its been a rough time but its all over..=)

LOL! mini N95 with esther's actual N95.KOOL EH! miniN95 is suitable for small pple to use!as for shijie,she has to use the actual 1.. =x. ehh....HAHAH!jus jokingg..

WAH!that bottle of SK2 essense cost me a BOMB! i can soak myself in it!heihei!

my cliques lor.

WAH!!sk2's goodjob! make my face really fair ehh! and thats erhem..

ahxin!little ms figet-er.HAHAH!let's score GPA 3.8 yo!

Hello..once again,i'm blogging cuz its a Friday nite! And den again,cuz shijie wants to read so i shall let her read about my life.LOL! shijie! see!! im blogging especially for you noe?!! HAHA!ohwell..by right,Friday nite im suppose to go clubbing and have all the shit fun in the world! But den again, i choose not to..Merina made a choice to be a pretty homie gal,staying at home and sit in front of the computer and do a little bit of blogging and instilling some knowledge to my brain..why?because the brain has to keep it healthy and fit! the BRAIN is just like your Muscles..no exercise,muscles gone..its a metaphor for explaining about the brain! haha! oh..enough about the brain!haha!

my semester 1 exam was total shitty! i did badly like horrendously? okay...not exactly,just that i failed one paper and the best thing is that i missed my sub-paper! Missing the sub-paper is where all the problems started to arise! not jus my parents came into the picture, my mentor,my sister,my cca,my work and my friends and definitely it hit me the most! like duhhh rite? i made my Dad run to sch for me,i feel really heart ache,could you visualise one old man running to school cuz the nursing director has to go for meeting in 10mins time?we tried to appeal but it din work and der's gonna be a 6 months extension? its not jus a matter of wasting time here,its also a matter of wasting money! u gonna pay the school fees? and have to hop ard to other classes for that dumb module?My mentor knew abt this and she even went thru all the trouble to help me out!Really glad i have such a mentor liek her..really appreciated her help alot..THANKS MADAM LOI!=).she said something which i think it make sense.."its not like you're financially disabled? you can have the whole time in your life working..but you dun have your whole life to be a student..why not just do well in your studies and score well? you dun get to be student and enjoy student life after this period."i tot it thru and indeed,i shld heed her advise..So now im jobless and CCA-less..no more sprint kayak everyday!But home everyday..=( IM SO GROUNDED!

my dad has been constantly nagging and constantly keeping an eye on what im doing on the computer.urghh..feeling so stranded here! but deep down in my heart,he's doing that for my own good..i understand dad! =) i promised to get GPA at least 3.4 alrite?but hw am i gonna do that when i dun have classmates scoring even at least a GPA of 3.5?sighhhh....

Eversince sch starts,its like sch,home,sch,home..it sounded quite pathetic and lifeless rite? but thats jus the words! its the pple ard me that made it more den jus sch and going home..definitely der's this especial someone made it more den jus that.. =) All i need is just you to make it not mandane.it wasnt boredom when that especial someone is der.i thank god for sending that especial someone to me..thank you!=)

And i'm greatful that i have close people ard to save me out of my pathetic clique.i felt like a lonesome in there,feeling so myself and dead and pathetic and feeling so hard to get emotional support sometimes..luckily der's BGJY to be der for me all the time..thanks babe..=).But Is it me that cause it to be this way?Der isnt any true friends i can find in my clique except BGJY.Why is it so hard to be me in that clique?sigh!all the shit..i miss all my close friends,definitely missing my secondary school life.ohwell..i just have to get pass this and just do well in my studies..i'll be back strong again! i have to!=D

And also,after all this while,i'm glad that you have stick with me all the way..=) thanks b! heh

and guess wad,this is one lengthy post! hahah! cuz its me mahh! i like to write it long!its summary btw.HA! and ya! i stain my demin gal today!!!! can u imagine?! with red huge dots on it.!WAH SIAAAA!!! EMBARASSING MANNN!! i think the chinese boy saw it luh,he was sitting directly behind me.SHIT! no face! i think i have to wear paper bag to sch to hide my face..EMBARASSSINNGGG !! AHH!!! stupid men! next time i shld jus wear diapers,it is fully protected! LOL! alrite! end of my lengthy post! hahaha! nites y'all... =)

To you and jus you..

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“When I first met you I was afraid to like you, now that I like you I'm afraid to love you, now that I love you I'm afraid to lose you.”

BRAIN!

Brains grow and elaborate and strengthen when they are CHALLENGED, and that they change little when solutions are easy to come by.

Recommended Brain Fitness Activities
The task: Add some dark chocolate to your diet.
The reason: When you eat chocolate you activate the systems in your brain that pump dopamine, an important brain chemical. These systems enable learning and memory, and help keep your brain sharp and fit.

The task: Go on a guided tour of a museum or another site of interest. Pay careful attention to what the guide says. When you get home, try to reconstrucft the tour by writing an outline that includes everything you remember.
The reason: Research into brain plasticity (the ability of the brain to change at any age) indicates that memory activities that engage all levels of brain operation—receiving, remembering and thinking—help to improve the function (and hinder the rate of decline) of the brain.

http://bfc.positscience.com/about/tips.php

chinese garden-ed

went to chinese garden for the lantern thingy like ytd?? yea..it was beautiful.the theme for that night was hello kitty! my cousin's favourite(melody) the one badbad was after for while cyclingg...HAHAH!!* only lixin and clique understandddsss...lol. laughed like shit! ohwell,i haven been bloggin for ages alr!
life now are me is practically moving like the calming waters..quite mandane.i dun even noe wad i wanna do in my future now. sighs! GOD, PLEASE GUIDE ME THRU MY LIFE...after this holiday,i'm gonna study hard! hopefully i can really fight on.i must!!!!! i must earn big $,lead a good life and be independant!!! fight on fight on fight on!!!!

btw, some pictures taken at chinese garden!
ALEMAK!! FUCKIN COM! cannot upload the pictures here..nvm! upload someother time.. ciao

having attachement niow

attachment attachement attachement!

i left with 1 more week after this week and i wonder how am i gonna spend the

rest of my 1month holiday.

get a job? go for driving licence?sprint kayak?hmmm...most prob i'll get myself a job,earn some $. =D anw i was havin my attachement for the past 1 week and i was too busy to blog.finally i'm having some time to blog here.attachment was really fun,especially the people der..people including the ITE,nyp,AN and SN.=)with them around,it made attachment more lively and fun! cheerios peeps! =D love yaww..

and well, i had my attachie at orthopedic ward.gosh! today i saw 1 pt with the nail punctured thru the foot. OUCH! i've seen even more disgusting thigns ever.thats not the worse.geee...der's more to come in the future...! so looking forward to it. =D

alrighty.Many things running in my head,waiting for me to fix .blog soon again! =)

Having reminiscence now,

middle of the night thinking so much.

so many things to do yet so little time.

 currently using mac book pro to blog this entry.MAN! this macbook is really terrible,AT FIRST.haha! i guess after u noe how to get the hang of it,it'll turn to be ur BABY man..but sadly my brudder jus want this mac book for this university course.=(

 this week is my exam week and i left 1 last paper on thursday.ALRITE! cant wait..i haven been sleeping before 12 since a very long time and i've been sleeping almost at 3 since last week til now.terrible! i'm having severe OUTBREAK here..=( my face is sucha goner now. i rather have a headache den pimples and acne everywhere..

 anw REDBULL revitalise ur body and mental,all u need is 1 can of redbull to keep u going and alert.=D redbull love here.but too much of redbull is bad! anw i wanted to type alot here but i guess i've forgt wad i wanna type.HAHA! holiday is coming and i jus cant wait..

