deodorant

i was during my PE elective logbook and i suddenly tot of the incident of stinky armpit smell.omg! i cannot take it myself! i smelt so bad during PE elective cuz i din do the regular regime to keep my armpit clean,i was rushing! late for class for the consecutive 4 days! WOW! that habit is really hard to kick.

so i was thinking there a treatment for my smelly armpit?i went to do abit of research under google regardless the causes and treatment of odor!

And guess wad i found!

Aluminum Chloride: Organ system toxicity, in vitro tests on mammalian cells show positive mutation results, reproductive effects at moderate and high doses, and animal studies show brain and nervous system effects at high doses

Aluminum Chlorohydrate: Developmental/reproductive toxicity, Neurotoxicity

Aluminum Zirconium Tetrachlorohydrex Glycine: Strong evidence of human neurotoxicity when product is airborn

Gylcerin: One or more animal studies show kidney or renal system effects at very low doses, mammalian cells show positive mutation results, animal studies show reproductive effects at moderate doses

Diproplyene Glycol: One or more animal studies show brain and nervous system effects at high doses

1 PEG-14 Dimethicone, PEG/PPG – 18/18 Dimethicone, PEG-8 Distearate, and Triclosan: Also known as 1,4-Dioxane: Endocrine disruption, identified as a probable human carcinogen by the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency (EPA)

Propylene Glycol, which the FDA says is safe for general use but can cause cancer and contains toxins that affect reproduction

Alcohol Denatured: Cancer, Developmental/reproductive toxicity, Organ system toxicity (non-reproductive)

Butane and Propane: Allergies and immunotoxicity

fragrance: often means Diethyl Phthalate or DEP: endocrine disruptor that has been linked to reproductive and abnormalities

PEG/PPG – 18/18 Dimethicone - Organ system toxicity (non-reproductive)

Benzyl Alcohol: Neurotoxicity

Silica: Cancer, Allergies/immunotoxicity

Deodorant with a score of 0 having a “low hazard”:

• Crystal deodorant stick, roll-on, and spray

Deodorant with a score of 1 having a “low hazard”:

• CVS Ultra Dry Anti-Perspirant Roll-On Unscented – Aluminum Chloride,
• Ban Antiperspirant & Deodorant Original Roll-On Unscented – Aluminum Chlorohydrate
• Ban Classic Original Antiperspirant & Deodorant Original Roll-On Unscented – Aluminum Chlorohydrate:
• Almay Antiperspirant & Deodorant, Clear Gel; Fragrance Free – Aluminum Zirconium Tetrachlorohydrex Glycine, Gylcerin, Diproplyene Glycol
• Almay Antiperspirant & Deodorant, Clear Gel – Aluminum Zirconium Tetrachlorohydrex Glycine, Gylcerin, Diproplyene Glycol
• Almay Antiperspirant & Deodorant Fragrance Free (Powder Fresh and Soothing Aloe) – Aluminum Zirconium Tetrachlorohydrex Glycine, Gylcerin, Diproplyene Glycol
• Lady Mitchum Clear Gel Antiperspirant & Deodorant Unscented – Aluminum Zirconium Tetrachlorohydrex Glycine, Diproplyene Glycol,
• Mitchum Antiperspirant & Deodorant Clear Gel – Aluminum Zirconium Tetrachlorohydrex Glycine, Diproplyene Glycol
• Almay Stay Dry Hydro Solid Antiperspirant & Deodorant, Fragrance Free – 1 PEG-14 Dimethicone, Aluminum Zirconium Tetrachlorohydrex Glycine, Diproplyene Glycol

Deodorant with a score of 7 having a “high hazard”:

• Right Guard Sport Deodorant – fragrance, Triclosan, Propylene Glycol, Alcohol Denatured
• Right Guard Sport Deodorant Aerosole, Original – fragrance, Triclosan, Propylene Glycol, Butane and Propane
• Dry Idea Antiperspirant Clear Gel Powder Fresh – fragrance, Aluminum Zirconium Tetrachlorohydrex Glycine, Propylene Glycol, Alcohol Denatured
• Dry Idea Antiperspirant & Deodorant Clear Gel Powder Fresh – fragrance, PEG/PPG – 18/18 Dimethicone, Aluminum Zirconium Tetrachlorohydrex Glycine, Propylene Glycol,Alcohol Denatured
• FDS Feminine Deodorant Spray White Blossom and Baby Powder – fragrance, Benzyl Alcohol, Propylene Glycol

Deodorant with a score of 8 having a “high hazard”:

• Secret Platinum Antiperspirant & Deodorant Invisible Gel Powder Fresh Scent – fragrance, Aluminum Zirconium Tetrachlorohydrex Glycine, Propylene Glycol, Alcohol Denatured
• Dove Invisible Solid Antiperspirant & Deodorant, Powder Fresh – fragrance, Silica, PEG-8 Distearate, Aluminum Zirconium Tetrachlorohydrex Glycine, Propylene Glycol
(taken http://tryingtobegreener.wordpress.com/2008/08/19/how-safe-is-your-deodorant/)

those above are the ingredients found in deodorant and anti-perspiration products and it says that products containing aluminium zirconium tetracholorohydrx glycine has major SE when use long term, the chances of getting Alzhemier disease is higher and pple who has been using that product before 16 has higher risk of Breast cancer as well. geeeee. i have been using this anti-deodorant for years already.mum's product is just for marketing purpose! URGHHH! tho the ingredient do work well and keeps me smelling great the entire day, but the best part is that it leads to Alzhemier in long term! no wonder i get really forgetful and have sudden memory loss. GOSH! lucky i stopped using it now. its harmful! just imagine it get absorbs into your bloodstreams,into your liver and everywer else? can u imagine?! its sooo cancer causing. my god! but of cuz i found a solution to my problem! crystal deodorant! the reviews and testimonials of it are great, so prolly gona haunt for that down! :)

ciao!

