not revise her work after she left..haha..but its different now..cuz its exam period and i had to study hard..haha..but wateva..its all last minute thing again..hah.havin her tuition tmr..yeah..ha
i went to my mum's room to rest and haven been doin handstand fer such a long time so i decided to do it on my mom's bed..haha..and i can still do it..alrite.!haaha..happily doing my handstand,i heard my sista's voice and i quickly went out of my mom's room to see if her rashes were alrite..but it gt worse..her rashes are all over her body and even her face..gosh.! she's allegic to deltol showergel and she didn't realised that..man..rashes all over her and she kept scratchin her body..scatchin it non-stop..its like thousands of mosquitos love her and bite her face and her body..pity her..so i applied lotion on her body and she went to sleep on da sofa..
At about an hour later,i was surfin da net,she came in da room and showed me her face..man..it was swollen..like those puffer fish..haha..i din wanna laugh at her but it was funny..haha..so she kept complainin how itchy it was.therefore,i accompanied her to da clinic but today super suay..haha..da clinic was not opened..and she was super tired..on da way back home,she was so tired that i had to support her arms..pity her.Hopefully her rashes will recover soon..love my sista lots..ha

wee.!

gosh..its been ages ever since i've blogged..haha..and its 2006 and i'm gonna be 16 in a few months time .! haha..and i can go clubbing aight.! haha..!! but wateva..

this year ish my N level and i'm extremely worried about my amaths as well as my emaths, i'm so worried that i cant get A1 or A2 for those two mathematics subjects cuz its O level maths..gosh.! but if i do get distinction for my N level maths,i dun have to take my O level maths anymore..! yeah! haha..but wateva..its da time-management and disipline that could help.

ohwell,my cca,track &field has closed down for da past few months and it sucks cuz i'm missin da trainin now.!! running helps me to increase my stamina and it also help me in all sports..which sports dun have to run? other then bowling..it totally sucks arh..wth.! and mr rani was telling me that da school cant afford to pay da coach and da attendance were terrible and all..so mr rani wants me to join netball as my cca cuz netball needed more peeps for their tournament as sandra met a car accident..haha..its hilarious..but she's totally perfect now.! coming back to school with super smooth skin and super minor injuries..haha..well,netball's trainin doesn't sweat as much as track&field and its like having PE.! how cool.! and my stamina have drop drastically.WTH!! i've gt to force myself to do running on my own.! or else i have to pant like as if i'll die on da spot.!..hah..shall end.! and my english ish terrible now.! gawd.!