  OUH! have been having my exam papers in the sports hall,its darn freezing cold when u sit der for too long.i wonder how those people who only wore shirt and shorts,dun their tiny hairs stand or having goosebum? 

 after exams,took the train back with B and S and on the way home,those shops along the way of gombak mrt is almost up! and they got a DBS bank too,how convenient! i dun have to take bus down to westmall jus to deposit cash..haha!everywher der's like upgrading of the mrt stations and everywhere der's cafe in sing.hmmm.how nice! at least can jus go those cafes to chill out.=D

 alritey,gonna turn in now.my cough is back the moment i sleep LATE! 

 GOOD NITE merina! =D

pesta sukan-mixed team

today was a fabulous and distracting saturday! cuz i had netball games today. .haha! abandon sprint kayak for netball game.ohwell! it was a tournament! But din managed to get into the second round of the mixed team tho.SIGH!OUHOUHOUH!!i had seriously MUSCLE CRAMPS after a few games,DARN IT! it was the first time where i actually sees my muscle contracts!INTERESTINGG!HAHA!okay..back to my topic!hmmm.. every year we've been losing and not getting into the second round when we played,what we lacked of is disiplinary,commitment and the fighting spirit! everyone wants to win! to be a winner,the top team,its not easy,jus like studying for the very last min u dun see good grades..the most,i'll say jus pass? And if those who said that they din study at all and still can get good grades, those pple who simply says that,i think its all BULLSHIT! today certain player in our team thought of switching to a better team which,i think its painful to the ears upon hearing it.that person is not the first who said indirectly that our team isnt one of the better teams compared to some teams.

I still remember the first time when i joined the netball team,i was driven to improve, to push myself, to get well and win during tournament games.but its very frastrauting to see our teammates do not have the fighting spirit and seems not prepared or nervous for the game at all.it was very disappointing as well.our coach is really a very nice coach,or i shld say,a very good listening ear but when it comes to training,no comments!haha!and i think she feels disappointed that der's so few pple coming for trainings..initally i still rmb that i came for every single training after graduating from sec 5,i found a strong motivation to actually continue in team games and wanting to excel in it.But when u see ur teammates not driven and shows u attitude yet u dunno how to influence and inspire them to have the fighting spirit,how u felt is like giving up on the team,just accept the fact that its a recreational team.
But den again, when we join those competitive games and still maintain our standards and not pushing forward,it will not get us anywhere.the guys indeed has improved alot and the good thing is that THEY HAVE THE STAMINA! their stamina is der,it feels so depressing when u see urself going for tournaments in KNC and not getting into the second round,ITS DISGRACING! pple gonna label us as the loser team,which is not very pleasing to hear.
we really lack of the fighting spirit! ! totally!

i think we should do something abt it.if other clubs can do it,i strongly believe that we can do it too!
TEAM SEIRIOS! ALL THE WAY!

sunday madness!

Busy busy day todayy..Woke up extremely early!

• its cuz my brother woke me up to go for mass at 7.30am!
• After mass, helped my parents with their stall for our church funfair( not a dumpling was left even before 12.30 mass,HAPPY!)
• Rush down for work at National library to help out in the dental talks from 10am to 7pm.(it was a pretty darn slack job! brudder and i even self-entertained ourselves den.HAHA!)
• Den mum came to pick us up to bring the boxes of free "mysterious gift" back to the office.
• Reached home and ate our DUMPLINGS! muhahaha! SHIOK! i was hungry den.

OHwell,gonna put up some pictures later or so!

today's sales of dumplings was a SUCCESS! *CLAPPSSS!! =D

Gonna get my butt to studying now.

wee.!

Mummy's office can be seen in e newyork globe glass===========================>




man! today woke early,wanted to go sea-training but my head was extremely painful, vision slowly became so blury when u focus on something..sigh! miss-ed trg today.. so headed back to sleep and woke up smelling dumplings!!! mummy with maid, auntie and dad preparing for tmr's charity work at church selling dumplings! and i wasnt helping ard cuz i had to study but apparently, i kept stealing some sleep. LOL. books are jus so hypnotizing u noe?! and auntie says i become bigger in size again! omggg!!! must be my muscle luh..anw i really dunno wad i want in life.sigh!gonna ponder over such matter again. how to earn big bucks??? =(


anw tmr gonna work! alrity..FUN TIME!


today i spent my whole day at home, studying, sleeping, and SNACKING! alot! my mouth is forever munching something..hahaha!
AND YAY!! STUPID CMS! i cant get into the e-lecture luh! neh neh! i hate nyp's website.blooddyyy, now i cant study for my e-electures for my exams! URGHH





JIA YOU FOR MY EXAMS MERINA!! FOCUS!

yuppie!

WEEE!!! today finally finished our last presentation of the semester 1! feeling sooo elated! :D
for once, AKK did not scold us and said that the scoldings she said all paid off..ehh..baby is forever peeping what i am typing n this post..DUN SEE LUH!! humphh..lol! next week is week 17 and after that is exam period den attachment and finally..HOLIDAYYY!!!! WAHAHAHA!! i wanna havoc, somebody please bring me go havoc during holidays cannn..lol! anyway, for our past few presentations, we did quite well. WELL DONE EVERYBODYYY!! :D our staying up late at night is paid off. =) now its time to like study for exams.. i miss my two buddies.. =( holiday we shall go out yay.. emily and catherine! =) okayyy..shall go study now,den later can rest. =)
thats for now.

random!

