blog for the past few days!

yawn!i've been so lazy to blog lately..but still,i cant dun blog abt some happening days i had..jus incase i gt.haha! ohwell..jus gonna upload some pics first! =D pictures says it all...merina has become rich! and spluge my $ on bodyshop items! from facial to footscub.which cost me more den 800$! is that crazy?! that is jus so out of the world rite now.But of cuz,i'm nt that insane to spend like $800 worth of items jus on bodyshop items! i rather spend the $800 on itouch/iphone and creative headphones!man! if someone get me either 1 of those for any occasion..i'll love that person forever!!and i meant wad i said.haha!so the part that i spend my $ on bodyshop items its true but nt the price.prolly jus half of the $800..haha!der was bodyshop sales last week and i called my khakis down for shoppin spree.its uber cheap!all the items were discounted to 50% and more! i was quite kiasu den so i bought for a life time use..ehh.not exactly!maybe for a yr or 2.haha!i bought like 200over and my sis came now the next day to buy another 200$.thats madness!but i guess its all worth it!hahas!BODYSHOP LOVESS!! okayokayy..den ytd went out with catherine.that slim-down-so-much mei!so pretty now!went to catch 10000BC,man..the lead is uber HOTT!cat falled for him.haha!i den brought cat to PZ to eat their famous chicky rice..its a pretty long queue and as usual,i scoop a mountain of chilli!haha!my fav!saw my cousin eating with some random guy..that girl!lol.wanted to scare her but who noes she saw me in the end.NO FUN!!haha!we went our way and off to get emily's belated belated bday gift..a braun buffel wallet.she was elated!haha!see!emily! we're so nice rite!hahaha!best khakis ever!so den..we're decidin on whether to go for rocky's gathering at newton!so decided to wait for emily til 11pm and while deciding to go..we decided to head to HK cafe and chit chat with lp and all til 2am!time has made the decision for us!we ended up going for rocky's gatherin at newton by the company's bus. den played some games..sort of like true and dare jus tat we cancelled out the true and its all dare.LOL.

meet ups with twosome

yawn! so tired rite now..gonna quickly blog about today and off i go to watch THE APPRENTICE season 2..i just finished watching season 1 ytd..der's 5 more seasons to go!haha!been sleeping like 5plus am just to get to see the outcome for the following and following episodes that takes forever to end..XD
anw..hang out with twosome today and whenever i'm with them..i feel demoralised!i feel fat with them..must slim down must slim down but like how man!forever get tempted over food!have to slim down!!!forever putting on weight!urgh!so we met up ard late afternoon and shopped ard for clothes but din get to buy wad we wanted.so twosome says they're hungry so we headed to HK cafe to eat and i ordered my beancurd!ate most of it cuz cat was quite full den.after that sent cat to work..went to shop for her perfume at taka,she was so elated when she gt that present..haha!and shocked at the same time.so den,we left and shopped for our stuffs.i managed to buy a red tee for my cadet umpiring,finally i gt to buy another red shirt!yeah!em bought wad she wanted too and its all greenish!haha! she din wanna go back early so we headed to tcc to slack for quite abit for cat to knock off.Order coffee and salad..man,i drank 2 cups of coffee and i'm all energy boosted for nothing..lol!cant sleep!DIEEEEE..anw der's nth much for today..just felt elated that i get to meet twosome again!haha!but i wanna spend my time productively..seriously speaking..i dun like shopping now that i dun look good wearing wateva i tried,i want to play! and i love to play!do wateva that is adventurous and sporting and can sweat like a dog..hah..tat's love!
And yay! i found a word to part of my personality alr! ambitious!yes!thats the word that i've been looking for!k..enuff for now..tata!time for apprentice.=D

wakeboard-ed!

did wakeboarding and it was an awesome experience.if der's once,definitely der's gonna be the second and third. studer said i was talented! haha! and fast learner..woohoo.thanks for those compliments! made me feel good!But i'm a fast learner and forget fast as well.haha!after wakeboarding at telong ubin,went to seletar airport to eat their famous baffalo wings.der's even level of chilli for it.its from 1 to 10.And we ordered half a dozen of level 7 chix wings.haha!it was darn spicy! we cant even taste the wings at all.all we can taste is the chilli sensation.the spicyness and hotness.it gets to the eyes and lips and the tongue.CAN DIE.after 1 chix wings,i felt alittle giddy.as tho the world is spinning..gosh!water cant solve the spicyness.freaking hot but regardless of the spice,sis and i went for a second chix wing..we felt numb at first den the spicy sensation came again.CAN DIE! i teared terribly and my lips we red thick.haha!hilarious.gonna update some pics soon!=D

hoho!