finally i'm bloggin again

gosh..finally i can remember my password by luck..haha.finally and i try not to let my blog rot..lolx..its like so so long ever seens e last time i blog..hmm..ohwell.today ish friday and we had student leaders meetin at 230..so school ends at 1230,shirley,catherine,emily and me went to mayim in westmall to eat..haha,its a resturant by the way..lolx.we are high class pple..so we go to resturants to eat..lolx..well actually we catherine and me had only 17bucks altogether but luckily shirley din go to sch today so we called her to eat with us..haha..and asked her to bring some money too and she bought 20bucks..so we had 37bucks..emily has got no money with her..haha..unloaded.den da pple who are working dere din welcome us in to mayim,i think.like wad the hell..e workers said welcome fer the adults and not us.! wad ish this! Think we have gt no money.! bloody hell.! but wateva..haha..so catherine,emily and me called la-mien with spices and stuff and shirley called la-mien with beef briskets..haha but ours taste better,..so they give us pao-cai(korean) as appertizer and it tasted real good..gosh..i din knoe that it would be so nice..yummie.hah.so before the pao-cai was served,we were kinda worried that we had not enough cash so we calculated da recipt that was placed on da table,shirley calculated e bill at 37.40cents and emily said there's till GST and service charge too..so we got kinda worried..okie..very worried that we had nt enough cash to pay e bill..den catherine was like.."die la,hv to wash plates alr" but guess wad,we saw ANG CHIN CHUAN in mayim too..haha..i'm so so happy to see him.so i was like telling catherine to ask ANG CHIN CHUAN to borrow 5bucks from him and catherine was so not gonna walk and ask him fer the money but i kept askin her and she eventually went to him..haha..and catherine whispered to his ears cuz he's friends were dere too,i think..nt sure if they are his friends..so ANG CHIN CHUAN asked her who she came with and she told him,so he moved he's head to look at US, i was so embarassed..haha..covering mah face with my hands.gosh..so he was kind enough to lend us 10bucks..haha..and he's friends saw so he's friend was tellin catherine that we dun hv to pay ang chin chuan back..lolx..10bucks to him ish wad man..? aiyo..haha..okie..ang chin chuan rocks..he saved our day..but nt really..lolx..so after the food,the drinks and appertizer and stuffs,we called fer bill, e lady calculated that da total bill was 34.90! gosh..so we actually had enough money,but cuz emily was like sayin wad she used to eat with her family and cost abt 40bucks..hello..even if i eat with my parents,i can eat til like 50bucks over..so i told catherine to return angchinchuan e 10bucks but she,emily and shirley insist on monday and 1 dunno fer wad freakin reasons,he friend ish dere and i properly thinks that he wun accept that 10bucks cuz he's friends were dere,and he might feel kinda embarassed i think..haha..but still,they insist on monday..so fine..monday den..and cuz shirley wents to buy chocolates so..okie...she buys and catherine had to accompany her cuz they had to rush back to sch fer student leader meeting..we were kinda late..but nt very late and on the way to sch..we saw sarheran..dunno how to spell his name..haha..so we walked together to the AVA room,i dun really thinks that its embarassing to be late cuz i'm too used to the feelin..haha..i'm always late fer sch..but i cant now,i only have last chance,after that last chance i have to go fer detention..gosh..thats worse..and my collar-pin mihgt be taken away..but wadeva..gonna end this now..hands are getting numb and its true..not crapping.haha..yeah..ending this

describe n ocassion when u acheieved something which you had always found very difficult to do

describe an ocassion when u achieved something which you had always found very difficult to do?

during my secondary one life,my coach for my cca,track and field, used to be miss fiona tan.She is very strict about disciplinary but she is very humourous and she was a teacher in dunearn too.people respect her and with her around in track and field,no one would do any thing withour discussing with her. she knows how to coach her althletes well.althought knowing not much about long distance,shot put and long jump.she only knows how to train althletes for short distance.coaching sprinters is at her finger tips.she would train me and my fellow sprinters from 16seconds of running 100m to 14seconds.she would train us untl we achieved the timing for national level.(103)

A year later,she transferred to fairfield methodists school.Wehn i first saw my new coach,mr tan, i was in despair.first impression matters for me.he was not wearing branded clothes,he looked old and he was not fit.i did not respect him much and so is his training.during the 4k run,i would walk when i felt abit of exhaustion.but during miss tan's training,i never did or dare to walk.(80)mr tan was too lenient and he's training was not tough enough.i begin to looked down on him.but everytime after training,there would be a theory session where he will speak out and say things like how you manage your time,how to excel in both sports and studies and there was a time when he said he coach commonwealth secondary school.so i begin to looked upon him.from then no,i went for every single trainings althought i distest running long distance.

our school cross-country was held at macrichite reservoir and the distance is 3.2km.our coach train us and kept doing time trials for us.i was doing 25mins and then 20mins constantly.i did not improve or deprove in my timing.during that day,i was not prepared for my race and had stitches.i did badly and came in 3rd with the timing of 21mins.i was disappointed with myself but i told myself that even though i cannot beat the 1st girl in position,i will beat the girl's timing which is 18mins.(362)

i meant what i said and i train very hard.every training i put in my 100percent of strength to it and even did my own runnings during the weekends.During the inter-school cross country,i was ready and prepared.it was held in turf city and the distance is 3.7km.Althought i did not win the race but i achieved my timing.i did 17mins and it was even better then the gal that came in 1st for our schools cross country. i was very overjoyed,i felt that i was the dark horse.no one would expect that i would do so well.(470)

so happy..!!

