korea missed. =(

pictures at JEJU island in korea. seen cherry blossom? no worries, u can see it here in my blog! hahha! =) enjoy! der's alot of pictures but i dun think i am able to upload it here. too many alry so jus show a little here. =)

i miss korea now, =( clean country, beautiful people, both male and female. not oily food, nice weather, well mannered,polite and friendly people. i love well mannered and polite people.=) great korean woman too. independant woman. wow! i miss korea. =(

In jeju-korea now

Hello blog and everyone!

here i am in JEJU-korea, met alot of korea ladies, school girls,school boys and of cuz, many korean old ladies too. these ladies are damn independent. They are the ones that woman, support the kids and family while their husband just play, eat, and drink. -.- that was in the past tho. haha! But until today, these ladies or i shld say many ladies here are very independent. =) Now i love korea.. haha! and the ladies are damn beautiful. and of cuz, the main most impt of all is the FOOD. kimchi, seaweed, ikan bilis EVERYDAY. man. i must slim down. And our tour guide says that eating seaweed and drinking the soup is very good for the hair, it makes it soft and silky. omgosh! i shld start asking my mum to buy like 10packets of that for me to eat and soup everyday..haha! my hair is like GRASS, prolly worse. burnt kinda grass.haha! its that bad. pictures pictures pictures..definitely will be up when im like back in sg luhh.. man, i miss everyone back here,especially my baby... :( ohwell, but i cant wait to look forward for the following day. EVERLAND BABBYYY!! its fun time! soo gona play those exciting rides der. heihei. and i also cant wait to look forward for shopping spree. bought myself a blazer! and afew long Tee. =D sexyyy.. and also, i cant wait to look forward for the resort for spa and staying over nite in the authetic korean house! woohoo! excitedddd!! hahahah! and now, i cant wait to eat the seaweed too. and also, the clothes in jeju are not cheap but the fashion here is damn trendy. so market in sg. haha! so yeaa... tahts about it. and lastly, these korean ladies and girls all have th same features, all look like the same la... but damn pretty. haha! thats all for now. ADIOS! =)

which are you babes?

1- Miss Sweet
Miss Sweet is a woman who's positive, content with her life, always upbeat -- and just a blast to be around. She's a genuine person without a bitch bone in her body. She's always truly happy to see you and you find yourself looking forward to spending time with her. Miss Sweets are usually snapped up out of the dating market right away, so they're pretty rare. But if you can find one, you've got a real treasure on your hands.

2- Miss Equality
This type of woman is a true feminist -- not one of the radical man-haters, or the hypocritical pseudo-feminists who think that equality means "I demand equal rights and an equal salary, but a man still has to pay for me." The Miss Equalitys of the world genuinely like men, and understand that equality means equality across the board, from holding the door open to fighting on the front lines. They believe that a relationship should be a 50/50 partnership, and are more than willing to shoulder their half of the responsibilities and dating expenses -- just because it's the right thing to do.

3- Miss Sexual
You should be so lucky to encounter one of these! Miss Sexual loves men and loves sex -- and makes no bones about it. She's not selling it, she's not using it as a tool to manipulate men -- she just naturally craves it. Miss Sexual is not to be confused with a nymphomaniac, who suffers from psychological problems -- rather, she has somehow bypassed the female societal training of auctioning off the use of her body (emphasis mine) to the highest bidder. For this reason, most other women hate her, because she's giving it away free of charge. But men love her because she's a free spirit who's actually honest about her sex drive. Very rare, but worth searching the ends of the earth for.

4- Miss Best Friend
Closely aligned with Miss Sweet, Miss Best Friend is another joy to be around. She's the kind of woman you're totally in sync with -- you like the same things, watch the same TV shows, enjoy going to the same places. You can spend five minutes with her and think you've known her for years. She's always on your side, laughs at all your jokes, and calls you just to say "hi" because she genuinely misses you.
She's great just to hang with. A word of warning, though -- with Miss Best Friend, you have to make your sexual interest known from day one because if she gets it into her head that you are going to be just friends it's almost impossible to change her mind.

5- Miss Straightforward
This is the type of woman who knows how to communicate. With Miss Straightforward, there are no games, no expecting men to be mind readers, no behavior based on ridiculous, female-biased advice from articles in Cosmo or The Rules . Miss Straightforward will pick up the phone and ask you out. She will do what she says she will do -- not say one thing and do just the opposite. Although she may be blunt at times, at least you'll know where you stand and you'll never have to spend hours trying to decode contradictory messages..