yawn! man.its 2.30am and i woke up to use the computer..its been ages sine i last blogged,gosh! how busy i was for the past few weeks..today after work,got home,eat,watch tv and napped on the sofa..i was uber tired that i sleep without bathing yet.haha!And it applies not jus today..practically EVERYDAY! got home,eat,watch tv and napped on the sofa den wake up in the middle of the nite to bath and back to sleep in my room..thats how tired i am after work..
Anw,gonna work until the end of this month!man! i cant wait to stop work and sweat it out everyday!i miss rock climbing,i miss cycling,i miss tough trainings,i miss sweating out everyday playing sports!!hha!and yay,its been quite cold for the past few dayss,especially recently.Everyone in the office is feeling terribly cold tat der's even pple wearing sweater!haa!!i felt like i'm in the winter country in the office!
anyway,i shall summary wad i did for the past few days..practically jus 1 word..WORKING!life is happening in the office all the time,get to learn life experience and meet and talk to sorts of working adults..the mindset of them and all.its a definite good experience!for sure i'll miss the company!=(moreover,the environment in the company is also good..the ambience.the pple.the bosses.where on earth am i gonna find that kinda job where the people treat you so nice,make you feel the team feeling.yawn..freaking tired!guess i'll head to bed now and wake up early in the morning to do the dumb enrolment for admission to poly.its really troublesome to enrol to a school,have to do all sort of payments and all..anw going st gregory for waxing and body massage with EM later afternoon.woohoo!so excited!hahah!oh ouhh..my company gave me the gift luhh..so sweet of them!but they asked me to choose so its no surprise at all..okayy..i shall end now..time to go to lala world.=D

airshow 2008

anw gonna upload pictures on the AIRSHOW 2008 at changi airbase.tic's at 20bucks for adults.its darn human pack after the show at 12.30.omgs!the taxi stand was flooded with people and we need to pay an additional 8dollars for a cab ride out.maybe thats how they lure the cabs in.and for merz taxi its 45bucks/trip.its alot!anw,enuff of it.its pictures time!

netballed

RANDOM PICTURES.

i feel good..nahnah nahnah nahnah nahnah nah...felt so fresh and good after netball.=D man!sports keep me alive again.=D i wonder how am i gonna adjust myself without sports when i get so much older.every morning i'll walk to the mrt to take train to work and i always see these same old ladies gather tgt and doing their daily workout.i wonder when i get older,will i be jus like them?am i gonna be the next them?if until den,i'm still blogging,perhaps when i ever gonna read this post again,i'll go "i am already them" haha.that is if i still blog during that age and den reading the post that was written many many yrs back...all the memories will be kept here.how sweet to read them and letting my kids read someday,even their kids and their kid's kid.hah!okayy.enuff of that.
went for netball trg and HM was sayin that we need to win the inter-com competition else we will nt get sponsorship from the community centre.thats bad.all the while,we've been playing leisurely,without any goals to achieve and tahts wad i hate about the team.we do not have enuff pple to even get committed.perhaps cuz we dun have a goal.so now,we have a goal and we must achieve!gonna do this for HM cuz of her passion,gonna do this for the many that were playing in netball before and came in and out of it.gonna keep it sustaining.its really hard on HM to actually organise and pushing and saying everyone's fault and getting everyone doing wad she said and players jus dun like being "controlled" guess the way she does it make pple feel that way.so now,we have a goal and i'm exhilarated to hear about the competition but wad worries me is the players in the team.we have to make it! anw,today J gt frastrated of certain players.finally somebody is feeling wad i had always been feeling..haha!now i'm stronger.u take hard effort to go for the ball,doing all the runs and running more then the rest and the next thing is that they dun get a darn when the ball jus flies off and letting the ball go.it makes players who did their 110% angry!very!suddenly i think that i shldnt sort of go against hm since she's really trying hard to build the team and so is J.Really admire HM somehow.hah!
i'm writing this down cause i think the dragonboat in NYP is like the netball team that i'm in.and i'll be the next HM.that is if i join the nyp dragonboat.=D cant wait for school to start like literally.i dun wanna be an average band sportswoman.i've higher goals to achieve now.der's just so many goals i wanna achieve!especially this goal that i had this year on.spend my money to get my car and bike licence.diving,umpiring and dance courses.man!its gonna cost me a bomb.i'm a very poor lady so pple,please dun say that i'm RICH cuz i'm not!saving $$ for my future needs!=D anyhow,its time to shower and back on learning my work later!
Guess the story indeed gonna begin when i get into poly.i can anticipate that days in poly gonna be a tough one.wadeva it is,bring it on!haha!i shall end here now.byebye!

What really matters to you.

pity the ahmas.

sicked

yawnn.gonna go to sleep after this post.ytd was pretty weird for me.i hardly get sick at all.dunno why ytd all of the sudden i felt so tired and cold on my fingers and toes,got a little headspinning and decided to take a nap.i was thinking,maybe i was jus tired.den when i woke up,i gt no appetite to eat my dinner,only had a few slice of mango and off to watchin my HEROES season 2.=D seated at my sofa,feeling so cold that i took my sista's shawl to cover myself.its quite unusual to feel this way.all of the sudden,feeling so cold.so i knew i must be having fever so i checked on myself and indeed,i was having a slight fever.
i felt so lerthagic that i was so lazy to get up fom my sofa,poor dad of mine had to take this and tat for me.love dad!=)den,i kept feelin like puking all the time.til one point of time,i cldnt take the disturbing feeling that i went to the toilet to force myself to puke.but not exactly force tho but something like that.the puke smell like apple cinnomon.hurhur! i wondered since when i had any cinnomon.so den,i felt much better and off to watching my heroes after i bathed.haha!
i wondered was it the dog that spread to me the infection or something.i was fine before touching one of my neighbour's dog called bosco.he charge towards in when i called for his name,i was quite petrified cuz he was really big!its a golden retriever.he gt his fur shaved off and his owner said he ahve skin problem.i was like,shit,is it spreadable?he used his body to rub my legs a lot of times and he's so big that when he stepped my feet,i feel pain.aparently,he's nt light luhh.
today i tot i was fine,i ate my dinner but cldnt take in much.again,its so unlike me.something must be wrng with me.ohhnoo!! i had that puking feeling again so again,i had to sort of force myself to puke and felt much better again.seems like my body trying to reject wad i'm taking in.thats good!hahha!den i can have a taste of my food without putting on any calories.HAHA!its madness,i noe.okaayy,gtg sleep now,its late,tmr still gt work.=D i cant wait for the end of this month,seeing $$$ soon.hurhur.okayy.byebye!!