ouh. before that!

guess wad!

i have 7projects in hand! WOWWWW! HOW AMAZINGGGGG! 7 PROJECTS! damn it! so many.

nvm! im gona pull thru this semester distinction-ly. hahhahaha. alrite. CIAO

no water the entire day

gee, i was sleeping soundly until this morning, my brother woke me up cuz he was conplaining to his girlfriend that he cannot bath,der's no water in the hse and he is sticky and sweaty all over, he dun bath in the evenings like u and i do. he only bathe in the morning before he head to school.

and i was like wad? our house no water?gee.my brother headed to sch early to bath in school.lol. funny. while i went back to sleep. who else my 5mins of extra slp cost me 30mins! darn! late for school alry, faster pack bag,wash my face and brush my teeth with mineral water and rush off to sch. and shit lor! late 1min and i had to make up 1hr of lab session...wahlaoo. waste my time only.

so den, once i got home today abt 5plus, der's still no water. gee, so i rang my mum up and told her that our neighbour allow us to use their hse to bath. so sweet of them. :) and my mum was suggesting to go to the swimming pool to bath ourselves. lol. i was laughing out loud over the phone. this incident do make my day totally. hilarious!.hahaa.

alrity. back to doing my project now. byebye.

and i think i totally lost my self-dicipline, sighh. now i just kept losing and losing and losing. instead of winning and winning and winning. :(

im nothing and worse den before now.

ytd had lots of carbo,today had lots of carbo. i shld cut down on carbo now. and i overspent alot. im growing fat. gee.i nv gain the respect i needed.

merina jiayou!

new quotation of the day.

"do not say its all due to fate,der's nth i can do. change this mentality to this is a challenge,i will eventually get it done." merina ng

happy halloween. :)

"is that blood i am seeing?"

" look at that head,ew!" lol

"time to eat mummies" lol

" want to eat dyed red you tiao?" lol

"hello!"

"im gona be home with you tonite"

the stupid "princess" came up the tram and scare us! idiot. haha.our damn scared reaction.lol

damien says i look more like gorilla den a vampire. Zzz.. lol

leong

the "have you seen my glass shoes" cinderella. haha.my sis damn scared of her. lol

sis's angelic wings. cost 21$ lor! nice?? hehe.

Janet got stabbed on her chest!. haha

RAR! thats our makeup artist. lol.

spider-woman, "damien, becareful, she'll eat u anytime!" tsk

"rar... feeeedd meee." (vampire) tsk!

lol. poor bird got caught in the cage.haha

HALLOWEEN DAY

had great fun during halloween yesterday. :)

night safari was totally awesome too. ohwell, two besties cant go cuz of work. :(

working life totally suck rite?

well, thats the bad side of working. im really enjoying not working. hehe! especially FNB. omg.

HAPPPY HALLOWEEENNNN!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYBODY!

HOPE EVERYONE HAD AS MUCH FUN AS I DID!

pics up soon! and i haven been updating since school starts. gee! really abandon this blog for awhile already!

screw up timetable. overcome-ed! :D

hello blog,

here i am blogging again, school started and my timetable is so screwed that i actually spent 2 full hours sorting out my screwed up timetable. at least i managed to get it sorted out.

now have to get that timetable sorted out during attachment as well. lucky this coming posting is at IMH. pretty near to my school. like 10mins to sch by car? if only ive gt a bike.

geee, bike licence next! tho many have told me abt how dangerous it is. ohwell, i jsut have to OPEN my eyes big big! and becareful lor, or the most i get a scooter. vespers haha.

and school is tough! i dun get wad the teachers talking, they talk like bullet train. :( i have a hard time catching up. im slow. :'( so stupid.

and i kept thinking of the horse riding lesson almost all the time ever since i said i wanted horse riding lessons. gee. i rather have my passion and love for something that is ALIVE den something dead like a "flying disc" seriously.

chosen PE as elective

WAH.

finally i got to choose my PE elective. :)

it din last on the E-online registration for even 5MINS!

muhaha. this time i owned. YES!

cheap thrill im having here.haha.

alrite. back to revision.

this sem i must be a good girl from on now.

adios.

PASSed my tp!

alrite. i passed my tp test alr! phew. but haven gotten my licence yet. gee. can drive car alry.

gona pray and bless the car before i drive man. der's so many things to learn, the way to getting pt A to pt B. gee.

and i suddenly tot of learning to ride horse. since young, i love seeing horses and riding horses. i feel like learning horse riding, den once i am god damn good in it, rich enuff to open up a horse riding school in some other country, haven tot of wer yet. having a ranch with premium horses, having a sheep dog, having my instructors, having students, having a house beside my horse riding school. wow.

best if i can ride my horse down to the market to buy groceries, riding my horse to school, having the horse on the road instead of bikes or cars. if only.. haha. that dream will not happen in i am now. gee.

and i guess frisbee shall be jus going for leisure thats all.

i want horse riding.

and i have yet to go for my scuba diving yet.

so many things to play while im alive.

bungy,sky diving, scuba diving with the sharks and whales, horse riding, parachuting, water rafting, fishing in the ocean to fish for sword fish,hot air balloon, be a killerwhale trainer, swimming with dolphins, water sports, more wakeboarding. sailing, getting a scrabble which i doubt i do have a chance(if only)

gee. see, life is more den jus hitting the mall, going shopping, catching a movie. that is not the kind of life tat i want. that isnt a life at all.