-played in high standard quality!!=D

"say it again"
The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again (x9)

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again

Ohhh...Ohhhhhh

Marie Digby is my new love,she's a jap mixed american u noe?! she's so pwutteyy.. :D i so want all her songs luhh, any kind souls can download for me??=) i'll be grateful to yay!

anw jus finished doing the family and community health project,its super last min. i tot our project was fine til i saw one of my senior's project,its uncomparable..so we quickly add in more points and all..all the best sub-grp 1 for tmr's akk's presentation,our doom-day!let's yaw have fun during presentation!! HEHEE! today is friday and gonna see the deputy manager for disipilinary offence jus wearing slippers.. =.=! my mentor made a huge fuss over it like i killed someone like that..its jus slippers..and she had to go thru all the troubles to get me informed! thru emails,sms and classmates and even called me a few times..wow!how efficient ehh! ohwell.gtg turn in now,my cough is getting worse once again..SIGGGHHHH!!!!

random

hello! i'm being random here again!haha!now in nyp's mac using baby's laptop to kill some time.and he's like watching me typing this post.haha!and pretending to look distracted.LOL!

"blood-ed" this video is darn hilarious.haha!
man,30 more mins to lecture and i soooo dun wanna go,if not for exam tips,i'll jus study in school for my test next week.=)lecture for safety and healthcare is sooo boring!gosh!
ohwell,gonna go for lecture soon,BORING!!

lost

walaa. i'm here blogging again!!=D after so long?man,i made a no school for myself tmr!wee!i can rest and relax as home!how happy i am,and guess wad,i am awake like i used to.i think i'm a real nocturnal,i dun seem to be able to change my habit of staying up so late and being so hype at nite?oh dearrr,i'm not one of the norms here.XD! btw,its 3.02AM FYI.i jus love staying up late at nite,wher everyone is asleep?and u got no one disturbing u?u get to be in a world of ur own,do wateva u want at nite without people deciding for u whether ur doing the right thing or which to do first,u dun have pple naggin at ur ears,u dun have to talk to people,u jus can relax ur mind,do some self-reflection and reflect on the things u did the day/s before AND have the nite world for urself!can u feel me?how nice to have sometime for urself,its healthy mentally,for me!!=D insane u might say.. FAVOURITE RAMLY BURGERR!!HEHH!der's alot to blog about and its gonna be a really wordy post here,okayy,let me upload some pretty pretty pictures!=>one is enuff!its my sprint kayak gals!muha!=)*ignore my sexy tighs and legs,pardon for opening so big!how obsence!ALEMAKK.haha! anw!i think i noe why i'm feeling so lost!feeling like my life is spinning out of control,having too much to do and not enuff time for myself and my family,too many priorities pullin me apart,leaving me unprepared and pressurize somehow and all,its the cause of no time management!gosh!definitely i'm lacking of it.its time to do up an organizing system to manage my time properly!=D kayaking's trg getting tougher and everyone is puttin their commitment in sprint kayak soon enuff,gosh!the more i need to learn how to manage my time!and sch for me is no good,practically i'm depending on my friends on everything?wads going on in sch and all,when is exam and all,dun even noe wads going on like most of the time?haha!i think they're getting more and more annoyed of me asking them qns ALL THE TIME!geee!time to revamp myself and take charge and be independent for my own life and not the other way round.=)will i actually have the energy to do that?i wonder!goosshhh,i'm emo-ing now..lalalala! I MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!=( thats so random!hahah!gonna upload some sec sch pictures!how i wish i can nv grow up..=(






have u ever tot of wad's ur future gonna be like?i like to think alot,abt alot of things..i like to think abt the pass and present as well,i like to think of the happy moments and moments that make ur life full of roller coaster rides.if u got siblings,will u think if when they all get married and have their family,will they gonna be ever so close to u again?.i really wonder wad has god planned for me for my future,am i gonna be a somebody? or a nobody? i wonder if i gt kids,when they grow up,will they be outstanding kids?have u ever wonder how is death like?how is heaven like?how u gonna look when u die and enter the gates of heaven?having ur parents,ur grand parents,great grand family waiting for u?der's SOOO many qns i wanna ask but yet no one has the answers for it.except god and time.i wonder will i die young or old?i wonder will i be a hippy grandma,i wonder will my kids put me in old folk home,i wonder wad the world coming to in the future,i wonder will the future generation gonna be really brainy.i'm excited and at the same time,scared..hmmm..past,present and future,i wonder...ohwell!!i can nv get those answers,back to reality now,no pt thinking so much..all i have to do now is priortize my impt matters uhh!

and stupid phonee!!i cant transfer pictures into my com!bloody hell! anw mummy bought macbook and many ipod for each of us(siblings)muhaha!LOVE MUMMY! mum gives us comfort and dad gives us love..wad a purrfect family i have.=)i miss granny.AHHH.i miss alot of things.=( haha!random.okayy..its a long post indeed,i shall stop now.gonna go study,din noe 1 cup of coffee could last me so hype until now.TEHE!

ehh..my previous post like so scary,shouldnt have put in red font.haha!SCARYYY!!
TIME TO UPLOAD SOME BEAUTIFUL PICTURES HEREE!!!
MUAHHAHA!! WE WERE SO BORED IN THE BIOLAB THAT WE STARTED TAKING PICTURES>HEHE!

BABYYY!=D

Hello blog! man.its been ages ever since the last time i blogged,been sooo busy lately with so many things.Now i've gt an extra commitment and its not easy juggling it all.i'm still trying to adjust the life of being in a r/s,it's definitely not easy being in a r/s,der are many things u have to worry,jus so many..but lucky i got some supportive friends ard me.=)thanks a million friends...=)ohwell,suddenly i got nth much to blog,unlike the past.maybe cuz i got too many things in my head and baby with me all the time that i dun necessary find a need to blog it here.but wadeva it is,i'll still try to blog cuz i wanna rmb all the life experiences and incident that i had encounter.hmm..now i've gt my r/s to commit,my studies,my cca(sprint kayak) and i got no time for my friends at all.i'm feeling rather down that i got not much time to bond with them.='(
everyday i only manage to reach home after 9?usually its always after 9.mon,thurs and sat is our sprint kayak compulsory training and wed is not official.OHYAH! guess wad,today i completely forgt that der's trg today,seriously!how can i actually forget?man!thats how busy and tired i was den.too much things running in my mind that der's so many things i blocked out from my head.sighh..i'm getting more and more forgetful,sometimes it really made me wonder if i would have dementia when i grow old.hmmm..i wouldnt want that!!!
tuesday usually end sch after 6,den baby will always accompany me home.talking about baby,i feel so fortunate having him by my side like ALL THE TIME? he definitely put in alot of effort in this r/s.he's just so sweet and all,sometimes i'm really touched by certain things he says or do.uhh...nv felt so loved before.=)everyday he wakes up early in the morning jus to accompany me to school and he had to come all the way down from novena to bukit gombak and walk afew distance to my place and den accompany me to school at YCK.he din even mind waking up so early and all.and after school,he would rather accompany me home den to be on time for his appt.and he's always der for me when i'm down.thanks alot baby...after 16th this month is our second month,time really flies..and i'm glad tat i got him.i dunno why but i feel like as tho we're meant to be together,it feel like god planned this to happen.everything that happened seem to be so coincidental and things jus goes smoothly.there were many a times whereby we din plan to meet up and suppose to meet up and den again,we jus managed to bump into each other.HAHA! are we really fated to be together?hmm..if it is,i'm really really glad!=) and thank god for letting us be together.=) love baby alot of more now.

dinner with manli!