wad a week i had

well,i had a hectic week and finally its weekends now.i've been waking up early to work and end work pretty late too.i love wad i am doing rite now and i have to do good and alert.gosh! my cousin and i are raelly getting old,we can forget things at times.die!we're both STM.haha!anw ytd had office lunch at long beach at the dempsey rd.the seafood is not really fresh.der's 1 dish which is the lobster,i look eating lobsters especially with the fried oatmeals as the dressing.YUMY!but the moment i place it in my mouth and chew,i get the disgusted feeling of the taste,i tried to bite on it afew more times and wanted to swallow but i cant bring myself to,so i decided to puke it out.EEERK!der's the taste of the tank smell.Xp after the lunch,we headed back to office to work again.i haven fully familiarise with my mum's work and the files she put and all.it felt like i'm a baby tat haven learn how to crawl and struggling to learn how to run.and der's a bus to fetch all of us der,we were the last few to head to the bus and its the FIRST time i ran with my HEELS.GOSH! wad a run.haha!
anw,update soon again,feeling so tired and sad.=( byebye!

ytd was a horroudous day.

Many things happened in balcony ytd,it all jus bam rite at my face.firstly it was the manager,den the supervisor,the chief and the old senior server as well as the full-timers.wads wrong with these pple?!
anw ytd was my last day at work.all thanks to raymond!looked for him at the start of my work and told him tat i dun wanna work on valentine day,talked to him really nicely but he seems so stucked up!he asked me not to work after ytd so i agreed.his face expression changes rite at the spot when i said okay,the next thing i realise was that all my schedule has been cancelled.thnks raymond!hope balcony dies 1 fine day sooner!so wad if ur the manager?u cant even handle ur staff at all.i hate pple threatening me like how he did.stupid ah beng!i jus cant respect him as the manager,especially when he is so bias so obviously!anyhow schedule the timing and all.why did steven even let him hve tat position!!urghh..wateva it is,i'm done with balcony.hurray!and yay,after he said it was my last day of work,loads of incident happened.sent the order to the wrong table,gt so stoned,everything wasnt organise,customer sort of pissed off and everything seem to be stucked and the best thing was when i sent to bill the table at one of the swings,i noe they were smoking but i din stop them,i really wondered why..only when der's a lady asking if she cld smoke der and den i realise they were smoking.gosh!wad was wrong with me!so angry with myself!
and i had to pay for the wrong order which i dun get to eat at all.pathetic.the other servers eat the main course without leaving some for me.=( but i gt no mood to eat either.den to drinks and everything jus took so long to serve.irritatin customers,cant they jus wait?!freak!my last day of work definitely left a bad lasting impression.sighh. i felt like crying wen randy asked if i were alrite.i was so angry tat i felt like tearing,left without lookin at randy's eyes.i did tear anw.den lcuky ther was adam to comfort me.=) left to took the last train of the red line.the last train for the green line left.freaking sway!! had a place to sit in the train and some kudo stepped onto my pointed shoe.=.=! after that went to 7eleven,wanted to get something to drink and they dun accept nets.=.= i left feelin oh-so-thirsty.i din ve a single cent after topping up my ez-link.
gosh!it was a freaking swayyyyy nite ytd.
anww,gonna go out now.so update soon again.byebye!

=)

gong xi fa cai to everyone!i'm abit late,yes i noe.haha!anw i gt back to sing on the 6th of feb and i completely forgt that i've gt work at 9pm.i was too late to go for work so i called cat to cover me.THANKS a million.muckks~hehe..
this yr has the least angbao ever due to my grandma's death.but at least i've gt angbaos.hahah!gosh!i've gt a hard time typing.urgghhh!!i did acrylic nail extensions and now i've gt long fake nails.its so diff to actually type!diee luhh,i'm gonna take forever typing for this post.i kept pressing extra keys at the side of the key tat i wanted to press on.i'm gonna remove it anytime sooner now.haha!i still like havin short nails.=D
anw the trip to macau,hongkong is pretty fun with my cousins ard.we can laugh for the whole drn trip.and i gt a freaking running nose from my cousin while we were sleeping tgt,on the single bed.so pathetic.we have to share a single bed!she's nt a peace sleeper.kept tossing and turning and we kept pullin each other's blanket.haha!!irritating! i din have a peaceful sleep at all,kept openin my eyes to pull back the blanket.humpphh!soooo irritating!RAR!den the next thing aunty nagged all of us to wake up for breakfast.AHHH!
anw i love shopping overseas den shopping in singapore.its too expensive shopping in sing,sriously!managed to buy 10tops at the price of 100plus sing.=D cheap hor!!den bought black sockings at 4bucks each,sing sellin at 12plus.bought hair pins,accessories,boots,shoes,women boxers,shirt,pants,bag.gosh!practically bought all new stuffs.and finally i managed to buy my HAVERSACK!muhahaha!so happy!but the big spender is still my cousin!he bought hell loads of stuffs.and the acrylic done overseas is much much more cheaper s well!=)
i dun really feel like bloggin for nw,its so difficult typing with long nails,missing the key that i pressed.=.=! anw,HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EMILYY!!=)
later going to work at 7.
anw,cny made me put on weight!!irritatin!need to go running everyday from now on.