6- Miss Independent
This is a good woman to find if you don't have a lot of time to invest in a relationship or you're the type of guy who needs a lot of space. Miss Independent has a real life of her own and is happily going in her own positive direction. She's the type who wants a man in her life, but doesn't need a man in her life. And she certainly isn't looking for men to solve all her problems or blame when things don't go her way. (i think ms independent suits me more) 8)

7- Miss Loyal
Miss Loyal will never cheat on you or constantly be on the lookout for a "better deal." When you go out, she won't be scanning the room for other guys, but will keep her attention focused on you, the man in her life. She's also more apt to stick around if times get tough.
8- Miss No Pressure
While many women are chomping at the bit to get married, Miss No Pressure hasn't fallen prey to any such agenda. She's happy just to be with you. So you don't get any, "Where is our relationship going?", or hint-dropping about the future, or window-shopping at the jewelry store. She may want to get married at some point, but she's in no hurry -- she thinks that if it happens, it will just happen naturally.

9- Miss Secure
Miss Secure accepts herself as she is and is comfortable with her good points, as well as her bad. And she feels the same about you. Miss Secure doesn't need constant attention to shore up a sagging ego, has tons of self-esteem, and is always going in her own positive direction.

10- Miss Personality
Miss Personality is a great find. She might not be up for first prize in a beauty contest (although she could be), but her intelligence, wit and sparkling presence just light up the room, and she draws people like a magnet. Her personality is so charming that it easily overcomes any deficiencies she might have in the looks department, just because she's so great to be with.

11- Miss Low Maintenance
The rarest of the rare, Miss Low Maintenance is the most atypical of modern women. She really doesn't care about how much money you have -- she just likes you for yourself and not for what she can take from you. She's likely to be a true feminist, and will gladly pay her share of the dating expenses. If you can find a Miss Low Maintenance, hang on to her for dear life!

12- Miss Right For You
A lot of guys choose women who are "arm candy" – good looking trophy girlfriends who bolster their status among other men or counteract their own insecurities. That's all well and good, but if you find a woman who makes you happy, regardless of looks, age or social status -- or what any other guy thinks -- then you have definitely won at the mating game.
Christine' s concluding remarks: So guys, don't give up yet. She could be just in front of your nose. She could be the woman in the next cubicle who brings you coffee at your workstation with just the right amount of sugar and cream and hangs around waiting to be noticed; or the cashier at the bank who smiles every time you walk in; or may be she is the woman you refer to as the "bossy bitch' - you know- the one who is Vice President at your Corporation. She could be anyone.

1.Every choice carries a consequence, i have the power to choose.

2.Winners are cmmitted to participate 100% in whatever they do.

3.Do it now! there is no tomorrow.

4.Do your best the first time. every time.

5.Disciplined action brings future rewards.

6.Past does not equal future. my future depends on what i do today.

"Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else woud understand if you fell apart, that's true strength."

contiki

ANW! umpired for contiki beach netball at palawan beach and it was an amazingg experience! like totally! WOOHOO! our pictures are on http://www.netball.org.sg/, go check it out yo! AHA! totally AWESOME-MIC! despite the freaking hot sun we were under since MORNING until like 4-5pm?! can you imagine how hot the sands were den? and the sun too? i slap on super alot of sunblock on my body and face. SPF 50++. but guess wad, i forgot to slap some sunblock on my neck area! SO IRRITATING! and only my neck is being sunburnt. lol. so wth. but oh well, totally a fun experience. 8)

appeal result

okay, there's good news and bad news. good news is, the academic manager called me up and she said that i may not have to extend 3 years of my study! YEPPIEEEEE!! But the bad news is, if i were to fail any modules, i can jolly well immediately have that 1 semester extension. oh man! can you imagine? she's try to help me to ask for 10 freaking modules! which include elective of cuz! but have to see how it goes. if it goes all well, GOOD NEWS! that is if i can COPE! sighh! can i do it? or i cant? sighh.. dun even have that faith in me! But hopefully the bad news doesnt happen upon me! i gotta be disipline from today now! STOP PROCRASINATING AND START CHANGING ALL MY BAD HABITS! GONA TAKE CHARGE OF MY LIFE NOW! and im freaking 19 here! gona be a grown up soon. gona keep reminding myself all the time so no matter wad. determined and disipline! AHA! JIAYOU! ownself cheering for myself. WOW!

and i soo wana become leaner and toner. shld i join dragonboat? shld i not? man. IM SO VEX! i've alred joined like 2 ccas b4 in year 1 and i quit both cuz of my freaking lousy results! now that i done WELL, if i were to go back to CCAs again, can i cope? hmm. nvm! maybe i can go do my work exercises with my exercise partner! YEPPIE! found myself a new exercise partner that can go with me running, swimming, gyming, scuba diving, adventure etc. 8) thats totally AWESOME-MIC! AHA!

appeal approved?