Out with this Crazy Women for dinner and "gossip" session. haha! We had alot of past secondary school memories and we had hell lots of things to laugh and share and of cause cam-woring.. haha.. =D (taken from manli.)LOLLL..lazy to type luhh..

umpired energizer national league

i guess i jus sent myself to death.i hadnt umpired for quite sometimes and i agreed to umpire for national league.that was an insane decision.my court umpire is also a cadet and she's kinda rusty as well.so den,we been screwed by not only the coach,july but also the players.i guess we'll be the hated umpires ever..haha!but wad to do..we din even practice at all and wack for national league.thats insane! july kept saying that we need to get positioned and run fast.and the team players of one of the team were so violent and scolded vulgarities to the other team.we cant do anything..stop all of them from playing?cant do that..man.den july took down both our names.SHIT! we cant umpire for netball singapore anymore unless we go for refreshment course.BLOODY..!i dun wantt if der's a need to pay.its so unfair for us.
the more i think of it,the more i get pissed with julie.how can julie actually not let us umpire anymore games?she wanna black list us from umpire in netball singapore.how are we gonna practice our umpiring ever again?!she pass us so that we can umpire the games for practice and now we did,she wanna black list us for not umpiring properly,sayin we made a fool of ourselves. ARGH!PISSED!

depressed

hello blog.in fact,it looks like i got time to blog again,well,der's always time if u were to squeeze in some time for something u wanna do.(MAKE TIME)=)
haii..i've been really emo for the past few days,ever since sch reopens.am i gonna continue to live under that negativity radar from her for the whole of my remaining yrs in polytechnic?i wouldn't care if u were to hate me to the core,i will care ALOT if u were to hate me in the clique.which will affect not jus me,but both the parties.
sometimes its really depressing and saddening when you have that someone disliking you and giving you cold shoulder ALL THE TIME.the friends i got in poly now is so different in sec sch.maybe becuz the clique is bigger and smaller grps are formed within.i aint close with any after getting into r/s.the friends that i were closed with seems to drift apart,which i seriously do not want that.somehow,i still put friends before my r/s.
now its jus btw the both parties to solve the situation but it seems like i want it to be resolved and she seems like being in this awkward situaion is fine with her.guess my last and only solution is to confront her.if this dun work,guess i've to use my back up solution den..which may be quite mentally and physically exhausting.
Guess its just part and parcel of life,god is jus being fair.he cant possibly giving you good time for ur entire moment.its some obstacles taht is needed to be overcome and be stronger.
thigns now have been a little rough for me.thinking of the conflict and how i've been treated really saddens me that sometimes i teared during my sleep.i jus need to get over it and its fine. i get really demoralised and feel like a loser when things aint going my way.guess i have to learn that tahst jus life,hvae t accept it that sometmies things just dun always go wad u want it to be.
shit man,my english jus SUCKKKKK!!!
i'm so tired now.tired busy and lazy.ahh..i hadnt been listening in lecture and my trg is like 4times a week?the moment i reached home,i din even touch my book.
man,poly life really needs a lot of self-discipline.shall continue again.ciao.

i coughed my heart out

eh shit,now i've to seriously take good care of my health now.i'm coughin like der's no tmr and i'm coughin so much worse due to things i've done that i'm not suppose to do.things that i've taken that i'm not suppose to take..i realised that i cant afford to be sick at all..once i'm sick. der's alot i cant do and alot i cant eat.=( practically everyday i'm having physical training,when ur sick,ur not suppose to go for trg yet i went..ur not suppose to eat fried food,chilli,fruits,cold drinks,but i took.man!i have to seriously get recovered.
anw i went for sea trg in the morning,shiok!my strokes are way better now,guess i've improved,jus that i cant paddle straight,who cares!practice makes perfect. anw..after sea trg, i was at sch doing the shit assignment and den headed off for land trg while i'm still sick..kept coughing.i tot it was jus a mere cough,so i decided to go..who knew that that cough also got me killed!i was den emotionally affected,which i dunno why.we did circuits today.2rounds of joggings and den 6rounds of circuit.it was hell for me den.wth! i breathe like as tho i'm suffocating..the me today wasnt the usual me during trgs.always being so motivating,kept encouraging,kept counting,kept keeping up,today i was lagged behind and stuff..cant blame rite,i'm sick.haha!but i kept pushing myself cuz i tot i wasnt that sick.and did i really push over my limits?did i?can somebody jus tell me?
after the circuits,we did cool down..and cool down from the head?thats abit weird..it should be cool down from the legs and up.they did it wrongly..anw..ohyah!during the run,when they din motivate each other,i gt the urge to really scold them and say.darn it,can u all motivate each other?!we need some encouragement and motivation here!but still,i held back..if i cldnt take it,i think i'll jus shout.shit! why am i so weak?okayokay back to my story.
so when doing the cool down,i was alr kinda out of breathe and din have the strength to continue,i felt like tearing den.i felt like why am i so weak?SHIT!
so den it was rest time and everybody can grape their water bottles and drink up,maria asked me along to the toilet. i was darn sick!i took on the bench and went quite and dead,breathing really hard to grasp for air.so we went to the water cooler and wanted to refill water.who noes i felt a sudden breakout.i felt like crying,so i left halfway to cry and cool down abit b4 i return.went up and said i cant take it anymore.need to have a break.gee!i teared like shit den.i cant control my tears..it kept rolling down my pretty eyes..
i moved off awhile and left alone to tear my hearts out.thats for real..i literally cried for dunno wad reasons!seriously..i cant be the training,all the more i'll jus whine,i wont like breakdown..its stupid!the coach?hell no.he only met us once?he wont rmb our face and whose good and all and thinks not good and cant catch up.it cant be denise again?i've jus complaint my unsatisfaction to my friend alr.so wad izzit?! i must be definitely cuz i'm sick!thats it.!
so den daniel and jingting came over..and asked me to go to the benches to rest,when i moved,i cried like FUCKKKK!!seriously! and clutch my teeth very hard and tie!FUCK UP! and i suddenly felt like the exact moment when i was drunk and its emotionally drunk.FUK UP! i think in conclusion..i'm very very emotional.so yea..haha!i can cry a bucket of salt water for ya.no worries u're out of fluid.HAHA!darn it.now my head hurts like hell..guess many have known and its ugly to let them see it.SHIT! time to recover.rest and loads of rest.!that is wad i need..i'm gettin more stubborn abt my health.SHIT!alriteee...time to sleep. and thanks for daniel,jingting and damien for making me laugh alittle..and gossips!hahah!