ehh..

no deal!the sound of the lady in play in the show no deal.she doesnt have the luck at all.no pt carry on watchin.ha!
went to work at 830 and mum fetch me to work.mum's nt going to for a month and i'll be takin over her job in her office.its gonna be interesting!yea!cant wait man!
anw finally i've finished my work doing the data thing.nv did use excel before but it was so easy to get the hang of it.haha!after my work,janet asked me to take the paper work at the printer,take this and that,pass this and that.=.= i'm like her personal office maid.but i dun mind tho.haha!anw i wore T-shirt dress to work with black long leggings plus socks and my black pointy shoes.den jasmine was sayin that teenagers are very creative in the way they dress,create their own sense of style.she's very open abt ideas.thats good!she influence me.haha!den mum went back to office with me for awahile cuz she had to visit the hospital for some check up.doctor says she have been contracted with cervic cancer.=( its nt that serious tho.der's still cure for it.mummy has got to fully recover!may god,mary be with u all the time!
ate at the xin sha yum something resturant at lucky plaza? i think.the dim sum is darn salty!ouhh.ate at the lucky plaza indian resturant,the brani's yummy!=D
and anw,i wont be sleepin tonite,gonna leave hse at 4plus am!its 11degrees der in gangzhou.=( ohoh..so after work,went to go shop at isetan supermarket for some japanese food!FAV!!!hahahah.bought ice cream home den.it din melt totally tho cuz der were jam at bukit timah road.=(i'm tired.yawwnn.eyes darn tired.gonna wake up again later.update once i'm back!byebye!

go with the flow

Life is like a raging river. There is constant flow. In fact, agitation and movement are essential for life to endure. Stagnant waters breed disease and decay.

So when life decides to throw a rock at us, like when we lose a job or partner, don't lose heart. Don't negatively judge events or circumstances that initially seem "bad" or "unfortunate". Things don't happen by accident, and mistakes or misfortunes are simply precursors for positive change.

We can't control things like losing a job or losing a partner. Loss is essential for growth and survival. When we experience loss or some other stressful change in our lives, we can give in to negative feelings like anger, disappointment, self-pity, self-loathing, trepidation and fear. We can allow these emotions to strain our mind, effectively crippling its ability to discover viable solutions. We can imagine the worst, and let something that may not come to pass affect our present state of mind.

Or we can go with the flow of change. Some things in our lives have to go in order to make way for better things. The Universe has a way of nudging us along when we get too lazy, complacent or comfortable. Occasionally, it gives us a big shove. The Universe knows when stagnation is making us fat and feeble. It knows when something in our lives has to shift in order for us to continue growing. It then arranges for people and events to push us towards what we were meant to be.

Most people however, choose to resist or ignore the signs. They are so firmly embedded in the riverbed that they refuse to let the currents lift them away. The years go by, and along with them, a flood of lost opportunities? and the stubborn rocks are finally left buried under algae and dirt.

If you've recently lost your job, lost a partner or something you felt was valuable to you, think? Were you really happy with your job?

Did you put your dreams on hold because you were trapped in a wake up, go to work, go home, go to bed routine? Had you stopped growing in that job? Did nothing excite you anymore about your work? What about your ex-partner? Were you really good for each other? Or were you hanging on because you were afraid of being alone?

You didn't have the time nor the nerve to go out and do what you really wanted to do. Well, now you do!

Go with the flow of change!

it was wednesday 90mins ago

gonna blog abt ytd.supposingly not intending to work ytd but cuz i've to fly off on the friday morning and loads of work is nt completed yet.i cldnt wake up in the morning,probably cuz i slept at 2 plus and my bio-clock din seem to get used to my body system now.haha!i din even hear my phone ring twice and even my alarm.how tired i was.=D den headed off to do my systematic work.everyone wasnt at the office except cucu,the manager of hills pet company.she's an indonesian btw,i bet she's filty rich!haha!
the office was so quiet without the pple ard,especially jasmine,janet and YC.they're my fav!hahah!it was so quiet tat i cldnt take it so i went over to janet aunty's place to switch on her radio!darn!it was 933chinese station =.= i din wana swtich it to other station cuz the radio is afterall hers,so i slowly adapt to that cheena station.
got kinda bored,went to walk around,lookat the newspapers den browsin thru my cleo mag,back to work.later janet aunty gonna need me to clear her store!gosh!i've gt things to dooo!!i haven even finsih the work that was given to me.i left 1more file to go,which is gonna take me 3hrs or more to do.cannn luhh.able to finsih!haha!
so den,at 5plus,went to borders t get some books.ANW,i LOVE reading books,alot especially those that will let me gain more knowledge.HAHA!after that cousin called up and said wanna meet after my work so we decided to meet up last min.haha!i was darn HUNGRY like monster!so i order the omelette which doesnt taste good but i was too hungry that i din really bother!haha!den bought donuts from donut house at taka.i still think the donuts tasted better den dunkin donuts or wadeva donuts that were popular,the once at raffles place.
siann luhh!!!!the temp at gazhou is 5degrees,which means we're gonna freeze like ice!we cant go to ocean park anymore..=(cant ride the extreme ride that make my heart drop.=((cant scream at the top of my lungs and feel the arena rush.one word to describe my feelings.DEVASTATED!
anw cousin was funny today,actually its everyday!haha!ouhh.something funny i saw today when we're at mango.
me:wahh,i think the gal use eye liner to draw her eye browns.
cousin:HAHAHAHAA!!
me:so dark!i think she wants to save $.use eye liner draw her eyes den use that to draw her browns.her own 2in1 invention.we broke into huge laughters.hahah!
shiitt!its 2am.DIE!i need to get up at 6.30?!okayy.byebye!
last thing,the curtain man or wadeva came over to my place to fix the curtains up which cost at least 900bucks.spent alot for the renovation for the hse!i love my curtains nehh.XD.thats it for now.