Has my appeal approved by the director of SHS? please do, but im glad that my appeal has been taken into consideration. =) there may be hope. i dun want an extension of study! merina cannot have the extension of study no matter wad. else my face can jolly well hide in the pit-hole.

PLEASE PRAY FOR MY APPEAL TO BE ACCEPTED LOVE ONES..

humbleness

Keep in mind that being humble has many benefits. Humility can help you be more content with your life, and it can also help you endure bad times and improve your relationships with others. It's also essential to being an effective learner. If you think you know it all, you won't be open-minded enough to seek out new knowledge. Humility is also, somewhat counter-intuitively, an excellent tool for self-development in general. After all, if you feel superior, you have no incentive to improve. Most of all, being humble allows you to be honest with yourself.
Seek trusted and wise counsel and obtain accountability partners if you find this to be a weakness in your life. Pride comes before the fall and prevention is definately better than cure.

[edit] Warnings
Pretending to be humble isn't the same as being humble, and often people who pretend to be humble do it in order to seek out praise. Other people will recognize this, and even if you fool some, you won't derive the same benefits as you would through actually developing humility.
Similarly, don't confuse being humble with being sycophantic (being overly-praiseful of someone for your own profit). This is a common misconception, but the two attitudes are completely different.
Now that you know that humility wins, don't use it as a manipulation tactic. Many people pretend to be humble, but are in fact not. There are many 'wolves in sheep's clothing' out there. Use discernment with all people.

STOP PROCRASINATING AND START HAVING A CHANGE IN YOUR HABIT! YOU GO GIRL! IM THE MANNN!! 8D

history made!

sloppy look. the way i wear was history to clubbing! woohoo! I OWN man. 8) all thanks to bestie!

LOVE is an international language

http://www.fourhourworkweek.com/blog/2007/04/06/how-to-lose-20-lbs-of-fat-in-30-days-without-doing-any-exercise/