bday bash!

hello blog!oh well,i wanna blog abt my 18th bday!hmm..bday falls on 29of may and sadly,thats on school days!but well,some friends still rmb and i'm quite suprised and elated as well..greetings from friendster, msges and letters.haha!and this yr is the only yr that i get to eat so many CAKES!!omg! ate like 6cakes.okayy.3 of them is a minicake tho,but its still cakess riteee..lol.alrite,actually der's plenty to write but i dun have the time to.
anw its my 2weeks study break now and i haven start my revision yet.darn it! i scare i couldnt make it!sighh..shall blog more soon enuff!=)

shiok man!

i had an productive training today and it was hardcore! i love the training man..it definitely makes me stronger,both physical and mentally..haha! well!joanna is our team's vice captain and she is nice!she's both fierce and nice at times.tho she'll make certain mistakes but afterall,she's still human.HAHA!
training started at 6.15,sam and i was late so we quickly rushed off for the warming up.we did 1round of track,1round the school and 1round of track again.it was easy peasy luh!NO CAKE!!LOL den did inclined pull-ups(3sets) den endurance pull-ups wher u have to go up,count down..go mid,count down and down and go up again and count down for 3times.after that have to hold it der for awhile..den did 3sets of crunches,push-ups,side planes and it jus kept increasing..SHIOK! den played some games,did some sprints and some team bonding games.it was helluva fun! and den came "donkey" my crush!HAHA!he doesnt noe how to swim!i wanna LAUGHH!!lol!but still,he'll always be my crush.hahaha!and he talked to me first.so happy!alrite..anw i'm in such a lost stage rite now.maybe i shld talk to B abt us first..alrite.tat was quite random.anw i'm in a suffering situation in my grp now.=( feeling so sad and depressed.why the stupid leader so #@%$#%7 i wanna change grp!!!!ohwell,update soon..its late.tmr gt sch.i'm jus so messed up in my head.=(

nyp netball trial

*eyes half opened.yawn!today was my poly's netball selection and i gt into the squad!MUHAHA!heard from people that its quite tough to get in but i gt in anyways!=D this proves somthing..i'm good!der's alot of good players in der especially abi and someothers.i'm glad that i made it to the squad and this coming monday is the OFFICIAL netball training for those who got selected..hoho!i felt so exhilarated rite now,especially doing good for my netball.i was never good when i first started joining netball and seems like i'm doing well now.=D
i never tho of joinin netball in my life cuz i always think that netball is not even strenous and tough,i'm kinda sick!i love tough trainings as i love the torture!it test my endurance,perserverance,determination and commitment.i still rmb the first time i had the dilemma of choosing either bball or netball due to the fact that my TRACK closed down!netball need replacement for them as they do not have enuff players for the tournament and decided to go for it cuz der's cca points!started playing netball since sec 3 and i can still rmb that i cant even shoot the bloody ball into the net at all for the first training!i feel lousy and demoralised for the first training.but times and times again,i kept turning up for trainings and kept playing and playing,eventually i got better,thats for sure rite?practise makes perfect!thats the cliche that everyone says abt!After playing netball for only 3yrs?i'm alr considered quite good,as compared to those know play since sec 1?haha!i feel so great abt myself!now i'm trying to aim for U21,where i have to commitment my life to it.will i be ready den?
seriously speaking,i told myself that if the atmosphere in nyp netball is like shit,i'll just join other sports ccas but apparently,the newbies like me are way way nicer den the school team pple,BLOODY STUCK UP!seriously,i dun wanna bitch about them,maybe jus the captain..nv show a single RESPECT!BLOODY HELL! i felt like giving her one tight slap.urgh!horrible seniors..BLOODY stuck up!when its our turn to rule the nyp netball team?we'll definitely gonna change the atmosphere and make everyone feel a WANT to join us..
ohwell..i've been busy with CCAs lately,rather den my studies!hahaha!tmr der's kickboxing! den friday gt touch rugby trial,saturday gt SHS captain's ball game,sunday gt netball trg,monday gt sprint kayak trial,tuesday DB?,wed netball,thursday free!,friday dunno if i'm free!SO DARN BUSY WITH CCAs!and i like!hahahaaha!but ohwell,definitely gonna study hard and play hard at the same time!And and 1 last thing to add,made a bunch of nice pple from netball today!hahhaa!alrite.shall end now.tata!n oh..no time to change my blog skin!=((

random blogging

brr,i'm freezing to death in my room rite now and this post is quite a random 1.suddenly feel like bloggin after reading one of my friend's blog.man!she sort of let me realised and think back wad have i done and wad i'm gonna achieve in my life,definitely she has achieved something extraordinary and i'm so impressed by her.it made me realised that i had achieved nth much in my life.i wonder will i have such deep determination and get my mind rite and focus on wad i want to achieve in life?Am i ever gonna have the determination and perseverance to go for the extra mile?Am i gonna not try very hard to achieve wad i want in life?Am i gonna get influenced from my friends greatly and distant away from my goals in future?Am i gonna be strong enuff to stand strong and break all the obstacles?ALL this qns will be answered in the future and time will let me noe the answer.i must must must try very hard to resist the temptation like surfing the net and getting distracted from day dreaming.i need to get my mind rite and focus on wad i want.just like the nike quotation"just do it" but definitely it does not applies to nursing.haha!i might just get patients killed and suffer from heavy consequences.
oh well,i'm starting to get sick and tired of my blog skin,gonna get it changed when i'm free.=)anw,i seriously need to lose a large sum of calories!i dun feel good and light and furthermore,i dun look good wearing the desire clothes that i bought.Usually i'll buy the clothes impulsively tho its 1 size smaller,i'll have the mindset that okayy..nvm!i'll lose weight to fit myself into the top.BUT!no use!the motivation and determination doesnt last me for even a month!usually its only a week,and den i get distracted and din bother to lose some weight again!man!i need to change my mentality!
And nowadays i jus feel that i cant click with pple anymore,i dunno wad to talk abt to different individuals anymore.why is that?!and i jus feel like getting home everyday after school,read up on my nursing references and spend my whole day in my room.nowadays i'm like living in a world of my own.Almost every gurl in my clique in poly has a bf and they asked me why i dun hv.my answer will always be i cant commit in a r/s this moment,even if it did,i doubt it will last cuz i'll always prioritize my family first,den my life,my friends and lastly my r/s.thats for now,in future,i'll definitely gonna place my r/s first!!i feel like shit rite now without having any great achievements in life.My brother is a spoiler in my life.He always pull me down in life.everything i do,everything i ask,everything i share with him and everthing i tell him,he'll definitely says things that bring me down in life.i usually jus laugh it off cuz i dun wanna get mad at his comments at all,tot i may not take it to heart,sometimes it jus linger in my mind..he doesnt even support me both mentally and physically..i feel sad sometimes..man!i'm being emo rite now.=( and he always disrespect me!he doesnt even treat me like a sister,i always feel like he treats me like a loser or a rubbish dump.urghh!wateva!i jus hates him sometimes.ever since after he gt into commando,he changed so much!more like a demon instead.he thinks that he's a commando,he can jus disrespect pple.AHHH!!its the first time i last said i hate him since primary school.urgh!he's nth!he's not gonna affect my life!why in the earth am i blogging wad he says abt me at all?!i'm so not gonna get affected by him!i noe wad i'm doing!its my life,i'm gonna take full control of it and i cant because of wad he says,turn me into someone that is useless and a total loser!NO WAY!FUCKKK!!!i dun wanna talk abt this matter anymore!
i'm gonna try my best to do things at my best!no matter how high is the hurdle,i'll jus keep trying to prepare myself and jump over.i must no matter wad!jump over the stupid hurdle.
haah!this post is a long and random 1.anw i signed up for netball,touch rugby,nyaa,sprint kayak and shittt!i din sign up for db!urghh!but i might just go for the trial anw!maybe luh!haha!i planned on netball and sprint kayak!but shitt!their trg days clashes,both falls on monday!SHITT!