gona work towards it. earn more $ to filfull all my play dreams.

up next, horse riding lessons.

hopefully i have the passion to continue all the way, enquire all the skills and knowledge, i do wana be great in something. to be a professional equestrian .after that, earn enuff, go to overseas and open a horse riding school and own it.wow. thast really my dream. having pple to come over for leisure, having my own town with more stalls,can ride horse over to buy groceries etc. hmm.

dream oh dream. will it ever come true. hmmm.

miley cryus-THE CLIMB

i was so damn bored today so i decided to SING SONG and post it here. hahaha.

its for baby to listen cuz i sang super horribly in the phone. hopefully this time round is better!

i think the lyrics is quite meaningful. :)

BOREDOM make me do things. 8)

cant wait to see baby later. hehe!

life

hmmm. i was so in dilemma that i typed on the internet whether should we be content with our life now or seek something more?

think again, i think we should seek something more, so der is a motivation in our lives. prolly feeling content in certain part of your life should be fine but i guess we still need to seek more den what we have in other parts of our lives so we have that push to carry on living. right?

hmm. i think we chinese aint as contented as the malays..thats wad i think. * decipher it yourself. haha! just based on what i think, dun mean to be racist here though. afterall, im still figuring out the true meaning of life and my values of being a human here in life. hmmm..i guess ive figured out alot through this whole school term break. it makes me wonder alot,like literally. :)

ive tried to experience things myself,trying to be in other people's shoes for awhile and feel what they felt. i guess i was too over myself sometimes due to past achievements but i forgot one very important thing! there are many better ones out in the world that is doing MUCH better den what i have achieved. what i achieved are peanuts, what i achieved cannot live up to the what others can. i shouldnt think so highly of myself.

frisbee made me think alot actually. no wonder they says sports build characters. hahah. i guess i am really trying to find out what sort of person i am thru frisbee. i think that my sch's frisbee system is like what you face in current life. if you want to represent the school, u have to do what it takes to get there and not doing self-pity so others will pity you and give you a chance t be on top. gee. my mentality towards life change INSTANTLY. no wonder they says gemini are adaptable. hahaha!

and den again, in my previous post, i mentioned to be ME, well, i think its kinda vague. what i meant was to be the better side of me and not be the worse side of me. haha!. wow. this whole holiday and frisbee thing really made me growing. hahah!

and also, i read from the internet about this incident where der is this priest, who is always been praised for being humble has been awarded a humble award, and the next day he wears it to church den this award has been stripped becuz he was proud that he won that award.

geee...what do you think of this short story. hmm.

CIAO!

luxurious life

its good to once awhile search for some youtube videos for some motivation to get you going! NV GIVE UP and preserver is the key! but of cuz intelligence,observation and humbleness is critical as well. continue to FIGHT ON regardless wad.

TIME TO WORK LIKE DOG VERY VERY SOON! PLAY TIME IS OVER!

but den im having second thoughts. what if all i do is to work hard, wouldnt my youth be gone soon?and i'll become an old hag den?geee. someone,please enlighten me. to be content now or to seek for something more? *in great dilemma. :(

FUN NO FUN

wow. spent eight hundred over for the pass 2 months of FUN.

gee! it shows that FUN do comes with a huge price to pay for.

Time to go back to the usual mundane life for long term purpose. :)

From now on, i shan't take myself too seriously and just be ME. even megan fox dun give a damn about what other pple think of her. As long as she noes what is her goals and its up to her whether to change or nt.

so yea, its good to hear what others have to say about you.

hmm. i guess its time to be ME. i wana see what others have to say about me. tat would be pretty interesting..

:)

PS: experiencing life changes would be fun at times.

we should noe abit of our home. :)

emo

hello blog,

gee! i haven been emo-ing for sometime to you now. issit a good thing or a bad thing?

the mentality that im having now is bad.

i noe that i should not give up! i wanted to perform well during trg today and coach sent me over to the lousy team. prolly i dun deserve a space in a better team. i dunno.. somehow he is always picking on me! every god damn training, he will definitely call my name once! he knowing my name for the wrong reasons. i felt ashamed, i wanted to do my best but he dun believe that i can, he seem to always find fault with me. why?! issit becuz i look like his previous enemy? i dunno u noe.

i dunno what and how it gave him the stupid impression that im not working hard. so wtf!

im like the fucking hard working player ever in other sports. sigh! and he has to do this to me! im always ready to look forward to every trg so i can do well and progress up but he has alr got this god damn concept in his head that im a lousy player and i should stay with the weaker players. sigh! i think i shldnt entirely put the blame on him.

prolly ive change since i came poly and many things happened in my life WHICH pple usually it will make you grow stronger.

However, i dunno really.. i seem to be worse. pple change for the better, i changed for the worse.

i lost my strength,lost my self-esteem, lost my aggressiveness, lost my own opinion, lost my competitiveness,lost the desperation for more praises and lost the motivating me.

i dunno wad gotten to me. ive changed to the worse.i tried being more reserved for a change cuz i was too aggressive and kinda loud den. but it seems like its getting no wer and worse! im not learning anything.. sigh.

this is wad happens wen u're getting advices not from the right people. i dunno really. or issit im thinking too much?

usually for spontanous incident that happened, i always have a solution for it, be it gona be sucky or not. its still a solution and pple do take it. But now i got no solution and i dun even bother to think of a solution and let pple think it for me. thats BAD!

i used to be the more initiative type but now? just relac and let pple deal with it. gee! wad happened to me! wer the hell is that old merina? GEE! i really do miss the old me. :'(

im wasting my life during nth productive at all.