How to Lose 20 lbs. of Fat in 30 Days… Without Doing Any Exercise 1,670 Comments
Written by Tim Ferriss Topics: Physical Performance, The 4-Hour Body
It is possible to lose 20 lbs. of bodyfat in 30 days by optimizing any of three factors: exercise, diet, or drug/supplement regimen. I’ve seen the elite implementation of all three in working with professional athletes. In this post, we’ll explore a variation of the “slow carb” diet as used by Dean Karnazes, an ultramarathoner famed for completing 50 marathons on 50 consecutive days in 50 different states. The most impressive part of this, for me, is that he did so, not with the typical anemic marathoner build, but with a well-muscled mesomorph body.
In the last six weeks, I have cut from about 180 lbs. to 165 lbs., while adding about 10 lbs. of muscle, which means I’ve lost about 25 lbs. of fat. This is the only diet besides the rather extreme Cyclical Ketogenic Diet (CKD) that has produced veins across my abdomen, which is the last place I lose fat (damn you, Scandinavian genetics). Here are the four simple rules I followed…
Rule #1: Avoid “white” carbohydrates
Avoid any carbohydrate that is — or can be — white. The following foods are thus prohibited, except for within 1.5 hours of finishing a resistance-training workout of at least 20 minutes in length: bread, rice, cereal, potatoes, pasta, and fried food with breading. If you avoid eating anything white, you’ll be safe.
Rule #2: Eat the same few meals over and over again
The most successful dieters, regardless of whether their goal is muscle gain or fat loss, eat the same few meals over and over again. Mix and match, costructing each meal with one from each of the three following groups:
Proteins:Egg whites with one whole egg for flavorChicken breast or thighGrass-fed organic beefPork
Legumes:LentilsBlack beansPinto beans
Vegetables:SpinachAsparagusPeasMixed vegetables
Eat as much as you like of the above food items. Just remember: keep it simple. Pick three or four meals and repeat them. Almost all restaurants can give you a salad or vegetables in place of french fries or potatoes. Surprisingly, I have found Mexican food, swapping out rice for vegetables, to be one of the cuisines most conducive to the “slow carb” diet.
Most people who go on “low” carbohydrate diets complain of low energy and quit, not because such diets can’t work, but because they consume insufficient calories. A 1/2 cup of rice is 300 calories, whereas a 1/2 cup of spinach is 15 calories! Vegetables are not calorically dense, so it is critical that you add legumes for caloric load.
Some athletes eat 6-8x per day to break up caloric load and avoid fat gain. I think this is ridiculously inconvenient. I eat 4x per day:
10am - breakfast1pm - lunch5pm - smaller second lunch7:30-9pm - sports training10pm - dinner12am - glass of wine and Discovery Channel before bed
Here are some of my meals that recur again and again:
Scrambled Eggology pourable egg whites with one whole egg, black beans, and microwaved mixed vegetablesGrass-fed organic beef, pinto beans, mixed vegetables, and extra guacamole (Mexican restaurant)Grass-fed organic beef (from Trader Joe’s), lentils, and mixed vegetablesPost-workout pizza with extra chicken, cilantro, pineapple, garlic, sundried tomotoes, bell peppers, and red onions
Rule #3: Don’t drink calories
Drink massive quantities of water and as much unsweetened iced tea, tea, diet sodas, coffee (without white cream), or other no-calorie/low-calorie beverages as you like. Do not drink milk, normal soft drinks, or fruit juice. I’m a wine fanatic and have at least one glass of wine each evening, which I believe actually aids sports recovery and fat-loss. Recent research into resveratrol supports this.
Rule #4: Take one day off per week
I recommend Saturdays as your “Dieters Gone Wild” day. I am allowed to eat whatever I want on Saturdays, and I go out of my way to eat ice cream, Snickers, Take 5, and all of my other vices in excess. I make myself a little sick and don’t want to look at any of it for the rest of the week. Paradoxically, dramatically spiking caloric intake in this way once per week increases fat loss by ensuring that your metabolic rate (thyroid function, etc.) doesn’t downregulate from extended caloric restriction. That’s right: eating pure crap can help you lose fat. Welcome to Utopia.

releasing our inner child

hehe. having fun cam-whoring with with our shades.aha! spasticated kids. LOL

A simple word to describe "PERFECT"

got my results back

Utter disappointment towards my second semesteral's results. *sad face. Even though i got two ravishing grades, a simple grade D is able to pull my GPA down tremendously.*sad face again. utterly disappointed. i hope my appeal will get thru the nursing director, and allow me to move up with my classmates. sigh. such a shame merina. =( but den, look at the bright side, at least i did managed to clinch 2 DIST, 4 Bs. its a great improvement den the previous semester alry.*smiling. but my FUCKING ATTACHEMENT PULLED ME DOWN! NBBBBBBB!!!! =( i got a C for my fucking attachment, wth wth wth wth wthhhhhhh!!! URGHHH!!! SO FUMING NOW! but at least i improved.=) toodles folks.

my brother caught a grasshopper in his room! how cute it is! its too cute that i freed it, dun bear to kill it. aha! ouh. and these earrings and shades are bought in KL, its DARN CHEAP! cuz they're having great discounts now. =D

these dogs are darn cute! the husky is darn smart i tell u! its at my place's pet shop. =) i wana rear husky tooooo.. =(

anw these are all random pictures, =)

sports is all about passion,joy,frustration,anger and pain

alritey! guess wad folks, our club joined the BBCC's netball tournament and we managed to get 1st runner-up! really glad and that is something which all of us should be happy about. now i finally understand what is teamspirit and get the feel of team sport. its all about support, love, care, chemistry, this team really feels like a family. even if you did something wrong, u do get scolded but scolded becuz they care and if u tried ur best, feeling like hell, they're jus der to support and tell you its all fine. =) im really glad that i made my choice to stay on with this team, its going to have a new beginning and slowly growing. And our captain have grown alot more wiser and nicer now. she can really connect with us and feel for us. which i think for this silver medal that we won, its all thanks to her and of cuz all of the players who played too. plus point for our coach, cik siti as well. i just love her wen she scolds and wen she dun, she's always der to listen us out. i think she's the best coach and best "mum" around us.=) our captain has made me learn some life experiences, that is why i just love SPORTS! it makes you grow and learn more. this team mates of mine are a keeper. they dun play politics and dun judge people, which it taught me how. i guess i've always have high expectations and expect it to work to that, which i think its unfair to these people. So from now on, dun judge people. anyway i love the team spirit, that is the most impt thing which it shld come first priority on the list. with this, everything can be overcome! =) ANW WE ALL DID WELL FOR THE TOURNAMENT! GOOD JOB BABEEESSS!!!

emily bday den. 9feb 09

emily's bday at hardrock. 9feb09!

one happy bday girl!