Why Be Positive?

Why Be Positive?

Why be positive? Well, being positive puts you in a state of mind and body for higher productivity, greater success, better health and relationships and more joy.

Just ask yourself? would you enjoy being around a perpetual sourpuss? Most people wouldn't; unless they're grouches themselves. When you're negative, with a sullen and gloomy disposition to boot, you're sending out signals to others to stay away from you. Since you seem to judge almost everything badly, people assume you'll feel the same way about them. But if your demeanour is cheerful and embracing, people naturally resonate with your open and optimistic vibe. Having a positive attitude helps you attract and develop relationships.

The body takes its cues from the mind. What the mind believes to be true, the body seeks to align itself with. That's why in clinical trials, placebos have been shown to be effective for patients who thought they were taking the real medication. This is also the reason for athletes picturing their victory even before the game starts. Even if it's all baloney, you've got nothing to lose if you think positively. On the other hand, if it's true, imagine how much damage you could do to yourself if you have a negative mentality.

When we adopt a positive outlook, we strive to look for the good in every situation. We try to find the lesson, or at least the fun. We learn to laugh at ourselves, and even in the face of adversity. We recover faster and are back on track sooner. And because we tend to see the good in everything, we also experience more joy. That's why positive persons also tend to be happy persons.

You are what you think. That's why after a lousy day, an exhausting ordeal or after receiving bad news, sometimes all it takes for you to feel a whole lot better is a line from a song, a book or magazine, or a remark by a friend; a phrase that sums up what you're feeling but shows it in a wholly different light.

I once heard that even if we didn't achieve any pleasure or joy today, at least we learnt something. Even if we didn't learn anything, at least we didn't get sick. And even if we did get sick, at least we didn't die. Indeed, most of us have a lot to be thankful for. If we can turn our attention away from what we don't have and focus on what we do, we will naturally be positive!

Developing a positive attitude will not be easy for everyone. But if you can become more conscious about when you're turning to the negative, arrest that thought and flip it over to see the positive, you're well on your way to higher productivity and joy, greater success, better health and more rewarding relationships!

its still a monday

'chiwa wa..chiwa wa..chiiwaaa waaa'.ji la ji pua..bla bla..haha!heard my sister's ringtone jus now.uber hilarious.its in hokkien btw.xD
today worked at my mum's office and did nth for the first 4hrs cuz the laptop had some probs starting.HAHA!so i sat at another table to cut out newspapers for the company.btw the time the laptop is able to log in,it was lunch time!haha!din eat much tho cuz the food wasnt that nice.so den,work finally start and i was so exited to start! soon,it gt kinda mundane.i yawned quite a few times but luckily Janet sister kept talking to me to keep us awake.she was tired due to the death of her colleague,everyone was shocked and sad.they jus kept blaming themselves.=(
work was fun having janet and jasmine der.they're really caring and nice!work end at 5plus but left at abt 7 cuz uncle boonsan asked me to wait for him to go back tgt.=D yea!free transport backk..hehe!
tmr gotta reach office at 8.30 and end at 5,den off to work at balcony again at 6 to 11.gosh!imma workaholic! haha! i wanna go outtt!!!!

anw i'll be leaving for macau on the 1st of feb,which is a friday.how soon huh.mum jus told me abt it like ytd.THANKS mum!thats an early notice eh!=.=

RULESSS...

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.



TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to
talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as
any other.



THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend
all you have or sleep all you want.



FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.



FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look
the person in the eye.



SIX. Be engaged at least six months
before you get married.



SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.



EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams.
People who don't have dreams don't have much.



NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to
live life completely.



TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly.
No name calling.



ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their
relatives..



TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.



THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a
question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'



FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and
great achievements involve great risk.



FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear
someone sneeze.



SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the
lesson.



SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect
for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.



EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute
injure a great friendship.



NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a
mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.



TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.




TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.

balcony-ed

yawn.got home at 12plus today and here i am,blogging wad i did today!=D
so work started at 7 and sam called me when i was on the way to work cuz i was 5mins late.SHITTT!the senior waiters said that everyday for i am late 5mins or more,i wont have the tips at the end of the month.=.=! andy,anish and i was working at level 1 and ANDY IS SUCH A NAGGER!he jus kept on naggin at people and its so ANNOYING!the worse thing is that he'll criticize u in front of the managers and nv think of others.like wad the managers will think of me?a lousy,slow waiteress now?must sure that i'm better den u andy! and make sure that i'll be the one ordering u ard!so worked til 9 and raymond suddenly asked me to walk to the stairway with him,i was thinkin,die,did i do something wrong this time?but cheyy,he wants me to go level 2 to work.=( the atmosphere was so dark! its so busy upstairs and the arrangement of the seats and all are so confusing especially the ones along the sides.='( i din like it at first cuz i've to relearn everything again.the new arrangements,push to sell certain drinks.push to sell mineral waters.learn to adapt the new environment.level 2 gets busy all the time.so i was quite confused with the seats along the sides of balcony but the senior waitress was patient with me.2thumbs up for her!haha!still,i prefer doing downstairs tho.i can get to do my own ice mocha,get to eat wedges and all.but upstairs cannot..='( hahaha!shitt luhh..i dun seem to be able to write tons now.WHYY??!! and ohh,balcony is a monthly pay thing and i haven get my pay yet.=( i wonder how much will my pay be.heheh!ohh.anw,gonna work at my mum office for a week or so cuz she says they need pple to do some admin work.and lastly,jenny aunty,my mum's colleague,jus passed away due to heart attack.its really saddening.god bless her and rest in peace.=)

petrified!

gosh.its like 5.22am and i'm still not tired!i guess i'm too worried for my results later at 2pm?!i really am.='( nvm!i'll do good!i hope i'll post my good grades here.
well,its alr 24th of jan and all i've been doing is WORK WORK WORK! i din even have time to catch up with my friends and all.when i've gt time,i jus wanna relax at home and turn to couch potato for the rest of the day.HAHA!and my maid will forever fill my stomach with tasty FOOD.=)love her!!
anw,if i were to go poly,sch will starts on the april.which means i've gt 2more months to enjoy?i meant work.=( but nvm,lookin at the brighter side..when i work,i've gt $$ and i'll be able to buy the things that i want.hopefully!cuz i still had to pay my brudder back his $1000 so actually i'm glad that i get to work everyday!
goshh..wad happened to me?i used to be able to blog everything down in my blog.but why recently i jus seem to blog so little?sigghh..i think i know why.CUZ I GT NO LIFEEE.ya,wateva..i wanna go club!i so wanna dance!so cant wait to turn my legal 18 and make FULL USE of my IC!muhaha!
anw i've gt umpiring at 4.30 at RV.i'm gettin uneven tans now.SHITTT!i need some suntanning myself someday!oh..mummy get to book a room at amara sanctuary resort at sentosa.WOOHOO!so gonna stay der for a nite!

oh.mentionin abt taking results at 2pm,i'm quite excited to see how my friends have changed since the last time i saw them.haha!cant wait tho.but on the other hand,the results,it scareSSss meee..I MISS SCH ALOT!! i miss muggin late at nite,i miss school uniform,i miss having tutorials.i miss being so busy!i miss the sch food! i miss the teachers.i miss disturbin teachers.i miss everything abt school.definitely had great fun der.DIE LUH!i dunno how to blog anymoree...=(its so random here.so byebye!

blog blog

hello blog!recently i attended the cadet umpiring test and i passed!=D the tester shld be lenient to all of us i guess.so now we are a lisence umpire!today was the first game taht i umpired.dunearn VS yuanching.dunearn c dis was nt up to my expection.they were much worse den the batch before.no fighting spirit,no communication,no team spirit,practically nothing.i feel for amelia,their coach and my friend.so cadet umpiries were team up with a level 1 umpire.i was with bernice.when i am a umpire,i start to see things at our side of view.oh..umpires are the CONTROLLERS!muhah.i'm still working on the controlling tho.i dun like to take control but it was a gd experience.one fine day,i'll be a control freak.haha!shall elaborate on it more next time,gonna get to work soon.
so it rained for the 2nd quarter and pospone it tmr.after i passed my cadet test,i've gt so many calls from the coordinator.they're so despo for umpires.so i'm lucky!i get to umpire everyday!good exposure and great for my learning as well.control the game.so dun play play with umpires.
after the game,went back to dunearn for awhile.everyone was happy and surprised to see me!haha!i felt liek a student again.everyone tot i was coaching.i want to.but i dun think i've gt the time to commit in coaching,seriously!so yea,SPORTS IS MY PASSION!!! byebye blog.gonna be late for work now.=D

=)

hello blog.its been quite awhile since i last blogged.i'm getting my results in 2 weeks time and i'm still worryin abt my results.i really do!i do not know wad course to choose,maybe nursing?thought its the lowest cut-off pt.den go to uni to study doctorate with my cousin.i wanna noe EVERYTHING!but had to MASTER somthing.at least something!since this yr is yr 2008,i shall have my resolutions.
my resolutions is to do something great,master something and be the best of the best!i need to master at least something!this shall be my only resolutions for this yr and onwards.AND I SHANT GIVE UP! if i ever gonna fall,i shall stand up and take it again.I MUST AND I WILL!