I LOST MY FOCUS IN LIFE.

i wana cryyyyy.. :(

IMAC is addictive!

This is what happens when you got a NEW TOY to play with. you start playing with it even when people are in lala land. TSK!

ps: no matter how bumpy the road is, we just have to fight on and never give up!

COMPLAIN OF THE DAY.

Wah!

the sale assistant in WH is horrible!

ME: hi, is this WH vivo?

assistant: yes, how may i help?

Me: * was describing the dress and den..

assistant: can you call me back 5mins later? im doing a transaction right now. 5mins ya? thank you!

ME: * huh? oh, okay..

in my mind i was like wth? she wants me t call back in 5mins just becus she's doing a transaction right now? cant she just get some other assistant to attend to me?

URGH! LOUSY SERVICE!

THIS IS HILARIOUS! HAHAHAHAHA!

ENJOY!

outing to vivo!

WAH! after getting my stomach filled up! i weigh myself and i put on 2.4kg in just 1 day! GEE! all thanks to the western with raisin rice and cheese pasta at my house coffee shop for lunch and CARL'S JR bacon cheeseburger + onion rings and abit of beef cheese fries. today totally a sinful day.decided to go running later in the morning and gona do some spring cleaning for my room too. :D today headed out t shop for DH's super ultra belated bday gift with gang. bought a cute undergarment for her! teehee! and i bought a dress for myself along the way too. :) but after i was heading home wit b, i realised my friend in frisbee gt that dress too. boohoohoo!
Until now, im still feeling bloated, bet in the later morning ive to run t do BIG business! haha!
Talked t B regarding the F1 race and i was reading some articles from the F1 blog t b and guess wad happened
*bro came into the room and pressed mute on my computer
ME:gor, y u press mute wen der's NO SOUND coming from my laptop???
BRO:*smile, its to mute you.* acting like he's talking but been muted
ME: -.-
and i unmute it. so i cld talk again. hhaha!
i told B abt it and he xD LAUGH! and said my brother was cute and witty so i asked if im witty too and he says a straight NO!
HUMMPHHH!! so MEAN! den later he says have la! abit! and i asked if he is witty and he said YES! LOL! 老黄卖瓜自卖自夸! =x hehe!
OKAY LUH! HAD ANOTHER ENJOYING DAY! :D

he looks like an exhausted chinese band singer hor? teehee! SO CUTEEE,SO KAWAII NEHH!! LOL :)

ps: gona learn to balance the hard and soft the right way at the right time.prolly everything is in place, prolly im just being too sensitive for small changes, prolly i should just allow it to change, prolly its for the better.

Gona find back my FOCUS again.

i will never give up no matter how HARD you try to humiliate me,even if i have to do wadeva it takes to prove you wrong, i will. :)

HAD GREAT FUN TO THE FULLEST!

muhah! partay like fuck ytd at butter. went straight after training and training was dreadful! G collide to me during goaltimate and he elbowed me, wth! now der's a major bruise on my right arm. ='( but after that went to club with secondary school friends like fuck. and we did silly things in the club" we" refering to me and my gf! muhahah! only she and i noes. :D totally insane.. so yea. went home with the boys and woke up early the next day for horse riding in malaysia with best buds and bf. :D but SIAN, the horse riding club close down! =( but looking forward for the next trip at some other places tho. :) had a totally crazy time the whole of thursday! we shopped, laugh like fuck, eat, head back to sing to cine, head to mustafa, made fun of each other. bought a watch, bought alot of things and most importantly! we totally enjoyed ourselves today! AWESOME! :)

ytd and today totally enjoyed myself to the fullest!

PS: wadeva u are doing, its not what you do, but who you do with, even the worse thing you do, with great friends, things will be totally different.

and are GEMINIs really like durians? appear hard outside but actually they are damn soft inside.hmm. please enlighten.

MUST LEARN TO CONTROL NEGATIVE THOUGHTS,

TIME TO HAVOC NOW

:D

=)

wah. finally i am free to upload pictures here. yesterday managed to relax for abit after a hectic week. =) happy that i managed to meet bestiesssssss at necterie. hahah! see my uber happy face noe alry. and sadly, they flying off tmr for a week. ='( im seriously gona miss them alot. bon voyage to my besties and her bf.

=(

gee. finally i can get to rest. the past weeks were killer. i can die from attachments, projects, and CCAs seriously. haven been sleeping more den 3-4hrs a day! but even in the weekends ive to have to clean the damn house and my mum asked me to iron the clothes for my brother! like wth? first, i help to bring down the clothes from the damn pole, 2nd i keep the damn clothes for everyone and now want me to iron clothes for them? omg. he nv does that for me, he doesnt iron all my clothes for me.i iron the damn clothes for myself! gee! wads with my mum! And the residential project alone can get me fucking stressed seriously. today is 12 sept and i left with less den a month to get pple to join this event.omg. im really worried that it may not be successful. i really do. if we do not get enough teams, the event will prolly be cancelled. =(

in the process of getting sponsors is not an easy task and i chose to do it alone. this is a killer.

And case study was done, again, i tot i was able to manage most of it myself but its not a well done one. i tried to do it myself but its definitely not easy. guess i tried and i guess i shldnt do that again. its totally a STUPIDITY ACT AND SUCIDE to do such things. MADNESSS! its a group project and i should distribute task for them to do it and get it done so the ultimate aim can be done perfectly. =D im really silly.