  KIM KIM and mE!so cheasyy..

kumar were there too.

ended polyclinic posting.

went to club at arena and phuture on ladies nite, 

this performer has ABS! i tell you! i love her abs and her abs are fucking DEFINE i so want it! she's my motivation!
ready for the camera...GRIN
i've got my funny side!
samantha!

feeling abit drunk den.

                                  baby bought all these carebears for me.how sweet of him.=)and the one in white is limited edition, its to celebrate 50years of the existence of carebear.

 

should i be happy or sad that polyclinic posting is over.. i think i'm feeling happy and sad. happy that i dun have to jus stand der and observe but sad that i've to leave those staff nurses and operators. just a mix feeling. anyways, this clinical posting is really a great experience for us student nurses. its a great learning experience as it really instill us with more medical knowledge, enabled us to understand further on certain common medical problems that occur in people. its helps us to learn how to advise and note on how to make good use of our medical knowledge to help these people with common problems. 1 week is enuff to gain knowledge, more than that, i think i'll get pretty restless and start being a nuisance there. AHA! 2 more weeks of attachment and voila! 5weeks of holiday! what am i suppose to do these 5 weeks of holiday? i dun wanna stay at home and rot! i have to do something with my 5weeks of holiday.. hmm. i wonder!

+ve

Gotta push myself over the limits, jus have to keep telling myself that. I HAVE TO! I MUST!

sports!

hello again, its drizzling now and i was lucky that i was back home early from my NETBALL!!=) played with zhenghua sec, wahlaooo..i tell u, come to think of it, its pretty embrarassing that they managed to score goals? thats crazyyyy...and i played horrendously. my stamina was like SHIT! i couldnt go for the balls and run fast and block my opponenent, im seriously weak and i feel lousy. is it raelly becuz of my stamina that let me down? or mentally? I SUCK!!! I TOTALLY SUCK! urghh! i hate myself now. but well, sports indeed bring me life again, it really feels great having to touch the ball in playing FULL NETBALL COURT. =) my passion for sports will never dies becuz it brings me life again. =) til den, adios!

we're back together again. and i'm really glad that we are.=) i hope things will remain as it is now. inseparable.

WHAT IS REAL TRUE FRIENDSHIP?

What are the qualities of a good friend? True friendships can start instantly but they take time to build. Here are a few qualities to look for when making friends as a teen -- and beyond.

1. A good friend is honest.A good friend may not share every detail of every second of their life, but they do try to be clear about their intentions. This means that they try to present an accurate picture of who they are and of different situations. When something doesn't seem right, they let you know.
zSB(3,3)

2. A good friend is fun, unique and interesting.
OK, this is a given, and probably the reason you became friends in the first place. But there's a lot to be said for chemistry and shared interests.
As for fun, it depends how you define it: Some friends are fun because they're the life of the party, others are fun because they notice every strange little detail about a situation. Some people are fun simply because they see life like no one else does.

3. A good friend is attentive and adaptable.A good friend is at least a fairly good listener and notices how little, day-to-day things affect you. They can't read your mind, but chances are they can usually tell when you're happy, sad, excited, shocked or upset. If they're aware that they're doing something that annoys you, they try to change their ways or at least talk to you about it.

4. A good friend is supportive of you and your goals.Sure, your friend may think you're cool, but are they on the same page as you? Do they know what you want most out of life? A really good friend will know what makes you tick and help you become the person you want to be. They won't try to change who you are or drag you into situations that make you uncomfortable or put you at risk of losing something that matters to you.

5. A good friend is a friend you can trust.A true friend won't try to steal your girlfriend or boyfriend, your job or your personality. They won't gossip about you constantly or try to damage your reputation. They will let you know when they're concerned and do their best to stick up for you when you're in trouble.