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worked

man,i've been rushing for time almost everyday.worked in balcony today and i'm so pissed with someone today.URGH!constantly asking me to do things for her and when i asked her to do something,she seems relunctant.wow!wad a friend i found.a selfish 1.urgh!dun wanna further elaborate on it.it pissed me off alot!And i'm tired now.
anw time seems to be short for the past few days.perhaps cuz i was tryin to rush everything and make myself busy.work work and work!i can work for 12hrs a day at nite.i'm active at nite!and ya!its 2008! and its our legal age!gosh!i've been waiting for this yr to come for donkey yrs.finally it came,and definitely der'll be more responsiblity on my own now.=)this yr gonna be an interesting yr.der'll be more to accomplished.i wanna do something outstanding and head for something higher to achieve.
anw,working in service line suddenly gives me the feeling of this concept which is i need to take good care of my customers and provide satisfying service for them.okay!der's more to blog actually but blog it someother time!=)tats all for now.byebye blog.

last day of this vietnam trip

i think i'm missing vietnam now,its afew more hrs that we're be leaving for singapore.=( tho vietnam is not as good as singapore,i do miss the food,the shops,the people here especially those working in the hotel.i'm so gonna take pictures wit them later.=D after we arrived here at hanoi,we've been shopping everyday.actually,its shopping and eating.i think i'm gonna put on weight again.=( i bought their vietnam traditional clothes and some chinese stuffs.their emboidery is really cheap here in vietnam,its ard 50USD or less.i meant the dresses,blouse.
PHOTOS
i guess i've been shopping for 4days alr and i've gt things that hadnt buy!!my haversack,shoes,pants.i dun seem to get to buy their jeans cuz they dun have my size.=(the max size is only 29.maybe there's 30above but it doesnt have the type of jeans i want.
anw,i think i've gt the best mummy in the world.i have to admit that.she's my banker/ATM for this trip.she paid every cent for the things that i bought and i buy loads of stuff!gonna take pictures of it and post it here.yea!wateva i asked for,she jus say "buy lor"she din say "no" at all for this trip.how amazing!man,she's the nicest mum ever! THANKS MUM!=)i'll repay u back!=)
okayy.i'm gonna leave for singapore really soon and i miss my friends!now i'm missing the people in vietnam too.hahah!okayy..gtg now.adios!

vietnam-hanoi now!

man!i enjoyed this vietnam trip alot.had great fun here!now i'm waiting for a hotel room at hanoi cuz we arrived at 5 in the morning and the tourists get to check out at 8something or so.i've been using the internet for quite sometime now.=)today is DAY 5 of this vietnam trip.we sat franxi express train to hanoi and spent the nite in the train.we were at the last cabin and its was ROCKY!i felt like a baby in the lalleby again.it was practically rocking from a end to another! like in a cruise,i even had difficulties walking to the toilet.our train was deluxe train,it was better than the 1 before.=)let's start from DAY4 onwards,it was the day where i had to go for the HOME STAY at GAVA.it was fun!i get to see wild pigs,baffalos,cows and even roosters.we took a jep to GAVA village from SAPA city,it took abt 40mins and walked to the village for awhile.the tribes followed us all the way to our home stay.aunty betty and lily telling me not to talk to them cuz u dunno if they're nice or nt nice pple.i din really bother cuz afterall they are village pple,nt beggars,they're really nice.so i kept talking to them. PHOTOS during the nite,there were more tourists arriving to the same home as us,i met french pple,brazilians couple and thai couples,they're rather funny.and i saw them at the train station when we arrived at hanoi's train station.happy that i get to see them the last time.=) okay,so we headed to lao cai market to buy some cloth stuffs and every stall we went,they tell the same items!!bought quite afew stuffs from der.took photos of the tribes,they'r called flower soething,i forgt!haha!the food here in vietnam is nt that bad,it was nice!back to saying abt the home stay,the food that was cooked by the village pple was nice too!its some pork,beef,tofu.its more like chinese cusine.thats wad i think.and the table of food was rite under the translucent LIGHT!which means der's lots of flys der.YUCKS!some dropped onto my food.ew!ohayh!the WATER der is freezing cold,its too cold to bath.so i skipped the nite nt bathing. so well,its day 5 and gonna spend the last 3 days in hanoi SHOPPING!hehe!!to be continued...

happy!

darn! guess wad!I PASSED MY UMPIRING TEST!!!HOHOHO!!AINT I SMART?!HAHAH!
but all thanks to god to help me pass this test,i dunno if i could do without him.=D
i gt home from work and needa check my email and the moment i saw my name on the list,i was FRIGGING SCREAMING FOR JOY!haha!super happy can!omgs!aha.thanks lord so much!this was the mail.HAHA!

Hi everyone, congratulations you have passed the theory test.
Chan Hui Mui 87
Daphne Yen Yu Zhen 74
Huang Qian Qin
86

Keshia Serrano Tan 84
Keung Hoi Ling Helen 73
Koh Hin Ann 83
Lim Lee Hoon 81
Lim Yi Jie 73
Marlene Tan Yiting 78
Merina Ng Su Yi 73
Noor Farhani 71
Nur'ain Binte Rahim 78
Ong Pei Shi 87
Santha D/O Selva Raju 73
Serene Peh Hui Ying 76
Suhailah Binte Kariman 78
Vasanthi D/O Gunasekaran 72

We are able to arrange an additional level 1 umpiring course for you to participate. As space is limited, we will take the 1st 20 participants who sign up.
The course dates are
Sat 29 Dec 8am-12 noon,
Thurs 3 Jan 7-10pm,
Thurs 10 Jan 7-10pm and
Sat 12 Jan 8am-1pm
Pls note that 100% attendance is required to complete the course. You are to continue to read up the rules and to keep fit before the attending the course.