And i finally managed to hang out with my two best bud! gee. nectaries cakes are awesome and oreo and i were sitting outside looking at all sorts of pple.Gee, and der's this ahgua. damn scary! she damn skinny and she looked at me. omg! i immediately looked away. its seriously damn freaky! alrity. fruitful nite den. =)

Gotta get my priorities right and stick with it.my time management is still very bad.='(

stressed

people are really weird sometimes. when you dun tell them about your problems u have, they tend to think in a negative way and try to dominate you and show how superior they are! Only wen u have to be REALLY thickskinned to tell them about your problems and den they will feel for u. but some dun even bother to listen to your problems and expect you to be the same as them. like if they can, why cant u? unless both parties goals are the same!

Guess you have to always tell someone about your probs else pple tend to misunderstand alot!
like wen u dun talk to others, the true fact is that you are shy! not that u are acting proud or dun bother about other pple at all.

its funny how pple see others in their own perspective.ohwell, today's trg was TOUGH! i fell, my hands are bruised once again, leg cramp!, presurized by coach and i had hyperventilate once again too. thanks to pushing myself over the limit. this is how i treat my body.gee! pity it. ohwell. done blogging and der's still many things i have to do and yet not done yet! GEE! works piling up!

this is annoying!

this is totally annoying! u're skin is even thicker den a reptile! i just dun get why u should behave like a spoil brat and get sooo defensive over EVERYTHING i say. if you detest people to nag, den y are u even nagging? if u detest people to be late, why are u always late?! and yet, can be soooo defensive and flare up wen you are even at the wrong? wat kinda attitude is this?

from now on, u suggested to live your life and i live mine. fine! anw u own me $ for the exercise book( i guess i shldnt have bought it at all.thinking that i shld only think for myself. why in the world did i think to buy for u? how weird, i din noe selfish people will actually do that and i din noe selfish people still bothers to tell you wads going on for trainings, update you abt trgs, i din noe selfish people still can update you on nyaa events. i din noe selfish people will always listen to you whine and complain over ur previous r/s knowing that she has other better things to do and wad she dunlike is to have longchats over the phone.i din noe selfish people have their own difficulties and yet din wana voice out and still be der for this stupid spoilbrat and yet she thinks that this selfish person is really selfish.i din noe that selfish pple are always the ones that give in the most and unselfish people are the ones that dun give in at all)wow! i din noe selfish people actually will do all that. i tot it was supposed to be jus solemnly thinking about herself.And i din noe that unselfish people will still think of themselves first b4 others.gee! can anyone tell me the real definition of selfish and unselfish? i think someone here has the wrong definition for it,seriously! and oh. one more thing, i din noe unselfish people will only give a small tiny pathetic cake for my bday and asked for smth worth MUCH MORE den a pathetic cake! well, and i din noe that the selfish person still wana think of creating a fabulous bday for that unsefish person to rmb for. gee! i think i can jus save that big headache and $$. =) cuz the correct definition for selfish is that putting urself ahead of others. guess i'll just say like "sorry, im too poor and i got no cash to give u a great bday, guess i'll jus give u a lollipop with mayb a sticker on it written happy bday! its the tots that counts too tho." =)
And since you can dare to say that EVERYONE is selfish.tell me about it. should i call u a selfish bitch too?)
ive reached my limits!
and please clear all debts. i think you still own me $.

And u can live your OH-SO PERFECT WORLD spoilreptile.
you think your characters are oh so perfect. seriously, i dun think at all but i do not want to say it cuz u have feelings and i dun wana hurt u! and this is wad i get in return. someone stepping all over me and dun see it that it takes two hands to clap. both parties are at fault and im too tired to say that im at fault all the time den u dun admit that ur at fault too. it doesnt work this way.
ohwell, since u suggested to part den goodluck to ur live! i shouldnt even be mad at you, i should just pity you. =) have fun! and keep improving yay!stay unselfish 4EVER! yea! -to whom it may concern.

netball challenge

inspiration jus came after i was browsing thru on how to write a sponsorship letter to the companies. gee! im pretty confident that my inspiration can work out! =)

Now all we need are ALOT OF participates to join our event. seriously!

=)

done with the facebook! picture credits to ALICIA!

STREET NETBALL CHALLENGE in the west

netball going on streets!

Host:	bukit batok east organisation
Type:	Sports - Sporting Event
Network:	Global
Price:	$60/team of 6

Date:	Sunday, November 22, 2009
Time:	8:00am - 3:00pm
Location:	HARD COURT
Street:	Bukit Batok East

Phone:	96166505
Email:	bbe_netball@hotmail.com

Description 

hello peeps!
This is our very first time holding a STREET NETBALL CHALLENGE in the west at the open space of Bukit Batok East! come and join this challenge if you think you are fit enough! REGISTRATION CLOSE ON 30TH sept 2009.u can email us for more quries at bbe_netball@hotmail.com =)
And also, do spread around this event! if u're a guy, spread to ur female counterparts. if you're a female, spread to your female friends! =)

busy yet again

hello hello!

wahh. i had a busy week yet again.hmm. i jus love making myself busy. :D had attachment for the past week in paediatics! its funn! especially my CI, she's really patient and willing to guide us through our growth. she said this" im here to teach you and guide you so that you can grow properly" awww. =') so touching.

and baby went to fetch me after my work at 8. he reached about 7plus and im supposed to leave at 8 from my ward. But den i went to attend to the new admission at 7.50?shldnt have la. but i wanted to cuz i wana be competent and at least do smth without the help of the staff nurses. and well! its pretty satisfying that i managed to do the admission preparation on my own! but of cuz plus one of my super blur colleauge.omg! she's damn blur. she can take forever on doing 1 task that i asked her to.omgomg! i can dieee..and she can take forever doing the parameters on 1 paitent. i tot i was slow enuff compared to my other friends, i didnt noe der's some1 more slower den i am!geee! she definitely have to work on alot to get her ass kicking!