today i went to church..again..haha..cuz its the holy week and i have to attend mass like everyday..haha..the mass starts at 9pm..and today ish easter..i think?? and we have to hold candles and light em up..sing songs and stuff..haha..but there's more..today ish the baptism of the catechumens..and they have walk in the small pool..i didnt know it was deep..haha..and kneel in the water..the father was in the pool too..haha..so the father touch the catechumens head and pushin the head in the water..gently of course..haha..3 times..the person ish still wearing the clothes but without the shoes..after that..the person stands up and walk out of the pool..haha..and zhiguang was dere sayin its cool and stuff..haha..and i was dere laughing..haha..imaginin if the father forced the person's head in the pool and the person keeps struggling..LOL..evil me..haha..the youth group peeps were helping out the church..and they wore so formally..how nice..haha..feel like joinin the youth back..missing those days..where i go home late..having fun..feelin so busy..tired..haha..love those days..but now?? its like i'm so free to do anything..i hate this kinda life..slacking ard..doing nth..getting fatter..and mah good buddies are nt sporty..thats the worse part..I MUST CHANGE FOR THE BETTER...haha..gonna get busy again..i must..i hate this kinda do nth life..haha..ohwell....shall carry on..haha..so after the stuff and everything...it ended abt 12plusplus.. i told mah sista that its still early..and i didnt feel like going home yet..therefore..she brought me to somewhere near the school NUS to eat prata with my 'father',ethan..LOL..ethan ish a real cool guy..as in he ish real humourous..he ish forever making my sista and me laugh and he's cool..haha..i luv him..haha..so ethan parked his car at the side of the road near the cheese prata shop and we went in to get seated..haha..mah sista called the man..and i ordered mushroom prata and potato cheese egg prata..its like WOW!! cant stop eating it..haha..its real nice..haha...and mah sista ordered teh si,teh O and and teh cipno..haha..its nice too..haha..bet i put on weight today..haha..i ate LOTS and LOTS of chocolates in the afternoon..mah sista bought em..haha..dunno wat got into her..she bought 3boxex of meji chocolate..a few packets of meji chocolates again..1 box of cheese biscuits..2 packets of meji strawberry and white chocolate...and 1 roll of chocolate jelly...haha..those stuff cannot last more den 3 days..cuz of mah brother..that idiot..!!haha..shall carry on..haha..
so after eating the prata..we chatted..crapped about stuff and i took picture wit mah 'father' LOL..cool..haha..den..he drove us home..its so fun havin him ard..haha..especially in his BMW car..haha..his back seats are made from real leather and everytime he suddenly steer his stoopid steerin wheel...i will be sliding from left to right..and den right to left again..but its fun...haha..i was like laughin and laughin..haha..and he blast his musics so loudly..i mean only for the song superstar by jamelia..haha..thats his favourite song..haha..he blast that song and we sang the song real loud..haha..he basically just rawks..haha..so he drove us home..said bye to him..and went home to bath and stuff...i dun like to go home nowadays..seriously..its just so sudden and i dunno why..haha..but wateva..haha..oh well..shall stop here..its real long..and mah fingers are telling mah brain cells that they are tired of typing..LOL..mah fingers needa rest..haha
'father' rawks..!!

aight.!