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

First day of school at NYP was alrite,had our first lectures by dr paranama and he's hilarious,making us laugh to keep us awake!=D our class gurls were quite unite jus that the china gurls were quite on their own,its as tho singaporeans 1 clique,china gurls another clique.feeling so bad for them..=( anw!our class leader is a china guy and he's naive and funny as the same time,our class always fun at him for his naive-ness,blur-ness and cute-ness at the same time!hahahhaa!JOKER!
i was glad that our class weren't lost for lectures and stuffs!*claps!!And poly life is kinda slack,u get breaks all the time,1 hr lectures,den 1 hr break den 1hr lesson,1/2hr break.wow!i likeee!better get used to the poly life now!And today my class wad kinda cute,after class,we headed and follow whoever who leads and goes wherever the person who leads wanna go.hahah!kinda dumb ending up in a place where we have nth to do der!hahah!difficult to manage a big grp!i still prefer smaller grps!anw!bio lesson wad kinda fun,somehow..hahah!saw some cells under the microcope!COOL!firs day of school gt nth much actually,looking forward for the following days to come!stress oh stress!AND I CANT WAIT FOR CLUB CRAWL!RAR!!!!!!

went to shangri-la

gee!went to shangri-la,the line,the most famous and high class buffet.it was 95bucks during that day cuz the chief was der.man!its darn expensive!but afterall,my mum din mind cuz it was a celebration for my sister 24 BDAY!muhahha!how old she is now.24!omg!And i'm 18 after my bday in may 29!man..time really fliess..i'm getting old too!but i still cant compare my sis when she's 18 and when i'm 18.the difference lies btw our characters.hahha!and maybe cuz she's the oldest so she holds more responsibility den i do.until now,i still like them taking responsibility for my actions.prolly depending on them alot.hahha!wateva is it.the pictures below are taken at "the line" enjoy!hahahaahah!

nyp orientation

nyp orientation wasnt a blast for me!it only held for 1 day but this 1 day let me learn qutie abit.Learn about my new classmates,tho der's cheena ones,der's malay ones,der's ite 1s but i cant do anything about that.Afterall,they'll be ur classmates for the whole 3yrs!better not offend any of them.i dun wanna hold any hostile btw pple i have to face every sch day.who noes when i might need their help.HAHA!
ohwell,initally my class wasnt that enthu and it was quite an anti-climax when the OGLs were sort of high and we're kinda mundane.HAHA!But overall,this orientation is somewhat fun in a way where i get to sort of lead my team and motivate them abit and did alot of encouragement,i had to step up and let the ball rolling and afterwards,everyone gt more and more enthu.SATISFYING!HAHAHA!!And it has been a long time since i last lead a team..the feeling of leading a team was awesome!and the orientation was somewhat boring when it comes to the end,especially the 20luckydraws,man!they took donkey yrs to call those pple out.i was alr half asleep and drooling.we only had 1 pathetic lunch break from 9am to 7pm!can u believe it?!nyp academic club wanna torture us!but i likeee...hahaha!
monday is the official day of the start of our school term and i'm freaking excited about it!Guess i din regret my choice going to nyp den to np.so what der's palmtalk!so wad the cca is awesome,i'll get used to the life in nyp!anw its not tat bad afterall when u dun compare ur own school to others.ignorance is bliss!haha!
today my OGLs were telling me about the mentorship,leadership camp and all and i was super enthu abt it.i dun get why i get so high and active when i get to noe abt this kinda camps and especially OBS korea and taiwan!OMG!i must go no matter wad.i just cant help it from being so active in school.Guess jus studying and going for lecture alone can really kill me! i can die jus to go school for lectures,like seriously! i have to be active!like actively active and maximize my energy level when i'm in poly!
i'll make sure i'll make this whole 3 yrs of my poly life a FREAKING HAPPENING 1!nyp,wait for me!hahah!
And and i cant wait for club crawl on the 17th of april!!WOOHOO!!FREAKING EXCITED ABOUT IT!!HURHUR!!CCA DAY! i likeee....!!HAHHA!ambassador team,here i come!hahahh!!HAPPY HAPPY!
okayy..shall end my post by saying;"no matter wad pple says,its just their point of view,in the end,its still u who have to decide the decision,u may listen and feel regretted for maybe jus that particular period of time..den soon after,when it really comes,its not that bad afterall.the main thing is how you're gonna look at it.the brighter side? or the bad side?being a optimist or pessimist is still the final choice,for me,i chose to b a optimist.anw,for the whole of my 4months holiday that i had,its definitely an experiencing journey of my life.i chose to learn from every single thing i did and grow from it and now i guess i learn alot more and the way how i look into situations in life now.
i spent my whole holidays working all sorts of jobs,from office jobs to waitressing,to umpiring,to warehse packing(definitely tested my patients and endurance)and the office job left me the most impression,especially the constant scoldings from someone who's better den you.definitely gonna feel that ur ego has been stepped a million times yet you cant do anything but just take it.man..after the working life,it did tot me alot,especially mommy guiding me thru it and telling me about the aspect of life and how to go thru it.
ohwell..all the best for the people who just wanna whine and complain and dun wanna learn from their mistakes and quit from the job that u always get scoldings and think that you're so oh-so-lousy.thats jus wad every 1 has to go thru.BE THICKSKIN! and learn how you wanna see the aspect of ur job.being a optimist or pessimist in everything u do?you decide.=D"
okayyy...enough of my thing now.hahah!i wanna go my dreamland now..weee!from today onwards.i wanna be a happy person!HAHAHA!but dun take my happiness and kindness for granted,i'll bite when i get uber mad!LOL.but i hardly get mad anyway..angry is not in my dictionary.thats all.CIAO!