and yay. back on my baby. :D and he nv fails to get me orange juice after my attachment! =) so sweet and thoughful of him. and he went to get thunder tea rice for meee!=) and he read my blog and knew that i wasnt in a good mood, he went to candy empire to buy me sweets,biscuits and waffles.gee.its all those that i liked to eat. =) thanks babyy.u're really sweet and thoughtful.give u a big big MUACKKKKKKK. hehee.

and during that week, i had my frisbee trg and i had to rush back from attachment to frisbee.damn tiring! i tot i can get hm and nap for 15mins but i had no time!gee! and im pretty dissappointed with how the seniors did with the outing! initally they said its for everyone and now they made it for active members! and they alr told us the infos and all!den suddenly they decided to take back the decision that they had put out alry. wtf?! and she expect me not to get offended. seriously! its jus an outing, not competition.u cant expect me to understand u from ur side cuz i dun see der's a nd to actually alienate those who din go that often for trg due to their other committments! mind u!now ive to swallow wad u said for the sake of my badge pple. -.-! seriously.wad are they thinking?!!pea heads.angry and dissapointed

enuff of that. so after my attachment on friday,i went to do the sponsorship thingy for my organising event,i even asked him to bring his laptop so he cld help me out.after tat we went to watch movie! WEE! we watched I LOVE YOU,BETH COOPER! and dance flick!

omg! u shld really catch i love you,beth cooper! its an awesome movie! both he and i felt tat it resembles the both of us! hahahaah! the guy is jus like him. doesnt have the muscular build and style. OPPPS! haha! but does have values in life, does love their woman not for sex. does have the brains. does care for their woman. and the guy was from the captain of debates team. HAHAH! and my baby jus love debating with other pple alot. gee!

well for the girl, im not as crazy and insane as her! but under those outerlooks, she is smone that's looking for a guy that love her not for sex and treat her well,this gal has her own insecurities and has to be reassured that she's better den others.

gee,this show is highly recommanded. but not dance flick! its a total funny but stupid show. if u like the comedy scream! den u'll prolly like dance flick! haha!

and ive alry catched final destination 3D, the proposal and district 9! wahh! i tell u! u nd to catch district 9 and proposal. its damn awesome! okayy.thats for now!

and lixin and i got selected for apec ambassor. WEEE! cant wait to help! =) til den! and sorry man. my post doesnt have any pics to show!

frisbee!

ultimate frisbee training after attachment

had hat tourney.(draw lots)
told ben that i din see the blog cuz i was busy and he says der should be no excuse to NOT SEEING THE BLOG.* he says "if anyone gona say nv see blog again, everyone have to run and sms that person until that person makes sure that he/she recieves it." gee! i wouldnt want that to happen!its not the kind of attention that should be seek!
our group was the weakest. =( and i was completely lost!
totally! i was DAMN DAMN RUSTY with it. but today was a total experience. sadly someone din come for training today! missed out alot

frisbee gurls outing on THIS SUNDAY afternoon! details will be sent by email! =)

today's training we had a fruitful one.=) im glad that i came down for training tho.
LEARNT
-back hand in/out
-fore hand in/out(now it totally makes sense now.)
-up!
-5/2, 4/3 (m/f)
-something point. i forgt! meant teams draw and play again.
-On "O"-horizotal, 2wing(at the sidelines),mid(centre back and fro)/vertical/end zone
-On "D"- zone play.(include cups-L shaped)force home/away-all face in-centre controls game,sideline trap(will be called)-sides D on dumps and cuts while centre block e thrower, MAN MARK MAN
-team team?
-(name) X, everyone mark him/her.
anything else that i missed out?

i realised that i was that lost and adam has to repeat a few times and i had to ask a million people den i understand. i dunno wad happened but i dun seem to be able to get what they are saying or even focus. i lack focus recently ever since the conflict btw my classmates occured. i dun seem to be bothered to anything at all. i dun even think of other people now.cuz wen i do, pple jus dun like me and gang up to say nasty stuff against me. i can never ever forget that it had became a huge impact on my life. every moment i met new friends, every moment i want to talk friendly, every moment i want to help others. this incident jus kept reappearing and i doubt i can ever inprove myself the way i want it to. my learning process became so slow! i messed up sentences with my mind and wad i typed all the time, i forget things instantly and i dunno wad to do now. i dun wana jus flow it through. i jus want things fixed.sigh. guess i just have to remain behind the curtains until i found an angel to make me move out of my pithole. i dun trust myself anymore. sigh.this is a bad emo-ing method, it really makes u feel like 1 and u can nv get out of it.i need counciling sessions badly. =(

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committment?

hello! okay, im blogging at not a rite time now but i jus wana blog. and ive wasted 20mins of surfing the net. =( later paper at 4pm! wish me luck pple!
anw im not exactly eavedropping my brother's conversation with his girlfriend but he speaks like thuder right infront of me! so loud! and i find that the way he speaks to his girlfriend is like the way how my baby speaks to me too! HAHA! PRETTY HILARIOUS ACTUALLY. its like the things he says he girlfriend. like " you procrinsinate so much" " you cannot handle many things at once but yet you still wana do" etc. tsk! funny!
and talking about committment, i think of my frisbee and my studies, im not entirely committeed to frisbee yet. because the amount of time spent is not great yet. after exams im gona put my heart and soul into frisbee tho i find frisbee a pretty "unique" sport. unlike track and field and other sports that require alot of discipline to oneself. i cannot say much because i have yet to put my heart and soul into frisbee yet. der's still alot to explore in this sport. not jus a "flying disc you throw and catch" i believe its alot more to it. ULTIMATE FRISBEE. :)
TO COMMIT TO SOMETHING WITH MY HEART AND SOUL? what does committing exactly means. hmm. 17hrs t my pharmaco paper. and yay. i screwed up my 6marks question for the previous paper. so WTH. wateva, its over. gona do well for phamaco. so CIAO! =)

cash-wrapped!