geez..! gonna blog again..haha..hmm..wat else to write?? ohya..i remembered..gosh..!! nationals ish on the 13th of april and its like ard the corner..haha..i feel that i'm nt prepared yet...cuz the trainings are like twice a week..helLoOo..how can that help.?? i used to run quite fast when Ms fiona tan ish still ard..that was last time..and now..i'm really slacking..cuz mr tan's training ish too slacking and i wasn't used to his slacking training..and his training ish only twice a week..nt like ms tan..3 times a week....mah mentality ish nt dere anymore..i cant run fast..and i used to like having tough trainings..but now..i prefer it to be more slacking..cuz of the coach..i guess he ish too lenient..thats why..almost EVERY monday's training ish always running 4k and then strengthening..i know he wants to build our stamina up..and mah stamina ish alr up..only that i cant run fast anymore..i cannot take tough trainings anymore..seriously..i dun understand wat happened to me..sigh...maybe because coach ish so disappointed in me and i kinda become the 'lousy' 1..sigh..miss those days where coach have high expectations on me..the feeling ish real good..but i took that for granted..argh..*feelin so regreted*
I'M SLACKING!! argh...sucks..haha..really slacking...wat happened to me..!! wake up wake up wake up..!!

next next next..

aight..!! went skating last saturday..and the feelin ish good..yea..haha.haven been skating seens sch starts..haha..being lazy and busy..haha..and guess wat..i learn new stuffs again..haha..so happy..!! aight..!..haha..suppose to learn hockey stop..but instead of that..i did backwards snow plow..haha..actually its anyhow stop..but its cool..haha..i'm so happy..gonna skate regularly..can practice mah anyhow stop and learn new stuffs..haha...

shall end..

sigh..

haiz..its been so long seens i've started blogging again..so many unlucky stuff happened each day...mr toh made me either write 1000 lines or write 1000 words of compo just becuz i didnt write mah content page..how unlucky ish that..and i have to finish writing it on that day..and i wrote until abt 6plus i guess its was alrite..i dun mind..and yesterday i was drawing mah DNT folio..and i have to hand it in by that day...gonna finish soon.and mah friend spill the cup of lemon barley on the table and mah papers kena..so ish mah pencil box..i did it for like so long and there goes 1 cup of barley spill on the table.mah papers kena the barley..but nt alot..the ink smudge...mah eyes was filled with tears..but it didnt roll down..i almost cried nt becuz of the papers..but many unlucky things happened..and yesterday i went to run for the cross country..and i some sort of being said by mah coach..of why i was late and stuff...but that was alrite..the race started..and in the forest..mah shoe lace dropped,i was patting while tying it..afew seconds pass..in the forest.there ish this very upsteep slope..and its like 65degree..it was high..i ran like a ghost..all the way up the time i reach the top.i was patting hard..mah coach was there giving me water to drink and pushing me hard to chase after the person infront of me and i did..but the person was nt from dunearn....at the pathway of the road i almost vomited...doing the vomit action 3times..that ish bad..i almost wanted to give up...but i continue..was singing song in mah mind..kept pushing mahself..telling mahself that i can do it..and i did..i came in 3rd..huiyi was 1st and jasmine was 2nd..i was so tired after the race and i dunno why..its like so sudden..okie..maybe its nt sudden..maybe its becoz i didnt rest b4 mah race..mah coach was really really dissapointed..he said our timing ish like shit and 20mins is other schools' joggin pace.other schs are like doing15mins plus plus.....but i will continue to improve..i promise myself i want to aim at least 18mins i must..okie.back to where i was..after the race..i went to the toilet and cry..i cannot take it anymore..i wanted to cry 2times alr..but i hold on to mah tears..nt because of the position..its because of the "unluckyness"..somethings happened...mah goodfriends know wat happened. im so screwed..sigh..i felt like dying when such things happened..not that matter..but the unluckyness happened..i knew something will happened..i knew it..but it was far more den wat i thought..sigh..shall carry on..and i was alrite after i came out of the toilet and darn..darren asked me something..i forgt..and when i say it out and tell him..i burst out into tears again..because i was recalling it again..and den he confort me..he kept sayin that abt the position and stuff..but its bt the position..i dun care abt the position..really..and soOo many pple saw me cried...that was worst..and XX saw me cried..thats even worst..and i'm nt sure if XX saw 'it' or nt..sigh..I'M SO SCREWED!! but whatever it ish..i am metally prepared....so bring that stupid 'unluckyness' thingie on..i'm nt afraid already!!

aching everywhere!!