6. A good friend makes it clear that they care about you.Different people may have different ways of letting you know that they care about you. One person may give you a big hug whereas another person might gently tease you. A big clue that someone cares is that they talk to you fairly often and, in general, know what's going on in your life and act interested about it.

7. A good friend sticks with you in good times and bad.Loyalty is a quality almost everyone lists when asked what they look for in a friend. A loyal friend will stick with you when your new play is a flop, when you bomb the SATs or when your parents get divorced. If you move or switch schools, they'll do their best to stay in touch with you.

SO HAVE U FOUND UR TRUE FRIENDS??

i think overall, true friends are friends that u truely trust.
i tot i found mine the moment i step into poly, but i'll NV forget what "friends" did to lose the TRUST. there is this saying, forgive and forget. but its sooo hard to forget tho i can forgive. once the trust is broken, things can NV EVER be the same again..NV..its really saddening when u treat them like real friends and they just say things behind ur back. TRUE FRIENDS are indeed hard to find.

okay.. the picture tells it all.CITY ALIVE! indeed, it was aliving enuff,especially for the angmohs, it was time for their sexual desire to be ALIVE! should change it to sexual ALIVE instead.AHA! wth..im crapping here alrite.. anw, it was great fun doing this cityalive and indeed, the bond btw my friends were closer now den before. so its good to do more events.AHA! totally.. we stayed up til 6am for the first train so we cld save up the 40$ transport fee. im soo gonna do it again next year! those who din come and help have missed a lifetime of fun and great bonding!

anyway, this cityalive is like a club street dance and everyone will be like dancing, gee..it was great fun to have the 3 guys der. and the best thing is we get to drink for FREEEEE..HEIHEI! cup up barcadi mixed. got super high and we formed our circle and everyone took turns to dance in the spot INDIVIDUALLY.i think that was the best fun! AHA!..den came this grp of white indians occupying our centre spot. =.=! irritating. den after that this indian pulled me to dance with HIM!!! OMGOMGOMG!! it was hard to reject so jus dance..

OVERALL! GREAT FUN!=D

Anw i skipped school today for my Final theory test and i PASSEDD!!!! YEAHH!! can go for my practical alr.HEIEHI! and i saw my bio practical results, i got a B, okay luh..not bad. last semester i gt a D luh. jumped to my joy..AHA! so always aim high to achieve higher results. =D

NOW HAVE TO PREPARE FOR MY SEMESTRAL EXAMS, MAN! MUST SCORE A! and also chiong for my psycho project! last 1 for this semestral period den HOLIDAY! ehh..no, ATTACHMENT!DARN IT!

EXAMS COMING LUH!! gonna have to pack my hse with plenty of redbull already.AHA!

CNY-ed

chinese new year was over a few days back and my ANGBAO wasnt received satisfyingly. every year angbao's collection seem to reduce alot more now. however, angbao at my mother's side seem to maintain.=) ever since my uncle gotten rich, he took care of every single family member of the GOH and gave everyone a job,now my cousin is well feed,even drives a car,bought a hse and living happily. how nice!

anw,life is uber boring these days.my life doesnt have full of spice. nowaday i jus dun seem to be interested in anything at all. i dun have the desire to work hard, dun ahve the motivation to study, dun have the drive to do wad i want to do. i lost all that now. i feel useless..like a total loser! i feel like a nth now. im a nobody! NOBODY!!!! and it totally suck. i need to get back doing sport to train my character and grow as an individual. its still not time for me to understand the world yet when i've not fully develop my characters as in individual. i no longer have the drive and care absolutely NOTHING at all. this year i've alr missed like a few lessons my timetable is effing messy. I NEED A CCA! gonna make time for it. i hate this sort of mandane life, without sport, i lost my disipline and determination. totally lost it. AHHHH!!!!!! frustrating.. really frustratingggggg!!!!

FRIENDSHIP..

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps herself.
A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parent or children's first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in her address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after she has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about their problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it (but wouldn't).
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight. (Even if it was with them).
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

SADLY, some people just utterly disappoint me with their actions and the trust is no longer there btw us anymore. just have to move on and find new once.

the bride walking in St mary's of the angel church..




These pictures are taken during my cousin's wedding..the male cousin i mean,and tats the wife(joyce)..gee,happy for them that they got married.a whole new phase of life..=)

NITE OUT WITH ELAINE! MY GIRLFRIEND!HEIHEI!