drunken woman..

gosh! friday nite was a freaking happening nite for both me and my friends..i cant believe i'll end up like how i was den..extreme emotional!
friday was den the officially day for rocky's last day at balcony so all of us intended to go LUNAR fusion bar but too bad! catherine,amanda and i was freakin underage..=.=! bday's not over yet..SADDED!cat and i were nt offically 18..so they planned and decided to head to party world just beside heeren..raymond was der and i was quite reluctant to go t noe that he'll b going.Der'll b a funny feelin when he's der..but i told myself not to bother much..we went into party world and raymond was inside..man.such a spoiler!he's kinda too much!he made Emily drink like 3 glass of alcohol.ouhouh..talkin about alcohol..we met up at balcony before headin to party world ,randy was askin us to go up and put our bags at balcony's office..we're kinda puzzled den but cheyy..after getting upstairs,he wants us to sneak alcohol into the room.had 2 bottles in my bag.okayy..back to wher i left off..Emily was way drunk,she cant even walk in the straight line and her face was darn red..went to the toilet a few times and finally she threw up.eeeww!the smell of the alcohol mixed with wadeva she ate.ERK!haha!but glad that she vomited.she was better den.soon after,i was kinda enjoying myself and raymond came over and wants catherine to drink the glass of alcohol,told her to drink slowly..den after that raymond wants me to drink so i drank.i drank super slow but that freakin gay was askin me to drink it fast so fine..i jus drink..
soon after,the alcohol effects started to act up.i felt kinda sleepy and i fell onto LP's lap..cat knew that i was drunk and she made me green tea.i was so darn sleepy that i hit the glass of green tea without knowin it..den LP's pants had some green tea.i was happily smiling and cleanin LP's pant.Den after that i slept over at kaiyang's shoulder,slight to the back of his back..i vividly rmbed that he was sayin wanna sleep den sleep properly,so i pushed myself and hit my face to keep myself awake.cat and LP went to the loo without me,i was alr kinda drunk den yet i noe wads going on with me..i dun exactly noe wads happening in the surrounding but i noe wads's going on in me.i felt like der's 2 me inside..1 is merina and the other is the fiercer merina.the real merina is alr in deep sleep but i kept fighting against the other merina.its freakin scary the thought of it.tho i'm drunk but i noe wad i'm doing jus that i cant control over my emotions,i cried to the extreme..screaming like nobody's business.shouting like nobody's business,talking like nobody's business,laughin like nobody's business,criticizing like nobody's business,hitting pple like nobody's business..that's it.when u're drunk,u jus do things like nobody business..the vision was blurry its felt like as tho u gt woken up by someone from ur deep sleep times and times again..the real merina was alr asleep and the fierce merina like shouting at pple who criticized me.I was really sensitive to wad pple say to be exact.i could hear everything to wad pple say and jus act without havin a second tho.So long u think,u jus act..u wanna hit pple,u jus hit..u wanna shout,u jus shout kinda thing..i vividly rmbed EVERY single thing..okayy..maybe about 90%..who says a drunken person will not rmb a single thing.THATS BULLSHIT! I REPEAT! BULLSHITT!!lol.u jus dun ahve THE control over ur body anymore during that point of time,tats it.for my case,i was darn emotional..maybe cuz i kept fighting against the another me to force myself to be awake due to the fact that i've gt work at 10am!!i kept forcing myself and telling everyone that i'm nt drunk and i'm okay..who noes when i walked a few steps..i fell onto the floor.made a whole din that time,infact,i'm like the main entertainment for all of them.HOW COOL!haha!freakk..the fierce merina was sucha ah lian!thats wad randy and everyone says so.my hand gestures and the way i spoked.i even vividly rmbed that i shouted at strangers with my hand gestures..shoutin and scolding and saying OII!!freaking loud.haha!vividly rmbed that i shouted at pple who smoke sayin things like CAN YOU STOP SMOKING?!IT FREAKING HURT UR HEALTH AND IT FREAKING HURT UR FREAKING $$?!CAN YOU JUST STOP?!!lol.man..how amazing i can still rmb almost everything tho i'm drunk.it din felt real tho..as in everything seems like a dream maybe cuz of the fact that the blurry vision was 1 of the cause of it.haha!so then whoever i shouted stopped smokin yet still smokes,i walked over and threw their ciggy away..man!i think they're freaking pissed especially raymond.haha!felt so bad now..insult so many pple.opps!but i cant help it!i was drunk.But i can rmb things clearly!haha!
After insulting everyone and anyone,i apologized a zillion times to all of them.i kept saying sorry and sorry..and i did things that i din realize i'll actually do it.hugged a guy..not 1 but two!hit a person,cried out loud.mann..the thought of it now just wanna make me laugh like crazzyy..haha!ohyahh! i even rmbed that randy was tryin to wake me up and i kept sayin that i cant control my emotions and i cant wake up..haha!den valen took cold water and pour over my face..gosh!its freaking amazin that i can rmb almost everything so clearly!mann..thats crazy!that nite i went insane but din vomit at all.Emily was alr alert and fine and it was my turn to go bizzare!haha!
All of them insisted to send me home and i hung on to kaiyang without letting him go ,he had no choice but to hop on to the same cab as me and khakis.HAHA!he lived ard central but too bad he gt chosen to go back with me..haha!it was freaking hilarious how i made a whole din to myself.HAH!i think everyone enjoyed the entertainment i made on myself.haa!
anw i wanna thank cat and emily for being der and sorry at the same time..and everyone else too..especially raymond and randy.HAHA! funnyy..okayy..had fun that nite tho.Guess its gonna be the last alcoholic gatherin for me..cuz of how i turned out.opps!
emily and kaiyang sent me at my doorstep.HAHA! the funny thing is that i even criticize the taxi uncle!lol..funny!sorry and thanks again!ouhhyay! i even vividly rmbed that someone took pics of me and i even posed! and lp was taking a freakin video cuz i tell her to even when i was alr drunk.the fact is..no matter how drunk u are,u can still rmb and noe wad the hell u're doing and wads going on wit urself.its like u're semi-conscious!so yea..i was lucky that i din puke..PHEW!haha!okayy..end of my storyy..THANKS AND SORRY EVERYONE ONCE AGAIN!jus incase if anyone of u read this somehow.=D
ouhouh..my story has ended for that nite but not for the dayy!haha!woke up early n headed to ikea,bought some mirrors and now its fixed!glad!hah!den went over to anchor point to take a quick btie at disney's cafe..pics will be up soon!haha!den headed to their G2000,it was having sells.sis bought the guys long collar shirt and i wore it for rocky's last gathering!haha!after that gathering..i reached home at 9.00,bathed and slept at 9.15 den 9.30 gt woken up by valen!irritating!hahah!i slept for 15mins and off i changed and went for work at 10 at suntec.how power i was and i was still kinda semi conscious.i din really noe wad i was talking to the guest at all..shitt!!wadeva it is..its over!hahaa!reached home,bathed and slept rite infront of the freking computer..man..i took hours typing this post.ohwell..thats all. so THE END!haha!