argh..after the intensive training on monday..run from the 1st tree to the 4th tree and slow jog from the 5th tree to the 1oth tree..it keeps going until the 4k distance ish over..and darn..after the whole thingie of that training ish over..i have aches everywhere..everytime i invert mah feets in...like a duck?? and the pain ish like cramps..real painful cramps..and i walk at the side of mah feet..i seems to cant walk using the full feet..mah tighs aching too..sigh..need to rest..but i dun wanna rest..cuz mah stamina has alr increase and i shall nt let mah stamina drop..nono..i wun let that..i shall endure the pain..but will it get worse if i just ignore it??? sigh...its just getting worse..help...............trackers rawks..haha.

i'm so stress...freaking stress..almost everyday i didnt do mah maths homework and go school to copy from others...everyday have maths..argh..stress stress..i hate MR ANG!!..everyday hv to see that freaking annoying face of his..hate him..
shall continue the next time..so sleepy..*yawns*

i haven been blogging since dec,all because of mah dad...keep asking me to study and study and study...lolx..so now i quickly write..before he bloody nags at me again..lolx...its 2005 and i'm sec3..and mah darn class maths teacher ish horrible...my gosh..its MR ANG CHIN CHUAN..and our class have to see him like EVERY WEEKDAYS..argh...he's unlucky to have a student like me..haha..cuz i gonna complain abt him..he's horrible..argh....he teaches our class so slow..and we dun understand a single bit..haha...dun dare to ask him to repeat..cuz he's freaking impatient and keep making that stupid sound..sickening freako..ops..but wateva..haha..life's getting more fun..and i love going to school..haha..so nice to be back to school..but hate it when there ish homework..especially maths..argh..so darn difficult..but wateva..haha..

today we have training..(track &field)in school and its so fun..my gosh..even though its tough and i'm tired..its still fun..haha..cuz the spirit ish dere and i kept teasing mah juniors...those part-timers came for training too..and i think they wont stay for long either..i love track&field..only when the spirit ish dere..muhaha..i'm loving it..

i luv mah hairstyle!!

today ish the best day that i spend with mah mum...aiyah..its always the best day spending time with mah mum....muhaha..cuz wateva i buy,she will pay for me...hehe...well...we wanted to go to orchard in da afternoon....abt 1330 but dere ish no cab for us to take...cuz they need to change shift..hate that!!..and it was drizzling...argh..so we went to westmall instead..haha.after we reach westmall..we went to eat japanese food...wat that resturant called...argh..i forgot..its outside the shopping centre...so we sit down..and place our order..i called ramen..and the bowl ish soO huge...bigger den mah face...haha...and the "spoon" ish so huge...like ur using the ladder to eat ur food..haha...but it dun taste so good..not really nice...so after that..we went to the top floor..watch movie..muahah..went to watch after the sunset..man..its nice..but there's lots of kissing and stuff...but the show ish good..after the show...we went to shop ard westmall..mah mum will definitely go to the VCD shop...i forgot wat shop its called..haha..poor memory..so she bought some VCD and all...den we went to walk ard..and i told mah mum i wanna cut mah hair...so she asked me to go to PRO TRIM and cut...darn..they are soO professional..no wonder the shop ish called PRO trim...haha...the person help me cut ish a male..and he sees ur face shape and cut for u...and also have to like know wat kinda hairstyle u wan..so mah mum told him to layered mah hair..and darn..after the whole thing...I LOVE MAH HAIR!!! i love that guy..i LOVE PRO TRIM!! muahah..so we went shopping again..at westmall..shop for clothes...and i bought 2 tops at giodano...kinda nice..den...we went to thai restuarant to eat..its so nice too..its like wow...its luxury...we went to shop and save to shop for stuffs and head for home...mah mum spend on me abt 400bucks...minus away her comestic stuffs...hmm...abt 200 over..yah...cool eh..haha..shall end here..mah mom rawks!!