after reading the last part,1st 20 to participate the test,i was den like cheyy,i tot i was really that smart to be the few to pass the test.haha! and huimui was smarter.that ass!haha!
okay!i'm happy bloggin my happy stuffs.hah!BYEBYE! tmr have umpiring trg.AHAH

the world is so small!

worked at conrad today and it was fun having prem around.and guess wad,singapore is really that small!prem was my table server for that nite during my cousin's wedding and he gave me a lasting impression cuz of his super long speech!it takes 1 deep breathe to finsih saying and that pt of time i was quite impress with him cuz of his speech!haha.but chey,it was told to do so,i tot he came up with it.HAH! so today,i was his partner.how coincident.haha! and even more coincident is that i noe her sister as well!gosh!this is creepy!and i still do keep in contact once awhile,i shld say quite goodfriends.MAN!wad goes ard,comes ard.ha!anw work today was fun,especially with prem livening up the atmosphere.GD JOB!haha!k!i'm getting tired now.so nites.!

unforgetable nite.

JOHNSTON! STOP LAUGHING! xD
today was a suay day,i saw something that is unusual to see and dun get to see it that often everyday and its from an indian guy and it was sucha disgusting thing to have my eyes on it.OMGS! oh god,please bless my eyes.okay,so this indian man was sitting directly in front of me with his hands covering his manhood in the train to clark quay,so i was looking at him and suddenly i was wondering why his hands were lifted up so i looked down and OMGS!this stupid old indian man was wearing shorts without UNDERWEAR!freak man!his manhood was apparently seen by me.WAHLAO!why did i even wanna post this?freak freak freak!!wash my eyes and memory with holywater! der goes my virgin eyes.hai.very sad indeed.so after which,i told 1 of my friends abt it and he burst into laughter of how i put it.thanks huh.lol!STUPID OLD AHPEK!SICK IN THE HEAD!!URGH!!!
den meet up with cousin and seek for job.she never fails to make me wait everytime we meet up.i think i spent my 1/3 of my life waiting for her.haha!so we headed to boat quay for pub job.der were afew pubs we went but the environment dun look presentable.but the pay is GD!the least at boat quay that we went was 10/hr plus commission and taxi fare.but somehow,i dun like the unpresentable environment.so we went to look for another pub which is called jab1,it dun even look like pub,somehow,it looks like a bar.they pay 12bucks/hr and plus commission 5%-7% on the bill but sadly,no cab fare.man!tat is double my conrad pay pls!i dun mind working at jab1 cost they respect the waitresses,no contact with waitresses like touching and all.but other unpresentable pubs will hve customers havin itchy hands to touch waitresses.if i ever gonna work at those pubs,i think i've to sterilize myself every now and den.HA! but in the end,i decided not to work.i only wanted jab1 but cuz of the taxi fare so it wasnt worth it.SAD!!! have to go back to conrad still.=)
it was 12plus den and lixin left me going to the bus stop on my own.=( moreover der's no bus hm.=( so cabbed home.tonite seem to be jus accompany cousin go out nite.haha! stupid cab fare.SO EX!!='(

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ytd was the first day of work at conrad and once again,i'm back in banquet again.i tot it was a sad thang cuz i've to go thru the shit to earn that 6bucks/hr.but afterall,its nt that tough tho.working at conrad is really sucha relieve and slack.they dun demand alot unlike pan pacific hotel.And the managers in conrad do treat u much nicer with respect.unlike pan pacific,they literally dun give a darn abt ur feelings and vent their frustrations on us.they dun feel for us,waitress and waiter.but for conrad,its a total opposite i shld say.
today was OJT and joven was the one briefing us,he really do show us respect.During the training,i almost wanna cry cuz it was so darn touching especially with the background music playing.aww..like i din noe der's managers who really do care for us.i'm really touched by wad he said.felt like tearing at that moment.=') it was indeed touching.he noes how to handle humans.=)
conrad was much much or maybe a million times better den pan pacific.even the canteen cleaner wasn't as grumpy as pan pacific and the food was nice,der were even cream of mushroom,salad and fruits.=) and gurls usually do much lesser work den the guys.haha!thanks boys!and the waitresses and waiters help each and other.its really nice of everyone.unlike pan pacific,they work their own,scold u and get impatient of u when u dunno anything.scold u when udunno how to do ur thing.they do theirs and we do ours.it was so individualistic at pan pacific.thank god i'm at conrad.the pple der are nicer and friendlier.but of cuz,der's still some flirters and suckers der.but its minority.unlike pan pacific.haha!i'm totally against pan pacific hotel.maybe cuz its 5star and they demand more.pity the aunties and uncles working at pan pacific like hell.and i'm here so happy that i'm in conrad!haha!
And i forgt to tell my parents that i was working today,they waited for me to be back home.opps!and they tho i was working at pub.haha!imma good gal mummy.aha!anw everyday balcony dun calls,everyday the marker dun update me abt my result,everyday i dunno wads my O's result,everyday i get worried,everyday i'm thinking how well did i fare.its tiring to be left in suspense.=(
ohwell.i just cant stop thinking.anw,i ate ice cream at 1am.GAWD!its fattening mian!haha!k.shall end my post now.so byebye!