blog for the past few days!

yawn!i've been so lazy to blog lately..but still,i cant dun blog abt some happening days i had..jus incase i gt.haha! ohwell..jus gonna upload some pics first! =D pictures says it all...merina has become rich! and spluge my $ on bodyshop items! from facial to footscub.which cost me more den 800$! is that crazy?! that is jus so out of the world rite now.But of cuz,i'm nt that insane to spend like $800 worth of items jus on bodyshop items! i rather spend the $800 on itouch/iphone and creative headphones!man! if someone get me either 1 of those for any occasion..i'll love that person forever!!and i meant wad i said.haha!so the part that i spend my $ on bodyshop items its true but nt the price.prolly jus half of the $800..haha!der was bodyshop sales last week and i called my khakis down for shoppin spree.its uber cheap!all the items were discounted to 50% and more! i was quite kiasu den so i bought for a life time use..ehh.not exactly!maybe for a yr or 2.haha!i bought like 200over and my sis came now the next day to buy another 200$.thats madness!but i guess its all worth it!hahas!BODYSHOP LOVESS!! okayokayy..den ytd went out with catherine.that slim-down-so-much mei!so pretty now!went to catch 10000BC,man..the lead is uber HOTT!cat falled for him.haha!i den brought cat to PZ to eat their famous chicky rice..its a pretty long queue and as usual,i scoop a mountain of chilli!haha!my fav!saw my cousin eating with some random guy..that girl!lol.wanted to scare her but who noes she saw me in the end.NO FUN!!haha!we went our way and off to get emily's belated belated bday gift..a braun buffel wallet.she was elated!haha!see!emily! we're so nice rite!hahaha!best khakis ever!so den..we're decidin on whether to go for rocky's gathering at newton!so decided to wait for emily til 11pm and while deciding to go..we decided to head to HK cafe and chit chat with lp and all til 2am!time has made the decision for us!we ended up going for rocky's gatherin at newton by the company's bus. den played some games..sort of like true and dare jus tat we cancelled out the true and its all dare.LOL.

meet ups with twosome

yawn! so tired rite now..gonna quickly blog about today and off i go to watch THE APPRENTICE season 2..i just finished watching season 1 ytd..der's 5 more seasons to go!haha!been sleeping like 5plus am just to get to see the outcome for the following and following episodes that takes forever to end..XD
anw..hang out with twosome today and whenever i'm with them..i feel demoralised!i feel fat with them..must slim down must slim down but like how man!forever get tempted over food!have to slim down!!!forever putting on weight!urgh!so we met up ard late afternoon and shopped ard for clothes but din get to buy wad we wanted.so twosome says they're hungry so we headed to HK cafe to eat and i ordered my beancurd!ate most of it cuz cat was quite full den.after that sent cat to work..went to shop for her perfume at taka,she was so elated when she gt that present..haha!and shocked at the same time.so den,we left and shopped for our stuffs.i managed to buy a red tee for my cadet umpiring,finally i gt to buy another red shirt!yeah!em bought wad she wanted too and its all greenish!haha! she din wanna go back early so we headed to tcc to slack for quite abit for cat to knock off.Order coffee and salad..man,i drank 2 cups of coffee and i'm all energy boosted for nothing..lol!cant sleep!DIEEEEE..anw der's nth much for today..just felt elated that i get to meet twosome again!haha!but i wanna spend my time productively..seriously speaking..i dun like shopping now that i dun look good wearing wateva i tried,i want to play! and i love to play!do wateva that is adventurous and sporting and can sweat like a dog..hah..tat's love!
And yay! i found a word to part of my personality alr! ambitious!yes!thats the word that i've been looking for!k..enuff for now..tata!time for apprentice.=D

wakeboard-ed!

did wakeboarding and it was an awesome experience.if der's once,definitely der's gonna be the second and third. studer said i was talented! haha! and fast learner..woohoo.thanks for those compliments! made me feel good!But i'm a fast learner and forget fast as well.haha!after wakeboarding at telong ubin,went to seletar airport to eat their famous baffalo wings.der's even level of chilli for it.its from 1 to 10.And we ordered half a dozen of level 7 chix wings.haha!it was darn spicy! we cant even taste the wings at all.all we can taste is the chilli sensation.the spicyness and hotness.it gets to the eyes and lips and the tongue.CAN DIE.after 1 chix wings,i felt alittle giddy.as tho the world is spinning..gosh!water cant solve the spicyness.freaking hot but regardless of the spice,sis and i went for a second chix wing..we felt numb at first den the spicy sensation came again.CAN DIE! i teared terribly and my lips we red thick.haha!hilarious.gonna update some pics soon!=D

hoho!

yawn! man.its 2.30am and i woke up to use the computer..its been ages sine i last blogged,gosh! how busy i was for the past few weeks..today after work,got home,eat,watch tv and napped on the sofa..i was uber tired that i sleep without bathing yet.haha!And it applies not jus today..practically EVERYDAY! got home,eat,watch tv and napped on the sofa den wake up in the middle of the nite to bath and back to sleep in my room..thats how tired i am after work..
Anw,gonna work until the end of this month!man! i cant wait to stop work and sweat it out everyday!i miss rock climbing,i miss cycling,i miss tough trainings,i miss sweating out everyday playing sports!!hha!and yay,its been quite cold for the past few dayss,especially recently.Everyone in the office is feeling terribly cold tat der's even pple wearing sweater!haa!!i felt like i'm in the winter country in the office!
anyway,i shall summary wad i did for the past few days..practically jus 1 word..WORKING!life is happening in the office all the time,get to learn life experience and meet and talk to sorts of working adults..the mindset of them and all.its a definite good experience!for sure i'll miss the company!=(moreover,the environment in the company is also good..the ambience.the pple.the bosses.where on earth am i gonna find that kinda job where the people treat you so nice,make you feel the team feeling.yawn..freaking tired!guess i'll head to bed now and wake up early in the morning to do the dumb enrolment for admission to poly.its really troublesome to enrol to a school,have to do all sort of payments and all..anw going st gregory for waxing and body massage with EM later afternoon.woohoo!so excited!hahah!oh ouhh..my company gave me the gift luhh..so sweet of them!but they asked me to choose so its no surprise at all..okayy..i shall end now..time to go to lala world.=D