this is crazy!

just within 1 month alone, i already spent EIGHT HUNDRED AND SEVEN DOLLARS?! omg! this is insane! and i haven add my insurance yet. plus insurance, alrite, i OVERSPENT! indeed! OVERSPENT, gee. this is bad! wher the hell did i spent my $ to. hmm. this time round my money management is bad. i cant believe that i spent so much when i dun keep track of my $$. now i see the consequence when i dun keep track. lesson learnt. i've to be stingy for this coming month. gee. its crazy!how am i gona survive a hundred bucks in a month? omg. and yes. ive to change my singtel plan asap! and i tot of getting a new phone. my phone is seriously faulty. its lagging on me. =( should i get iphone? or the blackberry? anyone? hmm. and my driving lessons are such a killer to my savings. it definitely cost a bomb! =( ive yet to acomplish many things. i still wana take my bike licence, prolly gona get a new bike? ive yet to go scuba diving? ive yet to go horse riding, ive yet to go hawaii for water sports. geee. i think ive to wait a long time for me to filfull those things i wana get. =( and i feel like going overseas to study too. but i dun have the cash. ahh! its really difficult to do what u like when you dun have the cash seriously. =( ive to starve myself to live with that hundred bucks this month, noo. i meant next following month.omg! this is insane!

and yes! ive managed to get myself a project to do for my nyaa gold award! alrity! i guess im left with the community service sector to complete my gold award. :D cambodia combodia! jus one missionary trip and yes! gold award should be completed by den! MUHAHHA! merina is great. tsk. okay. ciao! back to studying for tmr's paper! wish me luck everybody. :D tho im talkin to the wall all the time. tsk.

SINGTEL YOUTH PLAN

Seriously…is any Singaporean NOT attracted to the word “Free!”, at all? And especially amongst the younger generation like us. You know how it gets! Money, food, booze…endless list! Then there are some of us who never fail to exceed the limits on our phone plans.Don’t even get me started on the talk time on my phone.But now Singtel has designed this insane plan, called the Singtel Mobile Youth Plans for youths like us. Admittedly, I was wowed at the fact that they threw in so many “Free this” and “Free that”s in the entire package. How do they benefit if we seem to get all the plus points?!My problem on talktime every month, is solved. Thank heavens. Singtel has Free Campus Calls for students, and it’s spread all around JCs, Polys, ITEs and Unis! As long as YOU call out from these institutions to any local residential or mobile number, its totally free of charge. And come on…all of us spent so much time in school. Whether its me calling Kit to go home together or anything else…it’s all gonna be free!!!! You have no idea how small little calls asking who is where on campus can accumulate up to. And its IMPOSSIBLE not to keep using your phone to either call or text someone else on campus to find their exact whereabouts because poly campuses are huge! Wasting precious seconds with each pick up and dial. I’d definitely take in free calls willingly.Oh and not to mention free caller ID for a whole year?! I have to payfor that thing in my plan man. So that’s freebie number 2.Next up is also another huge plus point, freebie number 3! FREE UNLIMITED SMS to any service provider. Which means, no more scrimping and saving on text messages. so visit http://home.singtel.com/youth/deals_students.asp now, what are you waiting for?! GO GO GOO! :D

Women vs. Men

The Silent Treatment
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.


Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM" He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed.


The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up." Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.

WIFE VS. HUSBAND
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically,
"Relatives of yours?"


"Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws

WOMEN'S REVENGE
"Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked.


"No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally."

UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE)

I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. (Obviously, this man is a bovine. A spider is a hairy beast designed to suck the blood out of my jugular vein, then laugh about it as I lay dying on the kitchen floor. –lp)

W O R D S
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day... 30,000 to a man's 15,000. The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men...The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?"

WHO DOES WHAT
A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning. The wife said, "You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee."


The husband said, "You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee."


Wife replies, "No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee."


Husband replies, "I can't believe that, show me."


So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says.........."HEBREWS"


God may have created man before woman, but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.

hello

wow.guess wad, im freaking awake at 720 am! and i only drank 1 cup of coffee at 12. and it kept me pumping up for 7hrs and so. okay. my brain is kinda nt working to get me continue studying. thats bad! time to for some napping session. :D and my laptop is freaking slow! slow like madddd. i cannot take it anymore. im gona nap now. byebye!

nyp ultimate frisbee

okay. im in mac now and its 4.01am in the morning. what the hell am i doing in mac in such late hour? apparently studying!im trying to chiong my studies you see. but i dunno why i seem so tired,okay, to be exact, my eyes are freaking tired! tea tea and more tea isnt help and my face has this super ultra BIG ANCE!wtf, moreover later gt my cousin's wedding, die la! so ugly! how to help him out at the reception. later everyone see me cannot eat alry.=(


nyp ultimate frisbee guys. haha! i found them by accident. funny shit!