HAD PLENTY OF FUN WITH THIS HYPER-WOMAN HERE! CANT WAIT TO GO DIVING WITH THIS BITCH.!AHA!XOXO

adventure raced

i jus synergy-ed this

yr like ytd? and my calf muscles and shoulders are killing me! its soring now seriously! the whole entire adventure race was from bukit timah to macritchie to lower seletar reservoir park..we ran lke mad and my partner was alr half dying.. and i can rmb vividly abt this particular task whereby we have to choose btw bread with wasabi and mustard sauce OR 2 raw eggs with shell.GOSH! it was terrible! my partner and i teared like mad,cough like mad and our stomach were alr dead burning! wen we run,we can feel the burning sensation.FUCK that task seriously..lol.it was killing us.and along the way, we had nice pple who offer us water! thanks rich aunty! and pple who direct us to the place!the whole race may be tiring and all but i definitely enjoy the race with my partner.i think i've made my partner annoyed with me quite a few times and my partner was also brave enuff to take the courage to have the paints on this face while he conplains his face itches really badly.BRAVO PARTNER! YOUR THE BEST!=)

this race we gt ourselves WET totally,cuz of the pool game,i had to swim sitting on the float and the freaking float was soo small! the gal was tellin to put ur butt in and i was like ya..it was in and i still capsize! APPARENTLY! my butt was too BIG for tat float!AIYERRR!! wasted!we ran for hours,bus-ed,kayaked,ran again,cycled,swim,climb,abseiled.slide,pain?(my skin tear at the back of my ankle and it was bleedin that my shoe had some blood stains on it.

but overall,it was a great experience and race and the last part wher we were able to enjoy the task,its t actually slide all the way down from wereva and the funny thing is that after that,a couple came over to interview us abt the race!! SHIT MAN! of all pple,they chose us!man! i prolly look fugly and answered some fugly answers!OHDEARRR!!all thanks to my partner man!.! and lastly!that picture was taken on the 25th floor!thanks to the adventure club! we climb that up i think b4 our wasabi bread.but prolly i would wanna join synergy2010 again!=)

CHEERS TO SYNERGY 2009 AND ADVENTURE CLUB THAT MADE THIS SYNERGY RACE A SUCCESS!GOOD JOB!=)

missing my maid alot now.

Today Dahwin(maid) has left us for her family.she's with us for abt 2yrs or so.i really begin to miss her alr. the moment she left us at the departure hall, i teared wen she left. sis and i was hopin that she'll turn ard and wave goodbye but she din.=( once we reached home, she called! im really happy and sad at the same time that i din wanna hear her voice den. she'll make me tear wen cuz i miss her very much.
sigh...why she doesnt wanna stay?the feeling of departing with a person is really saddening, i alr treat her like one of our family member, the moment she left, i jus feel like something is missing, the whole family is not whole anymore without her. wen my grandma left, dahwin is still with us...and now dahwin has left..sighh..she's 1 unique maid we had and i'll always rmb her in my heart.how i wish she'll come back to be with us again.sighhh..

i miss my maid alot now that she's not here anymore with us.she's alr part of the family and now it doesnt feel like the family is complete without her with us.sighh. it jus feel so something is missing now.

i guess der's alot to adapt to now. from today on, i have to wake my ass up immediately wen my alarm sounds, no more human alarm clock anymore. from today on, i've to face my house without laughing and smiling, from today on, nomore dahwin to tell me her amazing and weird stories from those bangaladesh incident she and her friend encountered.from today on, no more tasty dishes for breakfast,lunch and dinner over the weekdays. from today on, no more dahwin to help us with the housework. from today on, no more dahwin to do things that i dun wanna do. from today on, no more saying "BYE DAHWIN" wen i'm off to somewhere. from today on, no more calling"DAHWINNNN" wen im back from somewhere. from today on, no more sharing of tasty hot chilly with me. from today on, no more seeing someone soo happy and laughin at home anymore. from today on, der will only be 5 instead of 6pple at home now. from today on, no more dahwin to play with me anymore. from today on, no more dahwin to joke with me anymore.from today on, no more dahwin to make the house feel warm anymore.

i really am starting to begin to miss you dahwin. please come back!

bday chalet a ECP!

DURING CYL'S BDAY CHALET! WE ALL MADE NEW LITTLE FRIENDS! ILANA AND BRENDON! =) HAD GREAT FUN DER! ATE TIL 3MIDNITE!=)