wahahaha

wanted to blog yesterday,but went home very late..so well...shall blog now..hehe...it was fun..kinda.,my friend and i went to eat steamboat at marina bay with other 7 new-made friends have KG,"jaychou",KH,andrew,timo,CL and i more person..cant rmb his name....haha..we wanted to go to a better place to eat steamboat,but the pple at marina bay was promoting their wateva steamboat thingy and andrew and KG stop dere let the pple psycho them to go..haha...kinda stupid tho,they can just walk away or something,but they stop dere let the pple talk talk talk non-stop and we went to a coffee shop to eat steamboat..the metal bowl ish so small..the all steamboat ish like so small..and at da side of the bowl ish covered with aluminum foil to like "bbq" and everytime i "bbq" da darn oil spilled at me..everytime..argh..make mah arms so oily and i was kinda irritated and didnt want to eat da bbq food but its kinda nice tho...the beef..haha..yumyum...there were 9 of us but 4 of us came early or should i say 5 of them came late...haha..so we da 4 of us eat first...my friend and i was like kinda shy..haha..cuz all of em are KG friends...but at least KH talks to us...and slowly most of em like "talk" to us...hehe..they were so nice..haha..like em all as friends....i think they basically rawks..but JR didnt go...i felt kinda sad...but nvm..haha...so after the steamboat..we went to arcade and played daytona..but ish the boys played..nt us..haha..cuz loser have pentaly..have to run the field 2 rounds..haha..KH's idea..and KG was the loser..but he didnt run 2 rounds tho.dunno why...his only run erm..1/8 of 2 rounds..haha...so we went to da pathway and stand dere..thinking of where we can ALL go...haha.and they think and think..and so...went to play pool..they opened 3 tables...wow..we(myfriend and i) didnt pay at all..cuz we didnt really play..thats why...so we were kinda bored and told them that we have to go...so yah...took bus 400 back to da MRT station...talk ALL THE WAY from marina bay to batok non-stop...haha...den we went to mcdonalds..didnt really wanna go home so early..so we sit dere for a while...talk talk talk...talk until abt...11.50 or something...kinda late huh..wanted to ton..didnt wanna go home but mah parents will kill me..sigh..boring..so its time to go home.................................................the end..haha...................................................forever a doggie lover!!

so happy!!

today ish thursday..obviously..and of coz i have training at smu stadium again...before we(dayana,darren.me) reached smu stadium,it started to rain so heavily...and the ground ish like full of rain water man...my gosh!! after we got off the bus 67,we waited for e green light to appear and we(dayana,darren,me)ran under the heavy rain..and i was like shouting like a mad lady dere,holding dayana's hand..muahaha..so funny...but the worse part was..getting mah track shoes wet!wat the hell...haha...i wanted to jump OVER the paddle of water...but yet i jump ON the paddle of water(splash)..haha..darn!! i hate that...and the water ish lots man...and again and again...dere are so many patches of paddle of water and we have to jump over..but legs too short..so dayana and i all so wet...haha..hate that!!
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today mah sista's bf bring duchess(husky)to mah house..OMG!!i was so suprise...when i saw duchess..mah mouth opened wild..like the jaw sung down to the floor..haha...so suprise..and of cuz i hugged her and all...took pictures with her...haha....always wanted to take pictures with her..and i can put it on friendster..muhahaha...but the pictures taken are kinda blur..darn..hate that too..but wateva...haha...duchess rawks mah socks... :x... love duchess lots...wahaha...................................................................-forever a doggie lover-

changed to this!

well..i changed mah blogskin to this...cuz i saw this skin while browsing at blogskin.com...izzit it so cute..haha..i simply just love it..haha..i'm lovin it..only that the music dun match....but i will eventually get it done... : ) so yup..
sigh...there ish this painful and irritating ulcer in mah mouth...at the side of mah tongue....argh..it simply hurts lots...cant eat properly and all...its so stupid!!!
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was lost!