and yay, u noe wad, today my friend is so irritating, she asked me to carry two bks from the library for her and i had to carry it and walk in long dist. the bks are heavy and im alry carrying more den heavy stuff. my lappy, my bks, my library bk. -.- and i had to carry her bks to her s well. wth! im totally having PMS den. fucking pissed. and the bldy train doesnt even have seats, its so packed at 5-6pm. its peak hour.-.- and guess wad, both of her bks dropped on the floor in the train while i was standing. this is embarrassing, my face is totally gone tomato. i was like SHIT! and no one bothered to help me pick up my books after 5-10sec. -.- this shows alot of singaporean. man, i feel disgraced by my own country.how can anyone nt bother. wth!
anw yay. im freaking tired, i wana eat shaker fries now! yummy and hungryyy. tsk tsk!
okay, ciao for now. =) i had himalayan latte jus now. AWESOME! tehe!

fraustrating

im too tired to quarrel alry. today my grp had pharmacology presentation and ytd i spent the nite going thru my slides and finding details. and during presentation today, i felt like ive been sabotaged totally! my friend supposed t take slide 1 and 2 while im taking slide 3 and 4 and during the freaking presentation! the slides were changed! i was like wtf?! wad in the world is my friend reading my slides? she gt pissed off cuz i interrupted her in presenting, i was like WTF?! thats my slide la. damn it! and im left with her dumb slides and she din even noe that she's hving my slides. she's apparently din do her homework and me? despite doing it, im getting the losing end. why? becuz my grp bitch leader doesnt give a damn! wtf! she and i has the same character, its like 2 cook cooking the soup.and wen it does, its nv ending conflict, so i backed out. i decided to have a BIG HEART and gave in to her. but obviously she has stepped over my freking HEAD! this is seriously unbearable and humilitating, fuck! like hello, im a human, ive gt my pride and wher the hell is my respect? my slides has error and im telling u tht der's errors and all u do is huhh. but its over alry ma. obviously i noe its over but how am i supposed to get over it wen the internal problem is not solved bitches! urgh! i wondered wad their heads are relly made of. URGH! i mean yay, presentation is over but the problem is nt solved yet. who is the idiot that made the slide change? obviously nt me, ur the one doing and editing the slides and u tell me nt u, den who?! ghost uh? spirit come and do smth with my slides issit? even the spirit doesnt like me. WTF WTF WTF! luckily the teacher was lenient enuff, wad if she's gona ask abt my slides? aint i gona be in deep shit? dun they ever think? i tink if i take things in my own hands, im gona give shit to her too. TOTALLY AND DEFINITELY! jus so she wait. i'll have my chance and she's gona have a taste of it to feel wads it like. her attitude is horrible!URGH! and we're so similiar that we hardly clique.but ofcuz im a nicer 1, hah. im gona be back. im gona get back my friends. i dun wana bother abt her. prolly i shld have a big heart.and kick her wen i want to. this is too much. dun worry, i'll definitely be back. jus so she wait. from today on, i must have a big heart..

NV GIVE UP! FIGHT TIL THE END!

MUAHHA!

i meant im gona fight for my friends, not gona fight with her, im too tired too fight with her. cuz practically she doesnt admit that she's wrong and even if i admit, she sitll dun admit so yea. its pretty much pointless. even wen i gave in, she still wouldnt want to. i dunno wth she's bearing gudging with. she's crazyy.its been a year plus since the last incident. shes crazzzzzyyyy!

but how to work wen der's two chief cooking the soup? tell me how? tell me tell me! desperation of solutions here. but apparently no one will even comment. so yea. im actually asking for the sake of asking. no one bothers to comment either. i sounded so pathetic. ahh. wateva relly. ciaos.!

my face is horrendouss

Gee, my face still haven recovered, damn nodulars. i shld have gotten more sterile inj needles from hospital so i can jus poke and discard.No contamination. tsk! cousin has been asking me to take oral medication and i din wana take it cuz its not good for the body and its costly. its not cheap. moreover i alr spent like hundred over for the tropical medications. if i hadnt bought the tropical medications, prolly i'll take the oral medication. But its not cheap. damn nodulars. Been in my face for months alry.=( i can feel its all pus. And the other side of my face is full of redness and scars. man. shld i go on desperate measures to take oral medications now? =( i need sponsors.helpppppp. =(

And one more thing, im pretty pissed with my lecturemate today. i told her ytd t tap my card today cuz ive gt driving and i cant attend and she said okay and ytd i msged her not t forget t tap my card and yet she msged me hrs later taht she's not feeling well. wth! how can i ever trust her to do things anymore? if i missed 1 lect, its considered 3% gone. And the best thing is that my lect is the in afternoon and she can jus let the issue lying der. if she had gotten t me so much earlier, at least i can find ways t get it done. All thanks t her, my attendance is marked absent. CONGRATS! SHE'S TODAY'S BEST WINNER. urghh. *throw eggs.

no matter how sick u are, wen der are things not done, things still have t be settled b4 u can rest and not jus go mia-ed and say that ur nt feeling well. if she's not feeling well den she shld jus pass the "task" t some1 else rather den jus let the issue lie there. Seriously, she hasnt been doing this for 1s. its so many times and my limit has peaked. And she always asked me to sit infront in the lecture hall. well im fine with sitting infront but i always sleeppp. forget it, from tmr onwards im gona sit behind. i dun care ! its getting on my nerves.Time to make new friends. =)

its been awhile now

man, what happened t my blog posting,i dun seem t see it functioning the usual way. seems faulty. ohwell! i miss blogging lately. seems abit down lately. But i cldnt let things to get me down and drifted. i've to stay strong and firm..no more a kid now. anw singapore has this JAZZ singer, he's pretty good. called nathan haroto or smth. tsk. check him out. and he's only 19! my age! can u believe it? so young and talented alry. Inspires me smhow. =) smile with shiny teeths. =D ciao.blog more soon..

SHS CAPTAINS BALL

INJURED MY THUMB! THX TO CAPTAINS BALL! lucky i gt a medal.aha