after mah track training at SMU stadium which ish about 5plus and i went to take bus 67..and i thought that that bus will take me to orchard..but i was so darn wrong..argh..it take me to bugis..but i didnt know that place ish bugis until i saw BUGIS JUNTION...i tot the place ish little india or somerthing..cuz there are so many indias..i asked many people where ish the nearers MRT and they direct me..haha..luckily there are some helpful peeps in da world.....if nt i'm so dead..haha,,really thank em.....and i was so darn worried...i almost cried...haha...this ish the second time i almost gt lost....phew..luckily mah handphone was with me....if nt i'm really lost...so well...took MRT to orchard and find mah mom..bought some cakes...cheese cake and chocolate cake..yum yum..hehe..so we took taxi home....then watch teebee..then bath..then turn on this computer..then log in to msn..then go to blogger...then here i am...writing this...haha....i'm pratically so lame........so shall stop here...adios!

in the rink!

yesterday i wanted to blog..but was too tired and my body ish so pain...stupid KOJI!!argh...toot him..bite me 4TIMES.argh!!now i can still feel the pain!..this ish how it happened!...yesterday i went skating...and i saw koji....1st impression on him was...so cool and he ish a japanese but lived in singapore for quite some time...and he really looks like those japanese comic book character..so tall and the hair so straight...so darn cool..then when he open his mouth and start talking...he ish speaking singlish..haha..so funny..and he ish a joker...makes me wanna laugh....okieokie..better stop..must carry on with my story..hehe..SO...he ish a jap and his hp hanged lots of jap stuff...and i find it quite nice so i took his hp from his pocket just like that...and he let me see..then he wants it back and i said just let me see it for a little while more...and he bite me..all of a sudden!!!toot him....he bite my hand..around my wrist there...so darn pain..so my reaction was to hit him back...HARD! and then he lets go...i didnt really bother already...and i sit on the bench at the rink where all the lockers are...and i didnt notice him....was talking to my friend...he went behind the bench where i was sitting and he BITE ME AGAIN!! on my shoulder near my neck....argh..toot him...i scream so loud yet he still didnt let go..then i fall from the bench to the floor..toot sia..now i still have the pain and his stupid mark there...argh..it ish so swollen...dunno like wat sia...so i get up and take my revenge..i went to bite him back...but he ish too strong and huge! didnt manage to bite him and he BITE me again...toot sia..this time he bite my back..wat the hell...i scream and grabbed him..then i fall...he almost fall on me...but did not...*phew* so darn toot..and sherene,terry,lixin,eileen? and the others there laughing..so darn toot..and there ish a 4th time AGAIN! i went skating...i skate and skate then suddenly KOJI bite me...at my deltoid...toot sia...i wanted to bite him..but this time...i wait for him not to notice me and then..hehehe*evil laugher*....but then i still fail....wat the hell..i went to his back and jump on him...and bite..then he so strong.....i cant bite him..toot sia!!argh...stupid KOJI! one day shall bite him back....
After the speed skating at 7.....most of the skaters went home or something..they left the rink and only me,lixin.terry,gladys,jiawei,akira and the others still dere...i skate and skate til quite bored so i started trying to make terry..my cousin..to fall...HAHA...he also trying to make me fall...and both of us fell...haha...cuz i grabbed his neck and his head hit the ice..haha..and now his head have a huge briuse..hoho..so sway... :x as usual..people will just spraying ice on us and all...and spray and spray!! wat the hell...jiawei keep on spraying and spraying...and i quite unhappy already...so i grabbed his leg..haha.so funny sia...i grabbed his leg and he ish dere dragging...lolx..so funny....and i was all wet.....after a few minutes...abt 30mins or so...we started to play with ice!! haha..cant remember who started first...we used our blades and started scribing the ices...and started throwing at each other.....lolx..so funny sia...and the person in-charge of the rink started "scolding" us.. the person ish a mute... and he blew his westle and show us the hand sigh...NO and pointed out of the rink...so i think he was trying to tell us not to play or else we will be ban...i think..so we stopped playing....so funny sia...keke....shall end here
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